I was awakened by thunder and torrential rain hitting my bedroom windows. I looked over at the pillow where Brian once laid his head and thoughts began to take me back to a time when we were so good together. Brian had been acting differently for several months and I knew something was going on with him. It's been four months since he left, confessing that he had been seeing someone and it got serious. I knew I wouldn't get back to sleep so I decided to get up and write down my thoughts.
I brewed a cup of coffee and sat at my desk and began to write....
My name is Alexander O'Connor Jr., in several months I will be forty years old. I have dark hair, blue eyes, stand 5' 11" tall and weigh 180 lbs. I'm not overly muscular but I have a toned body from working out and also my love of running. I am quite hairy but not a wolf.
Brian and I had a perfect life together so I thought. Our careers were successful with Brian as a Realtor for a large Realty Company and I as an attorney at a large firm. We had purchased our dream home several years prior and when Brian left I bought his share of our home. I thought as time passed his presence would leave but it has only intensified for me. As I was writing my eyes were getting heavy so I went back to bed. The rain was soothing and eventually I went back to sleep.
The next day I was busy talking with a client when my cell phone alerted me that I had a text message from Aaron my best friend stating to call him when I was free. As soon as I finished with the client I phoned Aaron.
"Hey Alex, it's Friday, what are you doing this weekend?"
"Hey Aaron, nothing planned, what about you?"
"Since Monday is a holiday I was thinking about going camping, are you game?"
"I don't know Aaron, I think I will stay home."
"Damn it Alex, that's all you do and every time I ask you to do something you make up some excuse so you can hibernate and wallow in misery. It will be good for you to get away and you always loved the outdoors and nature.
"Man, that was harsh."
I'm sorry Alex, but it's time for you to move on and stop dwelling on what was." Brian is gone and you need to move forward." "Okay, okay, come over for dinner tonight and we can make plans."
Aaron got serious...."I hate to be a hard ass but it's been over four months and you're stuck in the same spot."
"It's okay Aaron, I know you're concerned about me. See you at 6:30. Oh, did I ever tell you you're a dick?"
"You have Alex, and I accept the title.
Aaron and I have been friends since he moved next door to me. We began 4th grade together and have been tied at the hip since then. Aaron is straight but he is very picky who he dates and has never been in a serious relationship. We are very different as I am conservative and quiet while he is loud and boisterous. Somehow we fit together and I know that he would always be there for me if I needed him. When Brian left, Aaron would not leave me and he would hold me and let me cry until I couldn't any longer. Now he is pushing me to move on and I guess that is what best friends do.
I stopped at the grocery store on the way home and picked up a few steaks and fixings for a great salad for dinner and burgers and hot days and all the fixings for our camping trip. I also stopped at the package store and got a bottle of wine. I also made a stop at the bakery for crusty bread. then headed home. I arrived home and changed, took a shower and began to prepare dinner. I put some music on and my thoughts were planning our camping trip and not of Brian. I guess Aaron's harsh words snapped me into reality. I fired up the grill and set the table, made the salad and then wrapped the potatoes in foil and placed them on the grill.
The doorbell rang and I hurried to the door. When I opened the door there was Aaron with a silly smirk on his face.
"Hey, what's that look on your face?"
"The look on my face is that of a smokin hot stud."
I rolled my eyes and told him to come in and pour us a glass of wine. We headed outdoors, I put the steaks on the grill then we sat sipping our wine. "I'm starving Alex and I would marry you just for your cooking." "Oh sure, just for my cooking Aaron?" We laughed and as I looked at Aaron I realized how handsome he is. He is about 6' tall, 190 lbs., dark hair, hazel eyes and is somewhat hairy. He is more muscular than me and he is dedicated to working out at the fitness center on a regular basis.
I plated the food and he was anxious to get started. "Man, you can cook Alex and it smells delicious." Have you decided about going camping with me?"
"Yes, I will go camping with you and after thinking about it, I am damn excited. Oh, as to your comment, you need a wife that can cook for you and clean up after you also."
"Yah, Yah, alright stud, so my culinary skills suck. I will bring the tent, sleeping bags, lanterns, and beer, you bring the food." "Okay, I can do that. What time do you want to pick me up?" "Can you get your ass out of bed and be ready by 8AM?" "Yes, I can get my ass out of bed and be ready at 8AM."
"We finished eating and Aaron helped me clean up. We went into the living room and I poured us another glass of wine and we talked.
"I know you get aggravated with me Aaron for dwelling in the past but it's hard for me. My life was with Brian and fifteen years is a long time. I feel lost and there are days that I get so depressed thinking that I wasn't good enough for Brian and he had to hook up with someone else."
"I hear you, and I don't mean to be hard on you but I want you to be happy. Brian is gone and you have to make a new life for yourself. You have me, what more could you want?"
"Aaron, you're straight but I do love you and I am thankful for our friendship. I know you only want the best for me and I will get there, just realize that it's difficult for me. You have never been in a serious relationship so you don't know how a breakup crushes you and drains you of your confidence."
"I may never have been in a serious relationship but I saw how hurt you were and it bothered me more than you know. I am not one to be serious and when something bothers me I laugh and keep the hurt inside."
I asked...."Why have you never been in a relationship?"
"I never found anyone who I would love to the moon and back."
"Aaron, you're almost forty and I think it's time you settle down. There are plenty of desirable girls to be had, but I think you're not looking."
"Okay Dad, I will take that into consideration."
"I'm going to head home Alex so I can get all the gear together and I will see you at 8AM."
"I will be ready and I think I'm really getting excited about our weekend in the woods."
The next morning Aaron arrived exactly at 8AM and I was ready. He rang the doorbell and I opened the door to his smiling face. "Help me with the coolers and we can get started." We packed his SUV and headed out on our two hour journey to the camping area.
We arrived and Aaron had reserved a beautiful spot by the lake that was quiet and private. We started to set up the tent and in no time we were done. We laid out the sleeping bags and placed the coolers in the tent to keep them out of the heat. Once we were done Aaron suggested we go for a swim and we began to change. When he dropped his boxers, my eyes went straight to his cock. I had seen him naked many times at the fitness center, but somehow today I noticed how perfect his cock was. He was cut and his balls were perfect and plump. "You like what you see, Alex?" 'Dude, I am gay." "Look all you want, it doesn't bother me, now let's go for that swim".
We dove into the water and both of us yelled due to the water being extremely cold. "Fuck, the water is cold" shouted Aaron. "It is but it feels refreshing. We swam for a bit and then headed back. As soon as we had dried off and changed, Aaron got us each a beer and we relaxed. He had brought two comfortable lounge chairs and as I sipped my beer I realized how perfect it was. The smell of fresh air and pine filled me with contentment. "Hello, Alex, are you with me?" "Sorry, I was just thinking how perfect and relaxing it is here." "I told you that you needed this, to get away and forget about the past. I always find that being here and being in touch with nature always relaxes me." "I'm glad that you suggested it Aaron."
We gathered some large rocks and firewood so we could start a fire in the evening. "Okay, that's done, let's go for a walk on one of the trails." We headed out and the scenery was breathtaking. We saw a few deer as we climbed the trail, Aaron was walking ahead of me and I couldn't help but notice his perfect ass and how his glutes bounced as he walked. I found it very strange because I never really looked at Aaron in a sexual way, but not having sex for over four months, except for my hand had me looking at Aaron as I never saw him before.
After two hours of walking the trails we were tired and headed back to camp. Aaron began building a fire and got the grate and placed it on top. I got burgers out of the cooler that I had packed and gathered all the condiments and put everything on the picnic table. Once the fire was hot I placed the burgers on and the buttered hamburger buns. . "Dang, I'm hungry."
"You're always hungry Aaron."
The burgers were done and I put two burgers, pickles and chips on a plate for Aaron and then I did mine. I got us two Pepsi's and we sat down. We each fixed our burgers the way we liked them. I enjoyed watching Aaron eat because of the faces he would make as if his meal was the best thing ever. "How are the burgers bud?" "On man Alex, you make the best burgers and being out here in the woods really energizes my appetite." "As I looked at him I realized that he has always been special to me but even more so now. A guy that spoke his mind and never held back but was always there for me. After we ate, I brought an Apple Pie that I made. I cut us each and piece and the look on Aaron's face was priceless. He devoured the pie in no time and I chuckled to myself.
After we finished, he helped me clean up and then we sat drinking a beer. It was hot with just a slight breeze so I took my shirt off. "You have a nice body and man your hairy, but not overly hairy, just right." "Aaron, are you coming on to me?" "If I was, it would be your lucky day." "Thanx, but you're more muscular than me but I haven't had many lucky days Aaron." "Alex, sometimes when you think things can't be worse, things change and you may find yourself happier than you have ever been."
"I hope you're right," Alex replied.
"So, I have never asked you but do you really enjoy getting butt fucked."
"Shit, now where did that come from Aaron, you never asked me that before?"
"Aaron paused...."I was just curious, doesn't it hurt?"
"Well, some guys like to top, some like to bottom and some guys are versatile. Brian didn't like to bottom and he was strictly a top. I prefer to bottom and for me what I really love is being rimmed before being fucked. Some guys complain that it hurts but for me, it doesn't. Size matters too, if a guy has a cock the thickness of a beer can, sure it's going to hurt."
Aaron made a face and said..."Oh man, that seems kind of gross, eating a guys asshole."
"You eat pussy don't you? It's no different than eating a pussy, but being clean before sex is a top priority for me and Brian was a stickler for cleanliness. Let's drop the subject because thinking about it is making me horny."
"Okay, let's head up to the men's room and take showers."
"Yes, a cold one."
We headed up and took our showers and then came back and enjoyed another beer. We had the fire going and it was perfect.
"Hey Aaron, I haven't felt this relaxed in a long time. Thanx for pushing me to come camping."
Aaron chuckled...."You're welcome, it makes me happy to see you smiling and laughing."
We were not drunk but we weren't feeling any pain and Aaron was making me laugh. We decided to head to bed. We slipped into our sleeping bags and we were really close to each other laying on our backs. I was hard and so horny so I slowly started rubbing my dick and I noticed Aaron was doing the same.
"I hesitated then said...."Feels good doesn't it?"
"Fuck yes Alex, do you wanna jack off together?"
We slipped out of the sleeping bags and started wanking. I looked over at Aaron and admired his big cock, straight as an arrow. He looked over at mine....
"Nice dick Alex, and thick."
"I asked...."Hey Aaron, would you mind if I felt yours and jacked ya?"
"Only if I can jack you too."
I reached over and so did Aaron and we stroked each other's cocks and it felt so good. Our breathing intensified and there was no holding me back....
"Aaron, man I'd love to suck your cock."
"Do it Alex, my cock is dripping precum like a faucet."
That was all I needed to hear and I leaned into Aaron and licked the pre off his cock taking in his essence. I slowly licked around his helmet, touching the most sensitive area. "Fuck yeah, that's nice." I then started sucking his cock like the talented cock sucker that I am. Soon I was at his pubes and I began taking the cock almost all the way out of my mouth and then all the way down. "Oh fuck, oh man." I could feel his pre filling my mouth and soon I would get my reward. I cupped his balls and increased the suction and began moving faster and faster. I was stroking my cock and suddenly Aaron yelled..."I'm going to cum, move off. " I kept going and his body began to convulse and his cock grew more and he exploded as I sucked and swallowed, sucked and swallowed. He tasted delicious, man did I get my reward and Aaron's cum was both salty and sweet. I cleaned off his cock getting every drop of cum, as I did I kept stroking my cock and came in my hand.
"Man, that was the best blowjob I ever received Alex, Jesus!"
"I'm glad you liked my oral skills."
It was hot so we stayed naked on top of our sleeping bags. I rolled over and went right to sleep.
Aaron's thoughts....
Wow, I am lost for what I feel at this moment. I never had a guy suck my dick but Alex knew how to get me off in a way I have never experienced before. I never had a girl suck me the way he did. I feel strange and I wonder if I will look at him differently now. I have always loved him as my best friend but what I'm feeling right now is scaring me. How do I react now, could it happen again? Do I want it to happen again? Fuck, I can't let this change our friendship. Do best friends make the best lovers? I can't go down that road right now. Could I be gay or bi because if I'm being honest, I liked it and doing it with Alex felt sort of special. I need to sleep!
The next morning I woke up and Aaron wasn't in the tent and all of a sudden I felt a feeling of dread. Man, how will Aaron feel about me giving him a blowjob. I have to talk to him. I put on a pair of shorts and a T Shirt and came out of the tent. Aaron was sitting on one of the lounge chairs drinking orange juice.
"Morning Aaron, how do you sleep?"
"It took me a while to fall asleep but once I did I slept really well."
"Good, hey Aaron, I'm sorry about last night and I guess I got carried away being so horny."
"No worries Alex, I was horny too and man how the hell did you learn to suck cock like that."
Laughing I responded..."I guess when you love doing something, you really excel at it."
"You surpass any blowjob I have ever received. How did my cum taste and I know it was a lot?"
"Thanks Aaron, I was scared that you would be upset about what happened and now I'm relieved. Your cum was so good and man you exploded with intensity but I didn't waste a drop."
"We are fine Alex so don't dwell on it anymore and I'm glad you enjoyed my man seed because I can't remember ever cumming with such intensity so yeah I liked it a lot."
"I'm going to make us breakfast and what would you think about going Kayaking today?"
"Great idea Alex and It's a perfect day for Kayaking so after we eat we can go to the rental office and see if there are any available."
We finished breakfast and rented two Kayaks, loaded them into the SUV and headed to the lake. Aaron is very competitive and said "You want to race, loser has to suck dick."
"You're on big guy and we began but I knew there was no way I was going to beat Aaron and he knew it. I think it was his way of saying he wanted another blowjob. I think I will enjoy losing the race."
Sure enough Aaron beat me and he looked at me with a smirk on his face and said..."You will have to pay up tonight Alex, since you lost and that you know what the bet was."
As we were exploring the lake I began having thoughts of Aaron and how I felt so horny being around him. Tonight I may go further and see how he responds.
We spent the afternoon on the lake and it was a perfect day and also a day that I wasn't thinking about Brian. We decided to head back to camp so we returned the Kayaks and it was time for supper.
"Hey Aaron, I'm starved, what's for supper?"
"Steak and Baked Potato."
"Fuck yeah, I'm loving your culinary skills not to mention some other skills you are very good at."
"I'm glad you noticed Aaron."
Aaron used charcoal instead of wood so we could place the baked potatoes around the coals. I wrapped the potatoes in foil with a drizzle of olive oil and placed them alongside the hot coals. We sat and enjoyed a beer while the potatoes baked. It took about forty minutes for the potatoes to finish cooking and I placed the steaks on the grill. In no time the steaks were done and we sat and ate. "Man, this steak is so good Alex and the baked potatoes are perfect. We finished eating and we cleaned up and then relaxed enjoying another beer.
"After some fun conversation Aaron asked..."Hey Alex, let's head to bed."
"Okay, I'm ready."
We stripped and left our boxers on and we laid side by side talking.
"Are you having a good time Alex?"
"I am Aaron, I'm relaxed and I haven't thought much about Brian."
"Good, that is what I wanted to hear."
"Are you ready for me to pay up for losing our Kayaking race?"
"I'm so ready"
We both removed our boxers and I took his cock in my hand feeling its thickness and then licked the precum that was already surfacing. I took the cock in my mouth and loved the texture and his girth. I began to suck him using suction and my tongue as he moaned in pleasure. I massaged his balls and he opened his legs and I rubbed his taint as he gasped. "Fuck Alex, your amazing." After several minutes or so Aaron asked me to stop. "What's wrong Aaron?" He didn't say a word but he turned around and we were now in a 69 position. He started to stroke my cock and then licked it as pre spewed from my piss slit. He then took my cock in his mouth and did what most guys would know how to do. "Fuck Aaron, I didn't expect this." His only response was "mmmm'. I went back to lavishing his cock and we were both in sync and I have to say for a newbie, Aaron is a fine cocksucker. I pulled out because I was getting close and so did he.
I asked him to lay on his stomach and spread his legs, which he did without asking any questions. I spread his cheeks and his awesome hairy ass had my tongue hanging out ready to give him the greatest pleasure he ever felt. I rubbed my finger up and down his ass crack and then dove in, sucking, slurping and devouring his pink tight hole. "Oh my God Alex, what the fuck are you doing to me, just don't stop." I didn't stop and I licked his hole, fingered it and then continued eating his pucker like a hungry man. After a good fifteen minutes of torturing him I stopped and sat up. He turned and looked at me and said...."Alex, I never felt anything like that, the sensations were incredible."
"I would love for you to fuck me Aaron."
"Anything for you Alex but first lay on your stomach."
I did as he asked and I spread my legs. He took my ass cheeks and massaged them and then spread them open. "Fuck, what a prize." He began to lick my hole slowly and then began to use his tongue directly in my hole. I spread my cheeks to give him better access. It seemed like he couldn't get enough of my pucker and I was in heaven. "Hey Alex, we don't have any lube." "It's okay, use your precum and that will work for me." He said his cock was coated with pre so I told him to do it. He placed his cock at my entrance and pushed in. "Yes, do it Aaron." He pushed in all the way until he had me full of his cock. Then he began a slow rhythm and I felt stuffed but loving the feeling. He hit my sweet spot and that was it. "Fuck, give it to me Aaron, fuck me fast and hard. "Are you sure that's the way you want it?" "Yes, I'm sure. He began to speed up his pace and I was in ecstasy. He pulled out and asked me to turn over. I put my legs on his shoulders and he was back in me. His fucking was unforgiving and I loved it. At one point he reached down and took my precum-covered cock in his mouth and I had to tell him to stop or I was going to cum. He moved my legs down and laid on my body and our mouths met in a fiery exchange. His mouth was warm and we played tongue tango with such passion that I was having a hard time processing what was happening but I was loving how he was making me feel.
"Fuck Alex, your amazing and I have never felt like this."
"You sure know how to fuck Aaron." I'm getting close, can I cum inside you?" "Yes, fill me with your seed Aaron, I want all of you." A few more strokes and I could feel his cock swell in me and he yelled...."OMG, I'm cumming, oh fuck, yeeeeeeees! I started shooting ropes of cum on my face and all over my body without touching my cock. Aaron pulled out of me and slid up my body and began licking the cum off my face and then kissed me, sharing my cum.
He laid beside me and was quiet.
"Are you okay Aaron?"
"Yes, I'm more than okay. I have never experienced anything like what we just did, and I have no words that can describe how I feel, come to think of it, I do have a few words....Amazing, Hot, Lustful, Erotic, Intimate, Intense, and Wicked. I think those words are a good description of how I feel."
"I would say that man sex appeals to you." I'm amazed that this is your first time because you were amazing."
"Only with you Alex, tonight has changed me, I feel it and I feel you."
I looked at Aaron...."I don't know what to say but I am happy with your reaction and I never expected this."
We fell asleep naked with Aaron's arms around me and I knew that my feelings for Aaron had become something different.
The next morning I woke up to the smell of bacon. I got dressed and came out of the tent to see Aaron cooking.
"Aaron, what are you doing?"
"I'm cooking breakfast for us."
"Are you feeling alright?"
"I have never felt better Alex and he leaned over and kissed me."
didn't know what to do or say so I said I had to go and pee, which I did."
When I returned, Aaron had breakfast ready, Eggs, bacon, toast done on the grill and orange juice. I was in shock and it was a nice surprise.
"I thought you didn't cook."
"I can when I put my mind to it Alex, now sit down and eat."
We ate and he was chatty and I chuckled to myself. It's amazing how a good fuck can make you feel.
Aaron became serious...."It never occured to me that I would develop these feelings for you in just a few days but the past few nights have somehow changed me and maybe I'm not as straight as I thought. I loved being inside you Alex and things have changed for me as to how I feel about you."
"I don't know what to say Aaron or how to respond, this happened quickly and I didn't expect it at all. I will say that I now look at you differently too.
Aaron asked...."Do you think we could see where this goes and maybe there is more to us than best friends?"
"I would like that Aaron, but let's not rush into it. Let's go slow because this is new to both of us."
"Agreed, now let's clean up and then pack the car to head home. Man what a weekend!"
We had a good time driving home and we talked and talked. I knew Aaron was happy with what happened between us and so was I. The next few weeks we couldn't get enough of each other, not only sexually but loving our time together. I decided to make a special dinner for Aaron and I told him I had something special planned for Saturday night and for him to plan on staying the night.
Saturday arrived and I made Aaron's favorite, Barbecued Baby Back Ribs with Baked Potato and a salad. As I was busy in the kitchen the doorbell rang and I said to myself, he is early. When I opened the door Brian stood there. "Hey Alex, can I come in?" I was stunned and said..."Come in but why are you here Brian?" "Please can we talk Alex?" We sat down and Brian said that Scott was cheating on him and he realized what a mistake he made. "I want to come back home Alex." "This is no longer your home Brian." "In just a few months did you stop loving me." "You have a lot of nerve coming here, and now that your boyfriend has hooked up with someone else, you think you can walk back into my life." Let me tell you something, you broke my heart, and you will never do that again. I think you should leave Brian." "Wow Alex, I didn't expect this." "What did you expect for me to rush into your arms and say all would be forgotten." "Do you know what the word trust means Brian? I now have someone I can trust and he loves me and I love him, so please leave and don't knock on my door again." Brian left and I realized that I no longer loved Brian, he destroyed the love I felt for him. I went back into the kitchen and continued making dinner and for some reason I felt relieved that finally I could leave Brian in the past.
Aaron arrived and he knew looking at me that something wasn't right. "Alex, what is it, what's wrong?" "I hugged him and said...."Brian was here and wanted to come back because his boyfriend cheated on him." "Damn, the nerve of the guy, what did you tell him? "I told him that I had found someone that I could trust and that he loved me and I loved him. I told him he broke my heart and he would never do it again." "You told him that you found someone that you could trust and is that someone me?" "He rushed into my arms and said...'I have been wanting to tell you that I love you but you said you didn't want to rush things so I was waiting for the right time to say it. I love you Alex." "I love you too Aaron, dinner is almost ready so pour a glass of wine for us. I put everything on the table and Aaron's eyes lit up. "Alex, my favorite, Baby Back ribs, this is special." "I knew you said it was your favorite and I wanted to make the night special" "Alex, are you sure you're okay and I hope Brian didn't ruin our evening." "Not a chance."
Later that night I took Aaron's virginity and it was a pivotal moment in our relationship as we now looked at each other as partners but we would also always be best friends. That night I asked Aaron to move in with me.
Three years later on Christmas Eve Aaron asked me to marry him. I remember him telling me when Brian had left that sometimes you think that things cannot get any worse but then something happens and your life turns around and you're happier than you have ever been. Aaron made that happen for me.
Quote for Thought...
I loved him as my bestfriend but then I fell in love with his soul....
