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His blonde wavy hair brushed the top of his ice blue eyes. His pure white smile lit up the locker room as we were changing after a hot sweaty gym class. His sweat covered his smooth firm pecs and washboard abs. His thick thighs and muscular thin calves looked smooth but had light brown hairs matted to him from the class. He stood laughing with the football team oblivious to his surrounding. Unaware of me checking him out or other boys dare I say. He dropped his shorts to reveal a tight white jock strap with his name embossed in gold across the massive bulge. Tabius Holding, such a god at 18 years old. Me somewhat athletic good looking and impressive features. Not the level of Tabius even now I would give anything to sink to my knee's and bury my face in his cute bubble ass inhaling his scent and eating him out before sucking his huge member. Well one can only dream.

Tabius wasn't top dog that was typically Eric his best friend quarterback and total dick. Massive muscular features attractive lad but grade a bully. Lucky for me I got Simon or Si my brother 3rd year at college two towns over so after two years away he moved home and drive's to college to save money. Being a loner I'm sure I would have been a victim however my brother was the old quarterback who in his Senior year led the school to state champions and is a legend for it, first time in 30 years. He gets invited to all parties. Speaking of parties. Eric decided to announce.

"Open party bitches my place Friday night, everyone welcome."

He walked off to the shower that's when Tabius dropped his jock and threw it at his bag turned and went to the shower. His aim was off and his jock dropped to the back of the bench, not hidden but lay on the floor. I always waited until most had come out of the showers before I went in. Only Tabius was left when I entered.

"Oh Tab get your faggot ass out here you tart." Everyone left could hear Eric.
"Now coming." Tabius replied. He turned looked at me. "Such a dick! " he smiled so did I as I watched his perfection disappear. I waited just soaking my self until the noise had died down before I exited the shower. I wasn't ashamed of myself far from just preferred it quite. I dried off and the locker room was empty. I got dressed and was putting my dirty gym gear in my bag when my socks dropped, I bent to pick them up and it was still laying on the floor his jock Tabius Holding. I grabbed it shoved it in my pocket grabbed my things and rushed to the car park to see if I could catch him but it was deserted.

I decided to put it in my bag and return it the next day (that's what I should have done). Monday and Friday nighs we eat as a family usually take out. It's a chance for mum and dad to catch up with us kids. I got home So and Dad were at the kitchen table already so I dumped my bag in my room and joined them.

"Party Friday bro you coming?" Si had obviously already been invited.
"What do you think?" I replied.

"Come on bro you only got 6 weeks of high school left and you pretty much nailed all your subjects, let your hair down for once." Si said.

"You know I don't get on with any of them why would I go?" I replied.

"To try it so your not a bore at college."

"I'll pass thanks."

"Mum, dad help me out here he's wasting some good times of his life." So pleaded for help.

Normally they stayed out of our minor disagreements but I knew dad always wanted to side with So. Ever since So got good at football I gave up the typical boys stuff. I was very good at football and ice hockey but I gave them up as I didn't want to always be compared with my brother State champion quarterback.

This time dad spoke.
"I think it would be good for you son to experience this before college." I think the shock hit me and Si was beaming.

"Dad it's not for me." I had a bad feeling this was finally going to end bad. Luckily for me it didn't take long.

"What happened to you son? You were so good at sports better than your brother."

"Hey, I'm right here." Si looked annoyed.

"Well you remember Si he was." Dad replied.

"Yeah then Si won states and I knew I would always be compared to him. Even if I was successful it would only be expected." I got up and stormed to my room. Leaving them flabbergasted. I was so worked up that I soon got a raging hard on then I remembered Tabius's jock. I grabbed my bag, found the jock, lay on my bed, got my throbbing cock out and put his pouch over my nose and started thrashing. His sweaty smell mixed with a hint of cum or precum and laundry soap was heavenly. I felt weightless on my bed floating in his fumes. I was drifting in euphoria. My cock head slick with my precum was getting sensitive. The more I sniffed the faster I worked until my cock jumped and I felt a gush fly up my cock and erupt at the end spewing jets of cum everywhere some even landing on the jock. It was the most intense ejaculation I had felt in my life. 

With a "ooooooooo ggggooooodddddd I fell weightless again. Just as there was a knock on my door." You OK bro?" Came Si's voice from the other side. I sat up shoving the jock under my pillow just as the door open and Si came in and stopped at the sight of me. He chuckled."I thought I gave you enough time but fuck bro you redecorating. Don't think mum will like the new color somehow. " His comment broke all the tension as we both laughed and I put my cock away.

"It's cool bro, I used to do the same when I was worked up. I didn't know you felt like that." He said.

"Don't get me wrong Si I am so happy for you but I couldn't play on. It was almost instant I threw six touchdown passes next game after you lifted the trophy and all coach said was. Just like your brother Oli. I knew then I would always be compared to you. If I done well it would be from good stock or expected. If I done bad you would be disappointed. So I decided to work on my grades instead."

"Well I wish I could take it back for you. I didn't realize it would affect you so much." He said.

"Don't ever say that, you achieved something special. I don't begrudge you anything bro." I said and meant it.

"Please come on Friday, loads will be there and Eric's place is awesome. You can avoid anyone you don't want to talk to." He pleaded.

"It's just not me bro." I was being adamant I wasn't going.

"I'll find a way to get you there." He got up and left.the next two days went past quite uneventful. Thursday I got home from school and as I was going to my room Si was on his bed he called me as I passed by his room.

"We will leave here at nine tomorrow OK bro?" He said as I stood in his doorway.

"I ain't going. It's getting annoying now Si." I said.

"You know Tabius is pissed off let me think he said. Some queer faggot has stole my lucky jock. You wouldn't know anything about that would you bro?"

My face must have gave me away. "Eerrrm no."

"Bullshit! I found it in your room. Being gay is fine but to steal a jock bro. OK Tab is cute for a guy but not cool bro."

"I didn't steal it bro, it was left behind after gym on Monday."

"So why didn't you give it back Tuesday?" He asked.

"Ok I wanked sniffing it Monday after our argument and kinda got cum on it so I was going to wash it over the weekend and slip it back Monday."

"So you are gay?"

"I think so, I don't know." I said.

"OK returning it cum covered isn't going to work so here's what will happen. You agree to come to the party and I will take care of it and your mini crush can remain a secret." He smiled.

I knew he could do it as he was friends with most college and high school jocks." OK." I smiled and decided maybe it won't be bad to check out a party before college. I was lying to myself.

I got home from school I showered and got in to my White skin tight top to show my adequate muscles and my snug blue jeans. I knew Si wanted to be a bit late and I was cool with that less time there and I won't drink as much. When we arrived I was awestruck. Eric had a mansion his garden sloped down to boating lake with a boathouse. The house was massive a games room with snooker, pool, various consoles, darts, and well any type of game you can think of. So many bedrooms some already occupied by the time we got there. Music blaring and the party was in full swing. As we made our way through the crowd Si as always getting stopped. I was getting strange looks and polite nods. Eric same as at school was center of attention and bumping the lesser liked kids then scowling at them which made the jocks howl. Apart from Tabius who looked fed up with his antics. I made my way out back with a beer and noticed the boat house so decided to grab a couple of beers and hide out there. After the second beer sat resting against a barrel I got light headedand dozed off for a while. I woke a bit later with footsteps approaching and some slurred talk. I moved round so I was out of sight.

Tabius was there I could see him he was pissed off and alone. I just kept quite and out of sight. He slumped down against a post. Next thing he started muttering.

"Fucking bitch, fall asleep on me." He reached down and I swallowed hard as he undone his pants and slid them down a bit. I done all I could not to make a sound, he was commando and his big cock sprung out pulsating drenched in precum so slick looking in the moonlight. He started thrashing at it with ferocity I was struggling to contain myself but I was at the point of no return I knew it would be bad if I made a sound. One of the most popular boys in school and the most stunning was beating himself in front of me I wanted so badly to taste him. He was sat stroking himself innocently I started feeling queezy like a true pervert just watching lusting after him just feet away wanting to pounce like a lion stalking it's prey in the Sahara. All of a sudden he let out a moan which was too much for me to take and I ghasped but to loud.

"Who the fuck is there?" Tabius jumped up fiddling with his fly as he stuck his cock away. Come out or I will kick your ass you queer perv."

I stood. "Tab I'm sorry really I can explain."

"Go on then."

I was stuck how do I say I want to blow you I really couldn't explain.

"Fucking fag I don't care who your brother is the school will know what a fag you are."

I panicked. "Please Tabius I I it was just you." Now I had done it sweat started pouring from me as he turned and looked at me.

"Wwwhat?" He said still not managed to do his fly's up so his pants dropped revealing his pumping cock.

"I I em, I wwwa, I eh  will er em." I tried.

"For fuck sake fag spit it out." Tabius wasn't in the mood.

"I'll get you off no one needs to know." It came out and I didn't realise it did.

Tabius stood there not sure how to react.
"OK fag. This better be good."

I had no clue apart from what I'd seen in porn. I just knew I needed to have my mouth on his cock as fast as I could. Too fast I slammed myself on too quick and far I started to gag and choke.

"Wow you haven't done this before, have you?" Tabius said.

" No." As I gagged.

"Go slower, let my cock push and swallow little bits." Tab said.

I did as he instructed, before long I had him gliding in and out of my mouth.
His moan's sounded like heaven to me as I work his cock not able take all of it but taking more every time. As much as I was in heaven I couldn't help wondering how Tabius fucking me would feel, his commanding presence and his large tool probing my every inch, it was making me give him all I had. Tracing his veins with my tongue and licking up his precum. Tabius was sweaty and breathing heavy as he groaned I felt his cock twitch. I started running my hands up his firm abs and pecs his skin was soft on the touch as the fresh smell of sweat filled my nose driving me to up my efforts. It took a while to get his thick plump cock in my throat a few obsenities escaped from Tabius and the next thing a hot salty taste filled my mouth and I swallowed hard sucking every bit he had. My head started spinning the taste was so right better than I had ever imagined. He slumped against a post exhausted breathing hard. When we settled he pulled out a hip flask I had no idea what was in it but not used to drinking I had an immediate affect on me.

The sun peered through my curtains as I stirred and groaned. I picked up my phone to focus. 12:43pm. "Wow." I thought I never stay in bed this long. I sat up and remembered why I was still in bed my head was pounding. I looked at my phone again and had loads of messages on Facebook and one text. I opened it.

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THAT!!!!! FUCKING IDIOT!!!!! TAB."

I froze what did I do last thing I remember was sucking Tabius off then sitting down drinking something and chatting. We must have got on how else would I have his number. I decided it was time to face whatever music I had to. I was hoping I hadn't told anyone about the blow job I gave Tabius.

As I got to the kitchen only Si was in. There was a hot black coffee, glass of orange and a glass of fresh squeezed orange on the breakfast bar along side pancakes with bacon. He looked at the sorry state of me and laughed.

"Fuck bro you got everyone talking, your antics are even on YouTube." Si was still hysterical.

I gulped and opened Facebook. I soon found a link. Oli Harper's drunken attack on Eric Summers. I played the video.

It started with filming of Eric and a few of his buddies having a drinking game with a few nerdy guys from school. It was clearly a set up to make at least one of them look bad and embarrass them. It was clear that the nerdy guys were not used to drinking as they were wasted. Me and Tabius came into view. As I watched little bits of fog lifted and I was getting little snippets of after being alone with Tabius. I got a small memory of what happened next and it filled my stomach with a deep pit of regret. One of the nerdy guys got too drunk and threw up everywhere, this caused Eric and his friends howl and tease the poor lad they set up. Obviously I hated it when these dicks picked on others but without drink I done nothing said nothing however this time was different.

"Eric you are such a dick." I slurred.

"Fuck you Harper, he got in that state nobody forced him."

"Yeah with a lot of pressure, and encouragement."

" Look just cause you lost your balls and quit everything real guy's do years ago don't but in on our fun. What happened your brother wins state and little Oli will never be that good so he just gives up?" Mocking me pretending to rub his eye's like he was crying. This made my blood boil and I pounced pinning him to the floor and landing 3 punches to his face before being dragged off him by Tab and Si. He sprung to his feet but two fellow jocks blocked his passage. The video ended.

I slumped my head into my hands. " Oh god how can I go back on Monday?"

"You haven't heard the best part bro." Si said still chuckling.

"Fuck there's more?" I asked.

"Oh yeah, the argument after your attack you told Eric if I hadn't won the championship making you quit sports he wouldn't be anywhere near the football team. He called you out on it so you challenged him any place any time to a throw off. See who can toss a football the furthest."

My head sunk lower. Si just laughed " when did you last throw a pigskin bro?"

I didn't answer.

Well you better practice as its after gym on Monday." He was still giggling. I ate what I could but the pit in my stomach and the alcohol wasn't helping in any way. I had still been hitting the gym but I hadn't thrown a ball in years I refused to partake in sports after the coach's comments. I retreated to my room and looked at the messages that were flooding my Facebook account. Most saying I was stupid or dead man walking, others giving me praise and encouragement.

My mood wasn't getting better with the online facade. I grabbed my backpack and a football and jumped on my bike and rode to an abandoned football park out of town which was hardly used. When I got there it was deserted. I started tossing the ball and in no time finding my old rhythm the only difference was it was going a lot further than it did. I was starting to cover a good 3/4's of the field when a voice said. " Maybe not as much of a stupid challenge after all."

I spun to see Tabius leaning against a railing. "Wwwhat?" I stammered.

"You not bad distance, it's going to be close." He said.

"Thanks I think."

"Well if you want a repeat of the party with me you better beat him or I won't be able to be seen anywhere near you." Tabius said with a serious look on his face.

Again I couldn't control my mouth."What would you prefer?"

"You know I don't see many here." He walked over and stood next to me. I was dripping with sweat, my t-shirt soaked clinging to my body. He smiled at me and looked away.

"I come here when something troubles me. I like to think in peace, practice my kicking."

"What's troubling Tabius?" I said then thinking using his name was dorky.

He didn't look at me and just uttered "you." I froze.

"I can't get that blow job out my head, it wasn't the best I had but for a first time try. There was something about it, so different and felt so wrong but at the same time it was OK." I looked stunned, was the guy I dreamed about and blew a bit drunk at a party was telling me he enjoyed it. "Since then I want to have it again. My cock was straining this morning thinking about last night. Until you fucked up." He scowled.

"Yyyeah, I am sorry, I don't drink and no offense but your friend can be a complete dick sometimes.

" I know that's why I hope you kick his ass. Bring him down a bit and get some recognition so we can be seen talking and more in private. "

"Mmmore?" I asked.

" Yeah you sucking my dick again, it was so good but with practice can be totally awesome."

I felt disappointed as I wanted so much more. Notna relationship but who knows, however I knew it would be a secret as he was going aftermath career in sport and it was still in the stone age as far as gay athletes are concerned.

Tabius must have read me. "Who knows maybe actual sex?" He looked at me.

I just blushed and nodded. He smiled wide. "Your good, why don't you play?"

"Too much comparison to my brother." I replied.

We started to walk off through the dilapidated stadium overgrown ant falling down in places. As we walked behind the bleachers past the concrete pillars that held what was left of the benches up Tabius said. "You better beat his ass tomorrow, I want your ass." I was shocked still next to a pillar. Tabius looked around and pounced shoving me up against the pillar and drove his lips to mine. Before I knew it his hands were holding my face and his tongue was in my throat. It was rough and quick but boy did it send electric jolts through my body. He broke stepped back looking for an expression on my face but I just stood not knowing what just happened. Tabius lurched forward and pushed me again pinning me to the pillar again only this time much less gap between our bodies. I could feel him hard rubbing on my hip as we ground our bodies together. I didn't know what came over me just pure lust took me and I started licking and sucking his neck. This made Tabius moan I couldn't help myself as I lifted his arm. He had a sleeveless t-shirt on. There was a smarter of light hair under his arm as I shoved my face in and sniffed. I went dizzy as his slight wiff of fresh sweat slightly broke through fresh soap. This tipped Tabius, his other hand flipped his short's down freeing his monster smacking under my balls resting on my shorts at my crack. He started thrusting so I could fell it on my crack. With one hand he raised my left leg at my knee exposing more of my crack so I could feel more of him. He then pulled his arm down grabbing a fist of my hair pulling my head back driving his tongue deep in my mouth and thrusting harder. I could feel all part of me surrender to him. I was moaning in his mouth feeling myself building to climax. Then he let go of me as I slumped back against the pillar sitting on the ground with my back against it, not able to comprehend what had just happened.

Tabius bent down pulling his short's up. "If you want to know how this ends beat him on Monday."

He turned and walked off, leaving me over horny in a heap on the floor.