Sharing my Brothers Room

After considering day 5 as a “Day of Rest”, I awoke on day 6 alone, Eric was already gone. My cousin was due to head home tomorrow and we had one more night to share Eric’s room. This whole week has been a boat load of emotional roller coaster for me. Learning of my brothers so called “Deviant” behavior with his friends, my voyeuristic spying on him and his friends, and him ultimately teaching me more about my own sexual feelings than I ever thought or imagined I would know at this young age. Most of my friends in high school were already sexually active or at least fooling around with the opposite sex, while I always knew I was slow, and ultimately I find myself in a 3 some with the football quarterback.

Last night resulted in good old fashioned touchy feely session with simple but satisfying blow job, enjoying ourselves without the pressure of over performing. My ass felt better, in fact I felt good, I woke up threw on a robe and did a quick rub and tug as I watched myself in the mirror, off to take a shower and get dressed, the day was uneventful, I came back home and we all went out to dinner for my cousins last day, a glorified kids pizza playground filled with video games and contests. Eric and I found some older video games that we spent most of our time at. We sat and talked about how he was thinking about moving out and getting his own place soon, after all he was going to be finishing up college soon and Id be graduating high school in the spring, he said he thought it was time, he also got real serious about telling mom and dad, to my objection, but he assured me he wouldn’t divulge anything about the two of us. in fact he said he was thinking of moving in with his buddy from college and they were pretty serious, and it was time to let everyone know, he didn’t want to hide it anymore. I was shocked Eric and his buddy had spent a lot of time together, and Eric explained that each night before our rendezvous he was actually with him, and if I thought I was exhausted then think about him. I remember several peep hole sessions where I tried to watch Eric and his now boyfriend in the dark. I finally divulged the peep hole to him, quite by accident, but Eric forgave me, and actually thought it was quite hot. He invited me over to his boyfriend’s house tonight, I said yeah right Mom and Dad will never allow that, he said he’d handle it.

We got back to the table dad paid the bill and we headed back in the car, Eric said he was going to stay at his friends tonight and he had a new 4 player video game and asked if it was ok for me to go, and that wed be back in the morning, Mom and dad nonchalantly agreed. Boy I wondered what they would have said once he really told them about him and his friend. We got home where we threw some clothes in a bag and jumped in teds car and headed over to Dave’s place.

When we arrived Eric already had a key and opened the door awe went in , Dave was wearing loose fitting cut off sweat pants and that’s it. Eric threw his jacket on the chair, took the bag from me and tossed it. Dave started talking, so this is the little shit that you’ve been cheating on me with, as he fake started to argue and fight with Eric. Then he turned to me and said well boy you’ll have to fight me for my man. I was kind of startled by his openness and how outwardly affectionate he was, as he kissed Eric, while raising his fist to me. Then he picked me up under my shoulders by my arm pits and threw me on the couch and said let’s see what he’s got that makes you want him more than me. I got scared thinking he might rape me, but Eric said leave him alone Dave, as he walked over to the liquor bottles on the dresser and poured out 3 drinks, yes Eric gave me a Rum and coke saying you should be able to handle this, I reminded him I wasn’t 21, and he laughed it off. That one drink mad me a little woozy but felt good, we sat and played some video games for a while when the doorbell rang and 4 other guys came in, as they helped themselves to the assortment of liquor and beer. This was like a regular college frat house now. Most of the guys were ok towards me even though I was only 18 and younger then them, but others just avoided me. After a while we were all getting along pretty good, and one brought me another drink. The doorbell rang again and in came Jeff, my friend from school the football quarterback, and finally someone my own age and we hung out together talking.

Around 9pm or so the room started to thin out, not realizing that in reality no one left when Jeff and I were making out on the couch, he suggested we go join the others. Not realizing what he actually meant, I looked around the room and 2 guys were doing it on the couch, 2 more were in the kitchen face eating each other, everyone was paired off with someone. Jeff led me to the bedroom door when he opened it 4 guys were frolicking naked on the bed, with Eric and Dave. Eric saw us come in and extended an arm out of the pile to reach out to Jeff who was still holding my hand as, he stopped briefly to remove his clothes, which I instinctively followed suit. Hands came from everywhere touching our freshly naked bodies, my raging hard on throbbing to my heartbeat as I reached down to touch Jeff’s dick that I so lovingly had just 2 nights ago. The thought ran through my mind that I may not be able to walk in the morning, my hormonal instinct was I needed to do this, and right now. 6 naked bodies 12 hands , legs,6 heads 6 dicks  and mouths and assholes . Licking and sucking, touching and feeling, finger fucking, face fucking, tongue swapping, and ass hole eating. Each guy having their own distinct feelings and senses and tastes, from asshole to tongue to pre cum, I swear we were tangled up in knots, with occasional accidental biting happening. Wasn’t sure who’s dick I was sucking or who was doing what to me at any given time, I did pick out Eric’s big dick at one point and I knew when my lips were planted on Jeff’s mouth, I was falling hard for Jeff, and no matter who I was doing whatever with I was assuming and seeing Jeff the whole time. some guy was face fucking me when he came in my mouth and someone entered my ass after suck fucking it for a while, he began pumping me hard saying you little ass boy, I want to fuck that virgin hole of yours, he wasn’t very big, or else I was just getting used to the feeling, and he dumped his whole load into my ass, when Dave head reached in sucking out his cum. I splashed my load on some other guy that Eric quickly headed into to lap up every drop, it was like a free for all.

After what seemed like hours more came in and joined, several of us left to take showers before heading back into the “Dog Pile”, I tried to stick with Jeff and Dave and Eric whenever possible, but I was thoroughly pleased with pleasure and ecstasy. I didn’t want the night to end we gradually all fell asleep except Dave, Jeff and Eric where we made our way back to the couch naked and just sat and talked about the night, Eric said he was planning to telling my parents about he and Dave this upcoming weekend and would move in shortly after depending on how they took the news. He suggested I find my own way peacefully with Jeff, and admitted he and Jeff’s rendezvous are over. We fell asleep on the couch, I awoke with my head lying on Jeff’s limp dick as I opened my eyes , I stuck out my tongue and licked its head still tasting of dried cum, his arm reaching over to stroke my limp dick that quickly raised to attention, Dave and Erick were down on the floor in a statuesque embrace, they were so proportioned and curvatures of their naked bodies looked like marble and perfect in every way, for the first time I think I saw my brother as a soul mate to someone, and I knew our time together was over. but he gave me a beautiful lesson in myself, that would have never surfaced without his help. And Jeff was beautiful and I was happy, but I wished I didn’t have to keep him secret nor me staying in the closet. I guess we’d play it by ear as to how it all goes down with Eric and his news, and of course there was Jeff’s readiness to consider as well. Jeff and I got up and showered together we played with each other in the soapy water, got each other off again and made a typical high school “going Steady” pack, except he still had a “fake” girlfriend, but I didn’t care cause I knew he was mine deep down. We dressed and he took me home. Mom and dad asked where Eric and his car was, I said he’d be along later, he was just waking up when Jeff asked if I wanted a ride home, Mom asked if we boys had fun? And wanted me to assure her there were no girls there overnight, to which I answered yes to both and I wasn’t lying. We did however lie about the alcohol part, ha  ha. 2 out of 3 wasn’t bad. And anyway I thought to myself, by next weekend id be the least of their worries once they tried to navigate Eric’s news

I just can only wonder how that’s all going to play out.