Real Love Note to my Long Lost Brother

This is the best I can do... Hopefully this story goes famous, and this is how we get rich... You're amazing, I have loved you every since day one.. it was truly love at first sight... Talking to you from high school until adulthood, when we were both in Towne square court, without even realizing it... But, here goes bubby, I love you, and hope you enjoy it.... And accept it....

Ive been killing myself for not asking this question man, but I just wanna know the honest truth about something... If you truly honestly hate me, and want me to die, why did you accept my invitation to be my friend again, and to restart over new... I understand we have our ups and downs, but here I am the only person not caught up in myself and believes in nobody but you fully and faithfully... 

You know I have always loved you, and have been loyal to you... That's why a lot of people hate my guts because I have been so loyal to you and haven't played with them... I promised a special someone that I would explore with him, and I have kept that promise all the way... I don't get jealous of the other people, but when I get blantly disrespected by some of the shit they do and say, especially after I TRY to be social and nice... 

I mean, I understand that you say shit you don't truly mean when you're mad, or aggravated, but what I do envy is the shit you do and say about them, and how you treat them vs how I get talked too, about and treated man... Even though our darkest part of this journey titled the Lost Brotherhood I was pissed, aggravated, confused, hurt, and lost, (which i know now what I did wrong and fell for, that you felt betrayed by me when Ginger came up missing... 

Tbh, I didn't even invite Kenny in, didn't do anything with him until recently when he lemme borrow his phone, and that's why he got pissed at me and retaliated against you for my fault, but I know all the true people who hurt me. Yeah, I may still be wrong on a few people, but you know how your gut tells you how I'm wrong all the time, and lying about shit, well I physically hear shit, and my gut tells me they do it on purpose.. 

Which, it's also agreeing with my heart rn saying that you have said something about it as well to everyone else.. what made you realize that I AM your truest, realest, best friend/brother?.. the reason i hit you up again, is because I knew you would be proud of me for getting this job on my own... Well, thanks to kendals buddy Redd... 

And that it was my chance to finally pay you back for Ginger... Me and my parents even got into a HUGE fight because I paid you back, like it's as bad as a you and pops argument bad... That's why I quit talking to them for as long as I did, and had to prove a point to them that you're the amazing best friend I had tried to make them finally see and believe that I told them you are.. also, I know what you meant walking around freely in your boxers while ago, but I freeze tf up everytime with anxiety... 

But, here goes a shot, if you ever need a bj, or ass to fuck, all's you gotta do is ask me.. please don't get creeped out, it's an open invitation to an open minded person.. I am a nympho just like you are, except I am a visualist, I'd prefer to watch or be watched rather or ever mutual jerking off watching porn... Like I said, don't get freaked out, just know this is an open invitation for an open minded individual..  

You're an amazing friend buddy, I'm happy to call you my brother. But, I just wish you'd see that I'm here for you for the long haul like I promised 9 years ago almost.... After you read this, come give me a physical sexy sign that it is me that you're madly in love with as I am you... From just being roommates, to bros with benefits, to falling madly deeply in love with each other, it has been a hellacious roller coaster, but we finally made it back to each other....