Mind Breaking
I woke up with a start. It took me a while for me to notice I was not in my room... and I'm naked.
It wasn't a dream.
The realization hit me like a truck, and I felt a pit in my stomach, remembering what I have endured and dreading what comes next. I had a future. All those sleepless night studying medicine, writing manuscripts, working for internships on the side... all gone...
The door swung open. Another man enters the door frame, who I can only assume is my next tormentor. A tall Hispanic man with curly hair and the muscles of a seasoned bodybuilder. I can barely make out the tattoo on his right pec, T51.
The man, T51, was carrying a clipboard on his right hand and what appeared to be some elastic bands on his left hand.
"Good morning!" T51 Greeted me with a smile. He put his equipment on the table next to the bed. As I did, I glanced at his cock, half erect. I shouldn't be surprised at the size at this point. It seems more slender than F08's but longer.
"I'm T51, and I will be your rapist for your breaking-in phase." He said that in a professional and calm manner, like a concierge greeting a guest.
His introduction shocked me, and a horrified look striken my face, which T51 seems to notice. He smirked.
"now, we know what will happen if you don't comply, so let's just do this yeah?" he gives a small chuckle while tying elastic bands to the edges of the bed. When he was done, he immediately lift me up and flipped me to my stomach. It didn't hurt, but I did notice how frightfully easy for T51 to move my body like discarded clothes. He tied my arms and legs to the edges of the bed. I knew what's about to happen.
I glanced to my right to see T51 writing on his clip board.
"Okay so obviously I know who you are and that you are straight and all that. But I just need to ask these for formality" he tapped on his clipboard
"Your name and date of birth?"
I debated whether to answer for a sec but decided that going silent will probably mean worse for me.
"Ari, December 6th, 1999"
T51 just jods in response, then continued.
"Have you had anal sex before?"
"... No." I hoped that answer would mean he would go easy on me.
"Have you ever been raped or sexually assaulted before?" He paused. "Before your recruitment for Atlasex Enterprise of course" he finished, chuckling again.
"N-no..."
T51 writes more stuff on his clipboard, visibly grimacing.
"Well okay, I'm not going to lie, this is going to be tough for you. Training a straight man is something we haven't done before, so we're experimenting a bit here. I am instructed to train you the same way we train our more... experienced recruits."
I felt a pit in my stomach as T51 moved behind me, and I braced myself, clenching my teeth and shutting my eyes.
"Fuck-" T51 excalimed. I opened my eyes, noticing I was untouched. "Man... I forgot the lube..."
"W-what?" I croaked. There is no way I can survive him penetrating me dry. Thankfully T51 also seemed to understand this, as he left the room, presumably to get the lube. However, he came back a minute later... with a stopwatch?
"Was going to get some lube for you, but I have a better idea, one that you may like." He aproaches me. He climbed to the bed, on top of my head. His cock is now more erect, an inch away from my lips.
"I'm going to give you 3 minutes to lube my dick. If I cum in that 3 minutes, I'm not going to use your ass for today."
T51 tinkered at the stopwatch. "If I don't cum, I'll penetrare your ass with whatever lube your mouth gave me." He smiled as if that was a good enough deal for me. I didn't get to say anything before T51 continues
"... 3 minutes, starting now!" A beep from the stopwatch signifies the timer is running. I didn't even think before I swallowed his dick, enveloping it with my tounge as I try to get my saliva to cover it.
The meat became fully erect and I'm strugling to put the whole shaft to my mouth. I can feel it all the way to my esophagus and I'm barely touching the base of the cock. I rock my head back and forth, making sure a thick layer of saliva covers the shaft... and maybe... maybe I can make him cum?
T51 moans, and I can feel a little trickle of warm and sticky fluid coming out of his member. Precum. I can make it happen.
I move my head more vigorously, earning more moans from T51. My tongue playing with the head of his dick, trying to squeeze the cum out of it. I allow my head to go further and further, causing the long shaft to travel to the back and my throat and further down to my esophagus. I moan, trying to vibrate the back of my throat, hoping it will set him off.
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The digital sound of the stopwatch goes off. He immediately withdrew his member from my mouth and stood back up.
"Oh, so close!" T51 teases while walking to the back side of the bed. I can feel the mattress shift as he climbed the bed, positioning behind me.
"But hey! At least you got me nice and lubed. So it's not going to be too excruciating for you"
My heart sank as T51 dropped his dick to my back, its weight felt threathening. My body tense up, my heart pounding, and I can feel cold sweat in anticipation.
"Hey," T51 was next to my right ear as he said that. "You are about to be raped. There is nothing you can do about that. You are allowed to scream or cry if you want, but you cannot escape or fight back. The only thing you can do is enjoy it." He says like a doctor consoling someone about to go to surgery.
The weight of his dick was lifted from my back, replaced with a feeling of pressure from my back entrance. The pressure builds up, making it more and more painful. Tears start forming in my eyes. I grunted and snarled for what felt like forever until I finally felt the tip of his cock entering me.
The initial pain is replaced with a more excruciating pain I never felt before. Like someone is splitting me in two. I screamed. The tears from my eyes wet my cheeks. It feels like I can pass out from the shock at any moment but unfortunately, I am awake, fully taking in the agony as T51 pushes his dick further in.
His giant cock went further and further in and with every inch, new shocks of pain engulfed me. Finally, he stopped. No new pain formed, but the agony from before has not stopped. I cried- bawled.
T51 slapped my ass hard, which felt like being petted compared to the agony his dick put me through.
"Be strong! Your journey here is still long." T51 continued, yelling like he is giving me an inspirational speech. I paid him no mind, continuing to sob uncontrollably.
"You can't be this disheveled when I'm onky half way in!"
No way...
There is no way he isn't all in yet, right? He was taking forever to penetrate me. Is he going to punch a hole to my stomach?
Suddenly, the pain started again and I screamed. His shaft started tunneling onwards through my anus again for what feels like forever until I can feel his crotch meeting my ass cheeks.
Finally, it's over
I thought before correcting myself, knowing that this was just the beginning. I feel the weight of T51's body, his stomach against my back, and his head is now to my right.
I turned away, just wanting to cry without him breathing on me.
"That's it... Deep breaths," T51 said gently to my ear as if consoling me. There was a brief moment a respite. My breathing was fast and shallow. With each pained inhale I can feel the stretch of my hole. I treasure each second as it gave me the opportu ity to acclimate with the pain. But it does not last long. "well, let's just get this over with, shall we?"
As he said that, I could feel his rod withdrawn from my hole, before slamming back down at me. I screamed again until my throat hurt. He repeated this motion rhythmically, making me scream with each thrust. It felt like I'm being torn open over and over again.
However, Underneath the incredible pain, I felt something else. Every time T51's prick pierces me, I can feel it slam against something. It sends a spark to my crotch.
It felt... good.
Eventually, my agonized scream turned into pained moans. I could hear T51 chuckling a little before speaking again while raping me.
"What is your name?"
My mind becomes too hazy to think what I should say, I immediately answered
"A-Ari"
"Date of birth?"
"December 6th, 1999"
T51 nodded before quickening the pace of his thrusting. I moaned harder as I also felt the pleasure bloom bigger in my crotch area. I'm rock-hard.
No...
Even with my mind in a haze, I knew that I shouldn't cum. It's fucked up. I was being raped, but I can feel my body liking it more and more.
"Hey," T51 spoke to my right ear. His hand moved my head so that I faced him. As I did, he pulled out his dick completely out of my ass.
He then immediately slamed his cock back in as deep as possible and kissed me on the lip. His tongue explored the inside of my mouth as I was too stunned to do anything with mine.
At that point, it was too much. The pleasure felt like it's bursting from my own cock, and my body betrayed me. I can feel like twitching underneath me; I cum. As I did, my ass reflexively clenched.
I felt T51 moan while his mouth met mine. His dick pulsated inside me, planting warm seeds deep inside. After 5-6 pulses of cumshots, T51's lips parted from mine, and I only winched a little when he unsheathed his rod from my anus. I was left with a gaping and empty feeling behind me.
"Okay, that was a good session! F08 will bring you your breakfast later. Now, you are expected to keep up your physique. While in your current state, you will still need to work out as usual, so you will be escorted to our gym. But later on, a series of alterations to your body's physiology will also be done throughout your training here to help you maintain your physique. It'll take about two hours a day." T51 said casually while untying me from the bed.
"After that, you have the rest of the day to yourself until after dinner. You'll be required to watch 2 hours of porn before bed; think of it as an independent study session! But after that, you have some time to yourself. I'll see you again tomorrow!"
T51 walked to exit the room.
There's a lot I wanted to ask: why me? how long would my torment be? what physical alterations? Instead, I blurted out:
"What... do you mean by 'breaking-in phase'?"
I asked hesitantly. T51 stopped in his track
"When you- when you first came here... introducing yourself as my- you mentioned about being here for the breaking-in phase."
T51 turned to face me with a smile
"Looks like someone wasn't paying attention to Dr. Richard's presentation," he said jokingly. His speaking manner then shifted to be more formal.
"Atlaslave is a product made from men who have been transformed into the perfect sex toy. Not just physically but mentally, too. And in order for us to build a perfect mind for a sex toy, two things need to happen first. One, we will need to break your will to escape or fight back. Two, we also have to tear down your sense of self that you initially have. These are what we will be doing for the next week."
T51 turned back to the door, exiting the room. "So rest up; you have a lot of work ahead of you." He winks and waves at me before closing the door and locking it.
I was left there alone with my asshole still tender from the violent thrusting it had just endured. Thinking was hard with my head still feeling a bit foggy, but I tried my best to rationalize what just happened.
It was because my dick was rubbing against the bed. Yeah... yeah, that has to be it. I wasn't enjoying it, I didn't enjoy being ra-
My train of thought was interrupted by F08 entering the room.
"Breakfast is ready." He deadpaned while gesturing for me to sit on the carpet like yesterday.
I felt my body moved before I could think, and before I knew it, I was already in position, F08's cock semi-erect in front of me. I opened my mouth and let him inside me. Just like yesterday, he only thrusted 3 times before cum starts to flood my mouth. This time I suckled on his dick without being instructed to. When the cum stopped, my tongue also cleaned F08's meat thoroughly without being asked.
F08 inspected my mouth and turned to leave when he was satisfied.
"You're learning fast." He added while walking to the door. "You should be ready for sale faster than anticipated, Dr. Richard would be very happy with this."
The door closed and locked behind F08, and I climbed onto the bed. I faced the ceiling only to be reminded that there is a mirror there. Staring before me is an image of a man still in his 20s with a pathetic tear-streaked face. His mouth, ass, and stomach were covered in cum, violated. He had scholarships, he was going to be a doctor, was going to meet a nice girl to settle down with, and was going to have a fulfilling life helping people. But that is all gone. The man in the mirror is going to be a sex slave. I continued to cry in my bed.
