Pastor's Confession

So I had been really down lately and if I'm being honest with myself, lonely too!  I reached out and texted a close friend a couple times and I was picking up on some subtle signals. Harvey was about a dozen years older than me.

To the best of my knowledge he was straight as an arrow.  Like me he has been married for decades, has grand kids and is respected in the community. Not only that but he is a retired pastor.  There is no way he was bi-sexual!  I used to go to his church and we have known each other for over 20 years.

As far as he knows I am straight as an arrow too!  It's been forever but my first sexual experiences were with a guy, but that was many decades ago.

Harvey's replies to my texts make me wonder if he is dropping me hints.  He ends all our conversations with "I love you" or "I love you more than you could ever know".  Not something a straight man typically says to another straight man.  I've started ending my replies with "I love you too" and "hugs" to show him I'm reseptive.

I told him that I had been having alot of shoulder pain lately and he said he has something that worked very well for him before he had shoulder surgery.  He came over when my wife was gone with a tube of medication.

He asked me to take off my shirt and then he started massaging the lotion on my shoulder so lovingly.  He seemed to be enjoying himself and I was also!  It felt so good to be touched by him and I didn't want him to stop.  My cock had started to grow but thank godness he didn't notice.

I think he was afraid to take things any further even though we were all alone together. I think he was just testing the waters.  I began wanting him more and more, still not knowing if he wanted me or if it was just my imagination.

He left me the tube of medication and went on his way.  I had to relieve myself.  I went in my room and pulled out my cock and started stroking myself imaginaing us naked in my bed together.  I came in a few minutes and then went on with my day.

A year has gone by, we still text and he drops by on occassion.  Things are moving terribly slow, if at all.  Yet he keeps telling me he loves me?  Is that just some christianese?  When he comes over we hug each other so romantically.  Maybe he is just being extremely careful.

I've told him of my issues with my marriage and the lack of intimacy between us, so he knows I haven't had sex in a long time.  Perhaps he feels sorry for me?  I don't know, but I'm growing more interested in him sexually.  Maybe its all in my head.

He asked me once a long time ago to go on a men's retreat with him and metioned that we could be roomies for the weekend.  I turned him down at the time, but now I think back and wonder if he was trying to be alone with me. 

I decided to test my theory and texted him that I was interested in going on a retreat with him in the future if the opportunity should arise.  He answered back that he would let me know sometime before summer.

Months went by and the "I love you" texts continued. Finally one day he texted me of a retreat and the dates and asked if I was still interested.  I told him yes, and that I was looking forward to spending time with him.

A few days later he texted how much money I would need to book the room and asked if I minded sharing a bed since it would be cheaper that way.  I jokingly replied that I had no problem with saving a few bucks.

My mind started wandering....... Was this him testing the waters again or my imagination?  In two weeks I will find out I told myself.  The days went by so slowly but finally the Friday came to embark on our retreat together.

He decided to drive and I rode shot gun.  It was a two hour drive and we talked alot. He brought up how it's not good to live without intamacy in our lives and confessed that he too was living in a sexless marriage.

Whoa, we were discussing our sex lives (or lack of) and on our way to spend the weekend in a hotel room together.  Then he dropped the bomb that this was not a church retreat, but just "Us Time" to hang out and spend some quality time together. He reached over and slapped my leg and for a moment he left his hand on my thigh.

Oh, that's cool I said, as I've told you I always enjoy spending time with you.  Good Harvey said, we are going to have a great time together!  My mind was buzzing.......We were going hours away, alone, and where nobody knows us!

The sun was getting low in the sky when we got to the hotel. Harvey said he would go check in and for me to gather up the suitcases.  I opened the campershell door on his pick up and noticed his suitcase wasn't latched shut.  I couldn't help myself and I opened it and looked inside.

I saw his swim suit and some Speedos, but no pajamas.  I didn't think much of it and latched his suitcase shut and grabbed both bags and headed for the front door.

When I entered the doors, Harvey was waiting just past the front desk.  He motioned for me to follow him with the bags. As we rounded the corner I caught up with him and he grabed his bag from me.

We got to the room and tossed the bags on the single queen bed.  We began putting our clothes away and put our toiletries in the bathroom.  Hey, you getting hungry, Harvey asked? Yeah, I'm famished I replied.

There's a nice steak house down the road, lets head out and grab a bite Harvey said.  We headed out to the truck and made the short trip to the resteraunt.  It was a lovely and romantic setting.  We sat next to the fireplace in a darkly lit corner of the room.

Dinner was fantastic and we talked for hours, but not a mention of what we were going to do all weekend together, other than playing it by ear.  When the bill came Harvey insisted on picking up the tab.  You can get lunch tomorrow he said.

Well my stomach was stuffed and I just wanted to lay down and relax. We got back to the room and he put the Do Not Disturb sign on the door knob.  Hmmm, I thought to myself.

I plopped down onto the bed and turned on the TV and started looking for something to watch.  I'm going to take a shower, Harvey said.  Ok, I'll see if I can find a good movie for us, I relied.

Harvey was in the shower a long time. I kept waiting to hear the shower turn off.  I took the opportunity to get undressed and throw on some sweat pants and a T-shirt.  Finally the shower shut off.

I heard the sink faucet running, probably brushing his teeth.  Finally the door opened and a cloud of steam rolled out. Due to the room layout I didn't have a direct view from the bed.

Harvey finally emerged and to my surprise totally naked. My eyes were drawn to his large uncut cock. I couldn't take my eyes off of it.  There was no way he didn't notice my interest.  Ah, that felt so amazing Harvey said.  I hope you don't mind, I like to sleep au naturel he said. As he turned, I saw his beautiful muscular ass.

No, not at all I said, clearing my throat. Nervously I said that I prefer to sleep naked too.  Harvey laid down on top of the sheets next to me. My eyes still glued to his cock.  Did you find anything good on TV to watch he asked?  No, not really I said, tossing him the remote.  Here see if anythings on that interest you.

I think I will go take a shower too, I said.  I hope you left me some hot water I giggled?  As I walked to the bathroom my half hard cock was prominantly poking up in my sweats.  Damn, I said as I closed the bathroom door.  Is this really happening I asked myself?

I took off my clothes and my cock finished growing hard.  All I could see in my mind was Harveys cock. I jumped in the shower and started to releive myself as the hot water soothed my body.

I imagined pulling back Harveys foreskin and playing with his cock and stroking him as I jacked off.  I had the most powerful orgasm and watched my jizz go down the drain as I continued to shoot my load.  Fuck, that felt so good.

I was worried that I couldn't control my cock from getting hard again around Harvey, so this should help I thought just as the water went cold.  I dried off and brushed my teeth.  I stared at my clothes folded on the counter.  Fuck it, I said and proudly opened the door and walked out of the bathroom.

I was so excited for Harvey to see me naked and now that I came and had a cold shower, hopefully my cock behaves. I saw Harvey check me out as I walked toward the bed. Did he like what he saw I wondered?  I made sure to pause a moment in front of him and give him ample time to see all of me.

I notice his eyes watching me as I walked around the bed and turned to lay down next to him.  I found nothing worth watching on tonight he claimed as I laid on top of the covers.  His eyes wandered to my crotch as mine lusted at his cock.

Let's just call it an early night Harvey said as he stood up and pulled back the covers on his side of the bed.  Sounds good to me I said following suit.  Be both crawled under the sheets and Harvey said; "See you in the morning", as he shut off the light.

What, I thought as I said goodnight?  Was nothing going to happen after all of this?  My cock started getting hard again and I laid there for hours in the dark, awake and waiting for somerhing to happen.

Was he going to make the first move, should I?  I wanted to reach over and caress his cock, but I was too nervous too. I layed there hard for hours waiting, but nothing happened. Finally I drifted off asleep.

The next morning I woke up to Harvey stirring next to me. He threw off the covers and just laid there. His cock was rock hard, laying down on his stomach. He hadn't opened his eyes yet so I took to opportunity to take a good look.

Finally I got to see his bulbous head. His cock looked so good. He was about the same size as me but thicker.  He had thick pubic hair. I laid on my side and just stared at it as my cock began to get hard too.

Harvey finally opened his eyes. It was like he was giving me time to check out his manhood before getting up.  Harvey stood up and I got a good side view of his cock. His shaft had an upward curve and the viens protruded as it throbbed gently up and down.

Sorry about the morning wood, Kevin he said.  No problem, it happens to me too I said. Harvey walked toward the bathroom and I watched his ass shake as he did.  Damn, he has a nice ass I thought. I was was going to make sure he saw my hard cock when he gets done in the bathroom.

I threw off the covers and laid there, my hard cock proudly on display, pre-cum oozing from the tip.  I listened as he brushed his teeth and then took a piss. As the toilet flushed I though, this is it, he's going to see my hard cock!

Harvey walked out of the bathroom, his cock now soft.  He gave my hard cock a glance and I stood up to give him a better view. Some pre-cum dripped down as I walked to the bathroom. He didn't say a word.

I brushed my teeth and took a leak, thinking he wasn't interested.  My cock went down in disappointment. As I walked out Harvey was getting dressed. Damn it, I thought to myself.  I followed suit and put on some clean clothes.

Let's go get some breakfast Harvey said, and we walked out the door and headed to the the breakfast area.  We grabbed some food and coffee and sat down to eat.

There were only a few people in the room and none in hearing distance from our table in the corner.  As we finished eating and sipped at our hot coffee. Harvey took me by surprise when he asked; "So do you masterbate alot, Kevin?"

I nearly spewed coffee out my nose.  Ahhh, yeah, quite often, and you I asked? Yes, I find I often get aroused and you have to pay attention to your body to stay healthy he answered.

I finally mustarded up the courage and blurted out, I masterbated last night in the shower!  Me too he replied. I swallowed hard and said, "When I saw you naked last night I got aroused"!  Same here Harvey replied and it's perfectly ok to do so.

So, would it be wrong for us to do it together I asked?  Harvey got a serious look on his face and asked me; "Is that something you would enjoy doing?"  Why, yes I answered, is that wrong?

It depends on the context he replied.  Intamacy in a loving relationship is a beautiful thing, but society frowns upon such things for two men, and the bible also calls it an abomination.  However we are all human and we are all sinners and we all have sexual needs and desires. 

Well I love you, Harvey I said and I desire you.  I have for years now I told him.  I love you to, Kevin, and I have fought these feelings for you many years, but I have come to realize that maybe it was meant to be that we fill each others intamate voids.

If we give into this desire together we must make sure it is in secret so we aren't discovered Harvey said.  Agreed, I answered.  Great, then tonight we make love to each other Kevin, he said.

We just smiled and held hands across the table looking into each others eyes. We were in love and we both wanted to consumate our relationship. I can't wait to finally be with you I exclaimed! Harvey just smiled and squeezed my hands.

Let's go make a day of it Harvey said.  I followed him outside to the truck.  We drove to a jewelry store.  We should buy each other rings as a sign of our love for each other Harvey said.  Tonight will be our wedding night!

I couldn't wait for the sun to go down.  We spent the day together, holding hands and talking and going on long walks in nature. We sat beside a stream and talked for hours, hugging and kissing!  I've wanted this for over 20 years! Finally the sun began to set and we drove back to the hotel.

As we walked into the room, this time I put out the Do Not Disturb sign on the door handle.  As the door shut behind us we began to kiss passionately. Our tongues explored each other and we squeezed each others ass cheeks.

Let's get undressed Harvey said.  Without a word we began undressing each other. When the underwear finally came off we were both already hard and ready to go!

We crawled onto the bed, still kissing. We laid on our sides and our hands found their way to each others hard cocks. We continued to kiss as we fondled each other. We were in a deep lustful state.

I rolled Harvey onto his back and ran my hands across his chest and back down to his cock. I bent down and took his hot meat into my mouth.  Oh, I have waited so long for this, Harvey said.  I went down on him while I carresed his balls.  Harvey ran his fingers through my hair as I pleasured his tasty cock.

I rolled onto my back and watched as my cock disapeared into Harveys mouth. Damn, his mouth felt so good on my cock. His head bobbed up and down taking my cock in and out, bringing me such pleasure.

I put my knees up, then as he sat up I put my legs up, exposing my virgin asshole. Harvey lubbed his cock with spit and lined it up with my tight hole. I felt the warm pressure of his head as it slowly slide inside me. 

"I love you, Kevin" Harvey said as he drove his cock slowly into me.  I gasped and replied "I love you too, Harvey". Harvey began to slowly work his cock in and out of my ass as he began to stroke my cock.  His cock felt so good inside me. I have never felt so loved.

Harvey began to moan and picked up the pace. I watched as his cock pounded my asshole, our balls slapping off of each other.  I felt so blissful as my balls began to draw up inside of my body.  My cock began to twitch.  The head of my cock swelled and turned purple as Harvey's loving hand stoked me to climax.

Hot ropes of cum began to explode from my cock, landing on my chest and stomach.  Harvey rubbed it all over me with his hands as he began to pant and drove his cock deep into my ass with a sigh. I felt him fill my hole with his hot cum as he gave yet another deep plunge into me before collapsing onto my chest.

We were both sweating and tingling.  Harvey kissed me and just lay there on top of me ass his cock began to go limp and plop out of me, releasing a trickle of cum down my ass onto the sheets. 

I could smell my ass and his cum in the air. Harvey made passionate love to me on our wedding night.  Let's take a shower and clean up Harvey said.  I grabbed his hand as he led me to the shower.

We washed each others bodies and kissed. We both soon began to get erections again.  I shut off the shower and dragged him by the hand back to the bed.

Still soaking wet, I lifted his legs and returned to favor he had done for me. I was so excited as I watched my hard cock enter his asshole. Fuck, his asshole felt great!  I stroked his cock as our wet bodies slid together.  This time lasted much longer than the first.

We stopped long enough to switch to doggie style.  Again I lined up my cock with his asshole, this time easier to penetrate. My balls bounced agains his ass making slapping sound. I began to pound him as I reach around and madly stroked his hot cock!

I came first again, driving my cock in as deep as I could.  As I pulled out I smelt his aroma. Harvey rolled onto his back and I took his eager cock into my mouth.  I deep throated him and twirled my tongue around his cock head.  Harvey told me to get ready.

I couldn't wait to taste his cum, and I wouldn't have to wait long.  I felt his hot cum begin to fill my mouth in powerful jets.  He tasted so good and I made an audible, Mmmm sound.  Harvey just smiled.

We hit the shower again.  We dried off and laid on the bed together holding each other and kissing.  So this is what love feels like I said.  Harvey just said, Yep!

We got dressed and went to lunch and just enjoyed each others company. We made love again before and after dinner. We both had sore cocks and sore assholes by morning, but that didn't stop us.

I don't know how many times we did it before the last morning came to head home, but it was alot!  During our last breakfast Harvey said; "We have to be very careful now, what we do and when we do it". Agreed, I replied.

After getting back home we snuck in love making sessions when it was safe and so far nobody has caught on, and we plan to keep it that way.  We told our wives the rings were brotherhood friendship rings as to not peak their curiosity.

I hope you enjoyed watching us as we made love, but don't tell anybody.  We want to keep things just between us. Leave us a comment