The beginning
I play a few games with myself. As a closet crossdresser I'm not with a guy who understands or likes me to dress. I've really only been with a few guys and most weren't very good at fucking me like I dream of being fucked. I want to be viewed as a slutty woman and fucked that way. Hard and rough. I'm not pretty enough to pull off full drag queen, but i do have the curves in the right places and I would like to be used like a queen by a big nasty King of a man. LOL
So I play in the sports bars and cowboy bars and the places where construction workers go, etc.
I dress like so I do stand out a bit. I wear golf attire. A bit 'gay' for these places. White sorts and a nice Polo golf shirt.
I always a choose a tight A cup sports bra so it doesn't show too many bra lines under my shirt. But it feels amazing on me! With shorts I'll wear a nice pair of lace panties. I do like a tight G string up my ass, but I sometimes wear a cute full butt coverage one too.
In the winter I wear slacks and a button up. I do like that a bit more because I can wear stockings, pantyhose and that sort of thing under my slacks. Also what is nice about colder weather is I can wear more undies without standing out too much. That's a good time for a garter belt, or a vintage girdle with garters, and thigh high stockings. I also have a pretty purple corset that pinches my tits up and together just a little bit. Feels so naughty!
Some times just putting on the underwear and dreaming of being discovered and ravaged is enough to prop up my cock and get an early jerk off session before I even go out. I like to cum in a pair of worn panties, then stuff them in my mouth like I'm being forced to have them there, gagged and helpless. Mmm... I love sex!
Part 2 Coming soon
