Nothing's Ever Simple

The next morning, Seb and I are laying there with his arms wrapped around me as we are all cuddled up as his phone goes off and he slowly wakes up as I check the time and see that it’s just after 10am.

“Morning sexy” Seb says as he turns around and kisses me as I look into his eyes and smile at how hot he is with dried cum still sitting in his beard as our bodies are pressed together as I kiss him. “Morning you” he says as I rub my hand down his chest and this doesn’t feel anywhere near as weird as I was expecting it to even though I don’t know what I was expecting it all to feel like.

The two of us just lay there as I feel the warmth of his body up against mine as he kisses me deeply “Did you enjoy last night?” he says as I nod my head. “Yeah, was more than I expected but I really loved it, thought you know moving to the city and living here made me more open to the world but it really surprised me especially with Justin” I laugh and Seb nods his head.

“Well Justin is more of an outlier on things than anything else though you can see that people are very different from what you know them as” Seb says as he looks at me with a smirk and I don’t know whether that’s his subtle way of hinting at me and I nod my head anyways. The two of us would normally be up and doing stuff at this time of the morning but we’re just so comfortable together.

Eventually I get up and make us some breakfast as Seb has a shower and borrows some of my clothes because he doesn’t want to wear the clothes he wore last night back home. “Are you planning to look good in my clothes more often?” I say as he does a little twirl as I put some bacon and eggs down on a plate.

“I know you like some meat but hope you’re not a Vegetarian or something” I say forgetting at the bar the other night we had a plate of sliders. “Well I ate the sliders the other night so definitely not” he laughs and enjoys the fact that I cooked him breakfast as well which was my excuse to use up the last of the bacon I had in the fridge.

We sit there as I look across at him “So what time do you need to go up to your family?” I ask curious more about Seb’s life because I don’t actually know where he comes from or that much about his background.

“Probably drive up just after 1, doesn’t take that long to get up to my brothers because he’s not quite in Newcastle so it’s pretty easy to get to and as long as I’m there early enough” he says as I nod my head.

“That where your family is from?” I ask as Seb has a laugh and shakes his head as I don’t get what is so funny. “Nah, I was actually born in Munich” he says as I look across at him not expecting him to say that he was born in Germany because despite a lot of trips to Europe that he has taken over time.

I look at him “You don’t sound German at all… like your accent couldn’t have more of an Australian accent if you tried” Seb laughs as I say that and he nods his head. “Yeah, well other than my Mum, I’m the only one who was born in Germany out of everyone” he says as I’m more intrigued than ever about things.

“My Mum is German and my Dad is Aussie and they met over here and they dated for a while but Mum had to go back to Germany and well they hit it off so well and after a long distance sort of thing, Dad moved across to Germany and I came along then they got married before it was my grandparents who wanted to leave that decided that if Mum wanted to go to Australia they’d come too” he says as I smile and find his family story really interesting that it was a whole family move.

Thinking about his family story makes mine feel really boring even though my Dad was born in Queensland and my Mum in Canberra before they got moved up to Richmond for my Dad’s posting of the last 20 years. “What about the rest of your family? How did they take the big move from Germany to Australia?” I ask as Seb shrugs.

“Mum was pretty much an only child, I think she had an older brother who died before she was born but she never talks about him so for my Oma and Opa it was a pretty easy move and they settled in because there wasn’t a lot in Germany because they were in their 50s and having been in Germany they sort of hadn’t got to see a lot” I nod my head and appreciate Seb letting me in about his family as he goes to wash his plate up even though I tell him not to as he grabs his wallet and keys as he books an uber.

“Do you speak any German?” I ask as Seb laughs and nods his head “Guten Morgen” he says as I roll my eyes. “Even I know that means good morning, come on give me something else” I plead with him as he heads out the door before turning around and looks at me with a smile.

“Ich bin in dich verliebt” he says as I don’t have any idea what he says as he smiles and comes back and gives me a quick kiss on the cheek as I blush and he heads back out to the car and I feel special right now even though I only know that he started the sentence with “I am” as I laugh.

Taking a shower, I don’t have much planned for the rest of the afternoon so being both slightly lazy and trying to look good in visiting the family I decide to ring Mum.

Me: “Hey Mum”

Mum: “Jayden, I wasn’t expecting to hear from you today but it is a pleasant surprise”

Me: “Well I was thinking maybe if you and Dad weren’t busy tonight I could come over for dinner tonight?”

Mum: “Oh… of course but I don’t know what we are having because it’s Self-Serve Sunday”

I groan and always hate the thought of Sunday night dinner because it was the night that Mum said that everyone had to get their own food and it really caused more issues than anything because nobody could ever agree on what we wanted and then someone wanted something that one of the others were having in.

Me: “Well how about changing it up…”

Mum: “Oh so just because you’re too lazy, I should change the rules for you then Jayden?”

Me: “It’s hardly lazy if I’m driving all that way when I could just buy take-away”

Mum: “Yeah I’ll give you that… I suppose I can find something in the fridge”

Me: “How about we go to the club? I haven’t been there for so long and would Nan want to come?”

Mum: “She might actually… I’ll let you know whether your father wants to go out or not”

Mum hangs up as I don’t know what is going to happen whether we are going to go out for dinner or not but I just feel like spending time with Mum and Dad tonight.

My phone rings a few minutes later with Mum on the display

Mum: “If you’re paying for it then your Father and Nan will come along because it’s been a while”

Me: “What about Angus? Do I need to bring him along?”

Mum: “He’s working until 10 tonight so you don’t need to worry”

Me: “Ok, as long as he doesn’t get pissed at me though”

Mum: “Too bad if he does”

My life has been so social the past few days because I’ve had coffee with Lachie and Nick, had drinks and then last night with Seb and then going out to dinner with Mum and Dad and my nan which I know is only family but still more than what I would normally do.

I get changed into a buttoned up shirt and jeans and drive the hour and a bit to my parents place because I know it would be easier to go there first because my Dad won’t be ready until he’s finished watching the footy. I walk in as he just gives me a wave still so focused on the Roosters V Broncos game as Mum gets excited to see me.

“JAYDEN” she says acting like she hasn’t seen or heard from me in weeks despite only talking on the phone earlier as I stand there and she looks me up and down. “I can’t believe how tall you are these days” she says as I’m not really that tall by standards though my family isn’t tall.

Mum lets me go “How did last night go?” she asks as I shrug because I don’t know what to say or how far I’m supposed to get into details because I know Mum says that she wants to know but then at the same time I don’t want to get too graphic.

“Was pretty good and a whole new experience, the atmosphere was good because we went to a friend of Seb’s who I actually knew from Twitter as well and so it was nice and chilled” Mum smiles as I don’t really want to go into too much more information because I don’t want to creep her out too much and if she thinks that there is more going on between Seb and I then she will push me to make sure something happens.

“I’m going out to see Nan” I say walking towards the Granny Flat that she lives on out the back of our place where she moved into after my Pop died because she needed to be somewhere close to Richmond and the bus stop so she could still be independent but had people around because there was no way that she was going to move into a retirement village.

I knock on the door “It’s open” she calls out as I walk in “Hey Nan…” she gets up out of her chair and walks over to me and gives me a hug as I tower over her 5’0 stature as she looks up me. “You look more like your grandad every day” she says as I sit down and want to talk to her but she wants to ask me a lot of questions.

“How was your date the other night?” my Nan asks as I feel a lot calmer and more relaxed talking to my Nan than I do my mother because she just takes everything as it is even though it’s totally different from your time.

“Really good, we went out again last night to a friends party and just felt really good but it’s still early days” my Nan nods her head with a smile. “What is his name and what does he do for a job?” I know my Nan is interrogating me about things but does it in such a comfortable way that I don’t mind telling her and she usually keeps it to herself.

Grabbing some Freckles from the jar on the dining table because it isn’t a visit to Nan’s without Freckles as I sit down “His name is Seb or Sebastian fully and he is a travel blogger, so you know the people who make YouTube videos and write about their holidays” Nan nods her head and she likes to watch those sorts of things.

“I’ve probably watched him on the videos I watch on a Sunday night, which one is he?” I ask as I don’t know who she watches and under the pressure she puts I find his Blog and YouTube channel as she Seb’s picture and I hope that she doesn’t recognise him but a smile goes on her face.

“Oh it’s the one who loves having his shirt off” she says as I smile and feel embarrassed that my Nan knows who he is. “Please tell me that you like the videos then?” I say as she nods her head and I smile letting out a big sigh of relief that she likes Seb’s videos.

My worry then turns into her telling Mum and the rest of the family about who Seb is “Can you keep it a secret that that’s Seb? You know how she can be if she pushes me” Nan nods her head because she is always good like that because I’ve been able to use her as a confidant so many times when I’ve had problems I needed to talk through.

Nan and I walk up to the car and head to dinner and it’s a good idea because even though we always catch-up on the phone, there’s something good about going down to the Club feels like old times and gives me a break from thinking about my personal life, even though I know the questions are coming.

Sitting there, I know the questions are coming but it throws me when Dad asks the first question and brings up the topic of going out last night. “So Jayden, did you get lucky last night?” I nearly choke on my drink as Dad asks me that and Mum looks horrified that he even asked that sort of question to me.

“Mick… you cannot ask Jayden a question like that?” Dad doesn’t understand what the issue is because there is never an issue when talking to Angus about what he gets up to when he goes out or has a new girl.

I compose myself “It’s fine Mum, Dad isn’t asking me for the in and out of things, but you know I was already going with someone so didn’t need to meet anyone” I say with a smile as I look across and see Nan smiling because she is the only person who knows what Seb looks like and how impressed she is with him.

Dinner is a lot of fun as the four of us have fun like the old times when we used to all just have a family dinner out and even though Angus isn’t here, I don’t think anybody is really complaining.

Driving everyone back is good as Mum is adamant that I come in and at least join them for Coffee which reluctantly I do. Nan heads back to the granny-flat and Dad goes to bed as Mum sits and looks at me for a moment as it worries me she is going to tell me something is majorly wrong.

“You happy with everything at the moment?” she asks as I look confused because I don’t know why she would ask that question but I nod my head to say that I am.

“Of course I am, have I done something or said something that makes you think otherwise?” I ask as Mum shakes her head although I can tell that she has taken offence to my asking her that which I don’t know why she would. “No, I just know how much you wanted that job and then your dates because I know you haven’t done the whole serious relationship thing”

I nod my head because the whole having a boyfriend thing is new to me because anyone that I’ve been with has just been pretty casual flings or one night stands.

“Yeah I’m pretty good with everything because I’m strangely ok with not getting the job because I know that I would be getting $10,000 more a year but then I wouldn’t have the satisfaction that I get now believing the wine growers and Vineyard and the free wine makes up for it.”

Mum laughs as I say that last part because I was the son that didn’t have much interest in getting drunk, going to parties or anything like that compared to what Angus did but ironically I work for a wine company.

“That’s good because I don’t know with you coming over for dinner because it’s only special occasions now with you living in the city and all that” Mum smiles and gives me a big hug and seems relieved that I’m happy as I drink the Coffee and finish up talking to Mum before heading home.

As I’m driving home, my phone goes off and I glance at it in the holder and see two lots of messages one from Seb and one from Lachie. The urge is there to read the texts is so big right now but I do the smart and legal thing and wait until I get home.

“How was your night? Boring without me?”

Seb texts me as I just smile at him texting me like that with that care and flirt but then the arrogance of knowing how hot that he is.

“Nah, my nan always brings the fun when I go visit her and the family”

I text back totally forgetting that Lachie had also sent me a text which I forget to reply to until I see Seb reply to my text.

Seb: “What made you visit them? Thought it was a quiet night in?”  Seb is right because I did think I was having a quiet night at home but then just decided that I wanted to spend some decent time with my family.

Me: “Yeah so did I, but then just thought it’d be good to go out and see them in person because I don’t do it enough”

Laying on my bed, I’m smiling because talking with Seb gives me that warm sort of feeling like I have never had before as I finally remember to read and reply to Lachie’s text.

Lachie: “Hey, I’ve got tickets for Thursday night and Nick’s working so if you wanted to come with cause everyone I know hates AFL”

The fact that Lachie asks me means a lot because we’ve really only just become friends and that he wants to spend time with me makes me happy though it does disappoint me that Lachie and Nick are a couple because he is just so perfect and charming. I lay there and sigh because I realise that I might have feelings for Lachie which are far beyond that of being a friend.

Me: “100% I’ll come”

Lachie gives me a text back and I don’t know how many people will be there with Lachie but I’m hoping that it won’t be awkward because of how I am feeling about him which is so stupid because we are only friends and I know that he is with Nick and had no interest in him at all like that but now my mind is on Seb like this, Lachie just seems to be so perfect.

Lachie: “👍”

I fall asleep not long after getting changed and feel happy that I’ve managed to get things on track because I’ve never been against having a romantic life but always been too scared though right now feels like the time to pursue that with Seb because I feel like that is what he wants with the two dates even though we’ve only joked about drinks being the first date and never talked about what we have.

Then again, thinking about Lachie who I know is just a friend but he has so much charisma and charm plus he’s so damn hot and thinking about when I look at him especially when we go walking with his tight slim muscled body that is probably ripped as hell under that shirt and then thinking about him laying here next to me in bed naked and imagining him there next to me, his tanned body which I’ve been able to tell he has when he’s had his singlet top on.

Shaking myself off as I wake up “Nope… no way Jayden… we’re not thinking about Lachie that way… he’s a friend” I say trying to compose myself and realise that I’m both lusting over Seb and Lachie right now and I feel guilty because I’m fantasising over a guy that I know is in a relationship and I promised myself never to do that and get hurt again.

Laying there, I can’t go back to sleep as I end up reading through a short story on a website that I enjoy reading stories on and just relax again for a few minutes. I close my eyes and remind myself to not to fantasise about Lachie as I start to doze off and start dreaming.

“You still awake in there?” I look around and find myself laying in a bedroom that definitely isn’t mine and I’m lying there completely naked as I hear someone in the bathroom finishing up in the shower.

I can’t see who is in there as I call out “Yeah, I’m waiting for you baby… laying on my front like you asked” I say as now I’m laying face down in the pillow and my lightly hairy ass is up as I close my eyes and feel the guy behind me starting to run his hands down my back and starts squeezing my ass as I feel his tongue going down and kissing it.

“Mmm fuck that feels good” I can’t see who it is but I’m thinking it’s Seb there doing his magic as the lips are surprisingly soft as I feel my cheeks spread and eventually I feel the tongue slowly run down my crack and around my tight pink hole and it starts to rim it.

“Oh fuck that feels good” as my cock gets hard underneath me and it leaks profusely as the slowness of the tongue working around my tight pink hole as I moan uncontrollably right now with how good it feels as my hole is being naturally lubed.

I’ve never been rimmed like this at all in my life and it’s one of my favourite things to get done to me even though most guys I’ve been with somehow find rimming something that they don’t find fun which I don’t understand because it feels so good and I love to eat out a guy and just make him feel so good. I don’t know how long I’ve been rimmed for as the guy behind me starts to rub his cock and whole body up against mine as he slides his cock along my hole and I feel his still wet muscled body on top of mine erotically sliding against me as I moan and feel the heat coming off each other as our smooth bodies rub.

Laying there still face down, I feel his body against mine and then his face getting along my neck as he starts to kiss it and I feel the stubble which is a bit longer than what Seb has but then think nothing of it because it’s all just my fantasy right now. The kissing on my neck keeps going as I lay there and feel him sliding back down my body again as it feels good and the sweat that is dripping off us feels so good as the cock goes back between my ass cheeks and slides through before slapping against the hole.

The slapping feels good as my moans start to beg for the cock to press into my tight hole as finally I can feel it pushing into me right now as I close my eyes and feel it push in. “OH FUCK… THAT’S MASSIVE” I cry out as my hole has been fucked enough times but it feels like I’m a virgin all over again with the stretching that it gets right now.

I feel the head of the cock just pushing inside the top of the hole for a moment as I breath to remember how good it feels as I nod my head waiting for the rest of the cock to push in which it does and it feels both painful and amazing right now. The feeling of the long thick cock inside my tight hole is absolutely perfect as the speed of the fucking picks up almost instantly.

As I turn around to have a look, I feel my head pressed down into the bed again as he continues to fuck me harder and I close my eyes moaning loudly as my hole is being ripped apart right now as the force rippling through my body is both so painful but my body tells me it’s just so perfectly right.

“Keep fucking me baby” I moan as my cock grinds against the bed and it’s leaking almost like a running tap right now as the pushes against me feel like me fucking the bed right now. “You feel so good in my hole… I want your load so much Seb” I say as I don’t know who is fucking me but it has to be Seb considering that I told myself to not fantasise about Lachie anymore.

I keep my eyes closed as I’m being rammed hard by a 9 inch cock right now that is now starting to fill up my tight hole with cum as it feels like my ass is milking his cock and taking not just his load of cum but so many others as well as all I can feel it rushing to fill me up as I lay there still not knowing what is going on fully.

Eventually I feel my hole feeling empty as the cock pulls over and I feel like something is missing right now as the bed underneath me is absolutely soaked from my cum as he fucked me hard and grinding against me meant that my cock blew its load and as much as I want to be flipped over, I still can’t because I’m pinned down and feel the cum soaked ass being eaten again right now as I moan.

The cleaning of the cum on my ass and cheeks are being done by tongue and the sheer submission I’ve had is absolutely fantastic as I feel him sliding up my body again and kissing my neck as I turn my head and have a look and get the shock of my life as I wake myself up.

“FUCK… NICK??” I sit up in total shock that I had talked myself out of fantasising about Lachie enough and so much so that instead of thinking about Seb right now, it was Nick that I was thinking about even though I have only met him once and seen him on the TV.

I lay there annoyed at myself because I just don’t know what is going on with me right now, I’ve never been like this and I feel myself almost shaking both with anxiety about what happened but then what it’s all meant to mean because I’ve fantasised about guys but they’ve never been anyone that I’ve known like friends or anyone that I have had feelings for.

“Jayden this is absolutely fucking ridiculous” I say to myself as I don’t know what to think because why the hell am I fantasising about Nick, a guy that I have only met once before and really as an introduction with Lachie. As I try to comprehend what I was thinking about Nick and why, I start thinking about why I’m thinking about Lachie that way when possibly I should be thinking about Seb in the way but I just don’t for whatever reason even though I think he is so hot.

Checking the time, I see that it’s still 4am so it isn’t worth getting up yet but I don’t think that I’m able to go back to sleep so I go back to reading for a little while and check my phone to see if there was any other texts from the night before as I realise that I missed one from Seb that tells me good night with a kissing emoji.

Thinking about things, I lay there trying to reconcile everything that is going on in my head where as Lachie was an acquaintance the other day knowing he wasn’t single and now he’s a friend who’s boyfriend that I’ve met and got along with and I know that they are happy but once I saw them together it just felt differently and the connection that I had with Lachie.

Seb on the other hand is perfect, he’s hot, charismatic and just fun to talk as he brings out the best in me and I know my Nan likes him through all the videos that he has put on YouTube with his travel blogs. Trying to get my mind to settle I lay there and initially try to go to sleep but then end up going onto YouTube to find one of Seb’s videos to watch because as much as he puts them up, I’ve never watched them.

“G’DAY MATES” I notice that Seb starts every video that way almost as his tagline as he is standing there shirtless on a beach in Thailand right now as I smile and look at his body and just get drawn into his eyes. “Today we’re here in Ko Samui and I’m gonna show you everything on offer from Bangkok Airways and onto the town itself in this two part video” he says as I lay there watching for a while and feel so lucky that I have him in my life and remind myself that I don’t need to waste having this most amazing man in my life who is so genuine and what you see on the videos and in the blogs is what I get.

Eventually, I fall back asleep feeling so much better and more comfortable about things although it probably won’t be the last time I struggle with these feelings and new challenges that will arise.