When I smoke meth… It gets me high, but just as important, it makes me crave gay sex, singular. The feeling of wanting gay sex is so taboo that I am addicted to that “emotional attachment“.. If meth didn’t make me want gay sex, I wouldn’t do it… but if I’m with a guy, that’s because of meth; if he and I are fucking, it’s so hot on meth… it’s so taboo to have gay sex… Another man that desires to put his cock in my pussy and then fuck till he ejaculates in me is indescribable. I love to talk dirty to my tops. I tell them that homosexuality is wrong and spilling their seed in my pussy is so wrong to the christened world, but I crave it… it feels like something Satan would lead me to. Homosexual sex is filthy, eating cum from another man's sex organ. And absolutely loving the whole sensation. My mind directly goes to being the submissive, feminine role… ideally, I want to seduce a married man… Get him to smoke some meth with me in a private room… then I bring up sex… I notice that the meth is making him less shy. I casually bring up that I have CD before and see if he follows it up with questions… Of course I'm using the meth high; he has to allow him to accept it and then want it, which is way easier when there is a female version. So I tell him I'm good-looking, and he tells me he wants to see… I am in the bathroom 20 mins to shave everything; I use makeup, a blue wig, and perfume, and I fucking become a slut in my head. The number of times I've come out of a bathroom and their mouths drop open is countless,( im not drop dead beautiful ill be the first one to admit but i know how to make what i got shine). but I don't stop there; I seduce him, and I make him initiate it. By gentle touching and suggestive gestures and constant smoking of meth, he will break. He will become an alpha male ready to conquer his prey. Of course it only heightens his lust; when he becomes kind of convinced that I'm female, he really stops caring about morality or his marriage. I play into his fantasy. I will do the things he wants to do but can't because his wife won't, or he knows that if he brought it up, she would call him perverse and disgusting... maybe even affect their relationship after that; she would always remember that.
He thinks about that. So I talk dirty; I talk about how big his cock is. I gag on
When I'm sucking it, I worship it, and then when he can't control it, he rolls me on my back and commits the ultimate sin: he fucks me. I always refer to my asshole as my pussy. The effect of telling a guy how good his cock feels in my pussy is overwhelming. When I'm exclaiming how big his cock is stretching my pussy and finally telling or even begging him to cum in my pussy, it never fails… They can't help it. the combination of being spun out, my feminine demeanor, and appearing to beg for their cum
Always, always makes them cum. Maybe they were already thinking about gay sex??? And when it's the first time he's cum in another man, they all get an intense orgasm, very loud and vocal, and they know from then on that they are lying about being straight… Lol, it’s so evil when I use all my “magic“ tricks and convert a straight to gay…. I swear I should be working for Satan… lol.
