Needing a big cock

I flirt on all the websites. I love when a dominant man takes charge and makes me do kinky stuff on cam. Last week I had a cucumber up my ass and a banana in my mouth for him. He was so stern as he ordered me to do what he said. He was screaming at me to be his bitch and push the stuff in deeper. "Get that fucking cock deeper up your pathetic ass, you cunt!" He came in my face on cam. There was cum dripping all over his phone. Mine too. I wish I had his real cock to suck on and fuck me. 

The other day he made me sneak into Mom's room and wear her underwear. I do that in secret sometimes, but I've never been dressed like that for anyone else. I was in her old Playtex rubbery girdle and lacey longline bra. I slipped some thigh-high stockings on and attached them to the garters on the girdle. Very tight and sexy. He made me use a wooden spoon to spank my ass while I pushed a big, thick wooden spatula handle in my butt hole. "You better spank a lot harder than that, you stupid bitch! Spank harder! Fuck you!" I get hard just thinking about him yelling at me. I was to gag myself with her worn panties from her hamper, stuffing several pairs in my mouth, while I abused my butt. My ass cheeks were getting really red and sore. And the spatula handle wasn't coming out easily. He ordered me to keep swatting my ass and shove the handle in even further. "Get that paddle going, you idiot, fuck face! Your ass better be blistered when we get done! You tramp!" I loved him being so forceful and demanding. I came all over the place. So did he. I wish he had been here fucking me instead of this stupid handle. 

Last night he had me trying some self-bondage. Again I was in mom's room. In her old vintage lingerie. He had me using her pantyhose and stockings to tie my ankles, knees, and legs together. Once I had my legs immobilized he ordered me to gag myself again. "Your mouth is only good for one thing, you fuck! And since I can't be there to throat fuck you, I don't need to hear you squealing and crying like a bitch." I love it when he orders me. This time was to use a rubber ball we bought as a dog toy. But the dog never played with it. It was a yellow rubber ball with a rope through a hole in it. I removed the rope and tried to pop it into my mouth. It was bigger than I thought. I couldn't fit it in. "You better get that in your worthless mouth, you fucking whore!" I tried again with him watching. This was going to be a problem. He was getting angry with me. "This is stupid. Tell me where you are, and I'll get that in your mouth, you stupid bitch!" 

'Tell me where you are?' I almost puked. But I was under his spell, I suppose. I quickly and in a faint whisper leaked out my address. I hoped he hadn't heard it, really. I need to get this gag in place or he might actually try to find me. I don't want that! Do I?

I mustered up some courage and pushed the ball into my extra wide-open mouth. I could barely get it in. My mouth hurt immediately. The ball squished in a little, then expanded. I tried to take it out, but it hurt more to open my jaw again. And he wasn't going to let me, anyway. "Leave it and get it taped in there you stupid cunt!" I had some wide, clear packing tape for boxes ready, and used it, wrapping it around my face and head, to strap the ball in tight. He ordered me to keep wrapping around until he was satisfied it would take me an hour to get it all off. I used half the roll. 

"Make 2 loops with the nylons. Like this." He ordered me to copy him on cam in making some loops and slipknots for my wrists. I was confused. He helped me finish. He also assured me they would come loose easily once we had both had our fun. I bent back putting my hands behind me. I pulled against the nylon cuffs. The loops tightened and I was bound with stockings. 

I really liked the feeling of the tight bindings. The nylons feel thin and bite against the skin when tied tight. I was sure I'd have rope burns on my ankles, knees, and wrists. My jaw and mouth were really sore. The ball stuffed my mouth so full I couldn't make any sound at all. I was drooling under the layers of tape gagging me. My dick was hard. Pressing inside the lacey panties and tight rubbery girdle. I was wiggling and struggling, trying to get the panties to rub and squeeze my dick until I'd cum. The man was calling me names as he was jerking off. "Little cunts like you don't deserve a cock of their own! They need to beg for cock, and do whatever they have to so they can get just one. You are a pathetic little sissy fuck you. Like that ball, just a toy to be used and thrown away."

I was exhausted. My jaw hurt. I hadn't cum yet either. He had long gone. I was struggling with the bindings around my wrists. They weren't coming loose. I wondered what I had done wrong? Whatever it was, I was in trouble. The house was mine all night. But tomorrow mom and my two sisters come home. I'd better find a knife or some scissors pretty soon. I was rolling around, trying to get off the bed when someone knocked on the front door. I was startled and almost jumped off the bed. I hoped whoever it was would just leave. But the front door opened. Who the fuck? What the fuck? Are they home early? They wouldn't have knocked!

"Helloooooo... sissy boy!" I think I passed out for an instant! Footsteps up the stairs. "Oh fuck!" And there he was. I shadow in the doorway. He stood there for a moment taking in the pathetic scene. "Hello, stupid boy." Oh, what the fuck! I wiggled, trying to roll away from him. I am stupid! On my tummy with him on top of me, he continued his humiliating name-calling. His lips kissed my cheek and my ear. "Now you're going to feel me for real, you little slut!" The girdle and panties get pulled down. My cheeks get pulled apart. And in he goes. "Fuck!" Just like that. No fanfare or foreplay. No more talk. he just wanted to get it on. Fucking me like a bondage slave. His hands were grabbing at my bar cups stuffed with cotton balls. Bouncing up and down on me on the old, creaky bed. He didn't say much until he finally came. He came so fucking deep in my ass. Wet and slippery ass. Cum everywhere. The girdle, panties, and stockings were covered with it. Dripping everywhere. He gave me a little slap on my ass and said goodbye. Then he paused. Took something out of his pocket, and cut the stockings tying my wrists together.

"Until next time, my dear."

Billy