My first top experience

The year is 2005. Im 25 years old and recently moved to Louisville Kentucky.  I had always been a little bit curious.  At this point I had given and gotten head and topped a guy. I enjoyed giving head to men as much as women. Fucking another man I wasnt real comfortable it felt kinda weird but I enjoyed it.  So in Kentucky I am single and the gay scene is a little more open then the small rural town I am from. The area i am in is in kind of bad spot of town however I couldn't afford anything different.  Luckily I meet man and he takes me to the apartment of a man named Tony. Tony is a tall slender black man who is also gay. Ive always been attracted to black men so it was a plus. One thing leads to another and I am sucking his big black cock. At this point its the third dick I have had in mouth and the biggest.  Nine inches and thick. I realized right then that I enjoyed having his big dick in my mouth.  He tries to fuck me and I was scared of that big dick so I said no. I did suck his cock on several occasions over the next few weeks and he had coached me and my head skills were greatly improving.  Plus the fact I throughly enjoyed sucking dick helped alot. One afternoon I had walked a few miles to the store and on the way home a man pulled over and asked me if I wanted a ride. He was talk light skinned very sexy black man. Of course I wanted a ride. Small talk leds to both of us being new to the area and not knowing anyone.  He asked if id like to hangout sometime and I agreed.  Thinking id never see him again.  A few hours later he calls and asked if i would like to have a drink. Instead of going to the bar we got liquor and went to his place.  At this point I was sure he just wanted to be friends and chill. He wad very masculine and straight acting so I brushed it off.  I really wanted to see him naked and the alcohol was loosening me up i wanted to suck his dick. He starts asking me questions about women and sex and I am getting the impression that he has a girlfriend and loves pussy. Then he asked if j ever had my salad tossed and I said no girl has ever wanted to do that but id definitely be willing to try. He said what about a guy? I didn't know what to do and didn't want him to look at me as being gay i was scared nervous and horny all together.  Something inside of me said just be honest. I said was curious. At that point I knew he was approaching the subject.  He touched my leg and I started to rub his cock through his pants. I could feel him growing hard and he asked if id ever done anything with another man and I was  honest about my experiences to this point and told him I really enjoyed sucking dick especially big black cock.  I unbutton his pants and reach in to grabbing him pulling his pants down and im now looking at the biggest dick I have ever seen. He is slightly longer than Tony and his cock is so thick I can hardly get my mouth around it. On my knees using the advice Tony has given me over the past few weeks start really working my mouth on his huge member. Gagging myself just like the women who have sucked my dick.  Making love to this massive piece of meat with my mouth.  I was so turned on i hadn't even realized that this man now has three fingers deep inside my tight asshole and is touching my prostate (never knew that was there. I only now know what that is.)given me a sensation that I have never felt before. My ex had fucked me with a strap on a few timesbefore so I knew i liked having something in my ass. Before I knew it he had me on my back legs spread wide open and pinned down beside rubbing his cock head on my asshole. I told him no he was to big and he said he would go slow and let me adjust. You can do the work until you are comfortable. Looking up at this great big masculine man on top of me was so fucking hot and I wished he was smaller i really wanted to know how it felt to be fucked by a real cock and not a dildo. I felt the head starting to enter and I pushed on him taking him slowly.  I could feel him stretching my ass slowly as the pain went away I would push on him a little more.  I could feel him growing rock hard and I had adjusted to his girth and had taken the head of his cock. He was inside my ass as I slowly pushed against him until he was 10 inches balls deep inside my tight asshole.  Slowly he stared pumping his big dick deep inside my ass.  Slow fucking me how I had fucked women making sure my cock felt so good massaging it inside her pussy.  It was that moment I knew exactly how a woman feels when she is getting fucked.  It felt amazing submitting to another man and giving myself to him like a woman. I had never felt anything so amazing sexully. By this point he has me  spread wide open pinned to the floor making passionate love to me. Slowly pumping his big black cock deep inside me telling me how good his cock feels  inside my boi pussy and I was a good sissy.  Something like pure extasy shot through me and I started humming all over my stomach.  My very first hands free ejaculation.  At the very moment I hear him say he is about to cum and I know exactly how he feels. For the first time ever I feel another man quiver loosing control over his muscles he starts nutting. Burying his cock balls deep inside my tight boi pussy.  Feeling him pumping his cock throbbing pulsing inside me as I feel the warmth rushing in me. I know he has officially got off and the sensation of getting fucked by another man and having him cum inside me was amazing and the best sexual feeling ever. I laid there in his arms my head on his chest being held by another man for the first time j wanted more. For the next ten months I fucked him exclusivel taking this monster cock every chance I got.