My feelings

Do you know what is the secret of pleasure in receiving anal sex?  I know that everyone has a different experience, and everyone has own opinion related to the prostate gland pleasure ,sensory and nerves endings inside the ass, but I will tell you a new analysis that you have not heard before. When my ass was penetrated for first time, I discovered that there are huge amount of conflicting emotions and crowded sensations was generated at the same time.Similar to the person who rides the dangerous rollercoaster which generates conflicting emotions of fear, pleasure, laughter, crying, desire, anxiety, happiness and sadness, after that he swears that he will not go back and play it again, but after a short period of time he misses it,witch can be described as "high-level sexual arousal anxiety forms" which is the reason making the first experiencers are looking again for more anal sex adventures to taste that strange sexual arousal anxiety forms that make them feel adventurous, the unique experience, and the strange sensation, but after several relations, the level of thies sexual forms decreases, and then they may discover a way to obtain pleasure through the prostate gland and the nerves endings inside their asses.

Now, I will tell you my experience that led me to discover the truth of this conclusion.

Now please ,Come with me to read my exciting story, which tells of my experience with a 42-year-old man.

I always used to enter gay chat sites, and I like to use a profile that define me as a bottom gay,I am straight person but i was curious to try anal penetration with stranger person.

So after several chatting with many of them, I found the suitable person who was living alone, 5km far away from my home.

So we decided to meet each other in his house that evening.

When i reached the place and interned his house, my mode situation changed completely.

I was feeling a great deal of feelings,fear, shame, and anxiety,but after he started kissing me The  tension level increased,and I began to feel My heart beats faster, my breath heavy, sweating, and a headache.

And I thought that was the maximum fo anxiety,

But after he took off his clothes and I saw his penis, then my situation transfer to higher step of anxiety, face Redness and hotness in my ears, dryness in my saliva, and slurred speech.

I could not hear what he was saying, but I understood that he wanted me to suck his dick.It was my first time to catch a stranger's cock and suck it.

I put it in my mouth and started sucking it,my mouth was dry ,I was excited,I was feeling the erection of my penis, and my ass sphincter lips swelled up, also activity of the movement of the pelvic muscles inside my ass.

I am straight boy 20 years old and I always had sex adventures with my girlfriend, and I can recognize the sexual arousal forms on my body,

But my first time as for this situation, it was not normal, and then I realized that it was impossible to continue, then I told him that I needed to go to the bathroom.

I entered the bathroom and took a long breath,I tried to calm my nerves, and  I felt with my fingers my ass hole which was bulged out strangely and became like donkey hole, I sat on the toilet and tried to rinsing out any things just to be sure, because I had cleaned it before leaving my house

My ass was cleaned, but I noticed liquid like cum dropped out.

I was thinking of leaving the house and canceling  our meeting, but I was afraid that I would not find a suitable opportunity like this.My partner is gentle and kind, and the most important thing the size of his cock is average 12 cm only,so penetrating my ass will be easy, painless,then I will be able to satisfy the curiosity that always haunts me.

Also we had previously agreed that he would wear a condom, so everything is fine and there are no fears.

Then I took off all my clothes in the bathroom and returned back nakedly.I have a graceful, white body and a beautiful clear sexy ass. Already The man had put the condom.

I was confused and deprived of the decision. I do not know the next step, but just I am waiting for the man's guidance.

I noticed the looks of admiration in the man's eyes, and I heard him say that I have a sexy ass.

After that he touched my buttocks with his fingers, and he led me to the bedroom, where there was a large sofa with a number of soft pillows.

I quickly assumed a dogy position and put my head and hands on the sofa and my knees on the floor.

Waves of conflicting emotions affecting my body and my thinking, fear, desire, shyness, lust, tension and excitement.

My body was shaking, especially my fingers and my knees, so that I had difficulty keeping my balance.

when the head of his penis touched my hole, I felt the movement of the time stoped, even my breath stopped for a moment.

all my senses,mind,my body nervous system,sexual system were all focusing spot lights at the hole of my ass, observing for the moment of penetration.

My ears was ready to listen to the sounds could made by the sliding of an erected penis into a tight hole, the sounds of the movement of the lubricant, and the sound of the skin of the penis rubbing against the skin of my ass, yes it is a weak sounds, but I could hear them clearly.

my brain send signs to relax the sphincter muscle to make the entry of the penis easier.

I was feeling a huge wave of movements, expansion, enlargement, contraction, pulsations occurring inside my ass, all involuntary.

My dick was erected strongly for a while, and then relaxed and fell asleep.

Electromagnetic and static waves were mutually transmitted between my anus, my penis, and my prostate area.

The passage of the head of the penis through the external sphincter was smooth, but the internal muscle tried to resist it from entering and pushing it out,so it could stopped his dick penetration progress for a few seconds, maybe only 5 seconds.

Five seconds of silence and complete calm,even breathing stopped, neither exhalation nor inhalation, perhaps to help the sensory organs to focus and record the moments of penetrating my ass.

Sliding the head of the penis through the internal and external sphincter muscles, made me understand the difference between the topography of the skin between the head of the penis and its shaft.

The head of the penis has a larger bulge with a length of 5 cm, which causes the internal muscle to expand with little pain during the penis glans sliding, and then a little clenching occurs after this sliding.

WOW, finally the penis head sliding was completed successfully, and so I understanded the benefit of the swelling of the glans of the penis, which is different from the rod of the penis, which makes the ass send a notification to the brain and all the organs of the body that an erected dick has entered the rectum,

More than two minutes passed, complete calm and no movement, even breaths were cut off.

Just to help recording the feeling in my mind.

I was trying to find out what it feels like.

After entering the penis glans,I was asking my self,

Is there pain? I do not know!

Do I feel pleasure? I do not know!

But I was sure that I do not feel comfortable,there was burning ,sore.

Man pushed more to slide his dick fully deep.

There is a different kind of tickles and strange sensations  generated when the skin of the soft glans penis rubs against the rectum muscles,it was difficult to identify it or record an accurate description of it's type.

Pushing in and pulling out.

Slow in , slow out.

Long in , long out,

In , out , in , out.

So far, I did not find the pleasuer that I expected to feel in my sexual fantasies , maybe am still in the begining and the pleasure feeling coming in the next seconds,

But never.

The movement of the penis inside my ass did not make me feel comfortable,Maybe I was still anxious, beacuse my rectum muscles was squeezing his dick and resisting it's sliding.

The sliding in, sends a sensations like need peeing, and sliding out, sends feelings like bowel movements, and sliding fully deep. has a sense of fullness, in addition to a painful tickle in the depths of the anus, as if it was hitting the colon.

But I can say that the penis pulling out was the most annoying.

Five minutes later of hard screwing.

I could feel the strength and violence of his penis moving, and the strength of his hands holding my waist, he was pulling me tightly while pushing his penis hard badly, and painfully.

A strong ejaculation and violent contractions.

And as soon as the man pulled his penis out of my ass, I got up, and wore on my clothes, and left his apartment without any exchange of conversation or words of farewell.

I got home and entered my room and locked myself inside.

That night I swore that I would never repeat the experience.

But, I repeated it one month later.

I repeated many times, until I got the pleasure