Ive been using gay hookup apps for years now and have met a plethora of men in my time. Im a straight man and have been in a 5 year relationship with my current girlfriend who has no idea i frequently meet men to fill the gap in our pretty boring and fruitless sex life. We live together and she works longer hours than me which means I often find myself home alone most weekdays, Giving me plenty of time to indulge in my fantasies and to play dress up in her lingerie.
Over the years I’ve had all kinds of meets and sexual encounters with men from all ethnicities and backgrounds and have maintained a very discreet and secretive second life and established myself as an extremely capable and submissive bottom sissy. I love to please men and love being used and degraded in order to satisfy my need for affection and obvious daddy issues. My Dad left me and my Mom when i was born and has never had any involvement in my life despite me still being close to the family and this has given me a hunger to constantly seek male attention.
Im 28 years old live in the UK and have been a bit of a drinker for some years. And my partner also loves a drink herself. We are both members of a local members only social club to which we both often go to for a good drink on most weekends. We know everyone who drinks in there and its mostly made up of older retired men and their spouses and a few younger couples here and there. There is a committee at the club made up of lifelong members all of whom are older men who oversee and maintain the pub and its members. This is where the story and my years of discretion change.
I recently had a whole afternoon to myself in the house as my job finished early so i thought id slip into one of her thongs and some of her fishnet stockings and jump on one of my local hookup apps. I pulled out a bottle of aromas and my secret 9 inch suction cup dildo and was giving myself some deepthroating training whilst watching some porn. I get a message on my app from a man 65 years old and apparently less than half a mile from my location asking if i was playing?Along with two pictures of his fat cock.
I replied “Yes i can accommodate and need some cock to service”. He sent back “Send address” To which i eagerly obliged and asked how long he would be? “10 mins”Perfect.
I felt so slutty and was overwhelmed with a mix of nerves and excitement as i awaited this random older man to arrive at my door. I threw a dressing gown on to cover the sissy attire and layered some Vaseline onto my lips and then heard the knock at my front door. I answered and let him in and directed him towards the living room door and instantly felt my gut churn as he briefly passed me in the doorway. My mind immediately identified him as someone i know! I locked the front door and turned towards the living room to see one of the committee members from my local pub staring back and we both froze in shock. He had a wife and i would never even fathom that he could be living a secret gay life just like me. But the ice was broken and the deed was already in motion as neither of us could back out of our obvious intentions now and with that i dropped my dressing gown and revealed my slaggy sissy self to him.
Once in the living room we exchanged very few words just stating that we both were never going to mention this and that discretion is paramount etc but within seconds he was stripping and i dropped to my knees. I firstly took a deep sniff of his crotch and a warm musky stench of sweaty manhood filled my senses and made me wide eyed and desperate to see my prize. All thoughts of risk and caution left my mind as i pulled his thick veiny member from his pants. I instantly noticed how thick it was, even though it was flaccid and after looking up at him as if to gather permission he winked down at me and I engulfed his meat with my drooling mouth.
