The morning sun was already beating down on the training field when we formed up. Ryder stood close beside me, his shoulder bumping mine every few seconds like he was reminding both of us of the conversation we had shared in the dark last night. He kept shooting me small grins, the kind that said we now had a secret even if neither of us was ready to name it. I tried to focus on the drills but my mind kept drifting back to the weight of his hand on my chest and the way he had called me his closest friend in just two days.
Sergeant Dominic Ashford walked the line with his usual commanding presence. His dirty blond hair caught the light as he moved. The uniform hugged his massive frame, sleeves rolled tight around thick biceps. His hazel eyes scanned every recruit but lingered on me longer than anyone else. I felt that stare like a physical touch.
"Today we work on combatives," he announced, voice carrying across the platoon without effort. "Grappling. Takedowns. Ground control. In the field you will not have time to think. You will react. And you will win."
We moved to the large mats laid out on the dirt. The platoon paired off and started basic drills. Ryder and I ended up working together at first. We circled each other laughing as we tried simple takedowns. His powerful arms wrapped around my waist during one attempt and he lifted me clean off the mat before slamming me down gently. Our chests pressed together for a moment as we grappled. Sweat already made our PT shirts cling to our skin. The contact felt familiar after last night but I pushed the memory away and focused on the drill.
Ashford moved through the pairs like a predator, correcting form with sharp commands. "Keep your base wide. Drive through the hips. Do not fight with your arms alone."
When he reached Ryder and me he watched for a minute then stepped in. "Callahan, watch how it is done properly." He motioned for me to face him. "Rhodes, come at me."
I lunged forward trying to grab his waist. Ashford moved faster than a man his size should. He spun me, hooked my leg, and took me down hard onto the mat. His heavy body landed on top of me, chest crushing against my back, one thick arm wrapped around my torso. His hips pinned my ass down. I could feel every hard line of muscle through our clothes. The scent of his sweat mixed with aftershave filled my nose. For a few seconds I could not move. His breath was hot against my ear.
"Feel that Recruit Rhodes? That is control. Not strength alone. Control."
He held the position a moment longer than necessary before releasing me. I stood up breathing hard, face flushed. The rest of the platoon had slowed to watch. Ryder’s grin had faded again into that tighter expression I was starting to recognize.
Ashford paired me with different recruits after that but he kept coming back to correct me personally. During one ground drill he dropped down behind me while I was on all fours. His big hands gripped my hips and adjusted my posture, fingers digging in firmly. "Hips lower. Back straight. You are exposing yourself too much."
Every correction came with heavy physical contact. His broad chest would press against my back. His powerful thighs would trap mine. Sweat dripped from his chin onto my neck more than once. His low British voice growled instructions right beside my ear. "Drive through your core. Stop hesitating. A real man commits."
The power in his voice and body made my stomach tighten in ways I did not want to examine. I was breathing harder than the drills alone justified.
Halfway through the session Alistair Beckett ended up paired with me. We grappled roughly. He was lean and fast, using his long limbs to try and control me. When Ashford stepped in again to demonstrate a better escape on me, Alistair stood back and watched with cold grey eyes.
Ashford grabbed me from behind, one arm snaking around my chest while the other hand pressed flat against my stomach, forcing my hips back against him. He held me there in a tight clinch, demonstrating how to break free. His body was solid and unyielding. I could feel the hard ridges of his abs and the thick muscle of his thighs locked against mine.
"Like this, Alistair" Ashford said, voice rough. "Break the grip. Rotate. Do not let them own your center."
Alistair smirked as he watched. When Ashford finally released me and moved on to the next pair, Alistair leaned in close enough for only me to hear.
"Enjoying that a little much, Recruit Rhodes?"
His tone dripped with mockery. A few guys nearby heard and laughed under their breath. I straightened up quickly, wiping sweat from my face, forcing my expression into something neutral. "Fuck off Beckett. Worry about your own form."
The laughter died down fast when Ashford glanced back in our direction. The sergeant did not say anything but his eyes narrowed slightly before he continued the lesson.
We drilled for another hour. My muscles burned. Every time Ashford corrected me the contact grew more intense. During one full takedown demonstration he pinned me completely to the mat, his full weight pressing me down. His chest covered my back. One of his thick legs hooked over mine, trapping me. His hips settled heavy against my ass. I could feel the unmistakable heat and pressure of his body everywhere. His breath came steady and hot against the side of my neck as he spoke.
"Stay controlled even when you are down. Breathe. Think. Then explode out."
I stayed there under him, heart pounding, trying to ignore how my own body was reacting to the dominance. When he finally let me up I was flushed and breathing ragged. The entire platoon had noticed how often Ashford singled me out. Whispers moved through the ranks but no one dared say anything loud.
By the time Ashford called an end to the session the sun was high and everyone was drenched in sweat. Recruits started gathering the mats and heading back toward the barracks. Ryder waited for me, his expression tight with something that looked a lot like jealousy.
I began walking with him when Ashford’s voice cut through the noise.
"Recruit Rhodes."
I stopped. Ryder stopped too. The sergeant stood a few feet away, arms crossed over his massive chest, uniform stretched tight across his shoulders. His sun weathered face showed no emotion but his hazel eyes burned with intensity.
"Stay behind. The rest of you are dismissed."
Ryder hesitated, glancing between me and Ashford. I gave him a small nod and he finally turned to leave with the others, though his shoulders stayed tense.
Once the field cleared Ashford walked closer. He looked even larger without the rest of the platoon around. His voice dropped to that low clipped tone that sent heat straight through me.
"Your form was sloppy today Recruit Rhodes. Too many hesitations. Too much resistance without purpose. You need proper correction."
He paused, eyes pinning me in place.
"Report back here after lights out. We will work on it privately. Do not be late."
There was no question in his words. It was a command. Pure authority wrapped in that British accent. I felt a mix of dread and unwanted heat as I watched Ashford walk away, his broad back and powerful stride making the air feel thicker long after he was gone.
He was not making it easy for me. I was already starting to feel confused about what being man enough even meant. My whole reason for joining Camp Blackridge was to prove something to my father and to myself. Yet here I was getting hard from a simple playful touch by Ryder last night and from the way Sergeant Ashford had pinned me down during grappling. The pressure of his heavy body, the heat of his breath on my neck, the way his hips had locked against mine. Was this what I liked? Was this the spark my ex had said was missing? The reason she broke off the engagement because I felt too safe and too careful? The thought made my stomach twist. I was supposed to be here to get tougher, not to question everything about myself because of two men who kept getting under my skin.
I joined back with everyone in the common room trying to act normal. Ryder was waiting near our bunks, his expression still tight from earlier. He clapped me on the shoulder a little harder than usual. "What did the sergeant want?"
"Just lecturing me about wanting perfection," I muttered, keeping it vague. "Nothing big."
He did not look convinced but he let it drop for now. Lunch came soon after. I sat with Ryder, Julian, and a couple of the friendlier guys including Ramirez who kept cracking dad jokes about how Ashford probably ran his own grandmother through the same drills. Julian gave me a quiet knowing look across the table but said nothing. I avoided eye contact with Alistair completely. He sat a few tables away with his sharp cheekbones set in that permanent arrogant expression, occasionally glancing over like he was waiting for me to slip up. Every time our eyes almost met I looked away and focused on my food.
The rest of the afternoon blurred into more briefings and light weapons drills with a different drill instruction. I kept my head down and pushed through the exhaustion. Ryder stayed close whenever he could, his easy presence helping to steady me even though my mind kept drifting to the coming night. By the time evening chow ended and we headed back to the barracks the sun had dipped low. Lights out would come soon.
I lay on my bottom bunk pretending to sleep long before the overhead lights actually clicked off. The common room slowly filled with the sounds of guys settling in. Snoring started in corners. Someone muttered in their sleep. I kept my eyes closed and my breathing even while my thoughts raced. I did not want Alistair or any of the other guys to know the sergeant had ordered me back for private lessons after dark. That sounded weird even in my own head. It was not weird though. Sergeant Dominic Ashford was the kind of man who would run drills at four in the morning if he thought it would make someone better. He lived and breathed discipline. Still, I did not want to give anyone a chance to make fun of me again like they had during grappling when Alistair mocked me. I could already imagine the whispers. Daddy's boy getting special treatment after hours. So I stayed still and waited until the room grew completely quiet and dark.
When I was sure everyone was asleep I slipped out of my bunk as quietly as possible. I pulled on my shorts and a plain shirt, heart hammering as I crept toward the door. The night air outside felt cooler on my skin. My boots barely made a sound on the gravel as I made my way back to the training area. The field was mostly dark except for a few floodlights that cast long shadows across the mats. Low moonlight added a pale glow to everything.
Sergeant Ashford was already waiting.
He stood near one single mat still in the same uniform he had been wearing in the morning. The sleeves made his biceps bulge against the fabric. Veins stood out along his forearms under the mixed light. His broad shoulders looked even more imposing in the darkness.
He turned when he heard me approach. His hazel eyes locked onto mine with that same intense focus from earlier.
"Recruit Rhodes. You are late."
"I was waiting for lights out Sergeant.”
Ashford cut me off with a sharp raise of his hand. His voice stayed low and clipped. "Excuses mean nothing here. You need to learn to fight like a man Recruit. Not like some soft civilian who folds the moment pressure is applied. People already see you as the weak link. Do not give them a chance to be right."
He stepped onto the mat and motioned for me to follow. "We start with basic ground control. You will learn to escape when you are pinned. You will learn to dominate when you have the advantage. Again."
Ashford moved fast. He grabbed my arm twisted my body and took me down onto the mat. His thick chest pressed hard against my back. His powerful thighs trapped my legs wide apart. His hips ground down heavy and deliberate locking me in place. The weight of him was overwhelming. I could feel every inch of solid muscle and the raw heat rolling off his body.
"Show me how you would escape this," he ordered. His breath brushed the back of my neck.
I strained and pushed trying to bridge my hips and roll him off. Nothing happened. Ashford was too strong. Too solid. Every move I made only pressed me harder against him. My face burned with embarrassment. Here I was supposed to be proving I was tough and instead I was pinned like a rookie under the most respected man in camp.
He released the hold just enough for us to reset. Then he did it again. Different angle. Different grip. His hands were everywhere. Gripping my waist to adjust my posture. Sliding over my shoulders to pin them down. Digging into my hips to control my center. Sweat dripped from both of us mixing on the mat. His low growled instructions came steady in that British accent.
"Stop resisting so much. Submit to the hold first. Then explode out. Fight smart not hard."
The session grew more intense with every reset. Ashford never raised his voice but his commands felt heavier in the dark. He flipped me onto my back and mounted me straddling my waist. His powerful thighs squeezed my sides. His chest hovered inches above mine. I pushed up against him trying to buck him off but he rode the movement easily pressing me back down.
My body started reacting strongly. Blood rushed south. My cock thickened and hardened inside my shorts. I tried to shift my hips to hide it but there was nowhere to go. Ashford was right on top of me. I prayed he would not notice.
One final move left me exhausted and flat on my back. Ashford had me pinned completely. He was right on top of me now. His hips pressed down firmly. Our bulges ground together through thin fabric. I was rock hard. There was no hiding it anymore. The constant contact the weight the heat the low growl of his voice. I was slowly realizing the contact with the sergeant was turning me on in a way I could not deny anymore. My ex had been right. There had never been this kind of spark with her. Not even close.
Ashford held the pin longer than necessary. Our faces were inches apart. Heavy breathing filled the small space between us. His bulge pressed firmly against mine. The pressure was unmistakable.
"You are distracted Recruit," he muttered. His voice had dropped even lower. "Your body is betraying you. Focus."
He stayed there for a few more seconds. The tension between us felt thick enough to choke on. Then he finally pushed himself up and stood.
"We will try again later when you are not…. so compromised, Recruit Rhodes."
I felt embarrassed beyond words. The sergeant of the entire camp had just seen — or rather felt — me get hard because of him. Fuck. What the fuck am I supposed to do now?
I quickly stood up, my face burning. "I apologize, Sergeant… I… uh…"
Ashford turned and walked away without another word. His broad back disappeared into the shadows.
I stood there longer than I should have, trying to catch my breath. My cock was painfully hard. My shorts tented obviously. I was shaken and extremely aroused. He had definitely felt it. The way he had looked at me right before standing up left no doubt. He knew exactly what had happened.
Fuck.
I slowly made my way back to the barracks. Every step made my erection rub against the fabric of my shorts. By the time I reached the door I was throbbing.
I really cannot go to sleep like this, I thought. Rock hard and confused as hell after what just happened with the sergeant. My mind kept replaying the weight of his body, the grind of his hips, and the low growl of his voice in my ear. I had no idea how I was going to face anyone inside, let alone fall asleep.
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