- Chapter One
Call me paranoid, but I have my suspicions. For a while now my boyfriend has been increasingly distant, and despite my best efforts he remains aloof. I don’t know why he’s doing this, but one way or another I’m going to find out what’s going on.
I’m Sam, 24, young, hung and lean, I keep my body in check purely for vanity and the attention it’s got me has been warmly welcomed.
As I was saying, I’ve been with my boyfriend for two years and recently I’ve been getting suspicious of him. So today whilst he’s at work I thought I’d try and catch him out by downloading Grindr, see if he’s trying to arrange meets up with someone.
After creating a blank profile I begin my search.
Searching through the sea of shirtless profiles, blank ones and creepy old men I turn up nothing. I was about to admit defeat when a notification popped up from a profile with a picture I recognised.
After loading up the profile and looking though the pictures I’m in shock. The profile belongs to my best friend Chris’ boyfriend, Liam!. Although he isn’t showing his face in the picture his tattoos are and after a quick search of his instagram it’s unmistakably him.
Now I must backtrack, Chris and I were friends in school, and a few years back he started dating Liam. All was well at the start and I thought Liam was nice, but then Chris changed and stopped speaking to me all of a sudden and I knew Liam had to be the reason, now here he was on Grindr looking to meet.
His message sat in the inbox, and I quickly looked back at his profile;
’DL looking for DL’
I thought about leaving it, not my problem after all, but even though we don’t speak don’t I have an obligation to tell my friend, would he even believe me? Or accuse me of faking it, after all last we spoke we had an argument about him ditching me.
Maybe they’d broke up and I didn’t know, but there was only one way to find out.
Chat Log
*L is Liam, S is Sam (Me)*
L: Hey
L: Looking to meet?
S: Hi
S: Idk, maybe?
L: Nice, ur close
S: Haha Yh, I am
L: You got pix?
L sent an album
Fuck he’s really putting it all out there and wasting no time, I opened the album and flicked through, his body, although stockier than me I could tell he’d been working out and had a nice bit of muscle under a layer of baby fat which was always a weakness for me, nice bubble butt too and oh my he had a nice cock! Long and girthy! Similar to mine but with less girth.
L: ??
Crap he’s messaged back! I should stop, if I don’t send photos he’ll surly move on, heck I would!
I quickly scramble my camera roll to find some pictures, fortunately vain as I am I had a few ready to use thirst traps I can send, after cropping my face out I uploaded them and hit send.
*S sent an album*
L: Hot man!
Phew, I was still in with a chance to catch him.
S: You too! What u looking for?
L: Fun! I’m DL so gotta be sneaky, u host?
I wonder why he’s DL, oh maybe because he has a boyfriend!
S: Yh, me too! Can’t host tho
L: I have a van, u into public?
S: What did you have in mind?
L: We can meet now, I’ll suck u
Crap he’s serious?! Right now? Has he no shame? Maybe he’s just teasing? Maybe he’s just looking for something to wank over, a bit of erotic role play? I can entertain that surely? It’s not like I’m going to meet him, I’m just trying to catch him out.
L: U got any more pics?
Crap this is it, I know what he’s looking for, and I must admit this situation has stirred something for me and my member was waking up the the taboo nature of all this, what’s the harm? He’s not gonna know it’s me?
I give my dick a few tugs and before I know it I’m fully hard, I snap a few pics and send them.
*S sent an album*
L: Fuck man! Need to get my mouth on that! S: Oh yeah?
L: Yeah, r u dom?
S: Is that what you want?
L: Yh! Love my throat being used and swallowing cum
I can’t believe he’s buying this! But I need him to show his face so I can really catch him out.
S: Hot man! U got face?
L: I do if you do
Crap he’s got me! I guess this is where it ends, if I sent my face he’d know it’s me and block me, maybe I can send him a picture of someone I know he won’t recognise, but then what?
Against my better judgment I scroll my camera roll and send a photo of a guy he for sure won’t know. And now I wait…
L sent a photo
Gotya! It’s undoubtedly him now I have proof!
wait, it’s gone? Damn sneak set it to expire.
L: so we meeting then? I can pick you up now
Crap! What do I do? I can’t let him pick me up he knows where I live, and he’d know me if I met him and then what? Maybe if I confront him I can video it, force him to tell Chris or I will.
I hesitate and reply.
S: I can meet you? Somewhere public?
we go back and forth before agreeing to meet in the local park, it’s nearly midnight so it’ll be empty.
I quickly wash and throw on some jeans and a hoodie and make my way.
I get to the car park and there’s no other cars yet, I’m here first! Maybe he bailed? I sit and wait for another five minutes, wrestling with my thoughts.
this was a mistake I should just go home and forget it, after all it’s not my boyfriend.
I fumble for my keys but as I do I’m blinded by headlights pulling in, they park a bit away from me and the car turns off.
theres an errier tension in the air, broken only by a notification on my phone.
Grindr - L: I’m here, is that u?
Crap it’s him! I can’t risk me walking to his car, he could recognise me and drive away. I’ve got to give him now choice, show him who’s in control.
S: Yh, doors are open.
I wait tensely for his next move, will he try to make me go to him or will he yield. Suddenly I hear a car door slam and see him walking over to my car, he’s got his joggers and a hoodie on. This is it! I quickly fumble my phone and set it discreetly to record and place it inconspicuously on my dashboard.
My car door opens, and he gets up.
’Hello Liam’ I said, my voice shaking but trying to remain in control.
He looks at me, realisation dawns on his face and I see the panic in his eyes.
’You?! Wait, no..I can explain’ he sputters out trying to come up with a response.
’Save it, we both know what you’ve been doing and you need to tell Chris before I do’ I warned him.
I could see now he was visibly panicked and it looked like tears were forming in his eyes, and for a moment I wavered. Maybe there was an explanation, maybe he was doing the same as I was.
I looked over to him and almost without warning his demeanour changed, he straighter his back and looked directly at me.
’Now wait, you have a boyfriend too, what’s to stop me telling him you weren’t crushing me?! After all you sent me pictures of yourself. He barked at me.
And he was right, I was just as bad as he was but I also wasn’t looking for this, this was the last place I expected to be, but now here we were, having exchanges nudes and messages filled with tension we were alone, in a park late at night.
’I had my reasons for being on the app’ I hissed.
’I didn’t expect to find my best friends boyfriend cursing for a quick hookup’ I continued.
his response was instant.
’Yet here you are, alone with me having enticed ‘e here’ he said almost seductive.
was he really trying it on with me? Suddenly I thought his hand grip my thigh.
’Here we are, two guys, alone in the night, you’ve seen my dick, I’ve seen yous’
i felt a lump grow in my throat and I tried to speak but I couldn’t find the words and his hand slowly rubbed my thigh, I hated to admit it but I was getting hard and I think he knew. Before I knew it his hand was grazing my crotch and he must’ve felt my erection. he looked up at me and smirked, damn that smile! He got close to my ear and shiver went down my spine and straight I my crotch as he whispered
‘I won’t tell if you won’t’
