Mentor

Doubllist is a pretty good local hook up spot. I've been with a few guys. Met them and drove to their home for some guy time. One guy had some duct tape waiting there in the bedroom. He said he wanted to gag my mouth with it while he fucks me. He had his phone on recording me grunting and trying to say 'Oh Fuck' while I was gagged. He didn't want to tie or bind me, so I gave it a try. He was asking me if I liked to be fucked. He asked if I was a whore. He told me I was his little butt slut. It was fun. Actually, I liked it a lot. That got me thinking more about being submissive and letting a man have his way with me. I tried some self-bondage with ropes and tape gags. I jerked off a lot like that. 

The next guy wasn't into anything like that. Pretty vanilla. He wanted to suck me for a bit then jerk me off while kissing me. I came in a few minutes. Then that was that. I left fairly unsatisfied. I decided I wanted more. It made me think again about being used like a whore, being dominated, tape gags and having my hands tied, etc. I wanted to find a Dom.

More emails and chatting with guys who tell you they are tops. But most ask for the tables to be turned and have you be the dom. I haven't ever fucked another guy. My dreams always have me being the one sucking and being manhandled. I had one just the other night where a big guy with a big cock was squirting so much cum in my mouth I was drooling, spitting and spilling it out everywhere. I woke up tasting the guys cock and cum. I got up early and logged in again. Where are the Doms?

Chuck lives a half hour away. Handy. He claims he is an experienced Dom and BDSM Master. I'm not sure I want to be spanked and beaten like a punished victim. But he assured me we would discuss my limits and he would be respectful. He didn't respond again after I sent him my face pic. I'm middle age at best. Gray hair and beard. Not what a Dom man is usually looking for. If I was him, I'd want some younger twink types too. I was disappointed to say the least. It's hard to find a match in this limited pool of prospects. He had a playroom set up like a dungeon in his basement that looked pretty intimidating. He looked that way too. Maybe it was for the best he didn't follow up.

Yesterday I got an email from him. It's been almost a week. He says he's been out of town and now that he's back, he's in need of a good fuck. He says he liked my response to some of his questions. Especially to the ones about getting bound, gagged and fucked like a whore. He is very direct. I was pretty nervous. I went to his house anyway.

Chuck answered the door in sweats and a T-shirt. He had some leather cuffs in hi his hands. He told me He could teach me a few new tricks. I told him again I was very inexperienced. He said I didn't seem to be very shy or unwilling to be a slave. He was calmly buckling a cuff on one of my wrists while we talked. I said I wasn't sure about the slave thing. But I stood there watching him put the other cuff on. I remined him I just wanted to try some safe and sane bondage. He turned me around, gently positioning my hands behind my back.

"You asked me to take charge. Are you a liar?"

I shook my head 'no'. The cuffs suddenly squeezed my wrists very tight. They were buckled to each other holding my wrists together. I complained they might be too tight. He looked me in the eyes and said:

"I don't fucking care."

He sat me in a kitchen chair and told me to stay there. Out came the black tape. I big, wide, thick roll. A long wide piece pulls off. It's more like rubber tape. 

"You said you liked this. You're not a liar, are you?'

Again, I shook my head. Chuck roughly pulled the tape across my mouth and face. Pulling it tight and pressing it hard against my skin. The one piece of tape was just under my nose and went all the way to the bottom of my chin, and ear to ear. It was thick and sticky. He pulled off two more pieces pressing them over the first, for good measure. 

Chuck leaned in close, kissed my cheek, and announced: "I've been so busy the past two weeks, I haven't had any fun at all. So, I'm going to fuck the living shit out of you, boy."