Married man's first time barebacking

I have been having fun with guys a few times a year while I go on with trips. Since I'm married I can only play when I'm out and staying in a hotel. Last week I was able to meet up with a guy that I've blown and gotten sucked by on past trips to Connecticut. I reached out to him and he was available one is the few nights I was in town. 

Leading up to the night he was coming over, he told me he wanted to fuck me. The last time we hooked up he wasn't able to stay long enough to do more than get blown so I was excited he'd be able to stay and have more fun. 

I got myself cleaned up before he came to my hotel. When he knocked on the door I stayed to the side and greeted him naked as soon as he came in. As soon as the door was closed he was against me and grabbing my slightly hard cock. I shared to grab his pants and pull them down so I could feel him get hard in my hand. 

Once his pants were down, I kneeled in front of him and started to kiss and lick his beautiful 7 inch cock. It felt so good having him push the back of my head into it just enough to make me feel it hit the back of my throat. 

After a few minutes of sucking him, I got up and climbed into the edge of the bed. Getting on my knees and elbows, I looked back and watched him take off his clothes and look at my ass hungrily. Once undressed, he stalked over to me, grabbed both ass cheeks and started to lick my eager asshole.

Getting my ass wet with his spit and some lube ,he stood up, grabbed his cock, and started to push the tip to my hole.

Before this, I've only ever had guys fuck me with condoms. He knew this and we had talked about it leading up to the night but being fucked raw has always been something I wanted to do. I pulled forward nervously.  I looked back and he was smiling at me while still holding my ass with one hand and his dick in the other. 

I had no other chance for a second guess because he grabbed me, pulled me back, and rubbed his hard dick into my asshole. Embracing it, I let him push the tip in and out a few times. Drunk on excitement, I rocked back into him and let him push it all the way in. I immediately bit the pillow and kept my head down feeling the euphoria of his cock starting to pump in and out. 

After a few minutes he pushed me further onto the bed, stood on either of side of me and fucked me deep, hard, and fast until he exploded inside of me. The feeling of his warm cum inside of my ass, while he held himself in as far as he could, was the greatest thing I've ever felt. My knees wanted to buckle and give way but I held myself up to keep every last drop from escaping. 

Realizing I came also at some point, I reached down, taking some of my semen in hand, and pushed it into my ass as well when he pulled himself off of me. Watching this, he smacked my ass, took his still hard cock, and slid it back into me. No longer able to take it, I collapsed under his power. After a few more minutes of him using the last of me, he got up, got dressed and watched me lay there soaking in the lust. 

Once he was dressed and gone, I laid there and jerked off once more. And like the last I pushed more of my cum into me relishing in how hot it felt.