Chapter 21: The Call
Connor paced the length of his scuffed hardwood floor in his boxers and an oversized gray t-shirt. He hadn't slept. His bare feet tracked the same anxious groove from the kitchen counter to the sofa, back and forth through the quiet Sunset District apartment.
When his phone buzzed against the coffee table, he jumped, lunging forward to snatch it up.
Drew: I’m sorry about yesterday morning. At the cafe. About everything. I didn't want you to think I was playing you. I’m just in a really complicated place right now.
Connor stared at the glowing screen. Prosky’s warning rang loud in his head: You do not contact him. At all. But Drew was the one reaching out. He couldn’t leave him hanging to think Connor was angry. He needed Drew to trust him.
Connor: You don't have to apologize. Are you okay?
The typing bubbles appeared, vanished, and reappeared.
Drew: He’s out for a while. I’m alone.
Connor let out a breath. The tension in his broad shoulders dropped. Before he could type another reply, the screen shook.
Incoming Call: Drew
Connor fumbled the phone, nearly dropping it before his thumb slammed the green icon. He jammed the receiver to his ear.
"Drew?"
"I miss you," Drew blurted out. His voice was a little frayed. He let out a nervous, breathy laugh. "Is that stupid to say?"
"What? No—no, god, no," Connor rushed out, his free hand clapping over his face in relief. "I miss you too."
"I just wanted to hear your voice," Drew whispered. "I'm so sorry. I swear that's not who I am. It's just... it’s a really, really complicated time. He assumes things, and I just—I feel like I'm losing my mind."
Connor closed his eyes. The instinct to shout into the phone nearly tore through him: Run. Get out of that apartment. Walk out the door right now and I will come get you.
He clamped his jaw shut.
If Connor told him to run and Danny came back early, or if there were eyes on the building, sudden flight was the most dangerous thing Drew could do.
And if he tipped Drew off, Drew might panic. If Danny saw that, all bets were off. He might even decide Drew was a threat.
As awful as it was, the absolute safest place for Drew to be was completely in the dark, believing everything was perfectly normal until the ten-minute window Stan had promised. Connor would extract him from the private box, and Major Crimes would quietly tail Danny to a safe location to make the arrest.
"You don't owe me anything, Drew," he said, forcing his voice to stay calm and steady. "You don't have to explain it. I just want you to be safe."
On the other end, Drew let out a long, tired exhale.
"I haven't stopped thinking about the other night," Drew confessed softly. "I wish I could make this all up to you.” There was a tiny murmur of a laugh. “I wish we could do it again."
Heat pooled low in Connor’s gut, immediate and unhelpful.
He shoved his boxers down, his cock already thick against the red-gold trail of hair on his stomach. He slid down until the small of his back hit the sofa cushion, phone pressed to his ear. He wrapped his right hand around his cock with no finesse at all.
"If I were there right now," Connor said, his voice dropping an octave, "we wouldn't be talking."
Drew’s breath caught. "What would you do?"
Connor dragged his thumb over the wet head of his cock. He raised his hand to spit into his palm and stroked himself hard, palming the head on every upstroke. "I’d pin you down on that mattress. Push your knees apart. Put my mouth on you until you were shaking and asking for it."
Drew made a soft sound. There was rustling over the line as he shifted. "Keep going," Drew whispered. "Say more."
"I’d slide into you so deep you’d feel it everywhere," Connor rasped, matching his strokes to the quickening sound of Drew's breath. "I’d hold you there. Keep you full. Fuck you slow until you came with me in you."
"Fuck—Connor, please—"
It turned frantic fast. Connor’s hips snapped upward into his fist, skin slapping in the quiet room. On the line, Drew's breathing fractured into short gasps as they both chased the warmth of the other, desperate to bridge the cold distance between their apartments.
"I've got you," Connor panted, his grip tightening, stroking faster as the friction burned. "I’m right here. Cum for me, Drew. Let me hear it."
There was a short silence before Drew’s breath hitched faster. He let out a beautiful gasp. “Oh, fuck—”
The sound of it pulled Connor straight over the edge. His jaw locked, a deep groan tearing out of him as he spilled hard over his fist and stomach in thick, hot pulses. He kept stroking through it, dragging out the last spasm until his thighs shook and the sensitivity made him pull his hand away.
For a long minute, there was nothing but the sound of two men breathing heavily over the line.
Connor slid down to the floor, head tilted back against the sofa cushions, phone pressed to his ear. The mess cooled across his knuckles and the soft hair of his stomach. His heart was still slamming.
He didn’t move to clean up. He just stared at the opposite wall, hand sticky, chest rising and falling, listening to Drew’s breathing even out.
Drew spoke first, his tone quieter, weighted with sudden clarity.
"I'm ending it with him," he whispered.
Connor froze, the cum still warm on his fingers. "What?"
"After tomorrow," Drew said softly. "He has this date planned for Saturday night. It’s really important to him. I owe him that. But after that... I'm done. I'm leaving him."
Connor’s grip on the phone tightened. He knew exactly what was waiting at the Opera House. The ten-minute extraction window.
"Drew," Connor said, every trace of heat gone, replaced by raw urgency. "Can you do something for me?"
"Anything."
Connor gripped the phone so tightly the casing creaked.
"Please, just trust me," he pleaded into the dark. "Whatever happens... just trust me. After Saturday, everything is going to be fine."
There was a hesitant pause. "Okay," Drew murmured, confusion in his voice. "Okay. Goodnight, Connor."
"Goodnight, Drew."
The line clicked dead.
Connor stayed on the floor in the dark, cum drying on his stomach and between his fingers, the phone still warm in his other hand, desperate for Saturday to be over.
Chapter 22: The Intercept
Saturday dragged like a corpse.
By seven o'clock, Connor was fighting a maroon tie around his thick neck, his blunt fingers fumbling the knot for the third time. He had tried to dress to blend in at the opera, or at least what he thought the opera looked like, in a black button-down over his vest and corduroys.
He gave up on the tie, leaving the knot slightly crooked, and turned to the mattress where his leather shoulder rig rested. Beside it, his phone screen stayed black.
I know things got complicated, he wrote in his head. But I want you to know I don't care about any of that. I'm still here. We'll talk more when I see you next. See you soon.
But he knew the rules of an extraction. You maintain absolute operational security. The urge to text Drew was a physical ache in his chest, but they had spoken last night. Drew had promised to trust him. Connor just had to hold the line and wait for the clock to run down.
He flipped the phone facedown on the comforter.
Across the city in the Mission District, Drew slid into the tailored navy suit in his alcove closet.
Out in the kitchenette, Danny poured two fingers of dark amaro into a glass. His black evening jacket fit his compact frame perfectly, the white cuffs shooting half an inch past his sleeves to conceal the leather shoulder rig.
He enjoyed the quiet anticipation before a performance.
On the counter next to the bottle, Drew’s phone sat silent and unguarded.
Danny’s icy eyes slid toward it.
Weeks ago, after watching Drew's reflection in the window to learn his passcode, Danny had quietly used it to register his own thumbprint into the device’s security settings. He set his glass down, picked up the phone, and pressed his thumb to the sensor.
He bypassed Carmen's texts, tapping directly into the thread with Connor.
Drew: He’s out for a while. I’m alone.
Danny's jaw tightened.
His eyes narrowed as he opened the call log. Just beneath the texts was an outgoing call to the cop. The duration read eighteen minutes.
Eighteen minutes while Danny was out. In the dark.
Any other night, it would be so easy to hunt the giant cop down and carve this problem out of his life permanently. But tonight was for Drew. A private box at the Opera House. A grand finale, taking himself and his boy out together to the tragic climax of Otello. A final gift.
He didn’t have time to hunt the cop. But he could still break him. His thumb flew across the glass with clinical precision.
Drew: Connor. Last night meant nothing. I was angry at Danny and I used you. I regret it. Danny is everything to me. Forget it ever happened. I know I will.
Danny pressed send.
A final knife in the dark, designed to haunt the giant forever once he heard the morning news. He watched the bubble turn blue. With two quick swipes, he deleted the text thread and the call log from Drew’s phone, setting the device back onto the counter exactly where he had found it.
Danny crossed the studio to the dresser without a sound. He opened the top drawer, reaching past the socks to the black bag, opening it to reveal the tools of his trade.
He checked the pistol's magazine, confirming it was topped off with subsonics. This was the instrument for tonight's final act, a swift, painless exit for Drew and then himself, timed perfectly to Verdi's aching strings. He slid the pistol into the holster beneath his jacket, and slipped the suppressor into his inner breast pocket. He would attach it when the house lights went down.
His fingers brushed the coiled Kevlar garrote. He had no intention of using it on the boy he loved. That was unthinkable. But as a precaution, he slipped the lethal loop into his opposite pocket.
In the Sunset District, Connor had just slipped his arms through the leather straps of his holster when his phone buzzed against the comforter.
He lunged for it, his thick fingers fumbling the device so it clattered against the nightstand before he finally managed to snatch it up.
Connor. Last night meant nothing. I was angry at Danny and I used you. I regret it. Danny is everything to me. Forget it ever happened. I know I will.
As Connor read the words, the blood drained from his face.
He read the text again, the hairs on the back of his neck standing up.
He thought about Drew. Beautiful. Laughing. Panting over the line last night.
This text was ruthless and efficient.
This wasn't Drew. It was the voice of an executioner.
The Ghost had the phone. He knew everything.
Connor’s heart slammed against his ribs.
He shoved his Glock into the leather, grabbed a spare magazine from the nightstand, and jammed it into his pocket. He snatched a slightly too-small tweed jacket off the back of a chair and punched his arms into the sleeves.
He didn't care what Prosky's contact in Major Crimes had planned for isolating the Ghost after the extraction window. He would do whatever it took to get Drew out.
A moment later, Drew stepped out of the alcove. The navy suit fit perfectly, tailored to emphasize the broad lines of his shoulders. His chaotic golden-brown curls were swept back, making him look more beautiful than ever.
He smoothed his lapels, looking up at the man who had bought it for him.
"Well, how do I look?" Drew asked, his voice brightening a fraction.
Danny smiled. He stepped close, his knuckles lightly brushing Drew's jaw as he moved to pull the tie so it sat right against Drew’s throat.
"Amore," Danny murmured, his voice smooth and lethally calm. "You take my breath away."
Drew swallowed, a nervous smile flickering on his face. "Then I'm ready."
The sun dropped below the fog line, casting the city in shadows as three men stepped out into the night, hurtling toward the inevitable crescendo.
Chapter 23: The Box Seat
Box 7 at the War Memorial Opera House was secluded, swathed in heavy red velvet and shadows. Down below, the mournful strings of Verdi’s Otello filled the cavernous theater, the fourth act building toward its climax.
Drew sat in one of the plush, gilded chairs near the draped railing, his fingers picking anxiously at the cuff of his suit. Beside him, Danny sat dressed in his pitch-black evening jacket, looking entirely at ease in the dark. Danny reached over, his heavy hand covering Drew's to still the frantic movement.
"Tranquillo," Danny murmured, his touch warm but immovable.
Drew stared blankly at the brightly lit stage. He couldn't lie for another minute. He had to end this. Right now.
He opened his mouth to speak, just as a muffled vibration buzzed against the fabric of Danny’s jacket.
Danny reached in and withdrew his phone. He stared at the screen for a fleeting second. The time read exactly 9:30, and a new text message illuminated the screen from a single name: Rossi.
Danny stared at the summons. An almost pitying smile touched his lips. Instead of replying to his boss, Danny pressed the power button, holding it down until the screen went black, and slipped the dead phone back into his pocket.
He turned to Drew. "No interruptions tonight."
Drew used the opening, turning in his seat to face him.
"Danny," Drew started, his voice trembling slightly before he forced it steady. "I... I need to thank you. For everything. For the espresso machine, the gym, this suit... but we need to talk."
Drew took a shallow breath. "When we met… I was completely adrift. You were so certain of everything. You made me feel safe. But it's too much, Danny. The intensity... I can't breathe in it. I need to laugh again." He steeled himself to drop the axe. "I need to end it."
"I know, amore," Danny interrupted. His baritone was smooth, cutting through the booming operatic score.
Drew froze. "You know?"
"I know about the cop," Danny said softly. "The clown."
The floor seemed to drop out from beneath Drew's feet.
"That's not it," Drew stammered, his heart hammering against his ribs. "I mean, he is, but this is me. This is about me—"
"I read the messages on your phone," Danny continued, his voice devoid of anger. "But you do not need to worry anymore, my love. I have already taken care of the distraction."
Drew's blood ran cold. "What?" he choked out, pressing his spine back into the velvet chair. "Danny, what are you talking about?"
"I forgive you," Danny murmured, his tone utterly serene. "Because I love you."
"Love me?" Drew said quietly. "You don't even know me. He knows more about me after one night than you do in all these months."
Danny shifted his weight, his hand tightening over Drew’s into an inescapable cage. The movement caused the lapel of his tailored jacket to part, revealing the dark leather shoulder holster.
A horrifying clarity washed over Drew as he thought of the pale, jagged scars on Danny's ribs and back, the ones Danny had dismissed as childhood soccer injuries. They weren't sports injuries. They were the marks of a lifetime of violence. Drew had been so wrong about everything.
Drew opened his mouth, the instinct to scream for help rising in his throat.
Danny let go of Drew's hand, drawing the matte-black pistol from the leather. He didn't point it at Drew, merely rested the heavy weapon on his own thigh. He saw the naked terror blooming in Drew's eyes, and a flicker of genuine regret crossed his composed features.
"I had planned to do this without you seeing. I am sorry," Danny whispered, his face settling back into a portrait of absolute tranquility. "But shh. Don't ruin the music."
The scream died in Drew's throat.
With his free left hand, Danny reached into his inner breast pocket and withdrew the cylinder of the suppressor. He made no move to turn the pendant at his chest away. The Holy Mother could witness this. She would welcome them soon enough.
"The world is too chaotic, Drew," Danny murmured, his voice dropping into a dark gravity. "It is too ugly. It ruins beautiful things. But that stops tonight."
Drew’s breath caught.
Below them, the orchestra was climbing, the tension in the strings pulling tight.
"This is our grand finale," Danny whispered. "I saved this piece of music for us, amore. A last gift. I always knew it would end like this. Then we can be together forever. In perfect peace."
The suffocating weight of Danny's devotion finally made terrifying sense. This wasn't just a breakup. It was a murder-suicide.
"Danny," Drew whispered. "You're crazy. You're really crazy."
Drew forced his breathing to steady, locking his gaze with Danny’s. He slid his right hand slowly into his suit pocket.
"I love you," Drew lied, desperate to buy time. His voice cracked perfectly to sell the illusion. "I love you, Danny. Please don't do this."
Danny’s expression softened just a fraction, a dark affection in his eyes as he held the steel cylinder in his left hand, his right hand adjusting his grip on the pistol to begin threading them together.
"Patience, amore," Danny murmured. "The final chord is almost here. Just close your eyes and listen to the strings."
"I'm not waiting for the music, Danny," Drew breathed.
Danny’s brow furrowed, a flicker of confusion breaking his calm.
Drew ripped his hand from his pocket and swung in a desperate arc. The brass knuckles slammed into the sharp line of Danny’s jaw. The metal against bone cracked.
The explosive surprise of the strike and the sheer weight of the solid metal caught the hitman off guard. Danny collapsed backward, crashing hard into the floorboards of the box.
Gasping for air, Drew scrambled out of his chair. He threw his weight against the oak door, bursting out of the suffocating darkness and stumbling blindly into the glaring, crystal-lit corridor of the mezzanine.
Disoriented by the sudden light and the frantic pounding of his own pulse, he spun wildly. To his left, the grand staircase swept down toward the main foyer. It meant crowds, ushers, and safety.
But Danny had just confessed to taking care of Connor. Drew needed to call the cop. He needed to hear his voice, to know he was alive. He needed somewhere quiet to dial the number.
He took a half-step toward the stairs before freezing. The lobby was too obvious. Across the corridor were two windowless doors, wallpapered to fade into the wall. One was marked with a faint brass plaque reading Backstage Access, the other Service & Staff Only.
Desperate for a quiet stairwell, Drew shoved his weight against the service door and slipped out of sight.
Chapter 24: The Cue
The heavy fire doors at the far end of the mezzanine corridor were propped open just a fraction of an inch.
In the dim stairwell behind them, Connor Gallagher rested his hand tightly on the grip of his holstered Glock, the heavy leather of his shoulder rig pressing hot against his ribs. Sweat beaded at his hairline despite the cool air of the concrete stairwell.
He checked the glowing face of his watch.
9:36 PM.
"He's late," Connor whispered, his voice tight. "Stan, the window was supposed to open at 9:30. He hasn't left the box."
Stan Prosky leaned against the cinderblock wall, tracking the second hand of his own watch.
"Hold tight," Prosky grunted. "The Ghost will get his text, and he’ll step out. Just stay tight. When that door opens and the hitman heads for the lobby, we move in and grab the kid."
Despite his forced calm, even the veteran cop looked troubled by the delay.
Connor swallowed hard, staring through the narrow crack in the door at the empty hallway. But a sickening knot of wrongness was twisting in his gut.
"Stan, where’s your radio?" Connor breathed, glancing at his partner's empty lapels. "We don't have earpieces. You haven't checked in with tactical since we parked. If Major Crimes is in the lobby, how do they know we're in position?"
Prosky didn't look at him. "Radio silence, kid. Left the brick in the glovebox. We don't risk open-channel static when a ghost is ten feet away. Major Crimes has the perimeter locked. You just worry about the barista."
Connor's jaw tightened. It violated every tactical protocol he had ever learned at the academy. Drew was in that box, sitting feet away from a man who crushed windpipes for a living, and Connor was flying blind.
Another drop of sweat trickled down his temple.
9:37 PM.
The oak door to Box 7 banged open, hitting the wall with a muffled thud.
Connor braced himself to move, fully expecting the pitch-black tuxedo of the assassin to step out and turn toward the grand staircase.
Instead, a taller figure in a navy suit stumbled out.
"Drew," Connor breathed. He instinctively pushed forward on the fire door, but Prosky’s arm shot out, barring his path.
Everything was wrong.
Drew was gasping for air, looking wildly disoriented under the glaring chandeliers. He spun in a frantic circle. Instead of running toward the grand staircase and the safety of the lobby, Drew bolted across the carpet, shoved his weight against a service door set flush into the wallpaper, and vanished.
"What the hell is he doing?" Connor hissed, his pulse hammering. "He's going the wrong way!"
Before Prosky could answer, the door to Box 7 moved again.
Danny stepped out into the light.
A dark trail of blood slid down The Ghost's chin, staining the crisp white collar of his shirt. A harsh, purple bruise was already blooming along the sharp line of his jaw.
"What the fuck," Connor's numb lips whispered.
Danny paused for a fraction of a second. His icy blue eyes swept the mezzanine as he calculated his angles of retreat. He turned his back on the grand staircase and locked his gaze on the disguised doors directly across the hall.
Shoving his weight against the Backstage Access door, Danny disappeared into the shadows.
"I have to get him," Connor choked out. He shoved the fire doors open, drawing his weapon. "I have to get Drew—"
A heavy hand clamped down on Connor’s shoulder, yanking him backward.
"Hold up, kid!" Prosky barked, hauling Connor back toward the stairwell. The veteran cop doubled over, clutching his right knee with a grimace. "I can't—I can't run like that anymore. My knees are shot."
"Stan, I have to go!" Connor hissed, his eyes locked on the doors where both men had just disappeared.
"I know, I know!" Prosky grunted, waving a hand dismissively. He looked his panicked young partner dead in the eye.
"I can't take The Ghost in a foot chase," Prosky said, his voice gravelly. "You have the legs. You go after the hitman. Keep him off the kid, push him back toward the lobby."
"But Drew—" Connor protested, his voice cracking. He couldn't leave Drew alone with that monster free.
"Don’t worry about the kid," Prosky interrupted, giving Connor's shoulder a hard squeeze. "I can’t catch a ghost, but I can find a barista. I'll take care of him."
Connor stood frozen for a split second, the conflict tearing at his chest. Every instinct screamed at him to run after Drew.
But if Danny got away tonight, he would just regroup. Drew would never be safe.
Whatever it takes, he had promised himself. Right now, whatever it took meant walking into the dark to find a professional executioner so Drew could get away.
The tactical logic made perfect sense, and he trusted his partner to shield the boy. He gave Prosky a sharp, resolute nod. "Okay, Stan."
Without another second of hesitation, the giant rookie turned and sprinted down the carpeted hallway. His boots thudded against the floor as he chased the assassin through the backstage doors.
Prosky stood alone in the quiet corridor.
As soon as Connor disappeared around the corner, Prosky stood up straight.
Danny would most likely finish the job for him. If the rookie somehow walked back out of those wings alive, Prosky would just put two in his chest and let Rossi’s crew clean up. Either way, the liability was contained.
Prosky reached beneath his jacket and pulled an unregistered drop gun from the small of his back, a sterile Glock with the serial numbers filed clean off and a suppressor already screwed tightly to the barrel.
He chambered a round with a dull, metallic clack. He turned and headed straight for the unmarked service door, ready to make good on his promise to take care of the barista.
Chapter 25: The Equalizer
Drew stumbled into the dimly lit service corridor, leaving behind the plush carpeting and gold-leaf of the Opera House. The floors were cold concrete, and the walls were lined with exposed pipes and velvet stanchions. There, the thundering music of the orchestra muffled to a low, vibrating hum.
He pressed his back flat against the concrete wall, his chest heaving, his right hand throbbing from where the brass knuckles had connected with Danny’s jaw.
Danny was insane. Not just intense, but insane.
Drew’s mind was spinning so fast he felt dizzy. He plunged his trembling left hand into his pocket and pulled out his phone, his thumb swiping to unlock the screen.
He had to call Connor. He had to hear his voice, to know the giant cop was actually still alive. And if Connor answered, Drew had to warn him that Danny was an armed psychopath.
"Put the phone away, kid."
Drew threw himself back against the wall and gasped, his head snapping up.
Stepping out from the shadows was Stan Prosky. In plain clothes, out of context, but instantly recognizable.
Relief washed over Drew in a sudden, crashing wave. "Stan? Oh my god, thank god. What are you doing here? We have to call Connor. Danny—he’s completely crazy, he's armed—"
"Gallagher’s fine," Prosky interrupted, his gravelly voice flat.
Drew froze.
Prosky raised his right hand. The elongated, suppressed barrel of the unmarked pistol was leveled directly at Drew’s chest.
"Stan?" Drew breathed, his voice cracking. "What are you doing?"
"Cleaning up a mess," Prosky grunted, taking a step forward. "Nothing personal. But Rossi pays me a lot of money to make sure his operations stay quiet."
Drew stared at the gun, the reality clicking into place. The police weren't here to save him. The police were here to bury him.
"You’re crazy. You’re all crazy," Drew whispered, his hand with the phone dropping to his side. "Connor... Where’s Connor?"
Prosky let out a tired sigh. "Gallagher’s a good kid. But he’s a boy scout. He couldn't leave well enough alone. Right now, he's chasing your boyfriend backstage." Prosky’s mocking tone was almost a laugh. "You really didn't know, did you? Your boy is Rossi's hitman. A professional killer."
Drew’s stomach twisted as the final puzzle pieces of Danny's life snapped into place.
"Danny'll put two in his chest, or I will," Prosky continued flatly, "and Rossi’s men will dump him in the Bay by midnight."
Drew’s mouth opened, the frantic instinct to scream for help rising in his throat. But Prosky’s finger tightened ever so slightly on the trigger. If Drew screamed, the dirty cop might shoot him right here in the stairwell. And if Drew died, there was no one left to warn Connor. He had to stay alive.
Drew clamped his mouth shut, swallowing the panic.
"He's your partner!" Drew choked out instead, his stomach twisting.
"He’s a liability," Prosky corrected coldly. He closed the distance between them, stepping within arm's reach. "And you're coming with me. Turn around and put the phone away. We're going back to the box now. Make this easy on yourself."
Prosky looked at him with plain contempt, seeing nothing but a helpless, soft barista in a borrowed suit. He reached out, grabbing Drew roughly by the shoulder to spin him around.
"Okay, okay."
Drew’s left hand slid the phone into his pocket. His fingers reached deeper until they tightened around the textured rubber grip. His thumb blindly found the safety switch.
Before Prosky could even register the movement, Drew’s hand pulled out and slammed the heavy, two-pronged device directly into the center of the cop's chest. The prongs bit through his thin civilian shirt to meet bare flesh, and Drew clamped down on the trigger.
The loud CRACKLE of high-voltage electricity shattered the quiet of the corridor.
Prosky’s eyes rolled back, his massive body seizing. His arms jerked inward, and the Glock slipped from his twitching fingers, clattering with an echo onto the concrete floor.
Prosky let out a strangled groan, but Drew kept the trigger pinned, his teeth gritted, burying the stun gun into Prosky’s chest until the cop’s weight collapsed, dragging them both down.
Drew finally released the trigger and pushed back up to stand, gasping for air.
Stan Prosky hit the concrete floor, the back of his head cracking sharply against the ground. His eyes were unfocused and his limbs twitching. The unmarked pistol lay inches from his spasming hand.
Without hesitating, Drew lashed out with his dress shoe, kicking the weapon. The heavy metal skittered loudly across the concrete, sliding safely out of Prosky's reach.
He stared down at the crumpled, heavy-set man wearing the official badge of the San Francisco Police Department.
"You really are all bastards," Drew spat between heaving breaths, his chest burning as he glared down at the dirty cop. "Especially you, you piece of shit."
The ringing in Drew’s ears faded as the wave of adrenaline abruptly crested and broke, leaving Drew stranded in the terrifying reality of what he had just done.
"Oh my god," Drew breathed, his hands flying up to cover his mouth. "I just tased a cop."
His confident theorizing completely evaporated, but the image of Connor walking into a slaughter snapped him out of it. Drew dropped to one knee.
"Come on," he hissed, his hands shaking as he fumbled at Prosky's leather belt, hoping for zip ties. "You've got to have something on here, you pig."
His fingers finally caught on a small handcuffs pouch. He unsnapped it and yanked out the restraints. Prosky let out another weak, breathy groan, his eyes tracking Drew.
Working frantically, Drew dragged Prosky's heavy right arm toward the wall. He ratcheted one of the metal cuffs around the dirty cop's wrist, and snapped the other end securely around an exposed industrial water pipe bolted to the concrete.
He stood up and looked at the fallen Glock, lying there on the cold floor.
"Fuck."
His trembling fingers wrapped around the grip. It was heavy and cold.
He shoved up from the floor, turned away from the unconscious cop, and sprinted back out into the halls of the Opera House. He had to find the giant before Danny did.
Chapter 26: The Final Curtain
The backstage of the War Memorial Opera House was a labyrinth of canvas backdrops, rigging lines, and shadows. Beyond the massive velvet curtains, the soaring chorus of Verdi’s Otello shook the floorboards.
Connor moved through the dark wings, his service weapon drawn, his breathing barely controlled. He had already discarded his jacket. His black dress shirt was wet in the pits and under his Kevlar, his undershirt clung to his spine. He tried to run the wall, pressing his back against a solid surface to cover his blind spot, but the wall gave way with a rustle. It was just a suspended canvas drop. The tactical rules meant nothing in this labyrinth.
He strained his ears for the wail of approaching sirens or the thud of SWAT boots hitting the floorboards.
The extraction plan had blown up the second Danny walked out of that box instead of Drew. Stan should have gotten to Drew and then called for emergency backup. They should be swarming the building right now.
But there was nothing.
No flashing blue lights. No crackle of police radios.
The most damning proof was the music itself.
The operatic score continued to boom, uninterrupted. If Stan had actually called Major Crimes for help, they would have brought the house lights up, stopped the orchestra, and evacuated the theater to lock down the active shooter. The fact that the performance was allowed to continue meant no one had called for the cavalry.
Whatever was going on with Stan, Connor was completely on his own.
His Kevlar vest felt impossibly heavy, making it hard to breathe, while the booming opera music filled his ears. He swept his weapon past a rack of Renaissance costumes, his mossy green eyes straining in the dim light.
"Danny!" Connor yelled, his voice swallowed by the orchestra pit. "It's over! The building is surrounded!"
It was a desperate, hollow bluff, but it was all he had. He just needed to draw the killer away from the corridors.
He spun toward a narrow corridor of scaffolding, blinking the stinging sweat from his eyelashes. Finding nothing, he blew out a heavy breath and lowered his arm, just slightly.
In that fractured second, a shadow detached itself from the rigging to Connor’s left.
Connor spun, bringing his weapon up, but Danny moved like lightning. His left hand struck Connor’s wrist with bone-jarring precision, sending the police-issue Glock clattering across the wooden floorboards.
Simultaneously, Danny drove his heel into the side of Connor’s knee.
"Aggh!" Connor let out a raw shout as the joint buckled. The massive cop crashed down hard, his vest hitting the wooden planks while his jaw cracked against the floorboards, jarring his skull.
Before he could even twist away to defend himself, Danny was behind him. A knee jammed into the center of Connor’s spine, and he felt the sudden, terrifying whisper of friction as the Kevlar cord slid around his throat.
Connor’s survival instinct was faster than his footwork. His hands flew up to his own neck as Danny pulled back, jamming the thick fingers of both hands between the high-tensile cord and his windpipe.
When the lethal torque came—the violent yank meant to collapse the arteries—the Kevlar cord cut into Connor's fingers, burning through the flesh as Danny applied the crushing pressure. Even with his fingers shielding his throat, the force of the cord drove Connor's own knuckles backward, crushing his trachea, while the sides of the loop clamped his carotid arteries shut.
Connor gasped, his mouth gaping open in a desperate, wet gurgle. His legs thrashed in a blind panic, his shoes clapping against the wooden floorboards as he frantically tried to find his footing, his blown-out knee dragging uselessly as he tried to buck the hitman off his back.
Warm blood seeped from his torn fingers, dripping down his neck. His face flushed a brilliant, burning red, rapidly darkening into a mottled, terrifying purple as the blood flow to his brain was cut off.
"You are a clumsy, stupid boy," Danny hissed through gritted teeth, his lips curling. The hitman’s voice was remarkably calm, save for his shallow breaths. In the distance, the operatic score boomed. "You wandered into a world you do not understand, and you put your hands on something that belongs to me."
Connor gritted his teeth, his forearms shaking as he tried to pry the cord away, but Danny had all the leverage. Connor’s vision began to swim with dark spots, his lungs burning like fire.
"I had planned to give this final gift to the two of us tonight," Danny murmured, bearing down harder on the cord as the orchestra climbed toward its crescendo. "A beautiful, perfect tragedy. But now I see that this piece of music was always meant for you."
Beneath the hitman's knee, Connor let out a weak, wet gurgle. His arms began to go limp, his bloodied fingers slipping a fraction of an inch against the tight cord.
"I will leave you to die in the dark, Officer," Danny whispered intimately into his ear. "And then I will take my boy away, and we will disappear."
"Danny, let him go!"
Drew’s shaky voice echoed through the scaffolding.
Danny froze. He didn’t release the cord completely, but the brutal tension eased just a fraction, enough for Connor to drag in a ragged, whistling breath.
Danny looked up.
Standing ten feet away was Drew. In his trembling hands, he was pointing Stan Prosky's Glock directly at Danny’s chest.
"Drew," Danny said softly, a dark warmth flooding his voice despite the weapon aimed at him. "Put that down. You don’t know how to use it."
"I took down a cop in the service corridor," Drew said, his teeth chattering, but his aim locked on Danny's heart. "I took the safety off. Let him go. Now."
Danny stared at the boy he loved. A soft, tragic smile touched the hitman's bruised lips.
"Glocks do not have manual safeties, amore," Danny murmured. A drop of sweat beaded and fell off his nose, landing on the dying cop at his feet.
Beneath Danny's knee, Connor let out a weak, agonizing wheeze. His bloodied fingers slipped another fraction of an inch as his eyes rolled back.
Drew’s breath hitched, his eyes darting from Connor to Danny. He gripped the heavy weapon tighter, his finger sliding over the trigger. "Danny, I’ll do it."
Danny almost laughed.
The orchestra hit the shattering peak of the crescendo, a massive wave of sound that vibrated through the wooden floorboards and rattled the canvas rigging.
As the music crested, Danny looked at Drew’s eyes, and his grip faltered.
It didn't matter that Drew was bluffing, or that he didn't know how to shoot. The simple fact that the soft-hearted, beautiful barista was standing there in the dark, willing to commit murder to protect Connor Gallagher... that told Danny everything.
It was a more tragically beautiful ending than the one he’d planned.
With a smooth, practiced motion, Danny loosened his grip. He unwound the cord from Connor's bleeding fingers and stepped back as the music broke, beginning its slow, mournful descent.
Connor collapsed forward, coughing horsely, dragging lungfuls of air into his chest as he rolled onto his side. His bruised face slowly began losing its terrifying purple hue.
Drew lowered the gun, just slightly.
Danny let the bloodied cord dangle loosely from his right hand, as he pushed his dark hair back off his forehead with his left. He looked at Drew for a long, agonizing moment. The bloody bruise on his jaw from the brass knuckles throbbed.
"You deserve to laugh, amore," Danny whispered softly.
He turned his icy blue eyes down to the cop coughing on the floorboards, waiting until he could catch Connor's glazed, watering eyes.
"Take care of him," Danny ordered, his baritone uncompromising. "If you fail to protect him... there is nowhere on this earth I will not find you."
Connor, still gasping for breath, looked up as Danny turned back to Drew one last time.
"Addio."
As the final, heavy timpani rolled in the orchestra pit, signaling the end of the performance, Danny took a step backward into the deep shadows of the rigging.
Drew blinked, his hands still gripping the pistol, but the space where the hitman had just been standing was completely empty.
Danny was gone.
Connor dragged himself up on his arms, wincing in pain.
Drew finally lowered the weapon. He stumbled forward and fell to his knees beside Connor, throwing his arms around his sides to help him balance.
For a long, silent moment, there was nothing but the sound of their breathing in the dark. Then, Drew let out a weak, breathless sound of sheer disbelief. A shaky laugh.
Connor let out a wheeze of his own, dropping his heavy head against Drew's shoulder as the final, dying chords of the opera washed over them.
Chapter 27: Banana Bread
Two months later…
The little brass bell above the cafe door gave one final jingle with the last customer of the day, shutting out the cool San Francisco air.
Carmen flipped the sign to Closed and threw the deadbolt. "Thank god," she sighed, leaning her back against the glass. "I thought that line was going to be the end of me."
Drew reached over and cranked up the volume on New Order's Bizarre Love Triangle on the iPod playlist that had been fueling his afternoon.
He grabbed a damp rag, pausing for just a second to glance up at the exposed brick. The wall that had been bare months ago now held three of his own oil canvases, with small handwritten price tags tucked neatly into the bottom corners.
"Quitting time!" he called out to the back room, wiping down the bartop while Carmen stepped behind the counter to flush the La Marzocco's group heads.
From the kitchen, a massive figure ducked under the doorframe. The gold hair on the new baker’s forearms was dusted white with flour, and a smudge of cocoa powder streaked his cheek. He wore a snug t-shirt that read PROTECT THE DOLLS.
He wiped his hands on his canvas apron, looking immensely proud of the empty glass display case out front.
"Last slice of the buckwheat banana bread went at two-thirty," Carmen announced over the hiss of the espresso machine.
Connor’s blond eyebrows shot up. "Really? I'll make more tomorrow," he said. His voice carried a new gravelly rasp, a lingering souvenir from the crushed cartilage in his throat. "I was thinking about trying mini-loaves. And oatmeal blueberry lemon ones. We can wrap them in parchment and..."
Drew stood quietly at the bar, watching him as the words drifted into the background.
It was hard not to remember how Connor had limped out of the opera house when the police finally arrived. Or the grueling police statements that lasted until dawn. Or the bandaged fingers—two on one hand, three on the others—or the mottled purple bruises of burst capillaries that had masked Connor's face for weeks.
And yet, there he was. Whole and healthy, leaning relaxed against the counter with just a few faded, pale pink scars on his fingers and throat to show for it.
Drew picked up a stray newspaper from the counter to recycle. His eyes caught the bold headline above the fold. It was another update on the grand jury investigation into Rossi's syndicate.
"Looks like Prosky is officially singing," Connor noted, glancing over.
Drew slid the paper across the bar.
"He'll save his own skin," Connor added, shifting his weight off his braced knee. "But dismantling Rossi's empire... that's going to take years."
"Sorry to miss it?" Drew murmured.
Connor paused, rubbing flour between his thumb and forefinger. "Maybe a little," he admitted, a wistful edge softening his voice. "But my department shrink told me I need to focus on the things I can actually control. And right now, I'm exactly where I want to be."
Drew nodded, dropping the paper into the recycling bin beneath the counter.
They were safe. Prosky was pleading, Rossi was under siege. And Danny had simply vanished into the shadows of the rigging, keeping his final unspoken promise to disappear and let them live.
"Drew. Earth to Drew!" Carmen bumped her hip against his as she slid a stack of receipts into the till, pulling him out of the memory.
Drew blinked, shaking off the ghost of the opera house, and stepped back to let her pass.
"You know," Drew teased, leaning against the counter. "I really never pictured myself dating a guy who used to carry a badge. It goes against my entire aesthetic."
"Well," Connor shrugged, a slow grin spreading across his face. "I figured baking was a much better career path."
Drew laughed. "It suits you. Plus, you look a lot hotter in an apron than Kevlar."
"Alright, that's enough. Wrap it up, you two. Get out," Carmen interrupted, waving a hand at them from the register.
Drew looked over his shoulder. "I still have to sweep the front and take out the compost—"
"I'll do it," Carmen insisted, shooing them toward the door. "I have a date at six with the girl from the bookstore. I need you both out of my hair so I can clean up in peace so I can center myself."
Drew's face lit up. "Wait, the girl with the cool glasses? You finally asked her out?"
"Yes. It may have escaped you, but I’m not just here to be your sassy supporting character. I have my own story and my own music to blast. And if you ruin this, so help me I’ll give you every worst shift for the next six months," Carmen threatened, fighting a giddy smile. "Now go!"
"Kitchen is scrubbed and put to bed," Connor offered, untying his apron. "Come on, barista. Let the boss work."
Drew untied his own apron, tossing it onto the counter. He grabbed his denim jacket from the coat rack, while Connor pulled a heavy zip-up hoodie with a faded Bronski Beat logo over his broad shoulders. Drew walked around the counter and met Connor at the door.
"Have fun on your date!" Drew called out as Connor unlocked the deadbolt.
"Get out!" Carmen yelled happily, already plugging her own phone into the sound system. The 80’s synth-pop was instantly cut off, replaced by the joyful beat and horns of Selena's Bidi Bidi Bom Bom.
Connor swung the glass door open. Drew smiled, grabbing Connor's large, scarred hand, and together they stepped out of the quiet cafe and into the cool San Francisco afternoon.
Chapter 28: The Clumsy Axis
The moment the deadbolt clicked shut on Drew’s Mission District studio, the playful energy of the afternoon boiled over.
Drew hit the power switch on the Macintosh amplifier, dropping the turntable needle onto a twenty-minute white-label edit of The Cure's Just Like Heaven.
Connor’s hands were immediately on Drew’s waist, nuzzling into his neck.
"I still can't believe you let Carmen talk to you like that," Drew teased, as Connor’s hands slid under the hem of his vintage t-shirt. "You used to stare down armed suspects for a living."
"Carmen is way scarier," Connor muttered against his skin. "And she signs my paychecks."
Connor spun him around to kiss him, and Drew's hands grabbed the collar of the hoodie, pulling the heavy fabric over the giant's head. It caught on his nose twice before it finally came off, freeing Drew’s fingers to tangle in the soft, red-gold hair at the nape of his neck, his thumbs gently tracing the pink marks at the sides of Connor's throat.
Drew blindly tossed the hoodie over his shoulder. It sailed past a tall wooden easel set up in the corner, miraculously missing his freshly started oil canvas and a messy tray of paints.
Connor backed him up against the wall, his mouth capturing Drew’s in a hot, breathless kiss. The physical weight of the former cop was entirely thrilling. Connor’s hands slid down Drew's sides, shoving down his jeans. Drew returned the favor, pulling Connor's down to his calves.
Connor tried to take a confident step toward the mattress. The denim immediately pulled taut against his shins, resulting in an ungraceful, shuffling lurch that nearly sent them both toppling to the floor.
"Shoes. Shoes," Connor muttered.
They bent to untie and kicked them off in a series of thuds. Seeing Drew bent over in just his briefs, Connor hoisted him up by his hips, huffing as he carried him to the bed like a giggling wheelbarrow.
"Put me down, you giant idiot!" Drew laughed.
"Gladly," Connor answered as he dropped Drew onto the mattress, clambering onto him.
They hit the sheets in a tangle of limbs. Connor was a furnace of heat, kissing his way down Drew’s body with deliberate thoroughness—throat, chest, the line of his stomach—until he could take him into his mouth.
He was incredibly good at this: steady suction, the exact right pressure of his tongue, one hand wrapped firmly around the base while the other held Drew’s hip securely in place. Drew’s fingers slid into the short red-gold hair and stayed there, his hips lifting in small, helpless movements. Connor hummed around him and took him deeper, patient and focused, until Drew was breathing hard and tugging him back up.
"Inside," Drew gasped. "I want you inside."
Connor reached for the lube, his knuckles clipping the bedside lamp and knocking it onto its side with a sharp clatter. Connor winced, but Drew just laughed breathlessly, pulling him back down. He worked Drew open carefully, the thick scarred fingers curling inside him, stretching him until Drew was restless and pushing back onto his hand with soft, frustrated sounds.
"That’s it," Connor murmured. "Open up for me. Just like that."
Only then did he slick himself. Instead of settling entirely between Drew's thighs, Connor gently pulled him onto his side. He lifted Drew's top leg, hooking it securely over his own thigh, and pressed in from behind.
The stretch was thick and perfect. The blunt head of him pushed past the tight ring of muscle. The dense weight of his cock filled Drew in one slide. Drew’s breath caught and he drew in a fistful of bed sheets as Connor filled him, hips flush, the soft curve of his stomach pressed against Drew’s lower back.
Drew was already seeing stars, a broken little sound punched out of him as they both breathed the same air. Connor stayed there a moment, his forehead pressed against Drew’s head, letting him feel every inch.
"Okay?" he asked, voice rough.
"Yeah," Drew managed. "Move. Please."
Connor began to move, throwing his weight so every inward thrust dragged over the exact place that made Drew’s breath catch and his toes curl. One hand held Drew’s hip open and steady, his other arm wrapped under Drew’s side, rough fingers kneading his pec and thumbing his nipple in time with the rhythm. Even from behind he stayed intimately close, Drew tilting his head back into the pillows to catch Connor’s hot, wet kisses, then dropping to rest while he groaned.
"Feel so good," Connor murmured against the side of his neck, his raspy voice strained as his hips worked. The sweat began to bead on his brow. "Every time."
When Drew reached down to stroke himself, Connor matched the pace exactly, thrusting deeper, the wet sound of skin striking skin filling the small apartment. His lips tightened, teeth bared with focus. There was absolutely nothing clumsy about this one thing, just the steady, highly capable way he fucked, adjusting the angle the second something pulled a softer, higher sound out of Drew.
"Right there—don’t stop—" Drew gasped.
"I’ve got you." Connor’s arm tightened around his chest. He fucked faster and harder, the bed frame rattling. "Come on. Let me feel it."
Drew came first with a broken, open moan, spilling over his own fist while his body clenched tight and rhythmic around Connor’s hard cock. He whimpered as the climax rolled through him, Connor’s mouth hot and wet against his neck, still fucking him through every pulse.
"Fuck me," Drew begged, voice wrecked. "Don’t stop—fill me up—"
Connor let go of the last of his control. He fucked him harder, using the full strength of his hips, the thick length of him driving deep and relentless until he buried himself fully with a low groan and held there, pulsing hard as he flooded Drew inside.
They stayed joined afterward, trading slower, lazier kisses while the aftershocks faded. Connor’s hand stroked absently over Drew’s stomach, smearing the mess without care.
When he eventually eased out, the thick slide of it made Drew shiver.
Connor rolled onto his back to grab a discarded t-shirt, but accidentally rolled off the bed with a loud, heavy thud, his knee brace clacking against the hardwood.
“I’m okay!”
He quickly jumped back in, making the old mattress exhale like it had been punched. He wiped them both off with care and settled his weight half on Drew, chest to chest.
Drew tipped his face up and kissed the corner of Connor’s mouth, smiling warmly.
"Why are you such a disaster?" he asked, barely suppressing a laugh.
"Because I love you," Connor answered, plain and simple, his pale blond eyebrows coming down over his green eyes. "Isn’t that obvious?"
Drew sighed happily. It was incredibly nice to hear again. "I guess loving you makes me a little blind."
They kissed again, Connor's cock already surging thick and warm against Drew’s hip.
"Except that," Drew gasped against his lips, feeling the semi press against him. "You’re very good at that."
Connor’s answering grin was soft and a little proud. "I’ve got motivation."
Drew lay tangled in the messy sheets, his skin flushed and his head resting safely against Connor's chest, listening to the steady, reassuring thud of his heartbeat.
And then, the red-headed localized disaster area resumed his work.
In the bathroom, a lightbulb popped and shorted out with a sharp zap. Out in the kitchenette, a plate Connor had precariously left balanced on the edge of the counter spontaneously gave into gravity, shattering against the floorboards. Outside the window, the sudden screech of tires announced a minor fender bender, followed by two drivers screaming at each other in the street.
The remix had played out long ago. The turntable needle had hit the run-out groove of the EP, trapped in an endless pop-hiss, pop-hiss loop.
Drew just laughed, entirely untroubled, and tucked his head happily under Connor’s chin, as the world spun on its clumsy, imperfect axis.
Epilogue: The Gift
A freezing, coastal rain lashed against the floor-to-ceiling windows of a luxury penthouse overlooking the dark, glittering sweep of Dublin Bay.
Inside, the room was immaculate and dead silent.
Danny stood in front of a gilded mirror, adjusting the cuffs of a crisp dress shirt beneath his tailored suit. With his dark five o'clock shadow and pomaded hair, he looked every inch the wealthy European businessman, though passing tourists instinctively stepped out of his way without knowing why.
He moved with that same liquid grace, every motion perfectly calculated. He smoothed the lapels, ensuring the dark fabric fell flawlessly over the suppressed weapon resting in his shoulder holster, the cool silver of his Madonna medal resting flush against his chest.
Before stepping away from the glass, he reached for a sleek, encrypted phone resting on the marble vanity. The screen illuminated, displaying a high-resolution, long-lens photograph transmitted from a discreet contact in San Francisco just hours ago.
In the image, Drew was standing on the sidewalk outside the cafe in his faded canvas apron. He was throwing his head back in a bright, genuine laugh while the red-haired giant beside him looked down at him with oafish adoration. Just behind them, Carmen leaned against the doorjamb. A second woman with thick-rimmed glasses joined her, their shoulders touching.
Danny’s eyes softened. The dark possession that used to burn in his chest had settled into a quiet contentment.
He had brought Drew to the opera intending to give him a final gift: the tragic, bloody final chord of Otello. Instead, he had gifted him something much rarer: Puccini’s Turandot. A masterpiece left unfinished, the last act untouched. By walking away, Danny had left the boy's ending wide open, the rest of his story beautifully unwritten.
Still, it was good to check from time to time, to be sure.
He reached up, his thumb gently tracing the very faint, white scar along the sharp line of his jaw, the only remaining evidence of a heavy brass knuckle. A fond, warm smile touched his lips.
Drew was safe. He was happy. And as long as the giant treated him perfectly, Danny would remain in the shadows, ensuring nothing ever threatened that beautiful life.
Danny locked the phone, slipping it into his breast pocket, and reached up to double-tap the white bud in his right ear.
Today did not call for a tragedy. Instead, he had selected the overture to Rossini’s The Barber of Seville—something bright, sharp, and undeniably alive.
As the brilliant, rapid sweep of the violins began to swell in his ear, Danny dropped his hand. He turned away from the mirror, stepping out of the light and disappearing into the shadows to go to work.
Author’s note: This is a story idea I’ve held onto for almost a decade. While the SFPD police procedures require a huge suspension of disbelief, I hope the spirit of the genre carries you through. A huge thank you to my friend Hayden for his invaluable help along the way.
This story was shaped by a mix of inspirations: model David White’s vintage GQ cover sparked Danny’s look, the rom-coms of Drew Barrymore provided Drew’s chaotic energy and name, and Connor Maguire remains a tireless muse. I owe a debt to a messy movie trio: the very old and not very good Foul Play, the much better Married to the Mob, and the excellent Manhattan Murder Mystery.
Thank you so much for reading. You might enjoy the official soundtrack, below.
Love, Death and Lattes – Soundtrack on Spotify
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Puccini – E lucevan le stelle (Tosca)
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The Psychedelic Furs – Pretty in Pink
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Bronski Beat – Smalltown Boy
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Erasure – A Little Respect
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Malcolm McLaren – L'oiseau Rebelle (Carmen)
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The Jam – Town Called Malice
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Squeeze – Tempted
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Tears for Fears – Head Over Heels
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Katrina and the Waves – Walking on Sunshine
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Verdi – La donna è mobile (Rigoletto)
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ABC – The Look of Love
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Verdi – Niun mi tema (Otello, Act IV)
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New Order – Bizarre Love Triangle
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The Cure – Just Like Heaven
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Rossini – Overture to The Barber of Seville
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Selena – Bidi Bidi Bom Bom
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