Just what I needed

So I had agreed to meet this guy on grindr. He picked me up and we went straight to his house. I was extremely nervous, I had only done this twice. I'd told him what I was into so I did have high hopes, but at the same time I was having second thoughts. 

I told him I don't want to get straight to it and would like a drink first. We went into his house and he poured me a whiskey and coke, and himself a glass of wine. We sat on his couch and chatted about general stuff, eventually coming to the subject of serial encounters. 

I'd told him about how the last guy I met was a crappy experience and he told me a few stories of his. After finishing my drink he asked if I'd like another so I obliged. We talked a little more and I was obviously stalling due to nerves. I could tell by the way he was looking at me that he just wanted me, but he could also see how nervous I was. 

I told him before meeting that I'd be extremely nervous but that once we started I'd be fine. While I was talking he stayed at me and listened, but he put his hand on my thigh, obviously trying to make the first subtle move. Eventually I started to feel his hand gripping my thigh, and massaging it slightly.

 This was starting to get me in the mood so I put my hand on his thigh. After a minute or two of us just talking shit and massaging each other's thighs, I leaned over and put my head in his shoulder. I was still nervous so felt a little better not looking at him directly as we started. 

At this point we're sat right next to each other, my head on his shoulder/chest, massaging each others thighs and saying nothing. The only sounds being made were slight breathing from both of us, the sound of us both getting turned on.