It's Complicated

It's Complicated

After 5 years together, we decided to explore our sexual options together as a couple, threesomes, couples, single guys any combination but together. We were committed, in love but still loved dicks and the cum of random guys. We often verbally fantisized about past lovers or last weekends activities but Josh, my current man was particularly interested in hearing about my last lover, Steven. Steve had a perfect cock. It was long fat and hung heavily forward on a slight curve. It was smooth, light, cut but just barely with lots of skin, veins and meat to play with. Steve always said he was 9 inches. I never measured but it was at least that big. It looked beautiful on a 6”3’ blond, fair skinned State Trooper. I often greeted him on my knees, an absolute if he came home in uniform. I sucked his perfectly angled cock as he laid back on a chair or bed watching me deep throat him until he unloaded in my gut. He would whimper and wisper compliments on my technique, that turned me on. Josh, a size guy, a cocksucking top that loved to fuck, got off on hearing me tell him about Steve's cock during sex. Josh and I were just a better match in or out of bed. Besides being sexy, blonde, tall and hung, he was smart and shared my core values. 

Steve’s cock was the best thing about him and the reason why it took a long time to get over him. We just didn't have anything in common but lust for each other, we were young and that was enough.

One night as Josh played on the computer, he encountered Steve. Steve was a dick but he loved me. Josh talked to him for a while and asked if id like to suck Steves cock one more time. He was all in and told me he wanted to eat his load. I was torn. 

I wanted to but didn't know how I'd feel letting Steve back into my life. Josh kind of pushed it and I loved Steves cock so I agreed. 

Within the hour, Steve was at the door. We let him in and Josh immediately demanded I suck Steve’s cock. I got on my knees and did as I was told. It was hot familiar and weird. I pulled Josh down and told him to suck. Josh was an animal. He sucked Steve like I'd never seen him suck dick before. I sat back and watched these two men I loved go at it. I got verbal and teased both. “You like fucking my boyfriends face”, “taste his big load Steve, I told you his cock was beautiful. Tell him you want his load”... Steves's eyes were on me the entire time. I could feel his desire for me as he fucked Joshes face. He looked at me when he came down Steves throat as Steve swallowed every bit. When he was done we all talked a bit, Steve and I more than Josh. Josh was done and ready for another guy. The night was young. So Josh slipped away downstairs to his computer and said goodbye.

With no time to lose, Steve jumped on top of me and passionately kissed me. He was hard as a rock again. He looked into my eyes and said “one more time” as he threw my legs up and entered my hole. It was so hot and familiar, my juices flowed and we fucked slow and passionately at first, then hard and desperately but as quietly as possible for about 5 minutes. Never breaking eye contact the entire time. We were connected in raw lust and passion. As he came deep inside me he said “I love you and I always will”. I wiggled and squeezed every drop out of his big cock. I remember tightening so much as he tried to withdraw. It was almost desperate but mutual.

Steve quickly rose and listened to be sure we weren't caught. He dressed quickly and yelled down the stairs at Josh. “I'm leaving, good night”. Josh returned the goodbye from our den and Steve kissed me goodbye. He said he couldn't do this again because it hurt. I already knew I couldn't ever see him again if I wanted things to work with Josh, and I did. So we kissed that last time and he left.  I never told Josh what happened.

About a week later, Josh threw in a porno to watch as we got motivated to have sex. In turn, I found out Josh taped Steve fucking me that night. I was horrified and delighted. He said he jerked off to it 10 times already. It's so hot, the way you looked at him, watching you get pounded. We watched as Steve placed me on the bed on all fours so I could get the best view when he pounded my ass. I couldn't tell if he was brutally fucking me out of anger of desire but I didn't care. I loved it and loved seeing Steve look at me when he fucked me. Josh talked and called me a whore and a pig. He said “ look, look, you're squeezing your ass so right, he can't get out” as I came so hard over and over. Truth being, I love getting used and Josh knows it. I squeezed his cock just as tightly that night and he got hard again and fucked me over and over. I took every sloppy load I was given.

Josh wasn't jealous at all. We never talked about it but he did admit Steve had a huge cock but his jizz was bitter, not sweet like his. That was true but my ass can't taste bitter, so it worked just fine for me.