I had the strangest, most vivid dream last night that involved a cousin and my own brother. The dream occurs about twenty years in the past when we were all much younger than today, so that would place me in the mid-twenties, and them, closer to thirty.
I always thought my cousin Lloyd was very good looking. He was tall, had a very thick head of dark curly hair, dark brown eyes, and he was very fit. Lloyd also started shaving at a very early age, and had one of those faces that two hours after a close shave, it would need another one. Lloyd’s body was covered in dark, dense hair, and he had no problem showing off his chest given any opportunity, when we played sports, he was going shirtless at some point. Lloyd married at a relatively young age, and had two kids before his twenty seventh birthday.
My brother is four years older than me. Back then he was a big sports jock. Six two, blonde, blue eyed, strong, naturally smart, charming. He was not smooth, but nowhere near as hairy as Lloyd, and always wore a mustache. He was all the things I wasn’t, and he was a smug son of a bitch about it, too. Needless to say, we did not get along at all.
As for me, I was not as tall as my brother or my cousin. I was thin, unruly chestnut brown hair, dorky kind of kid, and somewhat athletic, but not a natural jock like either of them. They would go on about all the girls they would bed and I had nothing to contribute because I was never interested in girls, but I never told anyone about my deepest secret.
So back to the dream, for whatever reason I was visiting my cousin Lloyd. We were playing ping pong in his garage and of course, he was shirtless. His wife and kids were away visiting family. We were always competitive in a tennis court, and the same was true with table tennis. In the dream, we were both a bit sweaty and my cousin kept looking at me funny because I kept staring at his buff body, like I wanted to molest it.
“So, are you seeing anyone?”, he asked between games. We were drinking bottles of iced-tea standing fairly close.
“No, no, I’m not.”
I hated this question. At that age, I was definitely a slut as there wasn’t a washroom, park, adult bookstore or any cruising space I didn’t know well.
“Why not? If I were your age and single, I’d have a different girl every night.”
“I don’t know.”, I said, sheepishly, growing more uncomfortable.
“Richie, it’s ok. I think I know why you’re not seeing anyone. I see the way you’re looking at me. You’re gay. We all know it.”
There it was out in the open.
“What?”, I said. “Ummm, no.”
“Come on Richie, I know you all your life. Your brother and I, well, even my parents and your parents have always known since you were a young kid. You’re not like me or your brother, and you never will be like me or your brother. You’re gay, it’s ok, just own it.”
I didn’t say yes or no, or anything else.
“You know, Richie, I’ve heard that gay men give the best blowjobs. Is that true? Do you let guys suck you off? Rebecca won’t even put my dick anywhere near her mouth. Pussy only. Boy do I miss the feeling of warm lips wrapped around my cock. In a way, you’re a lucky guy, Richie.”
Lloyd was rubbing his crotch with his hand over his loose fitting shorts, the light shiny in the beads of sweat embedded in his chest hair.
The truth was, even back then, I never let anyone suck my dick. I was the dick sucker, and I was really good at it, too. I’d sucked hundreds of random cocks by that point, fine-tuning my oral skills.
“Lloyd, what’s happening here? You’re married. Maybe I should go?”
“No, don’t go. Let’s be honest, Richie. I think you’ve been waiting for this moment all your life. I think as soon as you were old enough to jerk off, you always wondered what it would be like to suck me off. I know I’m not wrong. You’ve looked at me like the way you looking at me know since we were in our teens. So let’s stop playing games. You’re a cocksucker and I need you to suck mine right now. Live out your fantasy, Richie. It’s time to make it real.”
The way Lloyd said it was so direct and demeaning, and all one hundred percent true. I dropped to my knees and Lloyd pulled his shorts down to his ankles. In front of me was a cut thick seven inch raging boner buried in a thicket of dark, dense hair, and balls fully covered in fuzz, too. Straight guys never manscaped back then.
I stared at it, studied it, and knew what I was about to do was so taboo, but I couldn’t resist. I opened my mouth and put his dick inside it, sealing my lips around it.
“Ohhhh fuck, Richie. I’m gonna tell you something that’s gonna blow you away”, he said while pressing my head down with both hands. “I always wondered what it would feel like to fuck your face, and now I’m gonna find out. You’re not the only one who has ever thought about this.”
“No fucking way!”, I said to myself with a mouth full of his dick.
I placed my hands on Lloyd’s thick thighs and held on while he started to pump my mouth full of dick.
“Oh man, fuck. This is fucking incredible, Richie. Your mouth feels so good on my cock.”
I was breathing through my nose, taking in his scent, trying to etch every second to my memory.
Lloyd was so lost pumping his cock into my face that neither of us heard my brother enter the garage.
“What the fuck is going on here?”
“Oh shit!”, Lloyd pulled his dick out and hiked up his shorts. I just looked up and saw my brothers sickened face.
“I always knew my brother was a faggot, but Lloyd, what the fuck! Where is your wife?”
“She’s away. Come on man, don’t be mad. Your brother was just doing me a favor. You think Rebecca ever sucks my cock?”
“A favor? Is this the first favor he’s ever done for you? God dammit, Lloyd. I came over here to see if you wanted to go to the game with me tonight and now I catch you with your dick in my little brother’s mouth?”
“I know, I know. Please don’t say anything to Rebecca. Yes, this is the first time, and for the record, I can confirm your brother is definitely gay. There’s no doubt about it anymore. He knows how to suck dick. He didn’t even gag once.”
I was still on my knees for some reason, maybe shocked that we’d been caught. I didn’t say anything. Those two were more like brothers and I was always the outcast.
My brother took at step closer to me and barked, “I always told dad you were a faggot, and I was right.”
“Scotty, sometimes you can be such a dick. Can I at least let your brother finish the job before we go to the game? I’m gonna have blue balls if I don’t get off.”
“Do wherever the fuck you want, just leave me out if it.”
Lloyd moved back to where he was standing before and pulled his shorts down his thighs. His cock had deflated a bit since I had it last. I turned and saw my brother watching me with such disgust in his eyes.
Lloyd pulled my head forward and resumed pumping my face full of dick, not caring that we were being watched. It took me a minute or two to not feel ashamed that I was sucking our cousin’s dick right in front of him.
Lloyd didn’t rush, drool was pouring out of my mouth, hairs were getting caught in my teeth. Lloyd was milking this rare opportunity to receive oral pleasure since it had so long since he’d had it.
“When’s the last time Franny went down on you, bro?”, he asked.
“Fuck you, I’m not telling you that man. None of your business.”
“That’s because she doesn’t suck you, does she?”
“What? Lloyd, stop it. Just shoot your nut so we can get out of here. We’re going to be late for the game.”
“Trust me bro, your brother’s mouth is worth it. You should try it for yourself.”
My eyes bulged wide. There was no way I wanted anything to do with sucking my brother’s dick, but Lloyd was holding my head down with so much force that I couldn’t protest.
“You’re crazy man. There’s no way I’m putting my dick in that faggot’s mouth. He’s my fucking brother.”
“It’s so fucking good man. I don’t wanna cum yet, it feels too damn good. You don’t know what you’re missing.”
Lloyd put in a little show for my brother, pulling his dick all the way out and shoving it back down all the way in.
“You see, no gag reflex, no teeth, the perfect mouth.”
“Fuck, fuck, fuck! This is sick, but ok, fine. Move so I can get a turn.”
When Lloyd finally let go of my head, I looked up at my brother’s face and said, “no, there’s no way I’m doing this!”
“Lloyd, hold him down for me. Listen up faggot! You better not bite my dick off or I’ll fuckin’ kill you! You’re gonna take my dick whether you like it or not!”
He was always an intimidating bully in real life, so why not in my dream, too?
I tried to get away, but Lloyd was too strong. He held me down and pinched my nose to open my mouth and my brother pulled down his shorts and shoved his big dick inside my throat.
I had no idea my brother was so hung. No wonder why he always walked around with such swagger, big dick energy is a real thing.
My brother’s hands rested on top of Lloyd’s and he thrusted his monster dick down my hatch over and over again.
“Damn bro, Franny is a lucky girl. You’ve got a huge dick.”, Lloyd said.
“You’re starting to sound like a fucking fruit, stop looking at my dick and keep my brother’s mouth open because I’m gonna fill it in a minute.”
My brother’s muscled body tensed as he drove his cock deeper into my skull. I was pounding on his thighs trying to get him to slow down to no avail. My brother grunted and a flood of cum gushed into my mouth, giving me one of the largest loads I’d ever swallowed.
When he finished, he pulled out and pulled his shorts up.
“I cannot believe I just did that. Hurry the fuck up Lloyd, I’m gonna go take a piss.”
Lloyd let go of my head momentarily just long enough to get back into position and put his dick back in my mouth.
“Damn, Richie, watching you take your brother’s big dick like that really got me hard. I’m going cum for ya, too.”
Lloyd was more animated about it than my brother.
“Take my fucking dick man. Feels so fucking good. Yeah, I knew you’d be a great cocksucker!”
Lloyd was prepping for a huge climax.
I grabbed his ass cheeks in my hand and feet those fuzzy glutes flexing as the worked to pump his cock into my now willing throat.
“I’m gonna cum now, Richie. Ohhhh fuuucckk. Ohhhh yeah!! Gonna fucking cum right into your mouth, Richie. Don’t move, just let me cum, just like this man. Ohhhh yeah. Get ready man. Here it fuckin’ comes. Ohhhhhh fuuucccckkkk! Ohhhhhh yeeessss!! Ohhhhhhh fuuuuucck!”
My brother’s was more like a cum gusher, this was a dick firing off ropes of cum, spraying into my mouth. I never dislodged, savoring every bit I was getting.
Just as he was coming down from the high, my brother reappeared.
“Oh good you’re done. Come on, get your shit together so we can go.”
“Yeah ok. Richie you can hang out here if you want.”
“Nah, I’m gonna go.”
I didn’t say good bye, I hightailed it to my car.
….and that’s where the dream ended. My cock was aching when I opened my eyes. That damn Cobra cage was blocking my dick from growth yet again. Even after wearing it almost an entire year, on the rare occasions my dick remembers it’s attached to a man, it is completely useless.
I don’t know what made me dream this, but I do know that I’d never once thought of my brother in any sexual way, I cannot say the same about my cousin Lloyd.
Unfortunately, as time has passed, I haven’t seen my cousin in almost fifteen years. I have not been in touch with my brother for nearly as long. Both shunned me when I came out, which is why this dream is so weird and unexpected
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