In the Shadows

I had been laying in bed for about thirty minutes now unable to go back to sleep so I decided to get up and try getting things ready for the trip since it was my 21st birthday and the first one since my boyfriend of 4 years had broken up plus I had procrastinated all week and promised the girls I would be ready to go by the time they got off work. I fixed myself a cup of coffee and walked to my closet trying to decide what I wanted to wear I mean after all this was going to be my first birthday since my ex-boyfriend of 4 years broke up and I wanted to make it a night to remember. I sifted through the abundance of shirts I owned and nothing was giving me that beach vibe mixed with a white girl wasted type of fun until I found my lime green mesh top that I had gotten as a gag gift from a friend who told me that I needed to start wearing that so girls would know I was gay and I'd stop stealing the attention from him when it came to us going out to find him a girl to date. I was getting frustrated cause I couldn't find anything else that I wanted to wear for this trip so I decided to call it a loss and plopped down on the bed opened Grindr and started swiping through the countless blank profiles before coming across a guy that would make a straight man double-take, while I may not be the hottest guy out there I would say I am a solid 8/10 so I took my shot and sent him a message.

After not getting a response I closed the app and decided to start getting ready for work, I promised my boss that I would go in for a few hours before leaving town to help do inventory and move around some displays in the store. I got out of the shower and gave myself a once over admiring the progress I made in the gym the last few months, I grabbed a pair of red skinny jeans, a black and white shirt, and a black pair of calf-height boots with a 4-inch heel. I made my way out the door walking to the elevator I felt a feeling like someone was watching me, as the elevator dinged I stepped in making my floor selection I took a quick look around. I still couldn't shake the feeling as I walked to my car, I quickly threw my bag in the passenger seat and locked the doors before starting it.  I pulled out of the garage and made my way to work getting on the highway I turned the radio up trying to get back into the good mood I was in this morning, I pulled into my usual parking space when I saw my two best friends waiting for me at work.

Getting out of the car I smiled at them and started walking towards them. "Aren't y'all supposed to be working?"

Taylor just got this mischievous grin on her face. "Well that depends, did you pack like you were supposed to?"

Looking everywhere but at them. "Nooo I couldn't decide on what I wanted to wear this weekend other than that mesh top I got as a gag gift a while back."

"That's what I thought give me the keys to your apartment and we are going to pack for you so we can leave at a decent hour. Also, your boss is aware that you are to leave work no later than noon today." Taylor said holding her hand out to me.

I handed her my apartment key and made my way inside, I greeted everyone as I walked to the backroom. I set my bag down, loaded my cart, and made my way to the front to start my favorite thing and that was moving products around. I was knelt working on a lower shelf when I felt a tap on my shoulder when I turned my head to see who it was I was caught off guard by a pair of well-toned legs in short shorts that left nothing to the imagination right at eye level. I know I was as red as a lobster when I looked up to meet the eyes of this gorgeous guy, I took my headphones out and stood up to greet him and that's when I realized it was the guy from Grindr this morning. 

I just stood there in awe I couldn't even say anything for what seemed like forever before I snapped out of it. "Good morning, what can I help you with?"

He smiled. "I was wondering if you could tell me where the quick blue bleach was, I forgot to order it earlier this week."

"It's right behind you, here let me grab it for you," I said as I reached past him trying to get a feel of his body.

"If you want a feel that bad you could have just asked, you don't need to be coy about it." He whispered in my ear.

Chills shot across my body, my mind couldn't believe what he just said to me and so close to me. I composed myself handing him 2 packets of the bleach he asked for. "Who said I was trying to feel your body?"

"Don't play games, you messaged me on Grindr this morning and I want to see what you're working with." He said with a sense of control.

I just stared at him, unable to think of a smartass remark, he whispered in my ear again. "My apartment is down the road I will be there in about 20 minutes, I expect you to be there in 30 minutes ready to get your birthday present."

He walked away without saying anything else and I just stood there watching him walk away, his jeans looked like they were struggling to hold his ass in there. I looked at my phone and saw it was 12 o'clock which was the time I was supposed to get off work and head to meet the girls, I put everything up and walked out to the car sitting there for a good 10 minutes deciding what I wanted to do. I called Sheyanne and told her that I was going to make a quick stop on the way to the apartment and that I would be there around 1 she just sighed and said okay. I opened the message and saw the address my heart stopped he lives in my building, I messaged him and told him I was on my way, he sent me his gate code and said the door would be unlocked. I parked in my usual spot and made my way up to the 5th floor as I walked down the hallway past my apartment I heard the girls laughing, my heart was pounding as I stood at his door I was about to knock when I remembered that he said the door would be unlocked. When I walked in he was there on the couch on all fours in an Andrew Christian jockstrap that made his ass look amazing, as I stood behind him I felt conflicted he would be the first guy that I've been with since my breakup almost 6 months ago. 

While I stood there just staring at this god-like man, he spoke up "Pull it out and stick it in already, I want to have your children so load me up, baby." 

That was all it took, I pulled my pants and underwear down in one swift motion, spit on his exposed hole and proceeded to slide in. It was fucking pure bliss being inside him I stood there for a second before I started thrusting and he started grunting. I fucked him slow at first making him moan and squirm under me than he hit his poppers and I knew that he was ready for me to go full force and tear his ass up. I mustered up all the anger I had towards my ex and went to town on him before I knew it we were both cumming. I pulled out and pulled my pants up and started walking towards the door, he caught up to me pinned me against the wall, and kissed me before opening the door and smacking my ass. I walked to my apartment and saw him standing in his doorway still, I just smiled as I walked in and saw the girls standing there with their arms crossed. I know I looked like a teenager that had just got busted sneaking back into the house after going to a party when I was told not to, I just smiled at them and walked to the bathroom, and took a quick shower. 

I got out of the shower and was in the closet looking for something to wear when I heard Taylor from the living room. "So was this a new guy that you went to see after work or did you go see your douche bag ex-boyfriend?"

I got dressed and walked into the kitchen. "I don't know what you mean, I had to make a stop to drop something off at another store on the way home."

"I don't know why you lie to her, you know she can see through our shit every time." Sheyanne said with a chuckle while she sipped her wine.

"Okay fine, it was a new guy that I had messaged this morning on Grindr, he came into the store today to get some bleach, and well needless to say I was told to meet him at his place for a birthday gift so I did." I said with a big grin as I poured three shots of fireball. 

Sheyanne just smiled. "Taylor, can you remember the last time that our big brother was a whore?"

"I would say it's been about 4 1/2 years give or take, that's how he and that jackass got started if you remember." Taylor retorted.

"Haha girls, let's take a shot and get on the road before it gets late." I said trying to get them off subject.