It's been almost a decade since I met him. Back then I was 19 years old and just "bi-curious". Thanks to grindr, I went through experimenting with enough kinda of men to realize I liked being a top, and I preferred older guys. But I don't remember anything about experimenting sexually that really WOWED me.
...Started going steady with a girl but didn't stop sleeping with different men, until I met Nilli. He was the right age, the right size, and wanted to be fucked as much as I wanted to fuck; it was perfect. I didn't mind meeting him a second or third time even though I never did that with a hookup before... But I had no idea that was the start for a really slippery slope
The third time we met he offered me molly. Having done it before with friends I casually said sure and did a little line. He watched me do it it before he proceeded to do a MUCH higher dose and then lead me to the bedroom
I remember the blood pounding in my ears and cock that first time he sat on my face. I remember the taste of him and how much I loved it. And more than anything, I remember I fucked him raw for the first time without even asking, because we both knew that's what he wanted anyways.
That was 9 years ago. We met once a month at least, and our sessions which started at just a few hours began to go all night long. He bought me prescription viagra to take so that I could stay hard for him all night, and I learnt how to balance it with the drugs we took together. We had 3 ways and orgies together before moving on to kinky things we could only do to each other. We were so mentally compatible that NOTHING was off the table; and we both knew it.
The night it reached its peak was also the night it started to change. He always had a habit of making me fuck him after blowing my load inside him for as long as possible, loving the feeling of my cum inside his hole. He would do EVERYTHING in his power to keep my increasingly softening cock in him for just a second longer, and nothing would work. But on this most recent night both our minds were elsewhere
I don't know how a switch can flip after years of no-strings fucking but it did. We were eye to eye and fully aware how attracted the other was and of what we wanted. Nilli said it best when he moaned "Fuck me like I'm your wife baby" before I railed him in ways he never had before
Fast forward a year to today. I know I'm some level of sex addict with the way I fuck him. And i know how easy it was to tempt a 19 year old with bareback sex, drugs and unlimited pleasure. And honestly, it turns me on how well he trained me
I'm going to meet him again tonight. I'm gonna watch him as we do our "usual" start, which involves him taking a slam while riding me cowgirl. And I'm gonna fuck this gorgeous guy and reward him for every way he ruined sex for me
