How I turned into a slut suck boy

My first time. Blackmailed by older family friend who lived 3 doors up the street.

I had just turned 18, blonde blue eyes white kid, about 5'5 and 125 lbs or so. I didn't grow until the end of highschool. I was a senior in highschool and definitely a bit rebellious.

From a young age I knew I had an affinity to cock. I would watch porn and it started out with it being about the women. Hot young girls getting fucked by big cocked men.
Over time around 13 or 14 it switched to blowjob movies and it was clearly about the cock. The bigger the cock and the act of sucking was a huge turn on for me.
I Would fantasize about being the girl every time I watched one of those videos. The way they were at the mans mercy. The face fucking. The cumming on the face. HOT.

I started browsing craigslist around 16 but was never able to actually message someone or make a post for the first year or two. I would write one only to delete it at the last minute.
One saturday night I was home alone, drunk and horny as hell. I lived with my dad and his girlfriend and they were out that night. I knew where she kept her toys. Dildos, cockrings, and a few other items.
Those two had a VERY healthy sex life. So I took her dildo and started sucking on it and taking photos. This thing was 7.5 and decently thick, I could barely go half way before gagging but it was making me
horny and hot as hell! So horny that I got onto craigslist and responded to an ad of a man looking for head.

The ad was pretty generic, "looking for some relief tonight. Want to get sucked by an eager mouth. Can host at my home, be discrete and drug/bug free."

That was it! I was so horny that I sent a reply and attached a photo on my sucking on the dildo. I waited super nervous and horny for a reply. About 20 minutes go by and nothing.....nada. No reply.
As you can guess I'm super nervous and scared now because I sent a photo and this person isn't responding. I don't want anyone to know that I wanted to be on my knees for cock!
I finish jacking off and now I'm drunk and tired and pass out.

Next morning still nothing has come. Next few days the same. I just go about my life. School, friends and work. Always horny and still craving that experience of feeling another mans cock in my hands and mouth. This overwhelming desire to please and be a slut.

Two weeks go by and its our neighborhoods annual block party for 4th of july. A time where our neighborhood comes together and celebrates with music, booze, food and overall just fun. Everybody brings something to the contribute. My family brings beer and snacks, others grill and others bring tables and chairs.

My dads friend Ken who lives 3 doors up the street brings a few chairs. Now Ken is 51 6'2 about 220, a big guy in decent shape with a small gut. Overall a decent looking guy. They have known each other since I was little. Ken's been to family vacations with us, plenty of dinners and I've thought of him basically as a relative.

He was divorced with no kids, he had a good job and was always going out. Anyway, throughout the party Ken was always talking to me and I would catch him looking at me but in the moment I thought nothing of it. He even snuck me a few shots of tequila! Pair that with the few beers I snuck off and drank, I was pretty buzzed.

Toward the end of the night things are winding down. People are cleaning up and heading home. Everyone is either dog tired or drunk. It's about 1 am. Only people left are Ken, a few neighbors and myself. Ken asks if I would help bring the chairs back to his house. I've helped him many times in the past, no big deal. He grabs most of the chairs and heads for his garage. I finish up what I'm doing and grab the last few and head that way as well. As I walk in he's closing the garage door, which was a bit odd but in my drunken mind I didn't really think any thing of it in that moment. I set the chairs down and he sat down on a stool and he motioned me to sit down on this other stool. I did. He got really serious all of a sudden but there was a look in his eye of fire. He told me he had to show me something and that it was potentially a problem.

I have no clue what is going on but I got really nervous because he's a family friend. I tell him ok, is everything alright? His response was that everything COULD be alright he didn't know for sure. Then he does it. He drops the bomb. He walks over to his workbench and opens a drawer and pulls out a piece of paper. That paper was a print out of the email I sent and the attached photo of me sucking on that dildo! I paniced, my heart drop, I felt like I needed to run but I couldn't move. He asked me what that was about and I couldn't really respond, just a drunken mumble and a look of shock. I don't even care how he got it just that he had it!

He walks closer and tells me his friend gave it to him because he knew me and he could tell my family. Soon as he said that I was like no don't! Please! I swear a little grin flashed accrossed his mouth. He asked me if I had been sucking cock before and I just shook my head no. After that he ask but you want to? I barely got out the words, "Yes, I don't know." At this point his standing about 3 feet away from me. With a look like I'm screwed. He tells me he's going to tell my family and friends and everyone is going to know that I want to suck cock. Be a little slut suck boy. It seemed like he was actually mad.

I'm sitting there in shock but when he said slut suck boy flashes of hot blowjob porns with big cocks goes into my mind. I didn't notice but when I snapped out of that thought he was standing right in front of me. His shorts were maybe 10 inches in front of my face. I can see the outline of his cock. I slowly start looking up and he's staring down at me and goes, "You want me to keep your secret?" I shook my head yes and he told me to get down on my knees. I did it but super slow. Slow enough he was a bit annoyed. He put his hand on my should and pushed me down the rest of the way. As he was pushing me down his other hand was unzipping his shorts.
It was like a slow motion film. I saw his hand push the zipper down, reach into the hole and grab his cock and bring it out. This moment was pure anxiety and horniness all rolled together. I'm drunk, nervous and hot all at the same time. His cock was beautiful, about 5 inches 75 percent hard and medium thick, cut with a big mushroom head.
He had huge balls too. As I came fully on my knees his cock brushed the tip of my lips. I could smell the saltyness. The musk. I remember him telling me to open my mouth and obeying. He grabbed the back of my head and pushed it right in to the back of my throat! I gagged that first moment. But the next few thrust kept coming but not as deep.

His cock grew to about 6 1/2 in my mouth as he was pumping my face and I was sucking. He called me his slut suck boy and told me If I did a good job he wouldn't say shit, but I need to make him feel good. I started doing everything I saw on porn. I licked the shaft. Sucked his balls and slapped his cock on my tongue while looking up at him. It felt like 10 to 15 minutes but in reality it was only about 5 minutes. I was still on my knees, my jaw was getting tight and I was sucking as if my life depended on it. His thrusts became faster, his breathing heavier, and I could tell he was close. He told me to go as far down as I could and he pushed my head down as well. 

After a few seconds my eyes were watering and before I could pull back he grabbed my head and pulled it back from the forehead and told me to open my mouth while he was furiously jacking off in front of my face. I was cupping his balls and I felt his balls get tight and kinda pop up and he squirted his first shot accros my upper lip and check by my left eye. The next shot hit my bottom lip and half went into my open mouth. It was salty and had a bit of acid type taste to it. He shoved his cock in my mouth and told me to suck the rest out. I obeyed.

He pulled it out and out it back in his shorts. He handed me a towel and told me that it was a good start and he would let me know when I could continue making him keep my slutty secret and walk in his house like nothing happened. I sat there in complete shock and bewilderment. I couldn't believe I just sucked a cock, my family friend and neighbors cock! That he came in my mouth. 

I finally wiped off my face and my shoulder of my shirt where apparently he had missed and got up and ran out of that garage. HORNED UP like no other. I went home and jacked off to that. Ken had no idea I enjoyed it on that level. That was the start of my 3+ year journey of becoming a slut suck boy for him and 2 of his buddies. Always letting them think I was trying to make them not tell anyone.