Sexuality is fluid. We are both yin (feminine) and yang (masculine). In my 20’s and 30’s I was more yang enjoying straight sex. However, in my 40’s I felt a need to realize my yin..
I am 5-11, weigh 175, and have brown hair.
I started to play with my hole and got a 8”dildo to fuck myself. I wanted to receive rather than penetrate. I enjoy fucking myself in the morning and sucking my dildo after it has been up my ass. I have become more femme in the way I dress wearing more color, having an earring dangling from my right ear and wearing a beautiful pearl necklace. I feel good wearing boots with high heels. I started watching gay porn.
I had some gay tendencies such as strong fetish for boots and leather. In puberty I came when I tried on a gorgeous pair of cowboy boots. I also got hard wearing tight black leather jeans. Boots have always been part of my sex life. Because putting on a pair of gorgeous cowboy boots made me hard, I wore them having straight sex.
Gradually, I made love to women without penetration. I used my mouth to pleasure them. Women love it when I make love to their ass with my hands and mouth. I can play with women's pretty butt for hours. My cock gets rock hard when I play with women's ass that I come on her ass and hole and then lick my cum there. I love ass so much. Oh fuck.
I can bring her to an ecstatic climax by licking and kissing her pussy. I still love my cock. I like to stroke it and shoot my cum. My transformation is more inner than outer.
Having sex, I wear different women’s clothing depending on how I feel. I wear women’s knee-high white patent leather laced boots with 4” heels and a skirt. Sometimes I wear pink leather shorts and hi top pink Chucks.
I love wearing Keds. I feel so hot in my bright white Keds wearing them with faded denim shorts and white tank top. Some guys have hit on me when I am wearing this outfit. Once I was walking in park where queers hang out and a guy came up behind me and rubbed his hardness against my shorts. I let him until he came in his jeans. I didn’t mind that he thanked me and called me a fag. I liked being recognized as queer.
Nike’s website for women includes a place where you can design your sneakers. I did one pair in white hi top leather with a pink swoosh and soles. I love these pretty boots. I have also designed Nike Cortez sneaks, one pair in soft pink with a white swoosh. They go well with my pink leather shorts. When I wore these pink sneaks for the first time to bed, I wanted my partner to kiss them. Seeing her lips on my new pink sneaks that I had designed, I shot a big load.
My lover licks my ass when I am wearing laced panties till I come. She fucks me with my dildo with my legs spread wide so it goes deep in my pussy. I cry out, “Fuck me, fuck your pretty bitch”
I look so pretty in my outfits- my earring, pearls and pretty sneaks. I can get off when my partner says I am pretty because I know I am gorgeous. I love making love to a woman and being a lesbian. I feel so beautiful and whole as a woman. We are part of nature which is beautiful; we are meant to beautiful. I have found beauty by honoring and developing my yin. I have become a gorgeous bitch.
