Content warning — Read Responsibly; This story contains explicit 7 content, mature emotional themes, and disturbing scenes involving trauma, identity, and body transformation. It explores power, intimacy, queerness, betrayal, and recovery through a dark, erotic lens.
If you're under 18, this story is not for you.
If you're sensitive to themes like medical manipulation, emotional abandonment, or erotic transformation—proceed with care.
And if you're Chris from Algebra, turn around.
Seriously. I will know.
You’ve been warned. Read at your own risk.
This story isn’t about being safe. It’s about being real.
Note: English is not my first language, and this is my first work—hope you enjoy!
☀️ Chapter 1: Heat, Memory, and Riley
It was Sunday.
The first real morning of summer.
The sun was already brutal, soaking every rooftop and sidewalk in thick gold heat. Humidity clung to the air like it had something to prove—every breath a little heavier, every movement a little slower. Even the shadows seemed to sweat.
And there he was.
Kai Nakamura walked alone, his silhouette loose and soft against the glare of the rising sun. He wore a pair of faded black cargo pants, cinched tight at the waist and baggy at the legs, and a long, washed-out hoodie that drooped down past his hips. The hood was down, but the sleeves were too long, swallowing his arms like he wanted to disappear inside them.
His sneakers scraped the pavement with each step. No rush. No noise but the hum of cicadas and distant traffic.
From a distance, you couldn’t tell much about him. Maybe he was tall. Maybe he wasn’t. Maybe there was muscle under all that fabric, or maybe he was just bones and secrets. The baggy clothes didn’t hug—they hid. They lied for him. Or maybe they gave him room to breathe.
But his eyes?
They didn’t lie.
Icy blue. Sharp as sea-glass. Deep enough to make you dizzy. Not the soft denim kind poets write about—no, Kai’s eyes were cold fire. The kind you don’t notice until you’re already burning. They didn’t sparkle. They didn’t beg to be seen.
They stared through you.
Like they knew too much.
Like they were tired of knowing it.
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He passed the old corner store. Stepped over a sun-bleached candy wrapper. Turned onto a quiet street that led nowhere special.
Until he stopped.
In front of the public pool.
The gates were locked—closed until noon—but the heat already smelled like chlorine and sunbaked tile. The sidewalk buzzed beneath his sneakers. Beyond the fence, the water glimmered untouched and almost cruel in its stillness.
Kai didn’t move.
His eyes stayed on the water, blank and unreadable. His fingers twitched once inside the hoodie’s sleeve.
Like they remembered what it felt like to pull someone out of that pool.
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Kai’s POV:
> “Hmm. This place hasn’t changed a bit.”
“I still remember climbing over that gate with Riley… that dumbass got me in real trouble that day.”
He glanced down at his phone.
> “Shit. Riley’s going to burst my eardrums for being late.”
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By the time Kai reached Riley’s house, the sun was blazing, and the air felt like soup. The front door opened before he could knock.
Riley’s mom greeted him with her usual warm smile. She looked barely in her thirties, gentle-eyed and soft-spoken—nothing like her loudmouth son.
> “Riley’s in his room, sweetheart. He’s been waiting for you.”
Kai nodded, mumbled a polite “thank you,” and made his way down the familiar hallway. He opened the door without knocking.
And there he was.
Riley Carter. In nothing but a pair of shorts, sprawled across his bed like a summer problem waiting to happen. Red hair, messy and sun-kissed. Freckles across his nose and cheeks like someone had dusted them on with a brush.
They’d been best friends since they were seven.
And yet lately… things had been off. Riley had been distant. Weird.
So when Riley had texted him out of nowhere and said “come over”, Kai hadn’t even waited five minutes. He needed to see him. Even if it hurt.
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Author POV:
Riley was seventeen. A soccer player with an easy grin, an average build, and that rare warmth that made people think they were safe with him.
Kai was sixteen. Quiet, gay, and already knew it. Had known it for years. And he found Riley… dangerous in ways he didn’t have the words for yet.
He sat down beside him, steeling himself for the yelling.
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Kai’s POV:
> “Dude!! Do you have any fucking idea how long I’ve been waiting!?” Riley barked, already loud as hell.
Kai winced. “Sorry. Had some chores to do.”
Riley looked him up and down, sighing dramatically.
> “Are you ever going to stop wearing those thick-ass clothes? It’s, like, a thousand degrees out.”
God. Why did he always have to be so loud?
Kai narrowed his eyes. “No. And lower your voice. You're so annoying when you scream.”
His voice came out colder than he meant. He saw Riley’s face stiffen, just for a second.
> “Sorry,” Kai muttered quickly. “Didn’t mean it.”
He spent the next ten minutes trying to make Riley smile again.
When it didn’t work, all he wanted to do was punch him.
No. Stop it, Kai. Chill out.
> “Huuuh… fine,” Kai sighed. “I’ll take it off. Will that make you stop pouting like a princess?”
Riley’s POV:
God.
How many times have I tried to get him to ditch those thick-ass clothes?
Every summer, every time we hung out, every time I saw him almost pass out in that damn hoodie.
And now... finally.
I could see him.
And, okay, maybe this was just curiosity.
Right?
Nothing more. Nothing weird.
Just... curiosity.
Kai pulled the hoodie up over his head—and the world stopped moving for a second.
Riley blinked.
His jaw dropped.
What he saw was not what he was expecting.
Kai’s shirt stuck to him like a second skin, soaked at the collar and clinging in all the wrong places. Or right places. Whatever. Riley’s brain was shutting down.
Underneath it all, Kai was lean, but built—his body carved with purpose. Not bulky, not soft. Every line on him looked like it had been earned. Tight pecs rose and fell with every breath, glistening slightly with sweat in the heat. His inverted nipples—holy shit—just barely poked through the fabric, dark and sensitive-looking like they were daring someone to touch them.
Riley couldn’t stop staring.
And then Kai shifted.
Lifted his arms.
The shirt rode up.
Six-pack abs.
A clean-cut V-line.
The trail of skin leading down into his waistband made Riley’s brain spark like static.
Riley was practically drooling now. His mouth felt dry, but his lips were parted. His face—red hot. His heart—slamming against his ribcage like it wanted out.
And then Kai turned.
Stepped closer.
Lifted a hand and gently ruffled Riley’s messy red hair.
> “Huh? What happened?” Kai said, his voice lazy and amused. “Why are you red all of a sudden?”
Riley didn’t answer.
Couldn’t.
He wasn’t even hearing the words. Or maybe he did, and his brain just refused to process them.
All he could focus on were those lips.
Those soft, plump, plum-colored lips.
They looked like they belonged on someone far too dangerous to kiss and yet—
God, those pearly whites when Kai smirked.
It was temptation. Pure and simple.
And Riley…
was very, very tempted.
Riley’s POV:
Damn.
Is he really my best friend?
Like… my Kai?
He was standing there like nothing was happening. Like his shirt wasn’t clinging to abs and muscles and god-tier skin. Like his lips weren’t freaking perfect. Like he wasn’t casually wrecking Riley’s entire sense of reality just by existing.
No. No. Shut up, brain.
I’m not gay. I’m not.
But…
Damn.
Riley swallowed hard. His heart was doing somersaults in his chest and his lungs refused to work right.
Okay, okay. It’s just curiosity. Just one kiss. For science.
Wait, no. That’s insane. You don’t kiss your best friend. That’s not—
His hand was already moving.
Before he could think twice, he lifted his right hand and gently cupped Kai’s cheek. His thumb brushed Kai’s skin—soft, warm, a little damp from the heat.
Kai didn’t flinch. Didn’t pull back.
He just tilted his head like a confused puppy, one brow raised, those damn blue eyes blinking at him.
And Riley…
didn’t stop.
He leaned in—and kissed him.
Soft at first. Quick. Like a mistake. But the second his lips touched Kai’s, he forgot how to be normal. How to breathe. His mouth opened wider, and—
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Kai’s POV:
What the—
Am I dreaming?
Did he just… kiss me?
Riley Carter, his best friend, the boy he’d trusted since forever—the boy who’d been dodging him lately—just kissed him.
And now?
Now Riley’s tongue was in his mouth.
Kai’s eyes widened, his thoughts scrambled like wires sparking in water. But then something shifted in his chest—something tight, something hungry—and his body moved before his brain could catch up.
He tilted his head, just slightly.
Opened up.
Let Riley in.
Their lips moved together like they’d done this a thousand times in another lifetime. Like Kai’s body had always been waiting for this moment. For him.
His heart was thudding so loud he could barely hear, and Riley—God, Riley was kissing him like he meant it. Like he needed it. Like he was trying to memorize the taste of Kai’s mouth before he came to his senses and ruined everything.
Kai didn’t stop him.
He didn’t want to.
Riley didn't stop ,he was tasting the mouth of his bestfriend and it was too soft,wet and sweet
Kai's pov
"Hmmm...hmph" I couldn't stop but moan while Riley was kissing me ,his tongue is too sweet, my knees feel weak
Then Riley broke the kiss, we both took few breaths , processing what just happened
Riley looked in my eyes and Said "kai... You remember the time when I asked you to trust me when we were younger and ,I made you jump over the gate of the public pool when it was close to take a dip" ," yeah,we got in trouble after getting caught" I replied,Riley's hand started to go lower from my face where he had grabbed to make the kiss deeper to my chest ,he grabbed my right chest firmly,I couldn't help but let out a moan ," you know you would get in trouble but still trusted me, so ...." Riley's voice went low, something I've never heard ," I ask you to trust me again" he said lower and placed a kiss on my neck and it sent shivers down my body ,"okay.." I managed to say as he continued to play with my chest with one hand and kiss my neck,I still can't believe I was doing it with my bestfriend ,he then suddenly stood up,helped me stand too and then threw me on the bed behind us, my heart was beating too fast and my troat going dry,I was nervous yet wanted...more,he then removed my shirt j was wearing,I suddenly feel a wave of pleasure hit me and I look to see his red hair and feel his wet and hot mouth on my left nipple "R-riley ,huff- huh" I couldn't help but feel more good as he started to suck with more force.
It was too much.
Too good.
"Hmm ,it's out now ",said Riley and flicked my nipple which was now everted and he moved on to the next one
"Kai...it's just-just that your nipples are too stoft and red ,I could do this whole day!"
Riley Said ashe started to rub his rock hard ,7 inch cock on Kai's thighs, it was leaking precum like a faucet and the outline was visible through the thin shorts Riley was wearing
Kai was hard too,his 6 inch monster begging to be out of the pant
Then really start to move fast and begins to rub his dick over Kai's,his mouth still sucking, nibbling and biting the nipple and the others hand pinching them
Kai knew he was about to cum and Riley was thrusting his hips faster too
The smell of sweat was filling the air,the Riley once again smacked his lips on Kai's and started to devour kai like he was starving for years which he secretly was,even though he won't admit
The with was growl kai felt Riley cumming,shit after shot of cum came out and Riley was trembling his mouth still on kai
Kai felt his orgasm ose too ,it send jolts into his body every time his dick sprout cum
It was intense.
Too.inense.
But wanted.
Riley lay above Kai for some movement then ,kai was about to say something,"riley-"
"FUCK OFFF!!!!!" came Riley's voice in a roar with anger and hate
Kai was shocked,"huh?w-what happened? Why are you-". "Why am I what !!!!???" Riley cut between Kai's sentence," I didn't do anything! It-it was you !"
'what ?,why is he acting like that ,I didn't do anything!' though kai,his heart sank,his neck tight,his stomach begane to churn .
Kai's eyes ,those beautiful blue orbs were now , glistening with unshed tears,his lips tremble d
"Leave! Now" roared riley ,kai moved to touch Riley's shoulder.
*Smack!*, His hand was smacked away by Riley,"don't touch me with those hands,leave!!"
Kai swallowed hard , quickly got up gathered his clothes ,gave Riley ,his bestfriend a pleading look and in a voice so small he didn't even knew he had ,kai said”so-sorry,I didn't mean to" and left ,with betrayed trust,he was hurt.
'What was my fault?,i-i didn't even do anything!'.
Kai screamed in his head as he was out of rile'y house.
(It was my first story and it is just the start,it will be SciFi and much much more!, Please give feedback and anything you want to say, thank you for reading this !)
