He showed me I have a girl inside

It was a hot summer day, and I was home from college.   I decided to go fishing in a gorge just outside of town that had a stream I had fished as a teenager.  I was wearing jeans and a white t-shirt, comfortable on my 5’6”, 145lb frame. 

I parked the car and followed a path into the woods and down to the steam and started to fish.  

After a good while, I saw a man come to the water a bit upstream from me.  He was dressed in running shorts and carried a small back pack.  He was lanky and over 6’ tall.  He started towards me, and I noticed his body looked strong.  

He came up to me and asked about the fishing.  We chatted a bit, but I could feel a strange sexual tension in the air.   i think it was the way he was looking at me.   I had never been with a man, but had thought about it - almost always about me sucking. I was curious to do it but was certain I wouldn’t want cum in my mouth. When these thoughts came up, I was used to quickly pushing them away.  But now, those thoughts came rushing back. 

He asked if I wanted to see something he had in his bag, and I said yes.  He reached inside and brought out several magazines.  I knew right away they were sex magazines and I got super nervous  and had to catch my breath.

He opened one up and it showed a girl on her knees sucking a man with a very big cock   “Do you like that?”, he asked.  I could barely talk but managed a whispered “yes”. 

As he paged through he moved very close to me and said - “look at this guy, he loves having his cock in her mouth.”   And - “his face really shows what a good job she’s doing.” “He likes having her on her knees.”

Then he said, “I can always tell what the guy is feeling and thinking, but I can’t tell what the girls are feeling.”  Then he turned to a page where the guy’s cock was huge and it barely fit in the girl’s mouth.   “What do you think this girl is thinking?”

The picture made me feel weak kneed.   I said - “She’s amazed at his cock, it feels so big in her mouth, it’s so powerful”

He let out a deep breath and said - I’m so pleased you can see and tell me that.   Keep doing it for me ok?”

As he turned the pages, he commented about the guy and I kept explaining how the girl must feel or what she was thinking   He kept saying “that’s good” and “you’re so good at this”

He then handed me the magazine and told me to keep talking about the girls - and as I did he moved behind me and reached around to lightly pinch my nipples through my t-shirt. 

I was sooo turned on and leaned into him - as he told me to keep paging and talking.   As I did, he started softly telling me that he could tell from my descriptions that I had some “ girl feelings” inside.   He kept saying - “keep talking, let those girl feelings out.”   Soon I was saying how much these girls loved sucking cock.  How it felt in their lips. 

He flipped a few pages ahead to a section where now all the guys were cumming - the girls’ eyes were wide as the men unloaded in their mouths.  Some had cum on their lips and chins.  I was going crazy talking about how much they wanted the cum, how overwhelmed they felt and how much in love they felt 

Now he was really working my nipples and I could feel his hard cock pressed up behind me.  “Ouch!”, i said as he pinched harder - but he held me fast and said - it’s good for a girl to feel a little pain for her man, cuz then she knows he’s in charge, right?”   

I hesitated - and he said “answer me, now.”  I managed to say “yes”   and he said “yes, what?”   I then said “it’s good for a girl to feel a little pain”.   

As soon as I said it he pinched them even harder and I cried out, but didn’t pull away.   Then he said - “you see what a girl you are for me?  Say it - say you’re a girl for Daddy.”

I repeated it for him and he kept saying “let those girl feelings out” - as he turned me to face him.   He told me he was so happy to find a girl like me and reminded me that I was just saying how much a girl wants to suck cock.  “I’m going to help you / help you learn what a girl you really are.  Embrace your girl feelings girl.”  

He took my hands and placed them on his running shorts over his hard cock.   I immediately started fondling his cock thru the shorts, and he returned to my nipples - but this time up under my shirt.  He asked me my name - I told him “Jerry” and he said he will call me Julie cuz I’m his presence I will always be Julie.  “That’s right isn’t it girl, you’re me Julie now?”   

He made me repeat it, and told me to call him “Daddy”.  

“Now Julie, kneel down before Daddy and show him what a good girl you are.”

I knelt down still rubbing his cock.   He started pulling down his shorts and underwear and all of a sudden my hands were on the bare skin of his gorgeous cock.   It was about 7.5” long with a beautiful dark pink mushroom head.   

He told me to “learn his cock” with my hands.  To feel the girth, the texture, the weight.   I did all that he asked - I wanted to suck it sooo bad, but he took his time with me using my hands.  

Then he rubbed the head of it against my lips and hold me just to kiss and lick the head. It had some precum that I quickly tasted - ooo.  He then told me to be a good girl and open my lips - and wow!   He was inside my mouth.  A thrill ripped thru my body and I started to suck him with real desire.   

He kept talking - reminding me to keep using my hands as I sucked. Calling me “girl” and “Julie.”  He made me look up for eye contact and then told me I looked really great with cock in my mouth.   That this was how I looked best.  

He had me cup his balls, and when I did he told me to think about the cum waiting for me there.  “You’re going to eat cum today, Julie”.  “Lots of cum for my Julie”

I no longer feared i wouldn’t like it, and in fact started to want his explosion soo bad.  I wanted proof I was a good girl. Proof I was like those girls in the magazines.  

then his language got more rough.  I was bobbing faster on his wonderful cock,  and he was calling me his “cocksucker” and his “bitch”.   Then he suddenly pulled his Cock so just the head and one inch or so was in my mouth - he yelled to keep sucking but he held himself still - I gave it all I had and he yelled “eat that cum” and EXPLODED in my mouth.  

The first shot was huge and pushed out my cheeks - my mouth was completely full of his cum - I felt him jerk to shoot again so I was forced to swallow to make room!  The second shot gushed into my mouth and another thrill just wracked my body.  He then shot another two smaller times and gently held my head as he stayed in my mouth - moving just a bit in and out as he and I both calmed down.  

when he finally pulled out he cupped my face and told me what a wonderful obedient girl I was.   Warm feelings of satisfaction ran thru me.  

He then squeezed his cock so a gob appeared on the tip.  He explained, “a good girl always shows appreciation to her man after swallowing his cum, by cleaning off every drop.”  I was hesitant - and said “it’s too messy.”   He then told me to say “soo messy” instead.  And as I did and kept repeating it, he rubbed that gob onto my lips, told me to lick my lips - then squeezed another gob and urged me to lick it up while still repeating: “it’s sooo messy.”

He lifted me to my feet.  Hugged me from behind and told me softly that I now knew about my inner girl. That it was good and special and he would help me develop those feelings. 

He had me promise to meet him again here in two days. And I was eager to say “yes”.   He also told me to go home and touch myself while remembering how I felt with his cock in my mouth.   And he made me promise not to cum until I was remembering exactly how I felt when he exploded in my mouth. 

I said: “Yes Daddy, I promise.  

Then he left.   I composed myself, gathered my things and went back to my car.   I was anxious to get home and fulfill my promise.  

(more to come when I return to meet him again as he had instructed)