The aftermath…
I awoke the next morning to a gentle knock on my bedroom door. “Dad. Are you guys awake?” I could hear Logan asking. I got up and slipped my shorts on and left Nico asleep in the bed. I opened the door and saw Logan sitting there in his wheelchair. “Yeah son I’m awake now ha. You doing ok?” I asked him. “Yeah I’m doing ok dad. Can we talk for a minute?” I shook my head and followed him back to the room he shared with his brother.
“Yeah Logan what’s up?” I could see a look on his face I was familiar with. “Dad. You look very happy with Nico and I know it’s only been a few days. I just want to remind you I’m 100 percent okay with you two.” I sat on his bed while he was sitting in the chair trying to get back up to sit next to me. I helped Logan up and sat him down on the bed next to me. He was a very strong willed kid I’ll give him that. Trying to do everything for himself. I gave him a side hug so I wouldn’t squish his broken arm.
“Dad….” I could feel him tense up and it sounded like he started crying. “Logan. Son. What is it? Are you okay? Are you in pain? Do you need more of your meds? I can…” He grabbed my hand when I tried to get up. “No dad. I’m not in that kind of pain.” Ohhhh I thought to myself. “Ok then. Son what kind of pain are you in? And you can tell me anything.” I was nervous now. What could he possibly be scared to tell me…wait a minute….is he?
“Dad. When did you really know? When did you figure out that you were gay?” I was speechless. This is why he was more than okay with me and Nico…is Logan also gay? “Logan are you trying to tell me something son? Because you know. You can tell me anything you know that.” I saw tears well up in his face and he looked back at me and I was looking at a younger scared version of myself that I knew all too well. “Yes dad. I’m gay and I’ve felt like this for a long time. I don’t want to disappoint you and…” he started to mumble and ramble so I calmed him down. “Logan, Logan. It’s ok. You’ll never disappoint me unless you act like your brother did yesterday. I love you, you know that and I’m happy that you could tell me this.” I had tears coming down my face as well I turned to fully embrace my boy. “Dad thank you and I love you so much. Is this how it feels. Free?” “Yes son but you won’t be completely free until the rest of the family knows. But we will deal with that when the time comes.” I heard a knock at Logan’s bedroom door and it was Nico. Must of woken up to me gone from the bed.
“Good Morning Logan. Are you ok?” Nico asked. “Yes sir I’m fine now.” Logan looked at me and smiled at both myself and Nico. “Thank you both.” I smiled and looked at Nico and his confused face but after about ten seconds it clicked. “Oh…Logan are you?” “Yes Nico. I’m gay too and just came out to my dad. Watching you two handle yesterday made me work up the courage to tell my dad.” Nico walked over and gave Logan a hug and then gave me a kiss. “Well I’m glad you could feel you could talk to your dad about this. I didn’t have an easy time with my dad but just like your dad here, he is more than okay with who I am and who I choose to love.” God I love this man already. If he couldn’t get any better he goes and does this being another supportive role model for my son.
“Let’s go eat some breakfast and enjoy the day okay?” I said. Logan smiled and gave me another hug. “Thank you dad. I love you and can I say something and not make it too awkward?” I chuckled and said sure and Nico was just standing there. “No offense but damn dad Nico is hot. You pulled a good one. Haha.” I busted out laughing and Nico laughed. “Umm thanks kid.” “You’re welcome, but seriously though, I can see you make my dad happy and vice versa.” Logan told Nico.
Last Night @ Katie’s house….
“Carter James Darkos!” Katie said once they got in the car to head back to her place. “I don’t appreciate what you said to me and your father….” Charlie was driving and just staying quiet. Carter was fuming with tears in his eyes but just listened to his mom yell. “Mom. I’m sorry for what I said and how I said it. But it doesn’t change the fact that you cheated on dad with Charlie and then dad turns out to be gay…like what the actual fuck mom!? And Logan is of course just okay with it. Dad can do no wrong in his eyes…” Katie shook her head. “Carter. The news of your dad being gay came as a shock to me also. But I believe him when he says he never do anything behind my back. You should have seen how angry and upset he was when he found out about us…” pointing to herself and Charlie. “I don’t excuse my behavior and for that I am sorry but I can tell you your dad was checked out of our marriage a long time ago and to be honest….so was I.”
Carter just shook his head. His whole world just got flipped upside down. His parents got divorced because mom was checked out and fucking the neighbor. Dad was checked out but still there, providing and has been secretly gay this entire time. He didn’t know what to think. Then add the last few days of the car accident and almost certain death, he was beyond frustrated at the world.
They got home and Katie helped Carter into the house but Carter managed to get into his room by himself. Thank god for one story houses he thought to himself. “Carter. I’m really sorry I didn’t tell you and your brother sooner but your father and I had our reasons. I hope you can forgive us. And I hope you can find it in your heart to go talk to your dad when you’re ready and see his point of view. He’s not a bad guy Carter. Him and I well we just weren’t meant to be, but I will say I loved your dad and still do in a different way and all we want is what’s best for you and Logan as well as each other. Please if you need anything call me and I’ll come help you. I love you baby.” Katie helped Carter into his bed and kissed him goodnight. “Goodnight mom.” She closed the door and there he was. All alone in his room staring at the dark abyss thinking about the day that just happened. Carter fell asleep soon after that.
Carter woke up the next morning and Katie came in to help him get ready for the day. “Are you sure you don’t want to go back to dad’s house today and make sure that everything is okay?” She asked him. Carter had a blank look on his face. How could I go over there? He thought to himself. “No I think I’ll take the day to think and stuff. I love you both so much it was just a bit of shock to see dad like that. Maybe I’ll have Sarah come over today and keep me company after she gets out of school. Haven’t seen her since the night of the wreck.” “Ok that sounds fine just let me know if you need anything and if you change your mind let me know. Also no hanky panky with your girlfriend… I don’t need anything else being broken right now and I sure as don’t want to be a grandma soon either!” Carter shook his head. “No mom we will be good…”
A little while later Carter was sitting in the living room watching TV when his phone went off. Text message from Logan:
L: Morning bro…are you ok?
C: Morning. Yeah I’m ok right now. U?
L: Yeah I’m fine. I can’t believe you said that to mom and dad last night.
C: I know…
C: But I mean it’s what I felt at the time and I’ve already apologized to mom about it…
L: What about dad?
C: Haven’t yet
L: You know what you said crushed dad right? I had never seen him like that ever besides when we woke up in the hospital the other day.
C: Is he ok?
L: Yeah he’s ok. Upset about the two of you but wants to talk to you when you’re ready.
C: Maybe tomorrow. I just need some more time to process everything.
L: I also want to talk to you about something….
C: Shoot…what’s up bro?
L: This is something I need to tell you in person.
C: What the fuck is it man?
L: …….
C: Logan… what is it? Are you ok!?
L: Yes. I’m ok.
C: Then what is it?
L: I’d rather see you in person.
C: Logan fuck man what is so damn important you can’t just tell me now?
L: ……..
C: ……..
L: Carter. Please don’t hate me. You’re my best friend in the entire world. My twin the one person who gets me, well about 90% of me.
C: Logan. You’re scaring me what is wrong bro? Tell me.
L: I really don’t want to do this over text.
C: Logan what’s so important to tell me but you don’t want to tell me over tex….
C: Logan….are you trying to tell me….you’re gay too!?
L: ……
C: Logan!?
L: ……
C: Bro. Are you? Is that why you stayed with dad last night? Did what I say last night hurt you? I’m sorry.
L: 😭
C: Bro are you seriously gay??
L: Yes…
C: Since when…. You tell me everything. Well I thought you did. What the fuck man.
L: Please don’t be mad at me. I can’t help it and I’ve been scared to tell you for a while and then last night after we found dad and Nico on the couch and then your reaction. It scared me Carter. You’re my twin my best friend. I didn’t want to lose you over this.
C: ……
L: Carter… you still there?
L: Carter!!
L: Fuck! Please don’t shut me out.
C: Yes I’m still here. This is just a lot to process man. First mom and Charlie. Then dad and his Greek boyfriend and he’s gay. Then now you’re telling me you’re gay too. What the fuck is happening….
L: I’m still the same guy. I’m still your brother. Just into dudes and not chicks. Didn’t you think it was weird that I never really had a serious girlfriend like you?
C: Well now that you say that it’s all falling into place. I’m sorry you felt like you couldn’t tell me bro. I’m upset by everything but I think I’ll be fine. Just need to process it all.
L: Yep. Thanks. I love you Carter.
C: I love you too Logan. Does dad know?
L: Yes he knows. I woke him up this morning and came out to him and Nico. Watching them be brave and tell us all they’re together and that dad has been gay. It gave me the courage to do so also.
C: Well. I’m glad you feel better. I wonder how mom will react? 😂
L: 😂
C: A gay son and a gay ex husband all in one week. Woooo!
L: Thanks for being ok with this. Can you be ok with dad and Nico though? Dad has been worried about you. He’s trying to act like he’s not worried but I can always read him when he’s not and he’s not.
C: Yeah I think it’ll take a minute but I think I’ll be ok. I told mom that I’d probably go over tomorrow. See how it goes.
L: Okay. Thanks I know dad will appreciate it. Well I’m going to go take a nap. Thank you again for listening bro. I really mean it.
C: Yeah of course. Enjoy the nap. I think I might do that too.
L: Later.
C: Later.
Carter took a deep breath and switched over to his dad’s texts. He started typing and hit send.
C: Dad. I’m sorry for how I behaved last night. It’s no excuse. I’ve already apologized to mom as well. If you’re ok with it. Can I come over tomorrow and we talk about all of this? Properly meet Nico. Oh and Logan just came out to me also… a gay dad and a gay brother. Who would have thought? 😂
I love you dad and again I’m sorry for last night. See you tomorrow. Bye.
Back over at Alex’s house:
I was sitting on the couch holding hands with Nico cuddled up under the blanket watching TV. Felt like a bunch of teenage boys again. We were grabbing one another under the blanket and just enjoying touching one another. I kissed Nico on the cheek and snuggled my head ever so slightly into the crook of his neck.
I was sitting there snuggled up to my man when I heard my phone ding. Text message…from Carter. I sat up and Nico noticed me get tense. “Is everything ok?” He asked. I looked at my phone and was afraid to open the message. “It’s a text from Carter….” I told him. “Oh…” I looked at Nico. “Yeah I’m not sure what it’ll say.” Nico kissed me on the nose. “Well there’s only one way to find out…”
I opened the text and read it. I smiled and answered him back.
A: I appreciate that son. I’m glad you apologized to your mother. Yes you know you and Logan are always welcome here. Anytime. Yes quite the few days we have had as a family. Logan was scared of how you’d react so he told me this morning. I hope you’ll be ok with it Carter. It takes a lot of courage to be open about something like this. I love you so much son. You and your brother I love so very much. Take it easy and I will see you tomorrow. Let me know if I need to pick you up or if your mom will bring you by. Love you Carter.
I hit send and read Nico what Carter had wrote and my response. “You are an amazing man Alexander Darkos and one who I keep falling for more and more each day…now…I want some more of my sexy man…” Nico climbed onto my lap and we started making out. Logan was taking a nap so we had the perfect time to do this.
I slid my shorts down around my ankles and lifted Nico’s sexy ass up enough to slide off his shorts. His hard dripping cock slapped his six pack abs and flung precum all over the place. I licked my fingers and started to finger my man’s sweet ass and Nico was moaning into my mouth. “Are you ready…” I asked and Nico shook his head yes as I aimed my rock hard cock at his hole. Nico opened up and let me in all the way balls deep. “Mmmmgh Alex I’ll never tire of having this big cock in me babe. Fuck me.”
And fuck him I did!
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