Friend Request

The next morning Rick and I had incredible sex.  He woke up hard and horny just like I had and before I knew it he was riding me and saying all sorts of dirty shit that really turned me on. I flipped him on his back as my big dick stretched his tight ass and his 8.5′r bobbed while I gave it to him.  As hot as it was watching him - images of Rico’s massive cock kept running through my head.  Trying to swallow it, tasting it, feeling it hit the back of my throat, trying to get it inside my hole.  That last thought brought the fury out of my balls and I drained every last drop into my boyfriend.  Rick showered and left for work without a word about last night.  As I lay in bed I found myself emailing my boss telling him I wasn't feeling so hot and that I would not be in today.  I brought up the conversation from last night with Rico and repeated the room number in my head.  I wonder if I should message him before going over?  Wait- had I even decided to go over?  The pit in my stomach and the excitement I felt simultaneously told me I was heading into VERY dangerous territory.  Why would I go, it certainly wasn’t to get his side of things, why would I care if Rick didn’t?   Because you want that monster cock a voice in my head told me.  You want it, you need it and you have to have it.  Rick doesn’t need to know.  Imagine being on your knees looking up at that handsome face looking down at you, his cock dangling there like a ..... like a.... a fuckn god.  You want to worship him and give yourself to him.  You want to tell him you haven’t been fucked in over 15 years but your ass is his to do with whatever he wants.  You swallowed hard as the voice told you all the things you were afraid to admit.  You jumped in the shower trying to push those thoughts out of your head, any thoughts- as they all seem to lead back to Rico’s cock.  But your reprieve was short lived as you realized you were preparing yourself for the worst case scenario- making your ass ready and available -just incase.  You dressed, skipped breakfast and got in your truck.  You didn’t want to think about where you were going but you knew, and as you checked into the parking garage of the Hilton you realized there was plenty of on street but you were afraid someone would notice your truck.  WHAT ARE YOU DOING- this voice was the voice of reason, the one who told you your love for Rick was worth more than an hour of what you assumed to be mind-blowing sex.  But that cock, that magnificent cock. Soon you were in the lobby of the Hilton and after that, you were on the 6th floor, following the arrows to 620-655- Your heart was beating so fast you were sweating and you stood in front of 651 with a raging boner and sweaty palms. Almost as if watching your own body in a movie you saw your hand form a fist and rise to the door.  Three knocks- Not soft like a meek cheating boyfriend, not hard like an aggressive asshole.  You glanced down at your watch and wondered if maybe he had already stepped out.  You felt a sense of relief as you completely understood what a huge mistake this was, you turned to leave when the door opened and Rico stood there in a white Terri cloth robe, a look of confusion then delight as he recognized who you were. 

"Dean?" he asked in a deep voice - eyebrows raised.  His salt n pepper scruff couldn’t have been more perfectly speckled throughout his strong jawline.  It made its way down to the chest hair that showed naturally at the opening of the robe. 

I opened my mouth to speak and words escaped me- why was I here?  I couldn’t even explain.  He smiled broadly and stepped inside his room with the door wide open. 

"I’m so happy you came - please, please come in.  I’m sorry you caught me off guard, I really thought your coming was a long shot". 

I walked in and past him as I smelled a scent that was intoxicating.  Was it a cologne? a deodorant, or was it just him? 

Finally, I found my voice.  Speaking with my back to him as it seemed the only way possible I walked to the window and explained I wasn’t even sure I should be here.  That I hadn’t told Rick about the message or coming here and I wasn’t sure why I would help him reconnect.  It sounded fair and solid, my voice wasn’t shaking like I thought it would.  He responded calmly and much closer than anticipated- 

"Well, whatever  reason you came- Thank you.  I truly appreciate it"..  Finally I turned around.  His brown eyes stared at me and looked sincere.  The robe had opened a bit more since the door, and the chest hair that poked out previously now revealed a deep patch that covered his chest.  The robe was short, a detail I didn’t notice prior, coming only to his knees which showed beautiful muscular legs covered in dark hair. 

"Please sit down and let me not waste any of your time".  He offered a chair he was leaning on and I sat. It took him a moment to move and my eyes were level with his crotch.  I knew I could reach over at that moment and push his robe aside to see what I had been fantasizing about ever since I saw it. I didn’t and for that fact alone I found a bit more confidence that this might not wind up in his bed.

"I just woke up and was about to hit the shower", he confessed, "I can throw on some clothes if you want?  Or stay like this if you don’t care" he said with the slightest smile.

"Your fine" -  My reply was curt and I didn’t like how it sounded.  Cold.  But I were pleased he wasn’t going to add any layers of clothing.  He sat in front of me and my eyes immediately went to his crotch.  The robe stopped just short of exposing anything worthwhile.  When I made eye contact again he was watching me, I couldn’t read his expression but knew he caught me looking. 

"It’s not often that people are more attractive than their photo", he started.  "As I mentioned- Rick is very lucky to have found such a beautiful man".  I swallowed hard and felt my face turning red.  Rico shifted his leg and again my eyes instinctively went to his crotch- nothing.  I pretended to be looking down at the carpet before meeting his gaze again. 

"So let me start.  Has Rick told you what a pig I was when we were together?  I nodded sympathetically. 

"I do feel so terrible about what I put him through.  For years I tried to justify this by simply telling myself that I had this immense sex drive.  I had to have everyone and everything.  I loved Rick, I still do I suppose.  But this hunger inside of me, it was overwhelming, have you ever experienced a feeling that you just can’t’ shake? That stays with you - a desire so strong you are willing to risk so much just to have it fulfilled? 

I was holding his gaze until that moment and without control, my eyes went to his chest, his crotch where my eyes lingered, and back to his eyes and said confidently, "Yes- actually I have". 

"Then you know!  The struggle- how hard it is.  I mean I’m not going to sit here in front of you in this robe and tell you I am cursed to have such a huge cock that everyone wants-  I know how that would sound.  But in some ways I wish I didn’t have this"  he glanced down and my eyes followed - I wondered if he was going to show me to prove a point but instead he just gestured.  Again, my eyes lingered on where his robe met his knees and then followed, slowly, back to his eyes.

"I know this sounds so incredibly cocky but it guarantees I get whoever I want.  I show them, they can be married, they can be straight, they can be whatever and I know they will give me what I want.  It’s like having all the money you can imagine and not buying anything you want". 

"I guess it comes down to -what do you really want.  The beautiful house or all the houses?" 

He stared at me and let a moment go by before answering- "I want the beautiful house AND all the houses".  A small smile broke out at the corner of his lips, lips I imagined tasting and feeling and kissing. 

"I want to fuck Rick again"

this slapped me out of whatever fantasy I was having - he continued -

"I want to fuck the bouncer of the club who lets me in - I want to fuck the waiter who takes my order.  I want to fuck you right now". 

Movement caught my eye and I looked down once more at his crotch and there it was.  His talking about what he wanted had ignited the monster and the uncut head of his cock made its presence known.  I stared, no longer caring that he saw me, he knew I was looking, he wanted me to see.  he shifted his position and his robe opened completely.