Forever In Love

“Can you hear me?” I hear the voice coming through my computer as I smile to myself and talk back “Yeah I can hear you but I can’t see you yet” as I look at the black screen before hearing some swearing and then finally I can see the sight that I’ve missed seeing for so long other than being able to talk.

As I look across, I can see my fiancé Max on the other end of the screen as I smile and even though it’s 2am and I’ve got to be up in 3 hours, it doesn’t bother me just to see his face again after so long because he is in the Army and posted in a special division overseas where very little information can come out even to families.

“The beard suits you” I say as he just laughs and looks embarrassed right now as neither of us know what to say to each other that can be said in public and over a line that has to be monitored. “I hate it but hardly getting a chance to shave at the moment… I miss you so much” he says as I nod my head because I miss him so much as well and it’s been hard to adjust for the past 4 months whilst he has been away somewhere in the Middle East.

I feel like a kid at Christmas seeing the one big present that he wants as I look at Max “It’s only a week until I’m home and 11 days until we’re married and living together so happily” I smile as it sounds weird to think that in about 3 weeks I’m officially going to be married to my best friend and the greatest man alive.

“Can’t believe that it’s come around so fast and that it’s only a week left until your home for good” Max’s army deployment comes to an end in 3 weeks and he has decided that the time was right now that he has reached 15 years’ service having joined when he was 18 and now approaching his 34th birthday he wants to live the home life.

“I know, feels like yesterday I proposed under the Harbour Bridge” he says as I remember back to the night that I’d had a shit day at work and didn’t want to do much but Max had told me that he had tickets for a private nighttime dinner cruise that he’d won for that night and I reluctantly went even though I hate going on boats not knowing what he really had planned that night.

Thinking it was just the two of us, he picked me up and we drove to the wharf and parked the car before getting on and I didn’t even realise that we had parked next to my parents Red Toyota Maxry and walked down and got on the boat and even then it was still a surprise that both my parents and his parents were there.

We’d been sailing for about 20 minutes when the first little bit of food had come out and I could saw that the rest of the boat had opened and saw our parents standing there as I was just in shock that they were there still with no idea that Max wanted to propose to me.

The dinner went well and we were just heading back towards the other part of the harbour when Max stood up as we passed near the Harbour Bridge and I still remember how much shock I was in when I saw him get the ring box out of his pocket and get down on one knee. I’d always wanted to get married one day and to Max but I never thought it was going to happen that night.

“I only get limited time and you’re not even listening to me” Max says as I shake off as he tries to tell me as much as he can about what he is doing over there but I’m just more excited to see him. “Sorry, I just got so trapped by your beauty” I laugh as Max rolls his eyes and then tells me off because he only has limited time on the connection.

The two of us just talk generally because he’s got people around him and even though most of his army buddies are open minded and know that he’s gay, the word doesn’t want to get spread more than it has to and make him a target as well as putting everyone else in his group in danger.

“So things are going well, I mean there’s not much to plan really when you’re getting married on the beach right? We’re gonna be fine, the long-range weather forecast is sunny and nothing should change it and I get to be Mr Ethan Bennett-Travers for the rest of my life” I say as Max asks me about the wedding plans and like everything we decided that we wanted to keep it intimate with our parents and our siblings plus our closest friends who are in the wedding party.

Max smiles and I can see that same smile that always cheers me up “Did we win?” it’s lucky I love Max so much that I tolerate him changing topics so fast but then at the same time he’s lucky that I tolerate his choice of sporting teams as well.

“Of course not, do they ever win?” I tease him back as he just gives me the finger teasingly as I laugh. “THEY LOST AGAIN” Max calls out to the other guys who I can’t see but can hear giving him shit again as he looks at the time and looks at me. “My 20 minutes is pretty much finished Eth but I’m counting down the days until I get to cuddle up into your arms again without us ever having to be apart like this again” he says as I nod and don’t want him to disappear again not knowing where he is going to be and that I just want to touch his Tattooed muscled body right now and hug him.

The connection disappears as part of me is excited to have talked to him but then it just makes me miss him even more as I head back to bed and look at one of the heap of photos that we have of each other especially when again I think about him proposing to me as he got down on one knee as I tear up thinking about the effort and the fact I teared up before he even asked me.

“Eth, before you came into my life I’d given up on the world and ever finding happiness with everything that I’d seen across my deployments. You showed me how much good there is in the world and made me happier than I’ve ever been… I know I’m not always around but there is no place I’d rather be than with you getting old. Will you marry me?”

I never forget what Max said to me that night as we passed under the harbour bridge with our parents there as I couldn’t get a word in either way other than just nodding my head because I’d just been overwhelmed in surprise but then the joy of everything that happened.

As I get back into bed and lay there, I start to think about how we met which is a secret that we keep because as a 6’4 footy playing army tough guy, Max doesn’t like people knowing that of all the places we met it was at a Vengaboys concert that we met and leaving during a big storm where we walked together in the pouring rain back to my apartment and it all went from there.

I’d seen Max a few times around at the concert as I was surprised to see a guy like him at the concert with his muscled tattoo frame on show as during a break where they had another Aussie 90s band on I walked over to him and realised how different he was to what I pictured him to be.

We chatted for a bit and spent the night together at the concert not even thinking that anything more would happened as we went to leave but getting caught in the pouring rain meant that any Taxi or Uber wouldn’t let us in to their cars meant that we had to walk and even though Max’s place was in the other direction, he didn’t feel right letting me work home alone and we chatted getting to know each other until 40 minutes later we got to my place and it just went from there.

I had been feeling guilty about making Max walk all the way to my place so I offered for him to come in and I’d put his clothes through the dryer and he could dry off but that didn’t end up happening until the next morning.

We’d been chatting for about 10 minutes, just using a towel when Max looked at me and put his massive arms over my shoulders and just started to kiss me. The fact that this tall muscled stud was kissing me felt so amazing and just like that we’d known each other all our lives as I didn’t even feel nervous kissing him back.

The two of us stood in my hallway soaking wet just making out as eventually Max pulled off my shirt and his hands explored my muscular but far from massive chest right now as I could hear and feel him moaning into my mouth. As we kissed, the two of us got less clothed as his 7 inch meat was rock hard against my 8 inch uncut cock was rubbing against his and was the only organ that was bigger than Max in any form.

Making out with Max just felt so right as our wet bodies pressed together against my hallway wall barely metres from people walking past as we both moaned into each other’s mouths there before we reluctantly headed to my bedroom. The two of us were quick to dive on my bed as Max climbed over the top of me and started to kiss me again as my hands ran down his thick tattooed pecs as we continued to make out like we’d known each other forever and possibly in another universe we did.

The kissing just went forever before Max slowly moved his surprisingly soft lips down kissing my neck and licking it slowly before he kissed my chest and I felt his hands exploring my pecs squeezing them and then playing with my nipples as one hand went to my right nipple which he pinched whilst on my left he went to work with his mouth. Sucking on my left nipple, Max instantly finds spots on my body that I didn’t know would turn me on as much as they did as he just played with my nipples.

Laying back on my bed, arms pinned down I just watch Max who looks the straightest guy around expertly know his way around another man’s body as my cock isn’t even being touched and it’s twitching leaking with pre-cum. Max wants to go down my body onto my cock but right now I’m so close to blowing a load that I reluctantly tell him not to and start to explore his body.

Having never been with a guy the size of Max before there is some doubt in my mind about how to deal with the size and exploring. Starting with some more kissing, I’ve never lacked confidence when I’ve been with guys but with Max I don’t know why but I did.

After making out again I started to just copy what he did to me and I was worried that he wouldn’t like it but he kept moaning as soon as my mouth hit his chest and big nipples. Swirling my tongue around his nipples, I felt Max’s hand running through my hair right as I swapped between nipples and Max’s cock was hard rubbing against mine and leaking as our pre began to mix.

I kissed down his rock-hard abs and ran my tongue along the ridges as he moans before pulling me up to kiss me again. I lost track of how many times we kissed but I got the sense that Max loved to kiss which was perfectly fine for me because kissing was one of my favourite things with another man.

Max flips me over again because he wants first taste of my cock as he goes back down my body and I feel his tongue hit the tip of my cock and it licks the slit tasting the pre-cum as I moan loudly as he moves his mouth over my shaft but then goes straight to my balls and licks my sack.

I just lay there in a new sense of ecstasy as Max’s straight boy persona and look has disappeared and he is truly just a cock slut at hear as he licks my balls and sucks on each one as he takes his time. The time is flying by as we haven’t even got to fucking as he just worships my body as I lay there and he starts going back onto my cock licking up the shaft before he opens his mouth and starts sucking.

“HOLY SHIT… YEAH” I say throwing my head back as Max slowly goes down his cock, almost instinctively knowing how I like my cock to be sucked as he takes his time focusing more on making me feel good rather than trying to deepthroat me straight away.

Watching him makes my cock twitch again in my mouth as I’ve got goosebumps at how good this feels where I’m not having to do anything but just get my body and cock worshipped by this muscled stud right now. Closing my eyes, I don’t need to see Max going to work to know how good it feels as he keeps sucking on me.

Running my hands through his hair, Max starts to swallow my cock deeper as I moan and I want to blow my load down his throat and even though I want to hold off for as long as I can. Max pulls off my cock “You can blow now and then later” he says to me as I nod my head even though I don’t want to I know that I can’t hold off too much longer.

I start to fuck his mouth right now as he lets me take control of his mouth and I fuck it deep and Max doesn’t even gag as I fuck him and start to blow my huge load of cum down his throat. The wads just keep going as slowly I pull out of his mouth and still blow over his face.

Max moves in and kisses me again as I can taste my load on his tongue and on his lips as he looks into my eyes as we pull away and the glint in his eye tells me that we aren’t done yet as we get up and kiss a bit more before I push him down onto my bed.

Opening his legs, I climb in between them and start to lick the shaft down and then onto his balls just copying everything that he had just done to me. I start sucking each ball giving each one it’s own attention “Oh fuck yeah baby, just like that” he moans so loudly that I get a lot more confidence and continue to all the work.

Climbing over the top of him, I start to lick his head before going down slowly, using my tongue to flick his shaft as I go deep although unlike Max I can’t really get my mouth all the way down and deepthroat him for that long. As my head gets as far down as possible I feel hm starting to control and hold my head still and begins to fuck my mouth as I gag and choke a little bit and it makes my eyes water but at the same time it feels good to hear him moaning on me sucking his fat cock.

Max fucks my mouth longer than I fucked his but I don’t care right now as he continues to go hard at my mouth before pulling out, kissing me and then looking at me in the eyes. “Do you flip?” he asks as I just thought he’d be a pure top as I nod my head and he smiles and kisses me before I grab my lube.

Thinking I’m going to bottom first, I turn away to grab the lube and see Max bent over my bed waiting for me to stick my cock between two firm muscled butt cheeks as I notice his pink hole twitching. “It’s only fair that it’s your house that you fuck me first” he says as I shrug not arguing with the logic that he is having right now.

Standing behind Max, I go to put on a condom but he tells me that he loves it raw and this isn’t the only time we’re gonna fuck so might as well go raw. I press my cock against his tight hole which he claims isn’t virginal but it’s hard enough to get in that it isn’t too far off being a virgin hole.

My cock is thicker than Max expects as he jumps and his ass clamps on my hole and pushes it out “OH FUCK… THAT’S HUGE” he lets out as I just smile and let him try to get ready again and finally I push my cock into his hole and slowly let him adjust. It takes a little bit but finally I feel him ready so I start to fuck him.

The feeling of having a guy like Max submitting to me feels amazing as I can use whatever power that I have over the top of him right now as I slam into him hard. The room feels like it’s shaking as my (self-underrated) muscle body is pounding Max’s bigger frame right now as I go hard into his ass like this is a revenge fuck and I’m trying to let out all the frustration that I have even though I don’t have any.

Our bodies now wet through sweat instead of the rain that we were soaked from initially as I keep railing into Max’s tight ass. “Fuck me hard baby, yeah own my muscle slut ass” the way Max is begging for it surprises me so much given how tough he is on the exterior.  Max wants me to pull out and then lays on his back putting his legs onto my shoulder so that he can see me fucking him.

The weight of his muscled smooth legs on my shoulders is a surprise but once I start pounding into him and seeing the smile on his face and then his eyes rolling back into his head as I hit his prostate repeatedly. The comment about being able to cum again later after I blew inside his mouth was spot on because I can already feel myself about to let out a second huge load of cum but this time I pull out and jerk my cock over his ass and then blow another load over his hole as he smiles and then tells me to climb over.

I climb over Max thinking that he wants me to ride him but he wants to make sure that all the cum has been cleaned off my cock and leaked out before now I push him back down and get myself ready to climb over the top of his hard 7-inch cock. I squat down and prepare myself to get down on it as the tip of the head as it hits my tight hole and I close my eyes and slide down.

“OH FUCK” Max and I moan at the same time as he lets me get adjusted to his cock inside my hole right now. Max lets me do all the work as I start to ride his cock hard and it feels so good as he hits my prostate and my cock is hard again and I can feel him leaking inside me as I keep going to milk his cock.

It doesn’t take much riding to have already milked the cum out of Max’s cock as he blows a huge load up inside me and I moan “Oh fuck that feels so fucking good right now” I say as I keep riding his still hard cock even though he’s blown the load. Eventually, the energy levels in my body hit zero and I’d been working on pure adrenalin and I pull off and flop down onto the bed next to Max and look at him kissing him again.

Standing up, Max looks down at me as I realise the fact that our clothes are still in the hall soaking wet forgetting to put them in the dryer “Our clothes are still on the floor soaking wet” I say to him as he just shrugs. “Oh damn, I’m so fucking pissed off” he says sarcastically and barely able to keep a straight face right now as I can tell he isn’t any rush to leave as I look at the time and see it say 1:50am and that we’d been going at it for a few hours.

Nothing in that night ever made me think that 5 years later, that we would be getting married let alone that we would ever see each other again.

Laying in bed, I look across at the other side of the bed at it’s emptiness and just wish Max’s arms were there to cuddle into me because I miss him so much right now and the week is going to go so slowly before I can meet him back at the airport.

The next few days are all about planning for the wedding making sure that our suits are in order and it’s tough work because Max has left everything up to me to do with him being in the Middle East so I have no idea whether he will be ok with what we’re doing even though all he wants is just to put that ring on my finger.

“Everything is ready to go when Max comes back” I say as I get inside making sure that I know everything is good to go for our wedding just a few days after he gets back which wasn’t ideal but at the same time that was how Max wanted it to be because we’d already had to push it back once for when he was away.

My sister Rachel is on the other side of the dining table as she is fussing over everything for the reception which seems to have people wanting to invite themselves despite us telling everyone that it is only meant to be a small thing. “Have you two decided on the honeymoon yet?” Rach asks me as I nod, shake my head and shrug at the same time.

“Like I told you so many times, we’ve decided to spend our honeymoon in Sydney…” I look across at Rachel who goes to say something and I just tell her to stop. “I know it’s not what everybody expected but all Max wanted was some time at home for himself because he’s been away for 4 months and he just wants to spend it with me, so we are you know going to do the tourist thing here.”

Rachel nods her head and agrees to the idea understanding where Max is coming from just wanting to spend time at home having spent more time overseas deployed in the past 2 years than what he has had at home.

“So when does he get back?” Rachel asks me as my face lights up talking about it and all the plans that I have. “Well they are sending him home on a commercial flight from Dubai so all I know is that he gets home on Thursday morning and whether he wants it Thursday night but I’ve got a whole big thing planned.”

Thinking about what I’ve got planned, I’m not trying to overwhelm Max like I did on the first proper date where I went all out to make it special and in hindsight even now I could tell that I was more likely to scare him off than actually have him stick around but despite the comfortability he found it adorable.

Despite making things special, Max isn’t a show-off when it comes to romance together and even though he doesn’t shy away from being open about our relationship, he just likes the subtle approaches of showing it off to me which can’t be said about his body.

Thinking about everything and the night that he proposed, the aftermath was amazing as we went back to our then new house and made the night really special. Getting inside our place, things started slowly as I wanted to have a shower and standing there the water was running down my body for a few minutes as I closed my eyes and before I could realise I felt a set of firm muscular hands massaging my back.

“Ssh just enjoy this” Max whispers in my ear as I nod my head and he keeps massaging my shoulders and back as the water runs down my body. The hands on my body magically know where all the knots in my back right now as I feel the leftover tension from work today right now as I can feel Max pressing into me with his cock against my ass.

Getting out of the shower, I want to give back to Max in the way that he did tonight but he wants to make this all about me as he dries me off and pushes me onto my back. Max’s hands run down my still damp body as I moan loudly and it feels so good right now as I’m just feeling so relaxed.

Climbing over the top of me, Max’s cock rubs up against mine and they both get hard as we keep kissing each other before he tells me to lay still and pins my arms back behind my head which I do right now and just let Max work my body over. Max massages my chest slowly with some oil that he keeps together right now as he starts to kiss me deeply while feeling all the tension and weight I’m carrying out of my body.

The two of us just rub against each other for a while as there is less focus on the sex being heated and getting the other to cum but it is more about the sensuality and making me feel the best I can.

Slowly Max runs his hands down my body and he makes careful effort right now not to touch my cock which is begging for some attention with how hard that it is until Max comes back and very lightly runs his fingers down my shaft. The fingers just run down cock and my smooth soft ball sack right now as he massages me.

Closing my eyes, I’m feeling so chilled right now as he finally takes a firm grip of my cock and he starts to suck on my hard cock. I open my eyes and see my cock completely disappearing down his throat as I moan loudly “Oh fuck I love how you do that Max” as he just smiles and goes back to sucking my cock.

I don’t know how long he sucked my cock for that night because all of that night just blurs into one amazing experience as he deepthroated me with so much ease. I still remember the hotness of that night because our first fuck was built all around raw sex and animalistic power but this was all about the sensuality and connection that we had for each other.

As I lay there, Max has total control of my body as he lifts my legs and starts running his tongue over my pink hole working it slowly as I moan and make it naturally wet so when he wants to start fucking me he can. The rimming takes me into a whole new level of sensation as he slowly works his tongue around my hole and pushes in as he tongue fucks me right now make sure that I’m moaning and this is one of the greatest feelings I have.

Slowly pushing into me, I moan loudly as I feel my hole starting to stretch out right now as he takes it slowly so that it feels perfect as he goes in and I love the feeling of his cock inside me as he pushes in deep and I can feel his cock starting to hit about my prostate. Max goes slowly inside me before he starts to pick up the speed.

“Oh fuck yeah Maxy” he just keeps going as I say that and can feel him inside me pressing me and start to fuck me harder. The feeling of him inside me is absolutely perfect as he picks up the speed even more so rather than it being a gentle in and out it’s now using all the muscles in his body to pound me hard as his balls start to slap against my ass. Part of me knows that the reason that Max wants to go to the gym all the time isn’t just to keep fit but it’s to make sure that he has all the strength to fuck me harder every time that we fuck.

Pounding my ass hard, Max has to stop for a moment to pull the bed forward because we’re in danger of banging the bed into the wall and in his old apartment, there was actually two big dents into the wall where the bed had repeatedly banged into the wall when we had been fucking each other.

Max continues to fuck me harder and I moan so loudly ‘Oh fuck yeah… just there keep pounding your hole” I say as Max owns my ass right now so he just keeps going without stopping at all as this moment just feels so good knowing that he is fucking me and we are going to spend our lives together.

“Eth… Eth… ETHAN” I zone back into reality as my sister shakes my arm and looks at me “Where did you go? Was like you were abducted by aliens there for a minute because I was talking to you and you just completely disappeared” she says as I nod my head.

I shake off remembering the night we got engaged “Oh yeah I’m here, just been thinking about the night we got engaged and how special that was you know, the cruise and then having Mum and Dad there with us and how much of a surprise that he was able to keep it from everyone.”

Rachel nods her head “Yep, I didn’t know anything until you two posted it on Instagram and I don’t know if Mum knew either but she definitely didn’t say anything” she says as I nod my head and it just reminds me of how special that Max is.

“So what is the main thing that you two are going to do on your honeymoon?” Rachel asks as I laugh because it’s kind of embarrassing. “Don’t say sex, for the love of god please don’t say sex” I roll my eyes at her as I was never going to go close to say sex.

Getting up from the table to make another coffee I look across at Rachel “Well Max wants to go to both the Zoos because it’s been so long and I think he just wants do the whole tourist thing because he doesn’t get to spend a lot of time here in Sydney even though he was born here and lives here.” Even though Max is probably home more than he is deployed, he is quite often at the base and doesn’t get to do a lot of stuff so he wants to do it all on our “homeymoon” as we’ve jokingly called it.

“Yeah, he wants to do the SCG and Football Stadium tour and just do simple stuff like that and I mean for me I don’t see the need why we need to go somewhere far away because we just want to make the most of our time together and then eventually we will go to Japan or South Korea” the thought of having Max home is all that I need.

I’m standing there making coffee when there is a knock at my door which isn’t expected this afternoon as I tell Rachel to get the door. Rachel heads down the hallway and opens the door as I can hear a voice talking to her as I call out “Rach… who is it?” I say as I don’t get an answer until she walks down the hall followed by two people dressed in their full army uniform as I don’t quite understand what is going on at first but something hits me.

“Mr Ethan Bennett?” the man asks as I stand there as I’m really not sure what the words that are going to come out of his mouth are but I’m standing there worried and in my head hoping this is some weird trick and he’s a stripper or something but I know he’s not and the dreams of the future between Max and I are going to be forever just dreams.