First time to be dominated

this was back when I was 19 years old (now I’m 38 years) .. I was in Rome and at that day I was just finished going around and went to rest in a coffee shop .. there were a match on the tv from last night and we were watching the replay .. people were interacting with the game .. they shout and cheer as if it was live .. so I shared them their interest

There were two guys in a table near me who shared me some comments .. then they approached me and introduced themselves.. one of them was Marco and the second I forgot his name .. Anyway, they asked me if they can join me on the table and I welcomed

we discussed many things .. they were talkative guys and I guess I’m just the same .. we talked about sports, countries, girls, interests, .. etc.

Then Marco asked me while we were talking about sports if I ever tried wrestling .. I told him that I watched some games in olympics and in WWF at that time but never tried something like that .. he said that he means traditional wrestling like in olympics .. so I said that I barely know about it .. they explained it and asked me if I would like to try it?

I said: yes, I’m always up to try new things .. so they suggested why not doing it now .. their flat is near and we can go there and I can have a match with Marco .. I was thrilled with the idea and little hesitated as they are strangers .. then Marco said: r u afraid that I’ll beat u up?

So I said to him: ofcourse not .. he said but seems u r scared and acting like chicken .. I replied: ok, let’s go do it .. I’ll beat your ass and make u my bitch for those words ..

He was tall .. I’m 174cm but he was at least 185 .. however, my built and physique at that time was great as I was into a lot of sports .. I was confident that I will do good specially they mentioned that they are just exploring the sport as well .. 

So, we went to the flat and at the way we were saying trash words to each other’s .. u know kids at this age full of adrenaline and hormones and like to challenge .. BTW, they were little order than me .. early twenties I assume ..

We arrived to their flat and we arranged the sitting area and moved furniture away to prepare the battle ground .. his friend went inside the room and Marco asked me to remove my shirt and jeans .. here I hesitated and stopped .. I never thought of what we will be wearing for the wrestling .. he saw me and asked: u have underwear? I said yes, but r we going to wrestle in our underwear’s? He explained that otherwise we will not be moving freely and our clothes will be cut and to make me comfortable, he started to take off his clothes .. he was wearing black slippers and I was wearing dark blue slippers .. we both almost similar design .. the slim slippers kind

I started to take off my clothes as well when I see him did .. actually by this time I was into girls and also curious about boys but while we talked about interests I never said anything about my curiosity of boys .. I had some experience with boys but mainly oral and I’m always top .. so I was nervous but thrilled of the idea we both are wrestling semi nude in our slim briefs only

Here his friend came out of the room with a video camera in his hand .. it was already recording and he is doing like interviews before match .. I asked him, why the video .. I don’t want anything filmed, but he convinced me that this will be good memory for me and he will give me the tape as soon as we finish so I can always remember them .. he made interview with both of us .. joking and laughing .. then we agreed that the friend will be the camera man and the judge at the same time .. he told me the rules and we started the match

We wrestled for a while .. He was so good technique wise and strength wise .. but I also was good in strength and not bad in technique .. I managed to finish the first round losing by points but not very far .. We started the second round .. in this round it was clearly he is better in technique .. I’m wasting my energy and strength as still my technique is not that good while he was saving his energy .. at near the end of the second round my stamina almost gone and he is still like if he just started the match .. here he managed to dive into my legs, his hand between my legs, holding to my slippers from the back and he flipped me on my back .. I felt down on my back with his move, my knees are up and at the same time with an experienced hand his hand which was holding my slippers and the second hand both grapped my slippers and pulled it up my knees which was up at that time yet from being felt on ground .. all happened in two or three seconds

Suddenly I found myself naked on ground .. he was jumping and screaming with my slippers .. his friends was shouting something like: ohhhhh, that’s a twist in the game .. Marco managed to surprise Meshaal and put him into the ground exposing his hard cock to the crowd .. ladies and gentlemen see that hard cock .. see that fine ass .. what a day !!

I became crazy here .. it’s true I was hard .. we both were .. I noticed that while we were wrestling because there were a lot of touching .. a lot of cock brush .. we were thrilled actually

But when I became nude, I became crazy like I said .. I bend to cover my cock, then I heared the camera man talking about my shaved ass and sweet virgin hole .. I realized that by covering my cock I exposed my ass .. I didn’t know what to do and the camera man was commenting as if he is talking to crowd

Anyway, I then jumped trying to stop the camera and the humiliation of being the joke subject of those two .. they both kept laughing and convincing me that this is only a joke and it is fun and part of the game .. they do this always and I shouldn’t over react .. here Marco took off his slippers and exposed his hard cock as well saying: ok, now we are even .. r u ok?

I said that I’m not ok and the camera should stop filming .. they were insisting that we shall continue and camera shall not stop and I will take the only tape anyway .. 

Well, here I thought of it quick in my mind .. I’m already on the film naked .. already they are two guys and I’m one only .. it’s not of my advantage if I insist .. beside I was horny as well and part of me wanted to continue this .. specially when I saw Marco’ hard cock .. it was tall at least 19cm and medium thickness .. I wanted so badly to touch it

We started round 3 .. it was more or less like the second round .. I’m wasting my energy and power while Marco like if he was just warming up .. this round was different in terms of sexual attention .. we were aroused during all the time of the round 4 .. a lot of touches .. imagine, when he is behind me, his cock is pushing against my ass .. or when I’m at ground and he is above me sometimes my cock I hitting his ass and somethings his cock brush my face and lips .. a lot of touches which makes it intense. Round 4 finished and Marco still with his energy and he has more points than I do .. in the other hand I was so tired, no more energy to fight and losing with points .. 

We started round 5 .. same scenario continued but this time I was so tired that I’m not resisting much and barely standing .. he managed to catch me from behind .. now his hand around my waist like hugging me from behind .. I thought this is my chance, I will throw myself to the back and he will hit the ground before me and I could finish this .. I did it but appearantly I wasn’t strong enough when I did it .. the opposite happened and now we both are in our back he is in the ground with his back to the ground hugging me from behind and I’m on him .. my back is to him while he is hugging me from the back .. here he changed his legs position and closed them on my waist and his hands changed the position and now he managed to circle my neck with his arm and is choking me

I tried my best to get out of this trap but he was pressing more harder and I wasn’t able to breath .. I resist submitting till I almost fainted then I had to tap his hands three times in quick move as a sign that I submit !!

Here it was like a celebration for the two .. Marco pushed my body away from him so he can stand .. my body rolled and I’m now in ground, facing down (my butt facing up) .. while Marco jumping for his victory .. the camera man saying things like: unbelievable how this is ended .. Meshaal finally submitted to Marco .. Marco is the king .. Marco is the master .. wonder what will meshaal feel after that .. what tragedy fall of Meshaal .. he submitted to Marco and now he can’t even move .. look at him in the ground sleeping

he kept saying similar words and context .. Marco approached me and he sat next to me and slapped my ass many times asking his friend to take video of this ass .. he widen my ass cheeks and asked his friend to zoom in to Meshaal’s “pink hole” as he called it .. I was still in ground have no power to do anything .. I just kept my place while he was playing with my ass slapping it , biting it then widen it to the camera

He spit on my hole and started to rub my hole with his thumb .. honestly at that time I wasn’t sure what my feelings were .. later on video I saw that I was like someone who is drugged .. I wasn’t resisting at all .. and when he rub my hole with his thumb I was moaning and clearly I’m still hard although I’m in the ground not able to do anything.. I didn’t realize that I did moan while he was rubbing my hole till I saw it on the video later .. he was licking my hole and rubbing it with his thumb allowing it to slip in my hole which by instinct stretched open with all the attention it’s getting while I was moaning of pleasure .. really didn’t felt it till I saw the film .. was the first time someone played with my ass although I did fantasized it before

He stopped and asked me to wait and not move and went inside .. I wasn’t going to move anyway as really I was weak and thrilled I guess .. his friend continued filming and talking describing what he is seeing.. Marco came back and again he slapped my ass .. then he sat on me .. his cock on my ass and he put his weight on my back .. he came next to my ear and said: you said earlier that you will beat my ass and make me ur bitch .. he slapped my ass once again and continued: I beat ur ass and now I’ll make u my bitch .. and here he pushed his cock in my hole to my surprise .. it appeared that when he left, he lubed his cock and came back .. I shouted from pain and tried to push him or myself away but he put one hand on my mouth closing it and the other hand on my shoulders pushing me strongly to the ground saying: shhhhh, u don’t want the Neighbour’s to here u while u r being fucked .. and he pushed his cock fully deep inside me .. all the 19cm or whatever his size deep inside my hole

He kept his cock deep and didn’t move, he told me that he advises me not to move or resist as it will hurt myself only and I need to just wait till my hole stretch and adjust to his cock.

I stopped resisting .. understanding now that he is way stronger than me, that he is dominating me, that I’m already being filmed by his friend and I have nothing that I can do more than letting him continue, I was so vulnerable to him .. I understood that I brought that to me with my ego when I told him earlier trash words saying that he will be my bitch and now he is revenging for his dignity

The pain started to fade after few long minutes or this is how it seems and then it almost gone .. my cock became hard again .. Marco whispered in my ear: see bitch, u already started to like me fucking you .. and he started to move, pulling his cock out to the head and then pushing fully in again .. I moaned and screamed of the mix feeling of pain and pleasure, he took his hand off my mouth and let me moan freely saying I better not to shout so all Neighbours will know that I’m being fucked .. he continued thrusting me in a rhythm .. this is a feeling that I never experienced before .. something that I can’t describe .. a pain which has more joy than it hurts ..

He put me on the side .. one leg to the ground straight, the other leg bend and in the air .. he is holding the leg on the air with his and, my back to him and he is fucking me again .. I have no reactions other than the pain mixed with joy and lust on my pain while I’m moaning (I could see my expression later on the film, pain on my face, moaning from lust).. he continued fucking me in this position for a while .. the camera man going around to film more angles without talking now.

He made me now sit on my 4 like the doggy position .. again he started to fuck me .. I liked this position, something different in this position .. maybe because he was gripping my hips and ass while he is fucking me .. maybe because he was slapping my ass while he fucks me saying: I like ur ass bitch .. his friend positioned the camera toward us putting it into a table .. he got naked and approached me with his hard cock .. Marco is still fucking me on doggy position, he camera man held my head and pushed his cock into my mouth .. I didn’t try to resist, not anymore .. I was in heaven at that time and I was even more horny than they are .. it was all new experiences to me happening at once .. Camera man was fucking my mouth more than I’m sucking it .. he gripped my head and fucked my mouth like if he was fucking ass .. I felt Marco’s cock growing, here I knew what will happen .. tried to pull myself but he trapped my hips strong with his both hand while camera man was grappling my head also strong and fucking it .. in no time Marco started to shoot his cum deep inside me .. it was massive shot .. one load after another .. filled my ass hole .. it was new feeling as well .. I was like flying in heavens when I feel his loads all in me and I started to shoot my cum as well while no one even touching my cock

Camera man continued fucking my mouth till he cum his first load in my mouth and then the rest over my face and body .. he made me suck the rest of the cum off his cock till he is clean and his cock become soft ..

Marco at that time was finished and he was taking the camera to zoom in us .. when Camera man was fucking my mouth, Marco’s cum was dripping out of my hole going down as a rope to my balls and down on my cock and some felt to ground .. Marco filmed it all on camera

They went showering and I stayed exhausted in ground .. Marco came back to me, helped me get shower and we get back to sit in the sofa .. the camera man brought the film and insisted we all watch it together .. here I was feeling ashamed .. u know the feeling of guilt when u finish and the reality that I have been fucked by those two guys against my well .. I was thinking to myself, is that rape? I didn’t approve it and I didn’t want to be fucked in the ass but he forced me and fucked me anyway .. but again I know that I enjoyed it and if he stopped in the middle I would beg him to continue fucking me

I didn’t want to see the video as it was shameful for me but they insisted we shall see it together .. they played the video .. here I realized something .. that there were also signs from me to him that I want to be fucked .. during the wrestling many times he would push his cock against my ass, but seems I’m ok with it .. I was hard all the time, he even ride me one time during wrestling and I was on my 4 trying to make him drop of me and he was riding me like a cowboy .. I went around the room in my 4 while he was on top and his cock was just in my hole and all the body language shows that I wanted that

Also the moaning later when he rubbed my hole .. all shows that I was giving signs that I’m into it even though I didn’t realize it

We all were hard when we watched it .. another strange feeling came to me while I’m watching myself being fucked by Marco and his friend .. I was ashamed to see that with them and at the same time I want it again and feels good that I’m desired by them .. specially when we reach that part, Marco again made me naked and he made me lay in the couch on my stomach with my butt up .. still watching the video and he slap my ass saying: u are amazing sexy bitch, he and his friend played with my ass, one is licking the other is slapping or rubbing the hole .. I was horny crazy again and almost beg them to fuck me 

I didn’t need to beg .. they agreed already that it’s the turn of the camera man to fuck me in the ass .. no one actually asked me about what I want .. I slept in the couch now on my back, the camera man came to me like in missionary position, he raised my both legs and rest them in his shoulders then he pushed them back till my knees are near my chest and started to fuck me in this position .. my face was in the side and it’s the turn of Marco to fuck my mouth .. not much happened here as I guess we were all tired .. they just kept fucking me the same position till the camera man cum all deep inside me and Marco in my mouth ,. Marco didn’t allow me to spit his cum and kept his cock all in my mouth till he finished ordering me to drink it .. I drink it all till last drop ..

Then camera man sucked me till I cum in his mouth as well and he drank my cum as well .. again they made me squeeze my ass to let the cum out of my hole .. all the second session was filmed as well but from one angle

They didn’t kept the promise that they will give me the only copy of the film.. they made another copy, gave me one and kept one saying that this is guarantee for both of us that no one will publish the video or use it wrongly .. they told me that they don ‘t mind me showing it to any friend or guy but not to publish and said that they will show it to their friends as well as a victory of Marco over me and I have nothing to do about it but they promise not to publish .. I understood mainly that they will use the film for their pleasure and friend’s pleasure but if I ever tried to report it, they will publish it online ..

I asked them why they choose me .. I told them, that I’m top and into girls (I was bi at that time). They said yes, they know that when we talked about the girls but again there were some signs ..when we were talking many times they touch me, they even rubbed my thighs warmly when we say something funny and I didn’t seems to mind it .. he said he didn’t plan to humiliate me but because I told him that I’ll make u my bitch he wanted to teach me lesson and to break my ego by making me his slave .. I rejected that statement and I said that I wasn’t slave but he said: but I fucked u in all positions and made u my bitch .. I cum inside u and made my friend also fuck and cum inside you and I made u drink my cum, ur hole was virgin and tight and we opened it for u and made it stretch .. if this is not being my slave then what?

He stood up .. held my chin and pressed my cheeks so my mouth opened .. he forced his soft cock in my mouth saying with order voice: suck and make me hard again .. and he started to fuck my mouth till he became hard and pulled out saying: see, u should accept that u already became my slave and I can just fuck u the way I want and u have nothing to do about it the moment u submitted to me 

I didn’t talk more .. clearly I’m vulnerable and the more I talk the more I’m being humiliated .. he felt it, so he kissed me and asked me not to feel bad .. we all enjoyed our time and he knows that I did as well .. he said that it was clear that I was moaning and screaming from pleasure and I also shot huge loads of cum twice which shows how much I was thrilled and one day I’ll thank him for this opportunity that I can now see the real sex world

Well .. really I am .. I’m thankful for this experience .. yes it was humiliating, yes I was used as there sex slave or bitch but without this I might not being introduced to all the pleasures I know today .. it changed me since then .. today I like my partner to be in control .. I like to be dominated and to be surprised by unexpected events even if it will be humiliating.. I can’t describe this .. really mix feelings