I had gay experiences in high school and college. The guilt always piled on and I vowed not to indulge again, but when you love seeing guys naked you know better. I can tell about those experiences but I will share one that happened in1994 just as I discovered internet services on Compuserve. Remember that.
By now I was married and pressed my desires, but a room for bisexuals opened the door. I chatted and exchanged emails with many other like-minded married men. One such contact said he was coming to my area on business and meeting for a drink at his hotel. I cleared the evening and drove to his hotel nervous and determined to keep my identity discreet. I locked my wallet and identification in the glove box. I carried a briefcase to illustrate I belonged there and entered the bar. I looked around and eventually locked eyes with a guy who fit the description he gave me. Nervous talk ensued but we became comfortable with each other and I realized we both wanted to connect sexually. He invited me to his room. In the elevator I became hard realizing what was happening. I covered myself with the briefcase as there were others in the elevator. We reached his room and he opened the door. There was tension and an awkward silence. He Egan removing his clothes. He revealed a nice body with some hair on his chest. He stopped snd kept his boxers on as I began to remove my shirt, socks, and pants leaving me in my boxers. He moved towards me tugged the boxers down and up my 6” cut rock hard cock popped. The head was already reddish purple and still swelling and changing color. My hairy balls tightened up. I reached for his boxers, pulled and revealed a nice hard cock similar to my own. I grabbed it, and touched the first cock other than my own since college. It throbbed and felt warm and wonderful. I looked and drank it in.
He moved us over to the bed. He laid on top of me our hard cocks tingling when they touched. He took me in his mouth and it felt wonderful. My head was in a different place encouraging and saying “why did you wait so long….this feels right!’ As I felt that I might cum I eased him off and then returned the favor. His cock had a nice smell and good taste to it. I sucked and my head again told me…”what were you afraid of”? We shifted and 69ed. I got a look at his hairy asshole with a fresh smell. Licked his balls and the way the hole winked at me I knew what wanted. We had talked about that online. So out came the lube and the condom. I suited up and he eased on to y cock as he sat on it. Warm and tight. The head poked past the first muscle until all of it was inside. He took a deep breath and moved up and down. We changed position and I could tell my huge cock head hit the right spots. Eventually his orgasm came, and it tightened around me even tighter. With the condom on I still hadn’t come, so he slid out and removed the condom until I came in his mouth from his great blow job. We took deep breaths and I remained hard. He had gone soft and O like him in that state. Had I not needed to get home I could have enjoyed round two. I dressed and left. All on the drive home I felt renewed and knew it would happen again. Business brought him back and we met again for an even better session. That was my rebirth and something that validated me finally.
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