Brad and I were watching the hockey game when he suddenly asked me. "How often do you use your dildo, Tom?"
I quickly responded, "I don't have a fucking dildo. I'm not into that." But, as you can guess, I did.
"I know you have a dildo. How often do you ride it? Once a month? Twice?" he asked looking into my eyes for a tell. "Three times, maybe?"
That was about right, 3 times. In fact, it had only been a few days since I last used my seven inch, flesh-feel dildo, which I kept hidden in a box, in my closet, with a half empty bottle of lube, a few all-male magazines and a couple all-male VHS tapes. I always kept my gay items separate from my straight stash, which I kept in a bedside table.
"Fuck off, I don't ride my dildo-I mean a dildo, Brad."
"Ahh, you do have one. When you use it, is it just for pleasure or do you wish you were really riding a guy? If so, who do you think of?"
Ironically, the last time I used it, I was fantasizing about him. Brad had a slim build, weighted about 170lbs, stood close to 5'11", with a handsome but, boyish face, and messy, light-brown hair. Brad was second only to Jerry in my top 3, male fantasies, Evan was third.
"When I fantasize, I think of girls and I don't had a dildo."
"But, you fantasize about guys when you ride, don't you?"
"NO!"
"And about sucking their cocks too?"
When I fantasize about Brad or any guy for that matter, I always imagine sucking their cocks. Because when it comes to sucking cock, I have experience. I know the tastes, smells and feel of a nice, thick cock in my mouth. (I loved the taste of his precum, it was so sweet.) But I had never had the chance to ride him, I wanted to, but it didn't happen. That's why I started using my dildo. But, I couldn't tell Brad. I was too scared to come out as bi to him or any friend. I must have looked guilty as fuck, because I was guilty.
"Who did you suck off?"
"I haven't been with a guy. I don't do that, Brad."
Brad was looking me dead in the eyes, "You're lying to me. You've sucked cock, I know you have."
All this talk about sucking cock was making me hard hard, I couldn't think straight. (no pun intended) How did Brad know? Then I remembered, about a month before, during a night of heavy drinking, Brad and some other guys, and I were playing a game of never-have-I-ever. I know it's a kids game, but we were drunk. Anyway, when Brad said, 'Never-have -I-ever, "Sucked a cock".' I made move to take a drink, realized what I was doing, stopped myself, then quickly looked around to see if anyone saw. Brad must have saw what I did. I was nervous as hell. I didn't want Brad to know I liked using a dildo, that I loved sucking cock or that I was bi. But, at the same time, I wanted to say 'Yes!, I suck cock and I want yours to be next!" Then, if he didn't punch me I'd suck him blue.
But, I said, "Why are you doing this?" 'Chicken.' A smile crossed Brad's' face. "Tom, I saw you the other day, through a slit in the curtains of your bedroom. You were bouncing up and down on your dildo, on your chair, while you were watching gay porn."
He saw me doing it! I dropped my head and let out a big sigh. I was backed into the corner as far as I could go, but I still wasn't ready to admit to anything.
" You want another beer, snacks, a toke?" I asked trying to change the subject.
"Answer my question first. How often do you use your dildo?"
I didn't want to tell him, but I had no choice. 'Maybe something will come from this,' I thought.
"I don't. Shit. Brad come on, I mean. Okay, you caught me. I tried once, okay. To feel what it was like, you know, just to try. But, I didn't like it, I don't like it. I couldn't even get it in all the way and I'm not going to do it again. Honest. Please don't tell anyone." I thought it was a good performance. In truth, I could take my dildo all the way to it's fake balls and I would ride it hard to give myself a good fucking.
"You're still lying to me. Because, I saw you riding that thing like a cowboy on a bull. Up, down, up, down, yee-ha!", he said bouncing up and down on the couch. "You fucked yourself hard. You love it and have done it a lot. haven't you?"
"What are you a lawyer? Listen, I've done it yes. But, I've only done it a few times and I don't love it."
"Your story keeps changing. You use it, because you like how it feels."
I wanted to say, You're right, I do like how it feels and as long as I'm being honest Brad, I'd rather ride your cock than my dildo. But, I chickened out again and I said, "Brad listen, I do like it, but I don't use it that much. I don't know why I do." I put my head down in shame.
"Hey, I'm your friend here, Tom. I don't care if you tell me, you love taking dildo in your ass. I don't care if you tell me you love sucking cock. You can tell anything. I won't tell anyone, or judge you."
"Brad I don't...."
Brad paused for a moment, then looked around the room, as if to see if someone else might be there.
"Have you ever fantasized about sucking my cock?" he said with a whisper.
"What did you say?" I asked eagerly.
"If I had my hard cock out right now, would you lean over and suck me?"
"Brad, I."
He unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, lifted his ass up and pushed them down to his knees. He then hooked his fingers in the waist band of his underwear and pushed those up and over his semi-erect, cock. It flopped down on to his lower abs, and was already six inches at least, I wanted him.
"You want to. You can't stop looking at my thick, juicy cock." He wrapped his fingers around his shaft and started stroking and waving it back and forth. "Come on, suck it, I know you want to. Please."
I couldn't take my eyes off his cock. "Nice cock, Brad. But, I don't think we..." 'what the fuck am I thinking, I've wanted to suck him for ages, go for it.' I thought. I reached over and wrapped my hands around his cock. "You won't tell anyone?" I was salivating. "If I was going tell, I would have when I saw you watching the video with a guy sucking, that big, juicy cock."
"That big, juicy cock?" I questioned. "Have you sucked cock, too?"
"No but I think I do."
"Do you want to suck me first?"
"Would you go first?" he said waving his dick around. "Then I'll return the favor."
I leaned over and took his head in my mouth, and was rewarded with a blast of precum flavor. I sucked, licked and kissed him for several minutes before, I suggested heading to my bedroom. Brad eagerly took off his clothes on the way.
I put on the video I had been watching when he saw me. Brad laid down naked on my bed. I took a moment to admire his beautiful body. I couldn't believe this was happening.
"Did you like watching me masturbate,?" I asked.
"Yes."
"Did you see my cock?"
"No. The back of the chair blocked me."
"Do you want to unwrap it?"
"What?"
I stood in front of him and rubbed my crotch. "My dick is aching to get out."
He quickly clued in. H moved and sat on the edge of the bed, unzipped my pants, pushed them down my legs then hooked his fingers in my underwear and removed them too. My cock was at full attention when he wrapped his hand around my shaft. Leaning forward he took the head of my cock in his mouth and swirled his tongue around the head.
The video started. In the first scene Peter North gets a a blowjob from his cousin.
"Did you like watching me or this guy sucking cock?"
Looking up at me, Brad took his mouth off my cock and said, "You. But I like the cock that guy is sucking, it looks so big."
"Yours is just as big." I said.
"Really?"
"Oh yeah. Here suck me, Brad," I said, as I waved my cock in front of him.
"Will you suck me some more first?"
"Absolutely."
I knelt in front of him, spread his legs and wrapped my hand around him. His cock was beautiful; about seven and a half inches, fully erect, with a good girth, cut, and had a perfect mushroom head. It was like they molded my dildo from him, only he was thicker and longer. He had a nice set balls too, that were not to hairy and hung low. I rubbed my hand slowly up his shaft pressing his cock against his belly. A musky aroma filled my nose when I nuzzled and licked each ball, causing my cock to throb and drip it's own precum. I licked my way up his shaft to the head where I was treated to some more of his sweet precum. Then, looking up at him I took him into my mouth again. I love the warmth, saltiness and feel of hard cock in my mouth. I was in heaven. but my cock needed attention too.
"Fuck this is cool. That feels, great Tom,"
I worked him for a several more minutes, switching back and fourth from sucking to licking, and stroking.
"Fuck you're good at this." he moaned. I could tell he wanted to fuck my mouth so I stopped suddenly.
"What? Now? I was getting close."
"I know, but it's to soon."
"What are we going to do?"
"My turn", I said.
"Oh."
I got on the bed and laid down. He crawled over and wrapped his hand on my cock and slowly began to rub. "Oh wow, you're so hard."
"You're doing that."
Without a moments hesitation he leaned over and took me into his mouth again. He was tentative at first, but very quickly picked up a good rhythm. I only felt his teeth a couple times and only once did he gag. He was a good first time cock sucker.
"Hey take it slow." I tried to pull away, but he didn't want to loose my cock from his mouth.
"Stop for a second, we've got to make this last. Move up and lay down, I want to 69, I've never done it before"
He lay down beside me so I had access to him and he me. I quickly took his cock in my mouth, as he did mine. It felt incredible getting a blowjob while sucking a hard cock, it was something I had waited to long for a long time. I knew he enjoyed what I was doing, because I sure enjoyed what Brad was doing. He was a great cock sucker, he copied my moves at first, then quickly made up his own. He knew how to work my cock and was close to making me cum. I worked him harder with the hope we would cum together. As I quickened the pace so did he. I was close and could tell he was too. A moment later he filled my mouth with cum. His was sweet and warm. I let him slip from my mouth as I pumped my cum into his mouth. He wouldn't stop licking and sucking me.
"Stop you're going to lick me raw." Brad let my dick slip from his mouth.
"This feels like a dream."
"I've never had a wet dream like this."
"I'll be dreaming about this for a long time. I won't forget."
"I don't think this won't be our last memory." I said.
"I'm up for more." Brad said. "Hey, show me your dildo."
I got it out of my gay box and placed it on the bed.
"Wow, this has been in you." Brad said picking it up. "It's so big How do you take it all?"
"Lube and taking it slow, it's only seven inches."
"But, it's thick."
"It's no bigger than you, see you're thicker." I placed my dildo beside Brad's growing cock then, wrapping my fingers around him, started stroking and said, "I'd like to take your cock too. If you're up for it?"
"I'm getting up for it," he said putting his hand on mine. "Do you have condoms?"
"Of course," I quickly grabbed some condoms from my drawer and lube from my box.
"What do you want me to do?" Brad asked.
"Lie down, I want to ride you like a cowboy."
Laughing, Brad asked, "Can you rewind the video to where you start your ride?"
"Of course." I rewound the video, ( 'Cousins' starring Peter North), to just before the cousin rides Peter's cock."
"Cool." said Brad as I rolled the condom down his now hard cock.
Brad watched as I lubed up my ass. "Lay across the bed so you can see the video too."
Quickly he moved. I lubed him up.
"This is going to sound stupid but what do you want me to do?"
" Let me do all the work first. Until I get this in," I said stroking his cock.
"Okay."
I was horny as hell. Even though he was bigger than my dildo I was confident I could take him. I straddled him, our hard cocks touching. Pressing mine to his I ran my hands up his abs to his firm pecs and shoulders. I was ready for my first real cock. I turned the video on. With the head of Brad's cock at my ass I lowered myself onto him just as the cousin took Peter's cock.
I always did it that way when I used my dildo, because, I'd fantasize that I was taking Peter's cock. But I didn't need the video this time. Brad was my fantasy and his cock was inching into me. I concentrated on Brad's body and face instead of the video. It felt so good to have a warm, body under me, instead of a hunk of cold, silicone. It took a bit for me to get used to Brad's girth, but once I did, it took no time for me to sink to his balls."
"Wholly fuck you're tight." And just like Peter's cousin, I began ridding Brad's cock.
"Oh my God! This feels so good.", I moaned.
He filled me up better than my dildo, like he was form fitted for my ass. I felt pleasure I hadn't before. By the look on Brad's face I knew he was enjoying it too. I never thought this fantasy would come true.
"Ride-em cowboy," He said. Laughing, I quickened my pace.
"Fuck this feel good", I said. As I ran my hands up his abs to his chest. "Oh fuck yes! This feels great, I love sucking your cock too, Brad. Do you like it when I suck your cock?"
Brad turned to look at me with his beautiful face and exclaimed, "Fuck yeah. You're a great cock sucker. I love your cock too. And your tight ass, you're going to make me cum."
"Good. I think I will too."
I began stroking myself.
"Ride my cock, Tom. Fuck yeah!"
"Cum for me. Brad, cum in me."
Brad had a good, fierce fucking face, he was grunting and pushing up into me as I was bouncing. He was close to blowing.
"I'm going to cum! Fuck yes, ride my cock! Harder, faster like when I saw you through the window. Ride me like a cowboy." I picked up the pace. "I'm cumming." He let out a grunt and moaned, "Fuck yah"
I stopped bouncing, to masturbate and shot my load up to his chest.
I flopped off him, quickly grabbed some tissue to dispose of the used condom and wipe my ass.
"That was great," I said. "It was so much better than my dildo."
"Next time, I'll try, Okay?"
"You don't have to, if you don't want to."
"I want to."
The next scene on the video had already started, where a pizza delivery boy is about to accept Peter's tip in his mouth. We watched as we talked about what just happened until we fell asleep.
In the morning Brad and I both had morning wood. We didn't let them go to waste.
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