My first gay experience happened when i was 19 in a rock festival. I tried Molly (XTC or Ecstasy) for the first time and if you know you know how it feels for the first time, no inhibitions no anxiety and horny level over 9000. Never thought of having a intercourse with a man, not even thoughts of sucking dick (im from a conservative country in Europe so i wasnt really aware of it). Well now im on drugs horny af and surrounded by these biker type people (men women, families overall) and i just had this wanting to try something different. Now this was 100% drug influence because i was so horny, so i go to toilet clean up, download Grindr in secret so none of my friends see, go back to tent to make a "sexy" photo, ass arched up or smth, and literally not even 30 min later this man in his 50s is softly face fucking me, 20 more minutes later he's doing mating press on me. Now im rolling hard on molly and it was insanely amazing, just the euphoria the whole time was amazing experience. Now next day when drugs wore off i felt like what the actual fuck i just did,i was anxious af almost cried in tent, but then i did more molly and can you guess where i went ? yeah for round 2 and the man was really happy to see me...... Now couple things i learned from my experience : i love doggystyle , i can take 21cm of dick in both mouth and ass, you can come hands free in missionary (lift your hips up and he needs you to fuck upward as much as possible, he showed me that) and the most important thing i learnt that guy cumming ir my mouth (throat) is my fetish.. the feeling of dick pulsating and mans legs shaking when he cums , ijust loved that at that moment i had all the power over him, squeeze his balls and dont let go suck him like through a straw. Now after that i had another couple of WTF days at home where i contemplated wtf did i just do. All in all it was amazing experience and now when i do Molly (very rarely) all i can think about is dick.. and i go get it lol
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