Fag's first Locktober

This is a true story od my first day in chastity during Locktober 2023.

Hi, my name is Collin and I'm a fag.

Today was my first day in chastity as part of Locktober 2023. I got up early as I had to catch a train to capital city, because next week starts school year at my college. So I traveled almost four hours and got to my apartment around noon. I share it with my friends, so I thought they would be there. When I arrived they wasn't! And they planned on coming next morning!!

I was so fucking happy as I wanted to play with my locked dick. I've wanted to try locking up for a very long time. I thought it could help me stop masturbating, which got really intense in the last few months. I started consider myself a bator, I could jerk off for hours with poppers and some toys, so I told myself: Let's try Locktober, at least I won't be touching my dick so often. Boooy was I wrong about that.

So, I arrived with none of my roommates there, I happily put the cage on and went shopping for clothes. I have fake Cobra cage, I'm planning on buying a new one if chastity gets serious. But today, I bought pants for work and then very nice black sweatpants. Exactly the type of sportswear I love. Cage didn't bother me much, it felt really nice to have it covering my dick and not allowing it any movement. I came home and went on my usual routine. Shower, dinner and then, I thought, let's sniff a little bit of poppers and play with my caged dick.

Since I obviously couldn't play with my dick, I chose to finger my asshole a little. I laid on bed and started watching Twitter with its many content to jerk off. I sniffed once from poppers and started massaging my asshole with my fingers. The rush came instantly. I was horny as pig and wanted to unlock myself and jerk off like a pathetic bator. I stopped myself and focused on my hole. 

I massaged it to the point I couldn't bear it, then I slid one finger in. A had to stop for a moment as it was suddenly too much. I breathed it out, then took a hit from poppers and continued with my finger.

I felt so fucking sexy. With large hoodie, white socks and don't forget about the cage. I continued to fuck my hole while moaning as a common whore. I imagined the door open, dom in leather walking in and raping me like a worthless cumdump. That didn't happen, what did happen was, that I got into some kind of trance of hornines.

I found "poppers training" category on porn websites and choose the most perverted and hard poppers training. I put my headphones on, turned off the light, pressed play button and started watching it. Fuck that was incredible. I've never experienced something so intense like that.

I hit a big sniff from poppers along with the commands on the screen. I held it and exhaled. The rush came again and this time I wasn't ready. The combination of dark, that fucked up music that completely absorbed me, videos of cumdumps getting raped, used and abused on the screen and those humiliating sentences was just too much. Much was hypnotising me, as I couldn't stop watching computer.

You're a worthless cumdump. Go to a cruising spot. Prepare to take every load. That's what you're made to do. You serve men. You don't need penis. You accept every load... this is what I read on the screen. And I agreed with everything!! I wanted it, wanted to be just a hole for everyone who'd want to store his cum in me. To wait at public toilets for a cock appearing in glory hole. To let the door to my apartment open and let anonymous cocks fuck me.

That was all over my head. I hit poppers once. Then twice. Every nostril one. Then 10 little hits. The one hit so big I almost passed out.

By the time of second hit I stopped finger my ass. I completely forgot about it. Only thing that mattered were my cock and balls. Cock was out of reach, so I (for the first time in my life) started punching my balls. At first, it was light. Then I added power as I wanted more and more. There wasn't any limit. After ever hit of poppers I punched with even more power.

I started "masturbating" my cage too. I would pull it up and then push back. It didn't mean anything really for my soft cock, but in the combination with punching.... i was in heaven.

I forgot all about videos, I was absorbed by music and pleasure coming from torturing my balls and cock. I blinked on screen and there just appeared "prepare your poppers". I took a massive hit like it was my last. When the rush came, I couldn't stop torturing myself. I continued in punching and pulling. I heard myself moaning even with my headphones on. I was total mess of a fag. And I loved it.

If I had a ruined orgasm on my first day of first Locktober, that would be si fucking cool I thought. I've never experienced one, only heard about what it is. My "masturbation" became more intense. I could feel it. Orgasm was near. I added more intensity, shook like a bitch in heat on my bed, loud brainwashing music playing in my headphones and then it came. Cum spurt out of me like waterfall. But where the fuck was the pleasure. Instead, I squirted and squirted, my hand full of cum but that awesome feeling was nowhere to be found.

I laid on my bed, still wanking because I didn't feel like I have came! There was only the begining of orgasm and now I was as horny as before (more perhaps) and my cock ready for action. If I hadn't hand full of cum I would thing I passed out and had a dream.

I slowly came to realization, what just happened. I had my first ruined orgasm! In my first locktober day! I felt so great. Not only the post but clarity didn't come and I didn't feel ashamed, I was proud of myself that I could accomplish that. It meant big deal for me. 

But yeah, I was still horny as fuck. I wanted to continue and have one, two, three more! I felt like such a pathetic fag, ruining his orgasms just so he can play with his cock. But let me tell you. From my first experience, ruined caged orgasm is far better than a normal one. I'm excited to try again and see how far I can go.

I didn't expect that but this locktober might be a very life hanging experience!

End of part 1

Thank you very much for reading. I'm sorry for my english, it's not my mother language as well as this is my first story ever written. Hope it wasn't disaster.

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If you want give feedback, I would very gladly hear your oppinions. You can write me on email: [email protected] 

I hope you'll like young fag Collin and will ve interested in watching his way to become real fag. 

I was thinking about, in some parts, refer to him as "Fag" and "it". What is your opinion?

Story is 100 % true and happened on the first day of Locktober 2023.