Embracing the slut inside me

Chapter 8

I entered the apartment with heavy feet thinking about the course of events in the park. How I let a complete stranger fuck me? And worst of all why did I love it so much that I started begging him? I was whimpering like total slut and got my hole all wet by his semen. Fuck, he was a complete stranger who inseminate men? I didn't even know his name? If I can take cocks of strangers then why not Matt?  All these questions just made me so miserable that as I entered, my hole started twitching again and my cock began to harden. I needed someone to make these twitching stop, to stuff my hole up and fuck me again but I could think of none or may be I was ignoring one potential dude.

 I went to bathroom and decided to take a shower but still in the shower the flashes of hot sex with that stranger didn't leave my brain and keep me horny and hard. I rubbed my entire body with soap, my hand touched my red corny nipples, they got hard like rock and sensitive like a rash. I couldn't stop and gently tweaked them letting out soft moans of pleasure that sent feeble jolts of ecstasy to my brain. I became incapable of thinking or distracting myself and just focused on giving myself sexual release. My hands started moving on its own and explored every inch of my skin. Then two fingers entered the most sensitive part of my body, my ass and there was no turning back. The slut was awakened again and I started fingering my pucker rosebud that was molested few moments ago. It was swollen and the pain radiated through the entire area. It was just amazing. I got fucked half an hour ago and I couldn't get enough of it. I was hard again and increased the speed of finger fucking my hole. "Ohhhhhhhh", and my sphincters contracted around my fingers, my balls explode with a another bomb of hot cum. "Fuck... .I ve become a mess", I thought to myself. I need a real deal. Matt where are you?

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Matt was sound asleep, maybe having sweet dreams making my whole life upside down. I was horny, my hole was twitching and I needed a cock up my ass. It was 1 am and I went to Matt's room sneakily. I saw him lying asleep only in his shorts. I went to him and my cock skyrocketed to watch the tent in his shorts. To me it was so beautiful. I sat down and licked my lip like there was delicious food in front of me. I sniffed his crotch inhaling the enchanting aroma of his musk through his boxers. Amazing. I quietly lowered his shorts down and sprung his cock up shamelessly. Just a few hours ago I yelled at him for making me do all such slutty stuff and now I was doing this all willingly.

His beautiful cock was throbbing like my heartbeat and I couldn't stand my lust longer and opened my mouth to take it in.

"What--???", Matt woke up like he felt an electric shock.

 "What the fuck old perv?", Matt was looking at me with a mix of confusion and anger. I was so embarrassed. I couldn't remember any moment in my life when I felt so shame. Why the hell I couldn't control my lust?

"What are you doing here old man?", He asked me still confused. How could I explain it to Matt? It was obvious what I wanted and Matt knew it very well. How humiliating it was that I almost hit Matt for becoming a slut for him and now I was actually acting like a desperate bitch with a hard cock. He actually realised I was hard.

"Do you want this old man?", He pointed at his cock jerking. My eyes shined brightly.

 "Yes, I want it", I thought but didn't say it. I wanted to stick to even a little dint of pride that I had left in me.

 "See how it is getting hard... .actually your lips made it hard old man", he said with a grin on his face, mocking me.

 "Fuck him... .but he was right", I thought. I wanted to run away but firmly stood there getting weaker and weaker as he moved his hand up and down his hard cock.

 "But how unfortunate, the old man can't suck you. He had his BIG PRIDE to hold to", Matt said talking to his cock.

 "This fucker was so cunning but I was feeling guilty of being so hostile to him before. My cock couldn't stop throbbing in my pants. He was mocking me and I let him do that. My eyes were fixated on his throbbing cock and my mouth was watering.

"Uhhhhh... fuck... .I guess I'm gonna jerk and someone is gonna cum just watching it", he closed his eyes and cockily started masturbating in front of me insulting me.

 "Nooo", it came mechanically from my mouth and my feet moved towards him but then I stopped. He must have heard my "no" as I could see him smiling. He was jerking his cock while moaning out seductively.

 "Fuck my pride", I thought and jumped on bed closer to him.

"Let me Matt", I requested with desperate eyes  and he looked at my pathetic eyes. I was almost begging him to suck him for one last time.

"If you suck it then there is no turning back Darius. You don't know what you did was so wrong. I knew you'd be back as once your slut has awakened inside you, I can't go back now", he jerked my hand away staring into my eyes. I was taken aback at the reality check he gave to me. He was right. I, Darius, the biggest Alpha of not only my youth but also my old age had reduced to a pathetic, cock hungry slut just by this kid. I was a dream top of all the men and women equally once, but now I'm just a desperate bottom who can take even any unknown cock up his ass. The reign of almighty Alpha Top Darius was over now. It was now time for the Alpha slut Darius to replace him. 

  "Please Matt... .I can't stop thinking about it. I surrender completely. I give up. I will be your slut for sure. Are you happy now?", It was my last chance as I fucked up badly before.

 "Good boy old man", he smiled and patted me like a baby. I moved my hand to his cock and again he slapped it. I looked at him confused.

 "First you will do what you left earlier in the evening. And I'm gonna punish you for what you did. And believe me it will be hell", he smiled cockily and I felt a cold sensation running through my body. I have never seen Matt dead serious before.

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"My God you look so good damn hot now old man", he turned naked my body in front of mirror and I just flushed with anger to see my smooth, hairless body. I didn't feel manly and all my remaining masculinity that was gone now.

"Fuck... .you smell so good old man", he lifted my muscular arm up and licked my hairless armpit. Without hair the skin had become so ticklish and I was getting convulsions.

"Now for the real deal Darius", Matt whispered and I swallowed my drool getting intimidated. 

 He made me arranged a table in front of it and also strip. He ordered me to feel my entire body, touch my pecs, squeeze them and pull my nipples out. Then he commanded me to spank my chest twenty times making it red. I moaned with pain and pleasure. I didn't know why my cock was getting hard with all of this and in no time I was showing an amazing hard on in front of the mirror. Watching myself humiliating like this was turning me on. He then ordered me to jerk off myself and for the first time in my life I was masturbating in front of the mirror. It was so derogatory to use my body for my own pleasure in front of a kid but it was turning me on badly. I closed my eyes to avoid all of this shame but a tight spank on my arse and his command of keeping my eyes open looking at myself in the mirror couldn't safe me from watching my humiliation.

"Hands pressed , back bent and legs completely apart old man. I'm gonna punish you raw and hard. So that you won't make the same mistake again", he said with a cold smile and I did what he told with a sinking heart ready to take the first corporeal punishment of my life.

 "Ahhhhhh", I screamed with a jolting pain as he spanked me really hard hitting my right ass cheek like a lightning bolt. I had no other option left. 

"Spread your legs Darius and stick your ass out. Show me the results of those squats you used to do everyday", he said with a wicked grin and I parted my legs apart and moved my ass higher so that he could have a full view.

"Nice... you have got the best looking ass old man", he said spanking it hard again. How degrading was I looking when I watch Matt spanking my ass and making such powerful expressions. I am above 6 feet bodybuilder and was being spanked by a mere twink and not gentle spanks but hard sizable ones that stung me like a bee sting.

"This is your punishment Darius and I want you to love it, long for this, a good slut like you can take this pain. Just look at your body, it's a fucking shithouse of muscles and you built them to endure physical pain old man. Don't you?", Another hard spank but this time with a crop.

"Ahhhhhh", I moaned and my ass convulsed taking a blow. "Answer me old man", another hit. "Arhhh... yeahhhh... yesss", I said quickly.

"Good boy... .I'm gonna punish you and I want you to face it like a man and if you resist or ask me to stop I'm gonna multiply each hit by 3 understood?", He asked me hitting again leaving red lines of hits.

"Yes .. ahhhhhhh", I screamed. "The only way to escape is to ensure and love it. For a good slut the pain gives him joy. His cock reacts excitedly with every hit of pain. For him, his punishment is also a source of bliss. The more you enjoy the pain I inflict on you, the better slut you become. Get it muscle man?", He spanked me repeatedly making my skin burning red. Initially these were light hits but with every hit it became harder and rougher.

"Ohhhhh... . yes... yes... I understood... please... slow down", I said and instead of a mercy I got three consecutive lashes from him.

"Ahhhhh... ohhhhhh... ahhhhh", I screamed out with pain realising what I did.

"I guess now you understood old man. You know you deserve it. What you did demand this punishment Darius. Now let me start the session and you will count every hit", he hit me gently this time.

"One..", I continued. My hands were rested on the table, legs fully apart, ass pointed out and eyes straight in the mirror to watch my punishment. I ,guess, deserved it all, I guess Matt was right after all, I was bad to him and I deserved all of this. I didn't realise that Matt was gas lighting me and I was being convinced. He continued leashing on me and my body just jerked with each blow that I was receiving on my smooth ass.

"Ohhhh twooooo", I cried out. "Old man... feel it... .enjoy it... once you started feeling the joy of pain, you won't mind it", he said hitting me again.

"Ahhhh ..threeeee... ", I cried again couldn't understand his philosophy. How can this burning pain can bring me joy?

"Four... . ufffffffff", I endured another one. "Your ass jiggles and it looks so cute Darius", Matt responded squeezing my red cheeks.

"Now it's time for continuous blows", he said and started a series of torture that made my buns cherry red and all the time I stood the pain with bitten lips. He gave me about thirty continuous hits and with thirty one I had to stop him.

"I can't... please Matt", I begged him.

"Addition of another 6", he said with stern look and bent me on the table hitting me mercilessly.

"Ahhhhhhhh... fuckk... . ahhhhhhhh... ahhhhh.. ohhhhhh", I just wriggled and screamed with pain. "What is the count Darius?", He asked me hitting me again. I actually forgot the count in this rush.

"If you have forgotten then I ll pick myself a number... ..and I think it was twenty", Matt said with a devilish grin. It was definitely more than thirty. "Ahhhh... Matt it hurts... ", I said taking another hit.

"I already gave you a tip old man. Try to focus on the pleasure and not on the pain", he put the crop back and was searching for something in his backpack. I turned around to see my ass and it was glowing red. I was once the one with power, authority and reputation. Nobody ever dared to mess with me but now my lust had reduced me to such an extent that I was being spanked by a kid, a fucking twinky kid who could easily be my son. Tears filled my eyes but I won't cry, I'm a man, a strong one too and men don't cry, they endure pain.

And with that thought something hit me. I was a man, a strong one and strong men endure pain they fight the pain and never give up. I strained my muscles, contracted my butt and prepared to receive next hits bravely. But all my confidence came crashing down when I saw Matt pulling out a wide leather paddle from his bag pack. I was terrified to see his smiling face with that leather paddle in his hands.

"The real fun begins now old man. And keep in mind, if you forget the count I will start from the beginning. If you resist or beg me to stop, I will start again and if you don't enjoy it I will tear your ass today. So try to enjoy every hit whole heartedly", he whispered sending shivers to my spine.

"Can I endure this torture any more?", I thought but before my mind could come up with an answer I heard a movement and a loud thrash on my buns pushing me forward with the blow.

"Ahhhhhhhhhh... hhhhhh.. ohhhhhhhh... fuckkkkkkkk", my eyes watered and I closed them, my biceps strained with pressure, and ass cheeks contracted making a dimple. "Do you love it Darius? What is the count?", He asked and I responded squirming, "one", while tears traveled down my cheek. "This is what you deserve Darius for pushing me", a hard whack.

"Ahhhhhh... twoooooo", I responded back in pain. "For being so cocky and arrogant", he gave another hit.

"Ahhhhhh... nooooo... three", I counted shivering with pain. "For making me MAD", two consecutive hard blows that made me slam the table with force.

"Four... ahhhhhhh... ohhhhhh .urhhhhhhhhhh ... five... . ahheeeee", I screamed and weirdly this time my cock throbbed don't know why but it appeared my cock liked my suffering.

"You... are... . so... bad... . and... I ... m... gonna... . tame... you", he said hitting me again and again and I hollered with every thrust.

"Six.. ahhhhhhhh... seven... ohhhhhh.. eighttttteeee... .. nine... ohhhhhhhhh... . ten... .ahhhhh... nooooo... .", But I controlled myself from saying him to stop.

"Eleven... . ahhhhhhhh.. ahhhhhh..twelve... ohfffffffff... thirteen..yikessssss... ..f ourteen... .fif..ahhhh... .teen", and my arms couldn't stand my weight longer and I fell on the table with my legs shivering and ass burning like coal. I looked at the mirror cuz I wasn't supposed to look away and I saw a really weak and defeated man with tears rolling down whose cock was leaking profusely. My cock was enjoying the punishment and suffering.

"Your cock has started showing me the desired response old man... .now it's your body's turn. I want your mind, your body and your soul to enjoy it as well", Matt came over me rubbing his crotch against my reddened ass and I moaned, "ahhhhh", a moan of pure ecstasy as his throbbing cock touched my buns I forgot about the pain completely.

"Yes... .ahhhhhh... .ohhhhh... do it... ", I moaned as Matt's cock continued rubbing against my smooth ass crack.

"Such a slut you are Darius", he whispered and parted himself away hitting me harder and making me yelped.

"How many old man?", He asked. "Ahhhhh... sixteen", I responded back. "Are you enjoying it?", He touched the red blue skin that was burning and I could feel the sense of pain was reducing as the skin started numbing.

"Tell me the truth old man", he kissed the wide shoulders of mine completely dominating my huge body. "I ... .I don't know... Matt", I thought of lying but when he said to be true I changed my mind. "Which means you need more motivation to like it", and he started beating the shit out my ass again

. "Ahhhhh... ahhhhhh... ohhhhhh... fuckkkkk... seven..ahhhhh teen... .eight... een... ohhhhhh... nineteen... ..fuck... .ahhhhhhhh.", He continued the assault and my legs started quivering along with my racing heartbeat and screams. I had to say that I enjoyed it otherwise god knows when he would stop. Now I was confused whether these were cries of pain or joy as my cock was on vibration mode leaking gallons of precum. I had no clue whether I was enjoying or suffering.

"Fuckkkk... thirrtyyyyyyyyyt", I yelled out as Matt stopped the beating. "I can't continue for whole day old man. If you wanna stop it then tell me you love it. You are adapting to endure pain and feel it. Tell me the spanking is becoming a source of pleasure for you. Tell me every hit is awakening the slut inside you... ", Matt said and gave one tightest blow to my wrecked ass.

"Ohh..ahhhhhhhhhh... .fuckkkkkk..ufffff... .yes... Matt... I love it..I love it... .", I don't know if I lied or did I really liked it but this was completely a sudden response. Matt fell over my back and we both started breathing heavily. Tears were rolling down and I couldn't understand were these because of pain, shame or a natural response of my body?

"Good boy", he said Matt moved away and went somewhere as I was so exhausted to even turn back to see where he went. After few mins, I felt his cold hands applying something on my red-blue buns. "Ahhh", a little moan escaped as the material was giving me cooling effect. "It's an ointment to heal your ass old man and I'm proud you survived it. I expect the same from you in future", as he was saying this I felt proud myself that I was able to please him. But why? He is a twink and I'm so powerful and stronger than he is still I feel like pleasing him was my obligation.

"Now for your reward old man", he turned me around and jerked his cock in his hand. I went down on my knees, his cock was so close to my face and I was just enchanted by its vibration, tip and size. I needed it. "Open your mouth", he slapped me with his cock and I quickly opened it. It seemed like all the pain and exhaustion vanished as I saw his throbbing cock. It really felt like I was being rewarded as I had worked so hard to make Matt happy and it was my time to satisfy my hunger and I devoured it like a hungry slut. I produced a copious amount of saliva to make his cock slimy and tried my best to satisfy him. If he was happy then I would get more chance to get his cock sucked.

"Oh Darius... .you are so amazing... your mouth feels like it was made for sucking dicks... ahhhhhhh... just make me happy slut... you are born to do it... .a full man slut", he was derogating me but I didn't care. I got what I wanted and I could hear any derogatory word to satisfy my lust. My cock was hitting my navel and dripping precum. And soon I felt him shooting his precum in my mouth. I felt the sweet taste and sucked his cock even more, protruding my tip of tongue into his piss slit giving him convulsions.

"Wait... .urrhhh", he pulled his cock out and I watch his desperately to enter my mouth again. "Not in your mouth old man... ..I wanna fuck you", he whispered pulling me up by my hair and turning me around. "I wanna fuck your tight cunt. Put your hand on the mirror and spread your arse... look straight into the mirror to see yourself getting fucked. If you close your eyes I would spank you again", he said cockily and I rested my hands on the full sized mirror and squated a bit to stick my red ass out for him. I was scared that how my wrecked ass would take his cock. Another round of punishment awaited me.

"Your ass is so amazing", he complimented by squeezing the red ass cheek and I squirmed with pain. I looked so helpless but it made my cock leaked cum. I had never felt so weak in my life and watching myself all messed up was kind of sexually arousing to me and thinking that a kid had done all this to me and a complete twink,weak one was driving me nuts. It felt so exciting to see myself vulnerable in hands of someone so weak and fragile. Matt's fingers inserted my hole and I made so erotic facial expressions that my hole completed hugged it and was now gyrating around it. "Ahhhh", a tight slap on my red ass gave current to my body.

"You are so tight old man... .tight like a drum... .and I'm gonna beat it", he inserted another finger and then another and started finger fucking me. "Fuck yourself on my fingers", he ordered and I reluctantly started moving my butt to and fro fucking myself. It was so humiliating but also keeping me horny like a bitch. "Yes Darius... .you are such a slut... .you should have been a pornstar or a sex worker... .you have a great scope in that business", he was hitting my prostate and making me want for more. The expressions of longing and my drooling face made me realised how slutty I was.

I was moving to and from faster feeling his fingers deep inside me. The pain was still there with my reverberating motion but the pleasure his fingers were giving me were more. I pushed back deeper and his fingers hit my pleasure button. He rotate his fingers on the button and I gyrated hard with a back thrust. 

"Ohhhhhhh... urhhh", I grunted feeling his pressings Nd squeezing my protate.  

"It's time now... .I'm.gomma breed you old man... just like a woman... .a grown woman... who has a tight cunt and needs a cock really bad", he pulled his fingers out and entered my mouth. 

"Suck en good... ", He ordered and I obeyed tasting the musky flavour of my insides.

He started kissing and licking my wide back along with throat fucking with his fingers. He was glued tightly to my back rubbing his cock against my crack. As I felt his cock rubbing against my backdoor I automatically moved backward to receive his tool.

"Such desperation", he whispered. "Does my girl want my meat?", He asked reducing my gender. I was a proud man not anyone's girl. He knew how much I hated emasculation.  But he was teasing me and he knew I would give up sooner or later.

"Who is my girl Darius?", He asked me, the big bodybuilder alpha stud and I just moaned feeling his meat rubbing against my crack. "Ahhhh... .Matt... .please... .fuckh me", I couldn't speak properly because of his fingers gagging me. I was craving for his tool, my hole was begging to feel it, it literally was spasming each time when his cock would almost enter my crack. "You know how to get it Darius?", He kissed my shoulder again paying with my nipples. I looked at my own destroyed self that once conquered the world and now he was getting fucked by a twink.

"Tell me Darius, who is my girl?", I didn't want to reduce myself to this extreme level but his rubbing cock against my crack was driving me nuts. "Fuck... ..I'm... ..I'm... your ghurl Matt... .now phease ..fuckh me", I said with eyes shut humiliating myself.

"That's like my girl. Where does my girl wanna take my cock?", He still was teasing me, derogating me and completely ruining me and I wanted to be ruined by him if not anyone else. Again I didn't want to answer him. I didn't want to humiliate myself more. But my ass started moving back now rubbing against his cock. He exited my mouth 

"Please... ..I beg of you", I almost cried. "Old man, you are a slut and you must completely accept it by now. It doesn't matter to a slut how is he being addressed girl, cunt, pussy... .he is a slut and will go to any means to take a cock. So be the good slut you are and answer me", Matt stopped rubbing and pulled my face up by my hair. I saw him whispering this into my ears in such a polite but intimidating manner that I kind of melted. "I'm a slut", I repeated his words. "Yes you are... .so how does my girl like to take my cock?", He asked me again. "In my cunt Matt. Your girl will like to take your cock into his cunt", now there was no turning back. I said it without any dint of integrity or pride. Sluts are free of such traits. They just take cocks and for that they would go to any extreme.

"Good girl... .and I'm gonna breed my girl's cunt so good that you will never forget it and long for it for your eternity Darius", he whispered again entering my tight hole.

"Ohh... yesssss... breed me Matt... .breed your girl... .breed your girl's cunt... Matt..ahhhhhh", I had completely lost it. I was nothing like myself now, I was just a cunt to be bred by that twink, a muscle cunt who led his entire life with proud as a ladies man, as an alpha but now this straight alpha muscle man was a cunt for this twink who was entering me like he owned me, like I was his mating partner and I was gonna get bred by this fem twink. "Howie... ..fuck me", I thought about Howie and imagined Matt to be him in the mirror.

"Fuckk... .you have the tightest cunt I have ever fucked... .Darius... .my girl", he entered the two fingers of his both hands in my mouth and stretched it impaling my cunt with his leaking cock.

"Ahhhhh..ahhhhhh... yeahhh... phuck me... .phuck meeee... arhhhhh", I couldn't utter words straight from my mouth that was being stretched and drooling. My hole was completely embracing the leaking cock and the pressure on it was squirting his juice in me. His long powerful thrusts were giving me a series of proof that I was a true bottom slut who craves cocks.

"Ahhhhhhhhhh... ohhhhhhhhhh", my body convulsed as his tip hit my pleasure button and I slammed on the table like I was running ragged. I was completely exhausted and drained that I gave up. I surrendered to Matt, he can fuck me entire life. "Who is my girl, slut?", He plumered me with one powerful blow hitting my prostate so hard that made me loose my cum. "Ahhhhhh... I'm your gir... .girllllll.  sir... ..fuckkkk... urhhhhh",. I shot loads after loads of pure ecstatic cum and I was in heaven. I felt this orgasm to be the longest orgasm of my life which obviously became the best one.

"I'm breeding your cunt... .take my load... .ahhhhhhh... fuckkkk... yeahhhhh", my mouth was aching by his cruel stretching but I loved every inch of it. My cock squirting cum after him, my hole completely pressing Matt's cock to release his sperms into my prostate breeding it, we both were moaning on top of our voices enjoying the amazing orgasm. "Ahhhhhh", I slammed again on the table with him thrashing over me with a thud. My balls had released every single drop of cum they could produce.

I was feeling so sleepy but then I felt Matt exiting my hole and placing it on my lips. I opened my eyes and saw the slimy cum filled cock on my lips. My lips parted slowly and I tasted the milky creamy liquid and I felt charged up. Why a man's juice have this effect on me. I cleaned it all up with hungry mouth. "Let's go to bed... Old man", as I jumped up the bed I hissed with burning pain on my ass. I laid on my back so that it couldn't move much. Matt came near me and applied something cool on my bum. "It will reduce the redness and pain", Darius looked at him. Who was he? First he wrecked his ass and now he was healing it. He slept beside me and then we sleepy together with him hugging me tightly like a lover. 

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