Earning my secret eagle scout cock badge

while completely straight looking and acting to all that are normally around me, i have a secret side to my sexuality that i've somehow managed to keep carefully guarded and hidden over the last 17 years. Yes back in the summer of 1987 during my college freshman summer vacation, i was skillfully and expertly introduced into sex by a former boy scout troop leader who was helping me obtain my long worked for eagle scout badge and rating. It was on a moonless night in a small two person pop tent, i touched my very first stiff cock in a deep mezmorized state of strange new wants and needs.

my scout troop leader norman had done his work well over those preceding three months leading up to that night. First he confessed to me that he preferred men to woman in his very private life. Then slowly he worked on my apparent weakness and young virginal curi0 sities as well.

this with just talk at first and then followed by secretly showing me his monthly gay color story and picture magazines he received each month from the black market somewhere in france. Yes over those 90 days of my care full step by step seduction, norman had skillfully taken my mind from one of pity but partial understanding toward his homosexuality, to one of new erotic feelings and thrills that i began to masturbate daily over.

in fact weeks before that moonlit night took place, i had already made up my mind to see if actual physical cockplay would compare to the erotic thrills my mind had been overrun with.

somehow that first hand job i willingly had given him in the total tent darkness had indeed excited me greatly! So much in fact, that the very next afternoon found us skinny dipping together in a small hidden deep woods spring of cool water close to our remote camp sight.

it was there that i saw for the first time, the very cock i had fondled and jerked off too ejaculation the evening before. A long but slender cock that grew into total hardness as we lay naked side by side right after our refreshing dip had ended.

while norman layed back on that mossy area with his eyes closed, i sat up an looked down on it as it grew into a rock hard state and then began to twitch every so often. There i found its mere sight had me spellbound in a state of powerful attraction as well as many new lewd thoughts overcoming my helpless mind!

yes while the night before had been more out of curiosity than true sexual longings, the taste i had received from touching and playing with it had indeed weakened my mind. So much so, that in fact after some five minutes of full non stop looking at it, again my right hand was wrapped around it without shame or fear of any kind.

as i toyed with its hardness and warmth, it was like i had discovered a brand new much longer cock than my own. one that was exciting me far greater then than any hand job i had ever given myself. I will mention here also, that despite his deep attraction to me, 37 year old norman had never made a single move on me during all of my five years of scouting.

later i would realize that he wanted me to be the one that made the complete decision to explore gay sex with him. now completely swept up in this new power his long dick held over me, i couldn't stop myself nor my right hand from exploring its many exciting parts, yes his cockhead, that long shaft, his pubic hair and even his large hairy sack soon were slowly being explored by my bold fingers and hand. After tilting it upward to face the bright blue overhead sky, i then felt a deep sudden need to be yet closer to norman.

somehow i found myself resting my heavy head on his lower hairly belly for both comfort and contentment. Now his cock that was so close to my face seemed to be so much bigger and even more erotic to me. i wasnt sure then if his deep breathing was caused from sexual excitement or he had actually fallen in a quick deep sleep? What mattered most to me then, was how it was totally available to me to explore it in full in such a delightful state of intense quietness.

reaching down with my left hand, i then held two hard erect cocks at the very same time. In my past i had always loved best playing with myself in front of my bedroom mirror when home alone. Now i found the closeness of norman's long prick so comforting and so stimulating. Never before had i come close to approaching the state of sexual arousal i found myself in right then. As i studied its beauty from close up, i realized why those many pictures of those french male cocksuckers had excited me so greatly.

yes so forbidden but so erotic to my newly awakened young mind. Somehow right then, it seemed to remind me of a long sweet italian sausage. No it wasnt food hunger that brought this sudden thought to my mind, but instead a new different kind of hunger for submissiveness that had overtaken my mind. As i slowly tilted its head back down toward my face, i watched its pinkish taunt cock head hover just in front of my chin.

the very thought that is was now so close to my lips had me on fire with new so preverse but thrilling desires. Yes i then found myself wanting to kiss it in the worse way possible. But yet i lacked the true courage to act on my out of control emotions. I knew it was clean from our recent dip in the pool, no it wasn't a cleanliness issue i faced then, but instead the last remaining barrier instilled deep within my mind that was trying to tell me it was so wrong and unnatural to be queer!

it was then that one of norman's hands lightly found the back of my head and began to caress my long blonde locks in a peaceful understanding kind of gentleway. Somehow i took it as his understanding my struggle with my last remaining shreds of innocence.

suddenly my mind was somehow fully made up. it was a soft exploring light kiss my quivering lips planted over that piss slit taunt crown. I was seeking both contentment and inner peace from my young lips. Somehow that kiss gave me an instant feeling of exciting comfort. Now that i had taken my first gay step, my mind felt at complete rest as i applied a second kiss to norman's dry cockhead. Now without any shame, i let it rest against my slightly parted lips while breathing quite deeply in nervousness.

it was then that norman moved his hips slightly upward toward my belly resting face. I closed my eyes then as i felt his cockehead slip past my lips and enter my tight young virgin mouth. Instantly i was amazed at how perfectly it fit just inside of it. next norman withdrew it ever so slightly so that its glans was being tightly gripped by the insides of my now clinging lips.

somehow not wanting it slide out, i positioned my right hand over the lower part of his long throbbing stiff shaft. Now not sure what to do next but wanting and seeking yet more enjoyment from it, i moved my tongue tip forward to sample its taste. At first i welcomed and accepted its hardness. Then somehow i also craved its new unique taste. Norman groaned in pleasure as i began to lick it much like a wonderful new lolly pop.

its impossible for me to describe how physically and mentally wonderful normans cock had me feeling right then. Only true cocksuckers can begin to imagine how totally entrapped i was at that very moment!

such pure enjoyment and contentment had me totally swept up and consumed! God how i was loving it so very much. It was like for the very first time in my young life, i had found total happiness and contentment. It was like my mouth had been created by a miracle of nature to accommodate norman's wonderful new stiff sometimes now throbbing prick.

then these wonderful thrills seemed to magically double as he pushed and introduced a few more lovely hot throbbing inches into my newly addicted gay mouth. Soon norman was moviing his hips back and forth as friction and its size made my receptive mouth feel like it was in heaven.

almost instinctively i created a suction within my mouth to better feel its sliding double direction hardness. Somehow my left hand had left my own dick and was now tightly gripping his left upper strong muscled thigh. As normans hip strokes both lengthened and became more rapid, he was feeding me his lovely dick in a gentle but firm mouth fucking action.

oh how i loved it so dearly back then. Every second and every inch was pure wonderful bliss to my new gay young mouth. I was in love with both his beautiful prick and that new act of cock sucking. As my head rested firmly on top of his then heaving lower stomach, my lips, tongue and entire inner mouth were treated to a feast of pure loving cock cravings. It was then that his sudden cock with drawl caught me by complete surprise. Opening my eyes, i was just in time to see the first powerful jettisoning blast of his thick white jism shot in a high powerful arch that ended when it landed almost directly on top of my right ear.

almost instantly as my right hand felt a second violent spasum erupt under its tightly clinging fingers, another big thick white goblet was shot skyward as i began to instinctively pleasure pump normans pulsating prick. Over and over norman's cock powerfully shot off his discharging spunk spoo in spaced bursts.

how wonderful it make me feel both watching and knowing how i was totally pleasing him right then. Finally after more than an intense half a minute, i watched the end of his climax slowly oozing out from his piss slit. When at last his dandy discharge had ended, i sat back up to catch up on some well needed air.

norman then was wearing a big proud smile that soon had my proud face beaming in a likewise one. how wonderful those ten or so minutes had been for both of us. somehow i felt right then the need to show norman the new love i felt for his lovely wonderful cock. Without even thinking, i bent over and just like i had started a short while before, i planed a big soft kiss over the end of his cock head. Instantly i couldn't help but get a small taste of his lingering sperm.

i found it a bit salty and much like the taste of the raw oysters that uncle blake used to always cook for our july 4 th family picnics. Deciding instanly that i liked its taste and texture, i swiped my tongue out to try to collect yet more. Soon i was lost in a feeding frenzy craving more and more of normans discharged hot soupy load. As i lapped and licked into each available pool of it, norman closely watched his new hot late teen cocksucker reap his well earned and deserved reward.

once my load licking mission was completed, norman had me stand up in front of him and touched my cock. How wonderful it felt being touched for the very first time. So much better than my own hand had ever made me feel. Once he had me rock hard, he took my cock slowly and teasingly into his mouth and began to gently give me the most wonderful sensations possible. After a few minutes of slow teasing foreplay, he began to greedily suck my dick. I guess i lasted perhaps no more than a minute of two before i found myself discharging my pent up load deep into his receptive tight wonderful mouth.

yes norman too loved the jizz load part of cock sucking. Once i was drained and spent, we both again hit that cool refreshing spring to cool down and to clean off. although i was spent and sexually satisfied, i chose not to dress remaining bare ass as we made our way back to our campsite. Yes years of surprised shyness that was attached to my long overdue virginity were overcome that afternoon. I felt so wickid naughty and gay being nude around my queer former scout master. In fact i had a nice semi erect hard on while i cooked us a hearty franks and beans fireplace supper.

immediately after norman put away the washed cooking and eating utensils, i sank to my knees right in front of him and hastily unzipped his brown uniform trousers. Once his cock was freed, i blew air on it while watching it begin to grow into a nice erection. However i was so hot for for it i couldn't wait another second before wrapping my lips around it to nurse like a starving calf.

soon i was sucking away in reckless abandon both for cock pleasure as well as for a hot `load of ejaculating jiz. this time instead of complete silence on his part, norman began to talk to me in such exciting new ways. He called me his new very naughty little dick lover and completely took charge of things! He ordered me to kiss it, to lick it and to suck it like the faggot i craved to be! When he took down his pants, he commanded me to get busy and tongue his big balls until i had them soaking wet. he make me confess to him how i loved his big dick! When he got near to shooting off again, he pulled it from my mouth and made me beg to have him shoot it off into my mouth while he slowly jacked it in teasing manor.

yes it was if i had a brand new brain in my head that craved to be completely gay and queer. Obeying his stern command to receive tongue communion, i knelt with my tongue extended through parted lips begging norman to shoot it all into my craving now faggot mouth. This while i slowly jacked my own dick to the verge of shooting off.

somehow as my come facial began, my own dick erupted into a excited pronounced discharge. How i loved and welcomed each new cock blast of normans cum spraying my face and open mouth with its hot soupy sperm. Sperm discharge i collected on my finger tips afterwards to feed my new out of control jizz addiction!

afterwards norman congratulated me on becoming half a faggot. Yes i would have to wait until the very next morning before my second hole would also be introduced to cock pleasures. But that is a whole other story, perhaps to be relived in part two.