Diary of a Cheater

by notlikemost

9 Mar 2023 3363 readers Score 9.1 (43 votes) PDF Mobi ePub Txt


I moved to London in my early twenties. It was simultaneously the best and worst thing I’ve ever done. I moved there with the love of my life and boyfriend of several years. If he knew about some of the events that unfolded during our time there, it’s unlikely we’d still be together now. These events are true, but some specifics and names have been changed to protect the not-so-innocent.

I hope no one is reading this, but if you are, please don’t tell my boyfriend.


Shanghai

The next morning the group headed to Beijing South railway station to take the high speed train to Shanghai. Leo sat next to me on the coach and we talked about our partners, families, and work. It turned out his sex life at home was somewhat similar to mine; “Andrew has a much lower sex drive than me, I’m horny all the time and he’s not. So it doesn’t happen as much as I’d like. We’re also both tops which isn’t ideal. I like to be aggressive”, he said. I explained my situation was similar, except I’m not a top. In fact, although outwardly confident and outgoing, I’m pretty submissive in the bedroom. “Fuck, your boyfriend is so lucky. I’d be permanently inside you if you were my boyfriend”. We both laughed and gave each other a knowing grin. Leo reached into his jeans, adjusting himself. 

A while later, the coach pulled into Beijing South station. Leo helped me getting my bag off the coach and ended up carrying it for me which gave me butterflies. It was a small gesture, but it filled me with nervous excitement. We paired off from the group at this point, my mandarin was sufficient that we didn’t need to rely on the guides or teachers. He carried the bags, I made sure we didn’t get lost or miss our train. On the train, the conversation switched to plans for that evening, the group was going out for cocktails after dinner. “Nah, I think I just want to get a few beers from a shop and chill out in the hotel room.” The next few hours are uneventful, but pass quickly. The train arrives in Shanghai, we check into the hotel and drop our bags in our room, head to the little shop next door to buy beers, then make our way back to the room. 

The room contained two double beds, I was on mine and he was on his, both of us on playing on our phones. I couldn’t stop looking over at his tanned muscular legs and big feet from time to time. Leo had downloaded Grindr and was chatting to a few guys while we drank our beers and listened to music. “This guy is pretty hot, what do you think?”. He patted the bed next to him, inviting me over to look. I sat next to him on his right hand side. He moved in closer. I could feel his body heat on my left arm. “Yeah he looks nice”, I said and gave a polite smile. I was jealous of anyone he was talking to right now. “He wants to see my dick” Leo said, “should I show him?”. I laughed and said “yeah, fuck it, why not!”

To my surprise, he put down his phone, untied his shorts, pulled them down a bit, and took out his thick 8” dick. Uncut, like me, and rock hard. I assumed he was going to send a picture he already had, not get his dick out right there and then to take one. “I’ve been hard for your hot little ass and trying to get you to notice since we got back to the room. Feel how hard my dick is”. I didn’t really have time to think, with my beer still in my right hand, I reached my left hand down to his cock and wrapped my fingers around his thick shaft. “Fuck, yes, jack my cock bitch”. He’d been so kind all day, helping with my bags, fetching food and drinks on the train, I guess it was time to submit. He leaned back on the bed and put his hands behind his head as I slowly slid my hand up and down his big dick, watching his foreskin glide over the thick head. He was throbbing in my hand, getting even bigger and thicker as I worked him. “Get between my legs and fucking suck it”, he said as he spread his legs a bit to make space for me. I got on my knees on the bed between his legs, and leaned down to kiss and lick his balls. Leo moaned loudly. I kissed all the way up his 8” shaft, to the head of his cock. It was so hot tasting and smelling a big hard cock that wasn’t my boyfriends. I flicked my tongue over the head, tasting his precum. “Fuck yes”, Leo moaned again. I continued kissing and licking up his body to his naval, worshipping his toned body and abs, before Leo ran out of patience with my teasing, grabbed my hair, and forced my mouth back down and onto his cock “I told you to suck my dick, slut. Now choke on it.” He thrust his massive cock into my mouth, sliding it down my throat, and holding my head down on him. He moaned while I choked on him, “your throat feels so fucking good stretched around my cock”.

Suddenly he grabbed my hair again and yanked me off his cock, stood up, still holding my hair, and dragged me off the bed onto the floor. He towered over me, and pulled my hair back to force me to look up at him. He looked into my eyes, I could smell his big sweaty cock, just inches from my nose, then spat on my face. “You’re such a slut for my big cock already, we’re going to have so much fun this week. But right now, you’re going to bow down, kiss both of my big feet, then kneel with your back against the wall so I can fuck your face”.

I did as I was told, it was so hot feeling the skin of his warm feet against my lips, submitting fully to him. I then did as he told me and got on my knees with my back to the wall. He walked over to me, slapped his dick against my face, before putting one hand under my chin and then other on top of my head and sliding his dick into my mouth. He started slow to begin with, letting me feel every inch of his big cock against my lips and tongue, I could taste so much precum. I was watching his tanned abs as they flexed with each thrust and focussing on not gagging as he entered my throat. Then he picked up the pace and really started pounding my mouth, sliding his thick shaft all the way out before slamming it back down my throat. I looked up at him, he was looking down at me, “fuck yeah, such a submissive slut, look up at me while I use you”. He spat on my face again while he continued to fuck my throat. I was being used and dominated by another guy and I loved it. He pulled out of my mouth and dick slapped me, then rubbed his dick all over my face. He slid his dick against my forehead, down over my left eye, slapped it against my left cheek and then wiped his precum over my nose. “Can you smell my cum, bitch? Bet you can’t wait for me to flood your throat.” I tried to take his dick back in my mouth but he pulled it away and slapped me with his hand, and shoved two fingers into my mouth. “Beg for my dick.” I was feeling slightly guilty about submitting so hard to someone else already, and now he wanted me to literally beg him to keep cheating. “Please. Please let me suck your huge dick, I just want to make you feel good.” He slapped me again before sliding his shaft back into my throat.

“I’m going to shoot so much cum into your throat soon” he said as I felt his dick start to throb as he slammed it in and out of my mouth. His big sweaty balls were slapping against my chin as I struggled to breathe. Then he slammed his cock as deep into my throat, pinning me against the wall and moaned loudly, “take my fucking load you little slut”, his dick was throbbing in my throat as he shot load after load of thick warm cum into me, flooding my mouth and throat with his load. A minute later his dick was still pulsing, “I’m still fucking cumming, you’ve got so much of my seed inside you right now, fucking whore”. We stayed like that for a couple of minutes until his orgasm subsided, his dick slowly deflating in my mouth. Eventually he pulled out and headed to the bathroom, leaving me still on my knees with the taste of his cum in my mouth, I could still smell his sweaty balls on my face. 

I heard the shower turn on and decided to get into my bed, not Leos, starting to feel slightly guilty about what had just happened, my boyfriend clueless at home back in London. I was just starting to fall asleep when Leo came out of the shower and got into his bed, “get over here”. The guilt quickly vanished, replaced with butterflies at the thought of falling asleep with Leo pressed against me. I got out of my bed and into his, “I want to spoon you”, I turned my back to him and he shuffled up against me, wrapping his arms around me and holding me tight. He rested his lips against the back of my neck, his soft breathing was comforting as I drifted off to sleep in arms that were not my boyfriend’s.