I went home for Christmas. Nice as it was to see family and friends, I didn't fancy three weeks of masturbation instead of getting drilled. Hoping to have some casual sex, I put myself on PrEP.
More in desperation than anything, I visited a gay sauna. I was handed a tiny towel, stripped and went to explore. I was the youngest in there by several decades, and began to wonder if I should chicken out, but I thought the least I can do is have a relaxing time, maybe get head from someone. I sat in the jacuzzi, watching men old enough to be my dad, if not my grandad, wandering by, flaunting their bodies. It wasn't doing much for me, so went to the steam room. It was almost black in there, save for a few dim red lights. This was better, if anyone touched me, I wouldn't see how gross they were, and my cock wouldn't care. I lay on the bench with my eyes closed, gently stroking my hardness. When a hand ran up my thighs, I kept my eyes shut. His hand stroked my balls, so I let go of my knob and let him help himself. He went down on me, using his expert tongue to force precum out of me. He shuffled around and I felt his hard penis pushing on my mouth. I opened my eyes. Through the haze, I could see an Asian guy. I sucked him for a while, then he asked me to fuck him. I explained I was a total bottom, so he left. I'd been sweating buckets, so went to explore some more. The sauna was equally as hot. At the back were a series of private rooms. The sounds of shagging were coming from a couple of cubicles. One chap was getting smacked hard. Another, bigger room had a plastic mattress covering the floor and a bench beside it. Two men were having sex, and another two were watching and wanking. I stayed for a while, getting felt up. In the near-darkness, someone ran there fingers over my bum. By now, I didn't care how old they were, I just wanted cock. The fingers were replaced by a dick rubbing up my crack. I watched the two on the mattress perform, and put my hands on my knees. I tongue slobbered around my hole, and then two hands gripped my hips and I was penetrated. I had a job to maintain my balance was my assailant pumped ever harder. "I'm gonna cum", a voice said, and I felt him pulse into me. He pulled out, gave my ass a slap, and said, "Thanks, nice ass". The two on the mattress had wanked over each other.
I moved on. The cubicles that had been occupied were now empty, with cum on the floor. I thought about the poor bugger who had to clean it. Another room, and a TV showing porn. Three men were beating off. Then I came to a room with a sling in it. I climbed in and waited, but not for long. Someone held my thighs and shoved their dick into me. I feigned how wonderful it was, but in truth, it must have been quite small, as I barely felt it. He didn't last long, and was replaced by something more substantial. Looking up, I saw several guys waiting their turn. The next half hour was magic, as I was filled time and time again, till cum ran out of me like a river. I was about to climb out, when another, huge cock was forced into me and someone else began to jerk me. I held on to the chains as I was slammed hard, making me rock back and forth. The guy who had been tossing me shot over my face, but carried on beating me until my juices joined his. My bowels were flooded again. They helped me out of the sling, and I staggered like John Wayne to the shower. I would definitely be coming back.
Boxing Day, we had a family gathering at my grandparent's house. Relatives I barely knew drinking wine and sherry, making small talk, some of my aunties saying what a big boy I was now. All very tedious, but I smiled and nodded along with the conversation. There were two lads about my age I didn't recognise, looking equally as bored. I sidled over to them and introduced myself. One was a second cousin I'd never met, with his boyfriend. After a few polite kisses, we sneaked off upstairs to the bathroom. It was gonna have to be quick. They dropped their trousers and I knelt and gave them head, unbuckling my own pants at the same time. With them both hard, one sat on the toilet and I lowered myself down. The other put his cock back in my mouth. I bounced up and down, squeezing my ring and half sucked, half wanked the one in front of me. After a while, I leaned over the side of the bath and they took it in turns to fuck me. "Hurry up, or we'll get caught," My cousin stayed in me until he came, then his boyfriend bred me. Making sure the coast was clear, they left, leaving me to toss into the toilet.
I had two more trips to the sauna, but they weren't as exciting as the first, but at least I was filled several times.
Back at my digs, Eric was pleased to see me. He had come out to his parents over Christmas and told them about us. They were quite accepting, so we didn't have to be secretive anymore. We had an early night. Much as I enjoyed getting drilled in the sauna, being made love to was so much better, even more so now we didn't have to keep silent, We took our time over foreplay. It was great to relax and find different ways to excite one another. He loved having his nipples played with. He could rim me for ever. By the time he entered me, fifty minutes had passed. Even then, he took it slowly, in several positions. A far cry from the first time. And then he asked me to fuck him. I was so turned on, I'd have done anything. We swapped, and I fucked another man for the first time. We'd already been shagging for ages, so I didn't last long, but he was happy as it was the first time he'd had his ass invaded. We came together. Lying there, recovering, he said he'd given up on girls for a while, and confessed he'd seen another guy while I was away. I thought I'd spare him the sordid details of my holiday till another time.