Bi-Curious Boy's First Time

This is a true story of my first/only gay sexual experience.

Me: 5’7”, 150 lbs, 6” cut dick

Top (Jay): Slim, 6’2”, 175 lbs, 8.5” BBC

Jay and I met on A4A (Adam4Adam), I was a frequent user of the site for quite awhile, mostly because I enjoyed getting on and chatting with guys, reading what they’d like to do to me. I liked taking pics for guys, I had/have a very sissy mindset when it comes to wanting/being a bottom. Plus it just turned me on to throw on a pair of my wife’s panties from time to time and admire how my ass looked in them, and wondered how my ass was made for dick.

Jay was one of the guys I enjoyed talking to the most. He’s ~10yrs older than me and understood my curiosity. We talked for years, just chatted, I was always too scared or nervous to ever actually do anything with anybody. Fear of the unknown. Until one afternoon I finally told Jay to come over, I finally hit send.

Whirlwind of emotions were going through my body, I’m married, but have wanted to be with a guy for so long, I had to at least try it. 20 mins later he arrives, I see him get out of his car, and walk up to my glass door, so we’ve already made eye contact with each other, I did my best to just remain calm because I had no idea what we were actually going to get into...I knew if I was ever going to have someone over I wanted to do it all, I wanted to suck my first cock, and I want to be fucked.

Jay walks in, we exchange heys, he walks in, I close and lock the door behind him. I turn around and he’s just standing there, I walk over to him, he leans in to kiss me, I didn’t really know whether or not if I wanted to kiss a guy or not beforehand, I found kissing to be a little more intimate than I wanted from a guy. At this point though I was so anxious and nervous that I was just going with the flow.

Jay leans in and kisses me, to my surprise I was extremely turned on, it was unexpected. He slid his tongue into my mouth, I had never been on the receiving end of a make out, I felt submissive and felt like I was totally his. We walked into the bedroom, and to the bathroom, I had no idea where to go from here or what was happening next, so I just followed his lead. We started to strip down for a shower. We hop in, then proceed to take a shower together, kissed, and he loved stroking my dick all soaped up, and like before I didn’t know what to do, so I was going with the flow, following his lead. It was time I had a taste of my first cock. I knelt down in the shower in front of him and went to taste my first cock...

To be continued...