I truly loved my brother, as I said previously, I considered him to be my best lover ever and that we likely would still be fucking if he hadn't died young. I thought about sex with him often, and when I saw him out with his friends, all slightly older than me, I would get jealous. I wanted him to myself, and would wish he'd spend all his time with me, fucking, making me suck him, and such. We never did anal yet, but that eventually happened.
One time, in the middle of the day, he dragged me to our bedroom, closed the door, threw me on the bed, stripped us off and then started forcefully rubbing very hard against my cock. He obviously needed to get off big time. The problem was, usually I get aroused and create precum which helps make it more pleasurable rubbing cocks together, but this was so sudden, I didn't have a chance to. Both our foreskins pull all the way back easily, some guys can't. He was being so rough he actually made my foreskin bleed. That was the only reason why he stopped. I couldn't run to mom and say my cock is bleeding, and he just said it will stop on its own. That was the roughest he ever got with me. I sort of felt violated this one time.
That still wasn't enough to stop me from longing for my best lover and brother to be naked with me. By this time, we pretty much got off daily, sometimes though, it was just me sucking him off. Typical man, get off first, then forget about your partner. Yes, I was his partner in my mind and heart. I grew to love his seed, the first time I gagged of course, spit it out and wiped it out of my mouth with my underwear. He laughed in an evil way and I had a look of displeasure. He could have warned me or pulled out, the ass.
Eventually though, it became like nectar to me. Being younger, 19 at this point, him 21, I wanted to submit to him, my body was his to use as he wanted. I think he knew that too. You see I didn't realize it back then, but I had low self-esteem, despite being fairly bright in school and not overly athletic, but fit. Not sure why, but that's the way it was. So any attention I welcomed, even if it meant me getting him off without me cumming.
I ended up eventually having sex with each of my family members, except my older brother and parents, even foster siblings. I was a very sexually adventurous guy.
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