A Christmas Story Of Hope

It was a cold November day and my Dad had been admitted to the hospital for complications from COPD.  He was on oxygen and was having such a difficult time breathing.  My dad was a heavy smoker for years.

The respiratory therapist came in to give my Dad a nebulizer treatment and he introduced himself as Todd.  I shook his hand and said my name was Noah.  As he gave my Dad the treatment I stood against the wall and crossed my legs.  Todd got the treatment going and he said it would take about fifteen minutes.  He looked over at me and starred at my crotch.  His face turned red and went right over to the computer and started entering information which took him about five minutes.  He came over to me and said:  "why don't we step outside so I can speak with you privately about your Dad's condition.  

He told me that once a COPD individual experiences a flairup (exacerbation) it is the end stage of COPD and the flairups will continue usually requiring hospitalization.  I asked Todd questions and he answered them with such care.  We went back into the room and he finished the treatment.  Todd said:  "I'll be in two times a day to administer his treatments, if you have any concerns you can let the nurse know and she will get in touch with me.  I thanked him and he left.

The next day he was back and this time I noticed how hot he was.  I would say he was about thirty eight to forty years old, my age.  He had light blond hair, beautiful blue eyes, and he was about 5'11"tall and a weight of about 180 lbs.

He just had such and easy way about him.  Once again he was starring at my crotch, but this time I looked down at my crotch and then looked at him.  He smiled and went over to the computer and began entering information.

On the fourth day my Dad was much better and was going to be released and Todd came in to give me some instructions.  I asked him if we could talk in the hallway.  We went out and I asked him if I could take him to dinner as a thank you for all he did.  He said:  "Noah I would love that and when would you like to go."  I said:  "Todd it won't be for about three weeks because I need to get my Dad settled and then I have a business trip I'm going on."We exchanged phone numbers and he said:  "Just call me when your ready."  I told him I would.

Three weeks passed and it was now the first week of December.  I called Todd and we made arrangements to meet at one of my favorite restaurants.   On the day of our meeting I took a shower and dressed in slim fitting jeans, a fitted shirt, boots and my favorite cologne.

I meet Todd at the restaurant and hugged him and wow did he smell good.  We were a little early and our table wasn't ready so we went to the bar for a cocktail.  Without warning Todd just asked:  "Noah are you gay?"  It took me by surprise and I said:  "Todd you don't waste any time and yes I'm gay."  He said he was sorry but wanted to get that out of the way right off the bat.  He went on to say he was also gay.

We began talking and Todd stated that he was just out of a bad relationship of seven years.  I said:  "Noah I was in a bad relationship for four years and its been two years since we broke up.  He went on to say it seems like we have a lot in common.  We were called to our table and we enjoyed a wonderful dinner.

We started talking about the holidays and Todd said he loved Christmas and loved decorating his house.  I said:  "I enjoyed it too.  We talked and talked for what seemed like hours and it was so ironic how much we had in common.  He loved running, loved playing baseball, going to dinner, traveling and cuddling.  I said:  "Todd I want to be honest with you I'm in love with someone but that love isn't returned."  He said:  Noah what do you mean?"  Its a long story and sometime I will tell you all about it, but right know I'm having a hard time so I just wanted to be up front with you.  He said that he understood and it seemed like we were both going through tough times.  He then went on to say that it would be nice to have each other to lean on and also have someone to enjoy the holidays with.  I agreed with him and said:  "Lets start out as friends and go from there."

Todd called me and said that there was a lot of activities in town and if I would like to go.  I told him that I would love too and he said he would pick me up at six.  He went on to say to dress warm as it was getting really cold.  I showered and got ready, put on my long black coat with a festive red plaid scarf and I saw Todd pull up and hurried out the door.

I got in his car and he said:  "Wow Noah you smell good and he reached over and kissed me on the cheek.  We left and headed to town.  He parked the car and we headed to the downtown area.  It was such a beautiful sight with the Christmas lights, carrollers singing, and Santa for the kids.  There were also carriage rides and Todd asked me if I would like to go.  I said:  "Yes, I would love to and we got in and there was a blanket there to cover ourselves.  The ride was incredible as the carriage driver took us to all the streets that were festively decorated.  Todd took my hand and held it and looked at me and I felt a spark ignite.

We finished our ride and then went to get some hot chocolate as we listened to the bell choir sing.  I don't know what it was but I felt so warm inside and full of the holiday spirit.  It was getting really cold and Todd said:  "are you ready to go?"  I told him yes.

Todd pulled into my driveway and I asked him if he would like to come to dinner Saturday night and then help me decorate the tree.  He said:  " Noah that sounds like so much fun, I would love to, I'll bring the wine."  

Todd arrived at six and gave me a hug when he walked in and handed me two bottles of wine.  I had a fire going in the fireplace and the rest of the house was decorated except for the tree.  I had purchased the tree the day before.  We sat down to a wonderful meal which I prepared, spiral ham, baked sweet potatoes and green bean casserole.  I poured the wine and we enjoyed the delicious bounty. For dessert I had made an apple gallette with apricot glaze soaked with brandy.  Todd said:  "Wow you really know how to cook.  Its something that I really enjoy doing and if I had my life to do over again I would have become a chef.

We went into the living room after we had cleaned up and I poured us each a bourbon and we sat in front of the fire.  The fire was dancing on Todd's face and he was really so hot looking.  I told Todd we better get going with the tree or it will never get done.  I put on some upbeat Christmas music and Todd took me in his arms and we were having a blast dancing.  A slow Christmas song came on one of my favorites "Christmas to Christmas by Toby Keith and we were consumed by the beautiful song.  Todd pushed back from me and placed his hands on my face and reached in a gave me a tender kiss. It shook me to my core and my reaction was a semi hardon.  I said: "Okay lover boy lets get this tree decorated.

We finished the tree and it looked really nice and I thanked him for his help.  I got us another cocktail and he said:  "I really want that cocktail, but if I have another I won't be able to drive.  I told him:  "Please stay, I have a guest room and this way we can get really get into the spirit if you know what I mean."  He agreed to stay and we had a few more cocktails and neither one of us was feeling any pain.

As we were sitting on the sofa Todd reached over and kissed me and I opened my mouth to accept him.  Suddenly a fire started to spread though my body and I began kissing Todd opened mouth and our tongues were eagerly getting to know each other.  I looked at him and said:  "I want you, I want you to rim my ass, suck my cock and fuck the hell out of me as I'm so horny for you."  Todd looked at me and said:  "Noah are you sure about this?"  I just replied:  "Yes".  I took his hand and led him to the master bedroom and began to undress him.  All he left on was his sexy briefs and I got on my knees and started sucking his cock through his briefs.  Todd was moaning and I looked up at him and could see his eyes full of desire.  I pulled his briefs down and the most incredible cock popped out with a length of about 7" but was very think with a nice mushroom head.
I began licking the head and then went down on him and could already taste his pre-cum.  He told me to get on my knees doggy style and he then spread my cheeks and he said:  "Fuck Noah you have a beautiful ass."  He started licking, sucking and diving into my hole with his tongue.  The sounds he was making was driving me wild with lust.  He continued eating my ass for a while and then applied lube to his cock and my ass.  He placed his cock at my entrance and pushed forward and slid past my sphincter and then started kissing my back with soft kisses.  He began pushing in slowly until he was at my pubes.  I let out a sigh and said:  "Oh fuck Todd you feel so good please fuck me now."  He began slow with steady thrusts hitting my prostate and I started going nuts.  "Yeah baby fuck me fuck me hard yeah you feel so good."  He continued fucking me with such passion and I was at his mercy.

He asked me to stand up and put one foot up on the bed, I starred into the large wall mirror and he pushed his cock into my eager hole.  He started sliding in and out of my hole and I was watching his cock fuck me in the mirror.  It was the hottest thing watching his cock slide in and out of me.  I took my hand and reached back and placed his lips to mine. Todd said:  "Wow Noah your mancunt is so warm and I cannot get enough of you."

He got back on the bed and laid on his back and told me to sit on his cock.  I straddled him and slid down on his cock and it just took my breathe away.  I started riding him and the feeling was so overwhelming I started wimpering and began riding him harder and harder.  "Oh baby yeah, this feels so good I'm so full of erotic passion."  He began playing with my balls and stroking my cock.  I was in a euphoric state and I dropped down and devoured Todd's mouth.  I told Todd that I was close and he said:  "Fuck cum baby and I began shooting like a cannon with the first blast going right into Todd's mouth, the subsequent blasts were all over his chest.  I pulled off his cock and started licking up all of the cum and then kissed him snowballing with my cum.

I got down and started sucking Todd's balls and then went to town worshipping his cock.  It didn't take long and he screamed:  "Yes, yes keep sucking me oh yeah baby I'm going to shoot here it comes oh fuck, sooooo good."  I took all Todd's cum and it was delicious.  I cleaned his cock and looked up at him and smiled.

We cleaned up and then got in bed with my arms wrapped around him and our legs and feet intwinned.  We both drifted off to a peaceful sleep.

The next morning I made breakfast for us and I was quiet.  Todd said:  "Noah are you alright."  "I'm sorry Todd its rude of me to be quiet like this but I was just thinking of someone.  He went on to say:  "Do you think that there could be something more between us?"  I sat for a moment trying to find the right words.  "Todd right now I can't be more than a friend, it wouldn't be fair to you but I enjoy your company and I'm not saying that this (pointing to him and I) couldn't be something more but right now I can't because it wouldn't be fair to you."  

I could see the sadness in his eyes and I took his hand and said: "Todd Christmas is a time of hope and I don't want to loose you so please be patient with me and I'm sure good things will happen.

At some point in time I may be able to finish this story.

"This Christmas season, remember that love makes all things possible.  Reach out and share your love with an act of kindness or a warm embrace to someone who needs it."