Discovering The Real Luke

New looks to meet an new outlook

After the excitement of the first day living with AJ, the next few days are relatively tame with him just going to work and me trying to adjust to the surroundings of the city life before looking for somewhere to work part-time to cover the costs of rent and just living in the city.

It’s Thursday night and AJ decides that we need to go out to dinner and celebrate my moving in with him which I protest about because I don’t think that it’s a big deal but AJ insists on it. Getting dressed, AJ walks in as I’m starting to get dressed “You still haven’t been shopping yet for new clothes” he says as I look down.

“There’s nothing wrong with this you know, I look reasonable,” I say as AJ laughs and shakes his head. “Reasonable yeah, if you’re going to church or Sunday dinner with grandma out in the country… not hot young city boy,” he says as I shake my head realising that he is right.

“We’ll go shopping before we go out for dinner because you can actually get some comfortable underwear at least,” he says as AJ pulls out the pairs I’ve got in the drawer and throws them into a rubbish bag as well as a few pairs of shorts that I have. Going through the drawers AJ finds the jock that I bought when I spent the weekend in the city “Why don’t you wear this?” he says holding it up and taking a look at it.

“I don’t know really, is it something that you wear out?” I ask pretty dumbly as AJ shakes his head for the 10,000th time this week. “Of course, it is, why didn’t you wear it when you met me the first time?” he asks which is a question that I can answer.

“I only bought it the night after you know, I was trying to find the Chocolate Shop and walked past the underwear shop down this alley and went and was just struck by it,” I say as AJ knows the shop that I’m talking about.

He looks at the jock and the pants I’m wearing “Take it with you and after we go shopping you can wear it under your new clothes” he says as I reluctantly nod in agreement. We head out just after 5:30 and he takes me around looking at clothes, everything looks way out of my budget but AJ tells me he will look after it.

We stop by AJ’s regular hair salon as well and he books me an appointment for tomorrow at 11:30 so that I can get rid of that “country boy hick look” that I am apparently still sporting despite thinking my hair was ok.

Going into a restaurant, AJ is trying to push my boundaries again as he takes me into a Thai restaurant and insists on ordering for me when he knew that I would probably just order something mild like fried rice with vegetables or something. Sitting at the table waiting for the food I still have that urge to know whether AJ knew that it was me coming to visit him for the apartment when we were in the hotel.

“Did you know on the Friday night that it was me coming the next day?” I ask not sure if this is a good time but just generally curious about the whole situation. AJ looks across at me as if to wonder where this question is coming from but he just answers “Nope, though when you came to the door on the Saturday afternoon, I wasn’t entirely shocked just given with what you said” he says which for some reason is a relief to me.

I don’t know why I thought that I would have an issue with him knowing that it was me the night before. I sit there thinking about it whilst AJ goes to the bathroom, it bothers me because maybe deep down it’s the lack of trust and honesty I’ve had from my family of late,

AJ comes back and I eat dinner which is really different but really nice and have to wonder how I have been missing everything in town. I change the topic off me and AJ talks about his normal job, not the exciting other two out of three jobs that he does. The rest of the evening feels really relaxed which is good how AJ has been trying to make me feel comfortable with everything and introducing me to some of his friends although it does feel weird given our age difference.

Heading back home, I go through the clothes that I bought and put them away looking at how different they are and will be interesting to wear when I start college. The next morning, AJ insists on styling me before going out as he puts me in a pair of red jeans and a black and white striped T-Shirt which makes a statement and is nothing like what I would’ve worn back home and makes me take a selfie and put it on Instagram which I forget that I’ve got pretty much all my family plus all the friends from back home.

Heading to the hair salon, I walk in there nervous about what I’m going to look like even though AJ is controlling it and they decide on an undercut shaving my hair, going really short as they both agree to have me blindfolded so that I don’t l see what they are doing on me. Sitting there, they finish doing their stuff on me as I sit there for what seems an eternity until they take the blindfold off and I don’t recognise myself with the newly dyed blonde hair and the modern haircut.

“Who is in that picture on the mirror?” I say not recognising myself as I look and realise that for the first time I feel hot even though both the hairdresser Dom and AJ think that I am. The new-look is something that is going to need to get used to but already feels like I am a whole different person right now.

The next few days, are just about settling in still trying to get my head around things as AJ has to go out of town for a few days as he is presenting his designs to a company that he is doing work for so leaves me alone around the apartment.

Despite spending so much good time with AJ and getting to know some of his friends, I still don’t know anybody really in the city so spending time with any of them isn’t really an option because they are all 26-27, at the same time as I’m 18 so not really the kind of guy that you would want to hang out with.

Spending time inside the flat, it’s the first time that I really feel homesick because whilst I’ve been surrounded by people here, I’ve not really made my own friends and it’s a bit hard because I don’t have a lot to do in town. It’s about 9 pm and I decide to head out for a walk, most of the shops have closed but there is still a pretty vibrant nightlife going on and I wander into a bar and get plenty of smiles and looks which I think is probably because I stand out but really, it’s actually genuine interest in me.

I order a drink and find a spot in the corner that’s free so that I can look more than I can actually talk to anybody because even though I’ve quickly realised that I’m gay it’s all still totally new despite having had sex with AJ and then doing all the filming for Nathan. Sitting there, just by myself for a little while, there’s a tall cute guy about the same age as me wandering over ‘Hey man, this seat taken?”

Looking up, the guy is probably about 6’4, with short brown hair and a really toned body with some muscle on his arm. “Nah go ahead man,” I say letting him sit down as I can’t stop looking at his brown eyes that are glistening under the lights in the club.

“I’m Callum,” he says as I put my hand out to shake it and he does as I introduce myself and we start talking about our lives. “So, what brings you out tonight?” being polite more than anything more although I’m always curious about people.

Callum looks across at me and smiles “Well do you want the polite answer, the honest answer or a combination of the two?” his face signals that he really wants to give the honest answer either way as I laugh and admit that I’m curious about all the different answers that he wants to give.

“Polite answer? Just wanted a night out and have a few drinks, Honest answer? I’m looking for some action really, combination answer? Just want to meet some new people because I’ve just come out and moved to the city”. Callum’s answer really sparks my intrigue because he looks good and I won’t lie, the thought of seeing him naked has crossed my mind in the few minutes that we’ve been talking.

I finish my drink off as Callum says that he will get me another and I sit there, stomach-churning wondering if this could be too good to be true but I have to put it out of my mind because I’m not the old Luke anymore. “Here you go, so what about you?” he says as I sit there and just smile “I’ve just moved into the city from the country so don’t really know anyone and my housemate is out of town for a few days so trying to meet some new people as well”.

“Oh, nice man, well guess we’ve both achieved a goal,” he says as we sit there and he winks at me as we both laugh and have a look around.  “So, I’m guessing this look isn’t exactly what you went with in the country?” he says as I sit there finishing my drink off as we keep talking and getting to know each other.

“Definitely not, this is actually all down to my roommate AJ and his help, I had a lot of problems with my parents about this move and just a difference of opinion about things in life,” I say as he nods listening to me as I don’t really want to bum the mood out. “So, the difference of opinion in things is about being gay I’m guessing?” he says as I shake my head, not even thinking that I am going to have to deal with that with my parents when I talk to them when I decide to talk to them again.

“Actually no, well not yet because it’s all just been about moving down to the city because they’re ultra-religious and wanted me to find somewhere to live on my own because they couldn’t trust anyone I lived with because they didn’t know whether they were the right kind of person,” I say sitting there as Callum nods.

“I’m sorry for going on about my dramas, you’re probably wishing that you didn’t sit with me now,” I say as he reaches over and rubs my hand. “Of course, I’m still glad I sat here because it’s nice to talk to an honest person about things,” he says to me as he finishes his drink off.

“This isn’t the first time I’ve been in here but at the end of the day you’re the first person that has been honest about their life, everybody else wants me to believe that they live these glamorous lives as influencers and models when really they’re just douchebags,” Callum says as we both laugh and look at the different guys trying to show off to many of the other guys about how good they are.

Sitting there for a little while with another drink, something comes over me “Hey, would you want to spend more…” I say as Callum was just about to say the exact same thing and we both laugh. “Yeah, I would actually,” he says as we finish our drinks and I decide to take him back to AJ’s place.

Wandering down, I notice that he is feeling pretty nervous about things “You ok man?” I ask as he gives me a really nervous nod. “This your first time doing this with a guy?” I ask as he nods, the confident personality that he showed me in the bar is now gone as I rub his back despite the few inches in height difference and put my arm around him as we get to AJ’s and I take him up there.

“So, you still a virgin with guys?” I ask as he just nods and looks away embarrassed “Probably think I’m embarrassing with the number of guys that you’ve probably been with” he says to me as I shake my head.

Sitting on the couch and rubbing his arm as I look across at him trying to calm his nerves about everything that is about to happen between us. “I’ve had sex once,” I say not really embarrassed by the number because AJ has told me so many times how it doesn’t matter how many times you do it or anything like that.

Making Callum comfortable, I give him a soft kiss as he kisses me back, his kiss is nervous at first but then feeling my tongue against his, he moans softly into my mouth as we continue to make out. The feeling of kissing another guy for the first time is something that really is special and I can feel how special this is making him feel as I slide my hand under his shirt feeling a soft smooth chest that just feels amazing.

Lifting up his shirt and taking it off, Callum starts to feel much more relaxed and now putting his arms over me, he starts to take control of the kiss and uses his size to dominate over the top of me which I love, this curious straightish gay boy exploring his sexuality with me and me helping him out even though I’ve barely done anything.

Callum continues to kiss me and runs his hands over my body and over my bulge, which is now very noticeable in my pants and he confidently unbuttons my jeans and slides them off me as my brand new black CK briefs are on show as he continues to kiss me as I take my shirt off so our chests are now rubbing. The bulge in his pants is really starting to show and rubbing it against me turns me on as I feel myself leaking in my briefs and I take them off so I’m naked as I get him out of his pants and then boxers as well so we are both naked rubbing against each other.

“Do you want to go into my bedroom?” I ask Callum as he nods and I lead him into my room as he pushes me over the bed and gets down onto his knees and starts licking along my cock shaft as I moan feeling how good his tongue feels sucking on a cock for the first time. Callum takes his time before putting his mouth over my cock, slowly running his tongue around the head, nervous about sucking it for the first time ever.

Slowly, his mouth goes over my cock as I suck the head softly before pushing down further with his mouth struggling to take all of my cock in it. I remind him just to take it slowly and that he doesn’t need to have to take it all at once as he sucks it, he manages to take it all for a moment before gagging and pulling his head up off.

I gesture to him to climb up on the bed next to me, I lay there next to him stroking his chest and kissing him, just trying to get him to calm down a bit, his nerves are still taking control of him as he’s worried about being a dud. Lying there next to him, I keep reassuring him that I don’t care and tell him that the only thing that matters tonight is that he enjoys it and does what he wants.

Kissing down his body, I hear him moaning as I do and eventually my hand goes over his cock and balls as I massage them feeling that there must be a week’s load at least in his smooth balls. I suck on his head, where I can hear him moaning in pleasure as I taste his pre that is building up before moving my mouth down to his balls and start sucking each one, giving them its pleasure as it would for me as I’m jerking my cock.

At the same time as Callum is leaking, I’m leaking massively as well which I try to control as I feel his hand start grabbing hold of my cock and jerking it as we both moan as he does it. I go back up and kiss his cock up its shaft and look up at his tall frame being in ecstasy as he experiences a guy's mouth for the first time.

Sucking his cock and going down his shaft, I hear him moaning loudly which turns me on and tells me that I’m doing a good job as I manage to take his 6 inches all down my throat, trying to use every skill that AJ has used on me before when he’s sucked on me. I move my finger around to Callum’s hole and run it along there as he moans, I don’t know if he expected any ass play but I use my pre cum to line his hole and push a finger in as he moans loudly as I push it into his virgin hole.

I keep sucking until I sense that he is about to reach his climax and I pull off his cock and leave him begging me to keep going as I pull up and start kissing again, as he holds my head controlling the kiss before he begs me to suck him again.

“I need to cum man… please just let me cum” he says as I shake my head and just look at him “Do you want to get fucked bro?” he says not sure what to think right now because he didn’t plan on getting fucked but right now, I know his boundaries are well and truly gone.

Callum lays there and nods “Just go easy on me ok?” he says as I have an idea and head into the spare room and grab a dildo out of the box which happens to be the same one that Nathan used in his OnlyFans shoot.

Lubing it up, I run it against his hole so that he can get used to it as I slowly start to push it in to stretch his hole out as he moans and grimaces. “You doing ok bro?” he says nodding though still grimacing as he has something bigger than a finger going into his hole for the first time.

“Feels amazing,” Callum says in between moans as I push it deep into his hole as he feels how good it is to have your prostate massaged. After a few minutes, I look across at him and ask if he is ready for the real which he nods and I lube my cock up and slide it into his hole straight after taking the dildo as he moans, the girth of my cock stretching his hole wider and he continues to grimace as the feeling of my big cock, very different to the couple of inches of the dildo.

Letting Callum’s hole adjust to my cock for a minute, I slowly start to push in deeper and then pick up the speed as he groans as I start to thrust inside him and his cock is leaking profusely as I start fucking him hard.

“Oh, fuck that’s good,” he says as I start hitting his prostate hard, ramming my cock into him as I fuck him, feeling a sense of dominance coming over the top of me as I look at his face and smile seeing the joy and feeling of being fucked for the first time.

I pull out and get Callum on all 4’s so that I can get behind him and fuck him from behind, pushing into his hole I can hear him enjoying my cock going back in there “Oh fuck yeah, that feels so damn good” he says as I grunt as I start to fuck him harder than I could before.

Using all the power of my body, even though Callum is bigger than me I dominate his ass as I feel my cock leaking inside him, as his tight hole is milking my shaft and he begs me to go harder although I’m worried about how he would feel about having my load inside him. On all 4s, Callum has no control over whether I am able to fuck him harder or slow but his begging as I keep going harder and feeling my load exploding through his hole Callum lets out a massive shout of pleasure as he feels my cock spurting his load into his hole at the same time as he grabs the towel and puts it down so that he doesn’t cum straight onto my bed and blows his load so much.

Pulling out of him, I keep him on all 4s and slide underneath so that he can finish letting out his cum as he starts to fuck my mouth as his next load of cum slides down my throat as I swallow and choke on it a little bit.

Callum and I end up laying on top of each other as we both lay there in total exhaustion as I’m still building my stamina with guys because of how much effort it can take if you really want to get physical. We go off and shower, making out in the shower as he pushes me up against the wall even though with total dominance over the top of me letting out a whole new personality.

We look at the time and see that it’s nearly 2 am so I convince him to just stay with me and we cuddle up in bed, laying in my bed naked just feeling the heat off each other as we lay there and sleep. The night with AJ, I didn’t sleep because I felt nervous still but now with Callum, I fall asleep as he kisses me on the cheek and neck as we lay there sleeping.

My alarm goes off at 7 am and Callum is laying there snoring away as I loom at him and smile despite not knowing really what happened last night because we put the drinks away a lot last night. I check my phone and see that AJ has text me this morning to see how I dealt with the city and being alone for the first time.

6:49 am: “Sup man, just checking in to see how your night was last night spending it alone”

I reply to AJ’s text pretty much straight away as I look back into the bedroom and see Callum still snoring away

7:04 am: “Yo, wasn’t too bad and found some company last night that was fun 😉” I reply back as I make two lots of coffee trying to be friendly with Callum as he slowly wakes up, clearly not remembering a lot of what happened last night.

He gets up totally naked and walks out to the living room “Morning bro” I say pretty calmly as he looks around and sees me just there in a pair of shorts as he tries to find something to cover up with as if he doesn’t remember where he is or who he was with.

I look across at him “You alright man? You look stunned with everything?” I say as he nods a bit as I sense that there might be regret in his eyes as I chuck him his underwear from last night which he puts on.

“You don’t remember anything do you?” I say as he takes the cup of coffee off me and sits down on the couch. “Not really no, I remember being alone at home and then heading out to a bar just to have a few drinks and maybe meet someone… a girl” he emphasises the last part as I get the sense of doubt that he has.

I walk over and sit down next to him as I try to keep my distance a bit because I know that he is feeling pretty awkward about things as his face screws up feeling the pain of his hole. I look across at him as he wants to ask a question to me but doesn’t bother to ask but I think he knows that I fucked him.

Sitting there, I feel that there is both a sense of relief and regret in his voice as we talk about things and I can totally understand that as I look at his face and despite looking so masculine last night, I realise that he is probably not much older than me and everything is so new.

“I know how you feel, I told you everything about me and I think it was because something about you made me think that you would understand,” I say as Callum nods in agreement about knowing what I meant. “Yeah, I guess you know, I’ve always known about this but my parents have plenty of expectations on me about finding a wife and starting a family because I am an only child and they want grandchildren,” he says as I smile and sit there as he gets up not saying anything.

Watching his tall frame is amazing as he gets dressed and sits down next to me “Thanks for last night man, it was just nice to do something like this for the first time” he says kissing me and walking out of the apartment as he needs to get back to his place and work.

“Damn, I didn’t get his number,” I say wishing that I had gotten his number not even to have sex again but just as a friend because he was really fun to talk to and thought he could be a really good friend. I go back and check my phone as AJ wants more information.

7:10 am: “Damn, I’m away one night and already you’re out scouting the streets, who was he and what was he like?”

7:36 am “Haha I wasn’t intending for anything, he just came and sat at the same table as me and we got talking about life and ended up here, his name was Callum”

7:42 am: “So you two gonna stay in contact or what?”

7:44 am: “Forgot to get his number when left this morning but damn wish he did”

I sit there for a minute waiting for AJ to reply but he ends up ringing me “So I need more details you know; you can’t leave me hanging you know’. I laugh as he asks me that and I don’t have an issue telling him all the details.

“Well, I was bored here, wasn’t really in the mood to do anything so I went down to the Pyramid had a few drinks, met Callum and well you know after talking we pretty much got it on back here,” I say as AJ sounds impressed by my openness to getting it on.

Sitting there talking through everything about last night, I feel so happier and content about things as I smile and AJ sounds proud of me even though it’s only a week or so being there that I’m doing things like this.

“Are you going to tell me what he looked like and what you did?” he says as I was daydreaming thinking about what we did last night. “Oh yeah, he was pretty tall, about 6’4 or so I think, taller than you, wasn’t ripped but had a really nice solid body and we just did everything and I took control of him and fucked him… although I think he might be regretting it this morning because he hadn’t been with a guy yet,” I say with my tone feeling now a bit disappointed that something might be wrong with what I did and he didn’t enjoy it.

AJ lets out a sigh “Yeah well that’s normal sometimes, especially when you’re bottoming for the first time because you’re giving away something and some people want to give it away to somebody special but others on the other hand some don’t care and well some just give it away to an escort that they booked online”.

I laugh at AJ’s subtle reference to me “Yeah well that’s different you know because it turns out that the escort is really a landlord and loves to give away free blowjobs” I say teasing him back as he laughs and I can sense the embarrassment in his voice.

We finish chatting on the phone and I smile as I think about what happened last night and realise how much I enjoyed and how much freer than I feel since being down in Westvale.