The Exploration Of Nate

CHAPTER VI

PROMISE 

Justin followed Nate into his flat. 

"Beer ok? You must want a drink after tonight?" Nate asked.

“’I’m just going to jump in the shower but make yourself at home. I’ll be 5 minutes.” Nate raced to the shower. 

"Yeah great. Shit, I just want to chill out, tonight was a proper work out. Think I pulled my abs." Justin rubbed his belly before grabbing the beer from Nate.

Nate shoved on thin lounge shorts and vest and, he needed something inspirational for Justin. Even though they would both be painfully aware of what state they were both in only an hour or so before.

Coming back in 5 minutes later. Justin was lazily sat on the sofa, Nate picked up where he left off. 

"You were pretty impressive. Look, don't worry I'm not about to ask you to go for round three, just yet. But, my god, so many questions about all this. I'm fascinated about how you got involved with this lot,  how does it all work?” Nate took the chair opposite the sofa where Justin was.

“I wanna get to know you better, Nate. So I’ll be up front with you. I know this is all probably a lot to think about but I’ll tell you what you want to know. You know, I felt somethin’ different with you tonight. I don’t normally let that happen, mainly because these guys have major baggage and about 20 years older than me. I’ve not been with someone closer to my age in a while. Hope that isn’t too heavy.”

Justin looked up from his bottle at Nate searchingly. Nate felt a need to jump on him and squeeze him tight. “I felt the same. Told myself I wouldn’t but felt something. Let’s enjoy ourselves though. No pressure. Now, get to the dirty details.” He grinned greedily but felt something flutter deep inside. 

“Ok, cool. Probably best we get this bit out the way while we have zero energy. Or we’ll end up fuckin our brains out. This stuff will get you horned up, be warned.” Justin teased lightening the mood, while flashing that sexy smile that made Nate’s belly flip, the pressure of his previous statement clearly lifting as he leant back on the sofa even more.

“I wanna know everything. It’ll let me shamelessly imagine you up to all sorts, if tonight is anything to go by, I want everything. You can probably help me with the LBM stuff David sent me, too. And what I’m letting myself in for on Saturday.” Nate shifted on the chair and got himself comfortable with his beer, awaiting the dirty anecdotes that would surely follow. 

“Alright, let’s do it. I’ll tell you everything. Where do you want me to start with all this?” Justin asked with a grin and knew Nate was hanging on every word that was about to come out of his mouth. 

“Just that. The start. How the hell did all this happen?” Nate asked.

“Ok. It all started last year. I’m 23 now but I’d just turned 22 when I got involved with these guys - the LBM group thing. I went to the football trials last summer. I love football, helped me get away from my shit childhood. Loved it ever since. I rocked up for the trials and Gray and Chris were picking the team, you probably know them by now?” Justin began. 

“Uh yeah.” Nate chuckled.

“Fuck sake. Everyone’s had everyone then.” He laughed. “Anyway, Chris pulled me aside offering me the 21 to 25 captain spot. He told me Gray was the chairman who agreed to my new position. Bein’ a nice guy I tracked Gray down in the office to say thanks. I fuckin’ knew he was gaggin’ for me. Could feel his eyes on me on the pitch.” Justin took a sip form his beer. 

“Thought I’d have some fun. Found him in the office. I knocked and he said to come in. I left the door open a bit just in case I got the wrong impression. I’m usually bang on. I’d left my boxers in my bag and went commando in my shorts on purpose so my junk was pretty obvious. I leant against the desk to tell him thank you. I was cocky as fuck and shifted down the desk so my legs were spread in front of  him. I folded my arms, no fuckin’ way was I making the first move.” He shifted further up in his spot on the sofa.

“I remember he said something like ‘pleased we got you on the team, boy.’ I remember not saying anything back. Just starin’ at him. I think he was a bit nervous. That was funny. He was looking at me and flickin’ his eyes to my junk and back again. We fucked about like that for a solid minute. Just starin.’ In the end though fuck it I said, ‘think you better close that fuckin’ door Chairman.’ He rolled his chair and slammed the door, got up and dropped to his knees like a little bitch.” Justin grinned recalling the story. 

“I didn’t move. I thought ‘fuck this, he wants me, he can work for it.’ I said to him, ‘well I’m not fuckin’ stupid Gray, I could feel you gawpin’ at me on the pitch, pull it out a get goin.’ He jumped forward and pulled my shorts down. He turned into a total slut in seconds. It was hot and got me goin’. He told me to pull my t shirt up so he could see my body. I don’t care, I’m proud of what I got. He was rough though, slappin’ my pecs, abs and legs. He sniffed my cock and balls for fuckin’ ages.” Justin pinched his crotch, clearly making a little room for a growing cock at remembering all this. 

“I told him get his mouth round it. He jump at the chance and went to town on me. Fuck I remember havin’ to grip the table he was takin’ me down his throat so deep. He was slobberin’ and gaggin’ so loud, I thought we’d be caught but he didn’t seem to give a shit.” He continued to recall. 

“I didn’t care he was some rich bloke chairman, he was a slut for me right then and there. I didn’t even tell him I was shooting my wad, I remember just gaspin,’ grabbin’ his hair and slammin’ him right down to my pubes, I spunked right down his throat. Think I held him down for too long though. He chucked the lot back up all over my cock, pubes and belly. Dirty fuck. He was a fuckin’ mess but he still said, ‘fuck yeah you beautiful bull,’ or somethin.’ I think it was a good thing.

Anyway, I love takin’ loads so pulled him up and told him to wank into my mouth while I squatted in front of ‘im. Didn’t take him long and he shot his wad in my mouth, I throated him to get it all. Don’t think he expected it from me. Maybe the impression I give off. Dunno.” Nate wanted to tell him that not even the strongest ground penetrating gaydar would have picked up on his persuasion. 

“So, we got dressed and he said something about the group of guys he knows who would love to have my attitude, body and cock here and there - and that’s how I got into all this. Good start for you?” He flashed a grin at Nate.

“Uh yeah, fuck Gray can be a total pig can’t he?” Nate was a little dry mouthed from listening to Justin.

“Shit, that’s nothing. He’s a good guy, just fuckin’ mad when it comes to sex.” He chuckled. 

“Tell me about the LBM group, what you guys do and stuff.” Nate was so hot for Justin again but the evening’s action zapping all their energy and the need for more details made him stay where he was. 

“All comes from David. There’s five of us, we get paid to be a part of their events or sometimes we might be asked to go away with them. Been everyehere with them. Proper travelled. They all pay into a fund type thing to pay for whatever they want. Covers that nice van I drive now and then. All our uniforms, booking places, all that. They’re good to us and the money is pretty handy. It’s not weird or anything. I could walk away tomorrow. I love sex, the men are powerful and look after themselves so why not.” Justin explained his position.

He went on. “We got rules to follow too though. Any event like Saturday we have to book a tan, wax all over, if we’re topless, oil up and if we are covered up, body shimmer underneath. Tonight was a bit short notice for prep. We also got to spend two hours doin’ weights on the day of the session too so we’re as pumped as we can be.”  Justin listed everything like a matter of fact.

“We got like roles as well. Subdued is basically shut the fuck up and let the guys have a go on our cocks if they want. Bull is verbal and rough - fuckin’ love that one. That’s me in bed anyway - most of the time.” His eyes glinted at Nate. “Pig is pretty much what you saw tonight and then there’s filth.”

“And what the fuck is that?” Nate had pulled his knees up to his chest. He was fully hard listening to all this.

“Combo of bull, pig but usually toys and slings and stuff. I’m fine being restrained and all that, drives them wild seeing me tied up for some reason.” Nate imagined this beautiful young man tied up - it was almost too much to handle. 

“Fuck I bet that’s a sight.” Nate but his lip blatantly. “What’s the plan for Saturday?”

“Oooff off the top of my head it’s a big one. I’ll read out David’s text from the weekend. Don’t worry about how it sounds, just easier to get what they want from us…

DAVID to LBM SERVICES 

BOYS, 

JUSTIN, BRANDON, CAM, BEN 

SATURDAY FROM 3PM @ GREY STONE HOUSE.

UNIFORM: BLACK LYCRA CHAPS/ PURPLE LYCRA THONG/ BLACK TRAINERS/ BOWTIE COLLAR

MY ASSISTANTS AND HANDY TEAM WILL HAVE DELIVERED ALL AND SET UP THE HOUSE.

FROM 5 PM BE IN UNIFORM FOR US WHEN ARRIVING. 

JUSTIN IN ENTRYWAY, BRANDON FIRST FLOOR AT MEN’S BEDROOMS. CAM AND BEN WAIT AT ENTRY TO DINING ROOM.

COCKTAIL TRAYS WITH CHAMPAGNE WITH EACH & JAR OF WARM OIL FOR US TO APPLY TO YOUR BODIES SHOULD WE SEE FIT. 

ROLES: SUBDUED - ARRIVAL/ DRINKS/ DINNER. FILTH - AFTER DINNER.

ALL FILTH ACTIVITY CONFINED TO DINNING ROOM. 

FULL BODY TAN AND WAX THURSDAY EVENING - USE LBM CREDIT CARD

GYM X 2 HOURS - WEIGHTS ONLY - FRIDAY 12 - 2 PM.

FRIDAY 3 PM - ARRIVAL AND PREP

FRIDAY 5 PM - ASSUME POSITIONS

DANNY AND TOMMY WILL BE AT THE HOUSE FOR UNIFORM FITTING AND BODY PREPARATION IF NEEDED. 

GROUP WILL ASSUME VERSE ROLES AND WE WILL BE RESTRAINING JUSTIN LATER IN THE EVENING FOR LOAD DUMPING.

CONTACT ME WITH ANY QUESTIONS.

“So, that’s the plan. Lookin’ forward?” Justin grinned. 

“I was looking forward because of these guys, now I can’t wait to see you in your full get up. And load dumping?” Nate became more animated. 

“They fuckin’ love spunkin all over me. I love it too. Mouth, face, body. Don’t care.” Justin shot Nate a glance while he wiggled his eyebrows. 

Nate made a mental photo of that sight. Fuck.

“Tommy and Danny, who are these two? I can’t keep track.” Nate looked confused. 

“David’s two assistants. Totally submissive. Good guys though, total fems. We all get ready usually in one room. They help oil us up, make sure uniforms are fine and work with the event team who set up all the kink shit and have the food and drink set up. We usually end up with a sloppy blowie from them at some point in these things. Fun to throw around. They love it. Fucked Danny in the van once.” He laughed. “We look after them too though. No one gives them shit on our watch. Always there if they need a lift or whatever. They’re always gettin’ stupid drunk in town.”

Justin started to yawn, “so anyway, what else you wanna know?” He started to frown and looked over at Nate. “I need to get you alone on Saturday. Watchin’ all these pricks with you is gonna drive me fuckin’ wild.” 

Nate felt a flutter again, and smiled back. “Same, but we’ll find time. Even if just for a kiss.” 

“Ok, promise me.” He looked up at Nate with searching eyes again. Nate jumped up and sat next to Justin grabbing one of his big hands and clasping it in between his thighs. “I promise. You’re a big fucking softy really.” He giggled and smiled. 

“Can be, I’m not a toy with no feelings all the time. Especially with someone I actually like.”

The statement hung in the air heavy. He grabbed Justin’s face with both hands and sat on his beautiful thighs. “I know that. I really do.” He kissed him. Then, slapped the beautiful man’s chest. 

“Now, tell me. What limits do you have with these men? Something tells me they’ll do whatever they want.” Nate rocked back on Justin’s crotch teasingly and put Justin’s thumb in his mouth. 

“Can we go to bed after this? I really just need to fuckin’ hold you.” Justin asked firmly.

“Um hmm.” Nate rocked a little firmer.

“Shit, you’re really gettin’ me goin, Nate. Yeah.” He said hoarsely while locking eyes with Nate. Now firmly holding his full hand on Nate’s bottom jaw. Nate sucking fingers with his eyes closed.

Justin. “Limits? You want my fuckin’ limits?” He was becoming more intense with his heavier breathing.

Nate. “Yeah.” Now Nate had pulled his lounge shorts down passed his arsehole.

Justin, now slapping huge hands on each of Nate’s cheeks. “Fuck you, windin’ me up.” He reached a hand up and firmly held Nate’s neck. Nate was picking up his pace. “I won’t bottom. Fuck. Guys have to be STI clean before each meet. Yes. I’ll fuck. Faster. Get sucked. Yeah. I’ll get my throat used. Shit.  I’ll piss and be pissed on. Enough for you?” He demanded while squeezing Nate’s throat.

Nate, now roughly dry humping Justin’s aching mound furiously, pushing Justin’s arms back over the sofa roughly. “Fuck yeah.” 
Justin started dry slamming Nate’s hole. 

“Nate, pull my cock out. I’m gonna fuckin’ bust.” Justin breathlessly squirmed. 
Nate ripped the member out of the shorts and underwear with a huge grin. Justin’s whole perfect body tensed, just in time for Nate to free it from his hand and let the huge gush slap across the floor and spray up Nate’s back. Nate pushed a hand against Justin’s shoulder, grabbed the flailing cock and slammed it hard against his hole. The sticky clapping filling the room. 

Nate carried on slapping his arse with the cock and tugging it roughly. “Nate stop. I’m fuckin’ done. Come ‘ere.” Justin grabbed Nate into a tight hug while his cock dropped lazily against Nate’s cheek. “I’m taking you to bed. Get up.”

“Bossy bastard.” Nate protested teasingly. 

“Get used to it.” Justin grabbed Nate for a firm kiss. 

They got up, Justin grabbed Nate’s hand and pulled him in. “Show me your bedroom, Nate.”

Nate got those flutters again. 

“I wear no clothes in bed, that goes for you too. Keep that neck chain on though.” Nate requested while he stripped, not caring as he got into bed that his arse cheeks were slicked with Justin’s cum. 

“Your house, your rules.” Justin shrugged while pulling his t shirt and shorts off. Nate gasped. “Wow.” Justin climbed in, “wha now?” He whispered bashfully. “Nothing, I just think you’re so hot. The best part, you have no idea how hot you are.” Nate smiled as Justin flunked on top of Nate resting his perfect head on Nate’s belly. “Shut the fuck up. You’re the one who’s perfect.” Nate couldn’t actually react. Flutters again.

“Hang on. This isn’t right.” Justin jumped up to his knees. Nate looked worried for a moment. “You managed to get me to shoot a wad all over your livin’ room floor, sorry about that by the way, and you’re sat in here, hard as fuck and I need to clean you up. Lean back. I’m gonna eat you out and make you cum before we sleep.” He lunged forward. Grabbed Nate’s legs and pushed him back so his hole was facing Justin.

“Yes Justin. Bury that fucking face in my pussy.” Nate reached under and grabbed the neck chain to pull Justin hard into his hole. 
The action was lustful and Justin shook his head roughly back and for, causing a wet crackling sound to fill the air. Nate gripped the chain around Justin’s neck and his eyes rolled and Justin’s tongue swirled.

Justin released himself. He grabbed Nate firmly by the head and twisted it to one side and started kissing him firmly. He spread Nate’s legs wide and reached three fingers under Nate’s ball sack and found his pussy again. He started pounding the pussy with three fingers all at once. Nate grabbed the solid arm while the kissing continued. 

Moments later, Nate gasped, “Jesus Justin, you’re making me cum, fuck!” Ropes erupted all over Nate’s belly. It was intense. He held Justin’s are and squeezed his eyes shut. He eventually released to catch his breath. 

“Someone liked that.” Justin laughed. “I’ll take care of this, too.” Justin leant down, licked all the cum off Nate’s body and took his cock to the base a couple of times without gagging. Nate was even mesmorised by his long neck. He really was perfect. “See? Now you’re clean.”

He flipped Nate to one side so Nate’s back was to him. Slapped Nate firmly on the arse cheek before kissing his cheek and uttering, “goodnight Nate.”

“Night.” Nate whispered. He held his knuckles to his mouth and smiled. 

Before nodding off, two arms clamped round Nate and a muscled thigh curled round and pushed itself between his legs. He opened his own and accepted them.

Sleep. 

THURSDAY MORNING 

Nate woke early and found himself in the same position they had fallen asleep in. He couldn’t believe this perfect specimen was in his bed. He gently rolled Justin to one side who just inhaled hard and flipped over. 

He crept into the kitchen to fix them both a coffee. Nate waited for the drips to start dropping into the cups from his prized machine while leaning against the counter. Naked. Always naked at home.

Next thing he felt lips on his neck and two large hands pull at the skin on his pecs and abs. A firm and warm solid mass pressing against his arse. Nate didn’t say a word and went with it.

“Turn around. I woke up needin’ you. Don’t say a word.” Justin snapped his hips into Nate’s cheeks once as a signal. 

Nate turned to face Justin. He wrapped his arms around Justin’s neck and the kiss was frantic and desperate. Justin picked up Nate by the hips and Nate clamped himself around Justin’s waist. 

Justin reached a hand up to Nate’s mouth. “Spit. I’m usin your spit to lube my head. Then you’re mine.” Justin was serious and sensual. Nate spat into Justin’s hand without breaking the intense eye contact. Justin reached under and rubbed the handful of spit all over his fat head and length. The slicking noise made Nate gasp. 

Justin entered Nate firmly and deeply. With one arm he pushed Nate back on the counter and then grabbed his hips firmly. His thrusts were hard and fast but Nate felt a care in his movement that he hadn’t seen the previous night at David’s. This meant more, maybe? Justin knew how to work Nate up already in the short time they’d known each other. Going deep and prodding his pleasure bud deep inside every time he entered. 

Justin’s body was pilling with sweat. He dove forward and bit Nate’s nipple hard and picked up a more frantic pace, Nate gasped and grabbed the beautiful head and squeezed Justin against his chest.

Justin squatted slightly and then picked Nate up in position and took him to the dining table in a tight hug, laying him down gently and kissing him firmly. “You’re somethin’ Nate. Somethin’ fuckin’ else.” He whispered as he lifted himself up in front of Nate’s puffy hole. The softness in his voice was immediately replaced when he grabbed Nate’s hips and launched into powerful thrusts that Nate became overwhelmed with. 

“Oh shit, Justin you’re getting my spot, keep doing that.” He struggled. 

“Fuck yeah.” Justin squatted deeply and grabbed Nate’s cock. He kept an intense gaze on Nate’s screwed up face as he smeared the cumming cock all over his face. “Yeah, keep goin.’ Cover me.’ He reached a hand up and rubbed Nate’s chest while slurping the remaining drops from Nate’s cock.

Justin jumped to a squat above Nate on the table. Leaving no time to recover. He was an animal. Nate looked up at the specimen towering over him in a cum and sweat glisten. “Justin, fuck my face, bury that thing in my throat.” He whispered catching his breath. 
Justin grinned and leaned forward in a plank. His cheeks were tought as he slipped his slicked member into Nate’s mouth. Resting on his forearms above, Justin snapped his hips back and forth, jamming his cock into Nate frantically. Nate’s head banging between stone hard abs and his dining table. He was soaked with sweat from the bull above him. The heft of the member making it hard to breathe so he closed his eyes and let Justin do what he wanted. 

“Here it is. Fuck. I’m cumming.” With that, Justin went limp, reaching an arm down to hold Nate’s head in position and a solid thigh moved to pin Nate’s flailing arm. “God yeah, keep me in your belly all day.” He held Nate for a moment longer then lifted himself off, in another show of instance core strength.

Nate gasped. “Fuck you’re incredible. You’ve made me cum twice in less than 12 hours without touching myself. Fucking magician.” Justin straightened to his knees above Nate, grinning down. “Totally am.” Justin jumped down and wiped his face, putting Nate’s cum straight in his mouth. Nate sat up and Justin pulled him to his feet. They hugged tightly, covered in each other. 

“So when you need me, you really fucking need me.” Nate laughed as he wondered over and made fresh coffee, Justin jumped over the sofa and landed facedown, butt naked. Nate laughed again at the sight but then thought he’d probably need to wash his blankets later. 

Justin came out with a massive roar in his deep voice. “FUCK YEAH!” Nate almost dropped the coffee. “Excuse me?” Nate asked giggling. “Get over here and lie with me. You got me Nate.  I know that’s insane but I don’t care. After this weekend can I take you out?”

Nate felt himself go rigid as he lay the coffees down. Remembering he wasn’t looking or planning to complicate this with anyone. So obviously he came out with, “yes.” He looked into Justin’s blue eyes and all of a sudden became very aware of a need to not hurt him. It felt nice.

“Hey, I wanna know everything. Fuck all that LBM stuff. I wanna know you. Who are you. Tell me.” Nate reached up and ran a hand across Justin’s cheek. Justin grabbed his hand firmly, kissed it then hugged it to his chest. 

“All the questions. You gotta tell me about you too. Promise?” Those searching eyes again, Nate thought he’d melt. “I promise. Now tell.”

Holding Nate’s arm and rubbing it with his hand he began. “I’ve been here all my life. My parents aren’t around. Dad, never knew him, mum died of a heroine overdose about three years ago. I was shit in school but loved fixing stuff. Got an apprenticeship as a plumber. Now I’m nearly a year with my own business. Money is amazing, I had nothin’ growin’ up so it’s amazin’ to not worry. So you know, I don’t need the money from LBM, it’s a fuckin’ laugh for me. Travel and all that sometimes. Oh and…” he playfully bit Nate’s finger. “My other limit. Nothing they plan fucks with my work. Not a chance.” Nate gasped but couldn’t stop smiling then went serious. 

“I’m sorry about your family. That’s tough but Jesus you’ve done amazing things since. Making your mum proud. I’m sure of it.” Nate smoothed Justin’s chest with his free hand. 

“Fuck.” Justin whispered and looked away and Nate could see tears in his eyes. “Justin, what’s wrong? Tell me.”

Justin blinked and turned back to Nate. He grabbed his shoulders and pulled him on top of him. Holding his face close to look deep in Nate’s eyes. “Thank you Nate. Between work, football, these guys, my mates, no one ever fuckin’ asks about me. Sorry, it just hit me, ya know? And you didn’t judge about her overdose.” Justin put Nate’s hand on his perfect pec above his heart. 

Nate needing to lighten the mood, he ripped himself up and sat. “Yeah, total softy.” He said teasingly. “Hey, you know I know how to throw guys around so fuck off.” He smacked Nate’s arm and grabbed him back. 

“No seriously though. You’ve got someone to talk to in me from now on. I’ll never judge anyone. We all have demons. Sometimes for some of us they just get to big and we can’t fight them anymore. So no, I won’t judge your mum.” Nate assured. “Thank you. I’ve never heard it put like that. That’s fuckin’ beautiful.” He kissed Nate’s forehead. “You promised to tell me about you as well.” Justin shook Nate while swallowing a lump in his throat from Nate’s kind words.

“Oh yeah uh. Came here for uni. Studied art. Got a corporate job. Hated it, left and took a good pay out.  Work in the local shop for now but I want to take my photography further. Family live away but everyone is good. Boring but that’s me.”

“Wow, photography, love that. You’re the arty guy!” Justin sounded excited but Nate thought he could hear a little sarcasm. “Yeah, I’m also into yoga, running and rock climbing.” He punched Justin in the chest playfully. “Not complaining. That body in yoga poses in front of me? Damn right. I can totally see me eatin’ you out up a mountain too.” He chuckled. Nate smiled at the thought of future plans. 

“Fuck we’re stinkin’ we need to shower and get ourselves sorted for the day, come on.” He started to stir. 

Then, Nate looked down at Justin’s cock. He slumped to his knees and held Justin down with one arm. Justin raised himself onto his elbows. One leg off the sofa allowing Nate to nestle into his crotch. 

“Nate?” He quizzed. He looked down. Nate was looking back up at him. Rolling Justin’s fattening cock  over his face and smacking hit hard on his cheek. “Go on.” Justin instructed. “Go on. Do it.” Nate needed no further encouragement and took the cock to the base. Making himself gag and retch, the sloppy sounds filling the room. “Gonna need to finish me off now you started. Take it all the way again. That throat drives me fuckin’ mental.” Nate grabbed both thighs and went into a solid rhythm taking Justin’s cock. He didn’t gag. He didn’t break away. He kept going. He clamped his throat hard until he made Justin’s balls erupt. Justin fell back, “fuck Nate that’s intense, I’m cumming. YES.” A final deep roar. 

Taking the last drops through a loud slurp and wiping his lips.“Now you can shower. I even have a spare toothbrush.” Nate wiped his mouth again and sat on the floor. Justin got up leaning forward and grabbing Nate’s chin, cock swinging, “that’s mine now and I’m leaving it here.” He jumped off to the bathroom and slammed the door. 

Nate lay back and smiled. ‘What the fuck have I got myself into? I can’t wait.’

At the door, they lingered and kissed. “Look maybe not shout about whatever this might turn into. Ya know, with David, all them. It’ll just complicate things. But, if we see where this goes, I’m happy to walk away when you’re not happy about it all that stuff anymore. Nate?” He put a finger under Nate’s chin to pull his eyes up. “Look at me. Promise?”

Nate was just gutted he was leaving for work. “Yeah I’m good with what. I just don’t want you to leave.” Nate laughed. And again, he couldn’t leave Justin’s eyes searching. “I promise.”

One final kiss before whoever Justin was to Nate now, walked off down the hall. 

Nate closed the door. Jumped on the sofa and the not having Justin with him only after a few minutes was like oxygen being taken away. He forced himself into a nap before work.