My Realisation

Hi. I am Ryu (my pet name) and I am a first generation Indian American. This story is of my experience back in the school. I had recently shifted to a new school, which was a strict catholic school located in a small town in Kentucky. It was pretty conservative out there (now it isn't as I will write later on in the story). It was a town where church dominated much of the social gatherings, people were devout and hated anyone outside the white race and they specially hated the fags. My father is a widow and my mom died when I was around 6-7 years old. My father has never had sex from them on. Living in this town  kinda sucked. But anyone could have sworn that I was an European descent. I have a really white skin and those dirty grey eyes ,both of which I inherited from my father. Anyone would have thought that we were Christian whites who have settled in this town but little did they know that neither were we Christian nor we were Europeans.

 My first day in classroom and I see that class is 75% white and remaining were mostly asian and blacks. Where the Asians and the blacks were more into studies, whites were more into sports. I was bad at studies and I really wanted to be in the popular group so I knew I was going into the whites group. They were really racially discriminating(ya it sucks) so I really knew I had to act white and be one of them. I requested my teacher to please call me Nathan and school name became Nathan. After making friends with Ryan and Nat, we went to take a trip round the school where I saw the most handsome boy on the planet, Adam McGuire. He really looked like some Nordic God has descended down on Earth. His blonde hair and grey eyes, and his biceps were a show.  Nat told me he is the most popular in the school. He was a jock, played basketball and also was good at making friends. He talked to everyone, even if you were an asian, or white, or black. He was below average at studies ( no surprises there), and really struggled getting good grades. He had gone out with many girls from this and the surrounding schools but he had never fucked one of them( ya children outside marriage were a big No-No). I yet remember seeing him churned something within me , a desire I had never known exists within me. I knew I was going to come back so or the other way. But I dismissed this feeling as friendliness.

So the next day we had knockouts for the Rugby team and I had to get into it. I had aced it and now I was a part of the jocks. We would get our cheerleaders and I would also get to sit next to sit with jocks. But even better was that he was a part of the team and I got to sit with him and talk to him. Great start for a new school life.

Please let me know if you like the writing style. This is my start so I am writing a shorter chapter but please stay tuned for the next one!