Come out of the closet, Abe

YOU’VE ALWAYS BEEN RIGHT.

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This wonderful routine we had for a couple of months. Every night we went naked together to bed and the word lovers was magnificently written, always having a lot of sex. When we woke up, the first thing we did, was kissing affectionately a good long while till naked we headed to breakfast. We always came for the first time every day jacking each other off at the rhythm we drank our coffees. Then we headed to the bathroom and not every day, but only some if we saw we still had the time, we jacked each other off again. Then we put our clothes on and went to work.

I was every morning hard at the hospital, of course thinking about Tony, and sometimes I needed to go to the toilet in order to masturbate. When we were both back home, we took everything off and first we fucked each other. I remember one of the times I was fucking Tony, he told me.

-It’s hurting me, Abe, and that means your cock is enormous now.

-With you, my sweet lover, I can get my maximum height and even I am surprised how hard my dick can get.

And after cumming in his arse, he fucked me again. How hot it was to always feel Tony’s rod piercing me.

We did something else later. Many days we went out for social obligations, and when we returned, we stripped again, had dinner and a new mutual blowjob later, most of the days 69. And again to bed, where we could cum two or three more times. Two new blowjobs, but now me sucking my brother’s cock, and he sucking mine later, or the other way around. And some days we still desired to fuck each other again in bed.

I hadn’t paid any visit to my friend Cameron McWhirter, cause he had been abroad for two months because of his job. But one day he phoned me that he was back and I appointed to meet him in a bar close to his house one rainy day.

At dinner that night with my brother, I told him.

-You’ve always been right, Tony: I am gay. But I swear I never knew or had the slightest suspicion.

-And how do you know now?

-Oh, I hope it doesn’t matter to you, but I’ve been having sex with another boy this afternoon, and no other than my friend Cameron.

In that moment I saw Tony starting to masturbate, we were already naked, of course, and he told me.

-Tell me every detail, please.

-Well, we met in the bar Captain Ahab, just below his house, and as soon as we said hello to each other, before asking for any drink, I saw him crying. The waiter came to serve us as he was talking to me.

-I’ve split up with Sandra, Abe. Well, six months ago she caught me in bed with a girl, and that meant a crisis for both of us, but I recovered her one month later. She told me my infidelity was forgotten as far as I never cheated her with a girl again. But two days ago… -he looked at me worried, not sure that I could understand him.

-Two days ago? –I asked him.

-Well, I think I’d better tell you after all. She saw one of my infidelities again.

-One other girl?

-She surprised me in bed with a boy now, and that’s something she cannot cope with. –He told me with a red face.

-You also like boys? –I asked him with a smile, wanting to show him I would not be shocked at anything and I’d always be his friend.

-I never dared tell you, Abe, but I’m bisexual.

-So am I –I told him, not sure whether I was lying for I didn’t know what my sexual orientation is, believe me, Tony. All I was sure about is that I love it with a boy, you. But of course I never told Cameron that I have sex with my brother. That’s something that nobody will ever know.

-Good –Tony said-, go on.

-Oh, I never had any suspicion, Abe. I swear that had I known, I would have tried to seduce you.

-Do you like me, Cameron?

-You’ve always been my secret fantasy.

-I only knew I also like boys a month ago, but since that day you are also my secret fantasy.

-Abe, we’re both hard now. Would you come to my flat and well, whatever? Am I being too cheeky?

-I’d go to your flat right now, Cameron. But I sincerely hope that “whatever” means us having sex.

-Then what are we waiting for? Let’s get going.

-And in just two minutes we were in his house. We seemed then two timid kids, not knowing what we should do. Finally it was me that mustered courage and asked him.

-Well, here we are, Cameron, what now?

-You sure you wanna have sex with me?

-Totally sure.

-Well, first thing I would like is jacking off seeing you naked, would you take your clothes off?

-I will, if you do the same. We can both wank as we see the other’s nudity.

It took us no more than five minutes to be both totally nude. How I can describe you Cameron’s body?  It was so hot to see him naked. Just then I lost my doubts, if I still had any, that I am gay. He praised my whole body and started playing with his cock looking at me, before I had started. But of course soon I was masturbating looking at that hot boy’s body too. I was a little shy, you know me, Tony, about the size of my dick, but I lost any kind of complex I could have seeing Cameron’s dick is the same size as mine, and hearing him say that he would do anything with my hot cock, that’s what he told me. So it took us very short to cum, but the shyness had disappeared and I approached my friend and suddenly kissed his mouth. He thanked me and suggested now we could have a coffee and think things twice.

And naked and totally hard, we had our coffees then. It was obvious we were both delighted at what was happening and we wanted more. We were talking comfortably of gay sex and I couldn’t be harder and suddenly I saw him taking my cock in his mouth and told me he would blow me if I had no objection. I told him “of course not but I would do the same to you later if you allow me.” He smiled and added.

-I haven’t sucked many cocks. Before I met Sandra, it was only two or three boys I was with. And I have only cheated her with a boy once. Hope you like the way I suck.

I told him that his blowjob was being exquisite and added my experiences with boys had also been scarce, two boys I had met in gay bars. I said he was giving me the most expert blowjob I’ve ever had. But of course I was lying, Tony, you are better; but I couldn’t tell him that, could I? –I laughed-. I told him he was being so good that I’d have to cum. He told me cum in my mouth and I gave him a long stream of jizz.

Before I had the time to suck his cock now, he told me that since neither of us had a partner now; he’d like to repeat with me. He would happily be my fuck buddy. I told him I’d love to but didn’t tell him I should ask you first. I wouldn’t like to cheat you, Tony.

-You can have a fuck buddy and have sex with as many boys you desire, Abe.

-Thanks, brother. And please do the same. We are not a couple and besides I’m not a jealous man.

-Good, go on. I’ll show you I’m not jealous by masturbating and cumming with what you tell me.

As soon as we finished talking I did what I was dying to do and stuck his cock in my mouth.

-Oh, you’re so good, Abe.

-Only sucked a couple of dicks before. Glad you like it. The taste of a cock is incomparable and yours is tastier since it is my sex bomb Cameron’s dick.

He told me he would burn soon for the motions of my tongue were driving him crazy. I’ve been all my life attracted to Cameron, yes, Tony, but I never knew. And now that I know I had to drive him crazy and remembering what I have done with your dear cock, I rehearsed all the techniques to make it exquisite for him. And so good I was that he didn’t take long to cum and my dick behaves wonderfully since I have no complex thanks to you and I shot a new load.

-Your dick must be exhausted or else we could also fuck.

I told him we could have a new coffee and prior to my dick getting hard again, he could fuck me first. So a brief pause to make another coffee and as I started to drink, I got on all fours and asked him to fuck me.

But in that moment Tony came. He said he would make coffee too and would wank again. I told him.

-You can fuck me as I tell you, please do it.

So there was a repetition of what I had done today and once I started drinking my coffee, Tony’s dick was pile-driving me again. I told him how Cameron had fucked me but had not lasted for long and I said I’m sure you can last for longer. So Tony kept on shagging my welcoming ass. It was so hot to tell Tony how I was fucked by another boy and his hot cock was pounding me all the time. I told him we should do this whenever either of us cheated his brother. He agreed and came then.

-Since I’m sure you fucked Cameron later, you can tell me as you fuck me too.

So that’s what I did. I love the feeling of telling my brother how I had fucked with a different boy and shagging him at the same time. I saw clearly then how infidelities would never be a problem for Tony of for me. I told him my dick was now a bit tired and I took long inside Cameron’s arse now, but of course I came in his ass before I came in my brother’s. Ten more minutes fucking Tony, and kissing and touching him till finally I exploded in the best orgasm I ever had fucking my brother. I told him he should cheat me soon and we could do the same. It was so hot!

Later, I told Tony how Cameron had wanted to convince me to stay the night with him. I told him the excuse that I had some urgent work with some documents of the hospital to finish. I don’t know whether he believed me but of course I wanted to sleep only with you.

It was just a week later that Cameron surprised me saying he loved me and he would like to be my boyfriend.

-I didn’t know what I could answer –I told my brother that very night-, for all I knew is that I don’t wanna lose my lover Tony Thesiger-. So all I could tell him was: but I love it with you, Cameron, but I don’t love you yet. Why have a boyfriend who doesn’t love you? So far all I can tell you is that we can go on having sex and you’ll always have me, my friend.

Finally it was Tony that decided he’d better grab the bull by its horns and talk to Cameron. He told him our entire story and later asked him whether he was shocked.

-I know a lot about infidelities, since I cheated Sandra with both girls and boys. I wouldn’t like though somebody cheating me. But the way you tell me… if Abe never cheats me with a girl or a different boy, it would never be important. If it’s only his brother, I could understand his infidelity.

So when I finally talked to him we agreed that we were gonna try and live together as a couple and many days I would sleep with him, but many afternoons I’d go to my brother’s house and have some sex with him, and even some nights I wanted to sleep with Tony. Being such an open-minded guy Cameron accepted. I might fall in love with him soon and I’d like to since I share my life with him.

But I don’t wanna ever lose my brother and wanna always be his lover. It was real bliss to have finally discovered I am gay and my life is beautiful now with a boyfriend and a fuck buddy brother and everything is now as it should.