My Gamer Friend Paul

“Be on the game at 10pm on the dot tonight!” I texted the group chat. Almost every Friday night me and my gamer friends played League of Legends. Yeah, while other college students spent their Friday nights partying, we spent it playing video games. Sure, we were losers, but who cares? After a long week of boring classes, this was our idea of fun. 

A few minutes later I got a text from Paul: “Hey there’s something wrong with my PC. Can you come fix it before we game tonight?” 

I got texts like this all the time because I was a software engineer major and knew all about computer maintenance. The PC I gamed with I bought the parts for and put it together myself. Any computer issues, I’m your guy. It was strange for me to get the text from Paul though, his set up was decked out with the best equipment. 

Paul was the outsider group, partly because we’d all heard rumors that he messed around with guys. He only talked about girls around us, so we didn’t know if he was fully gay or bi. But he was one of the best players on our squad for League so we didn’t care. The other reason was he was a but socially awkward. It wasn’t his fault, apparently he was autistic or had some mental disability, I don’t know, again we didn’t ask. Whatever it was it was serious enough for him to get his own room while almost everyone else in the dorm had a roommate. To me, he was normal enough and one of the best gamers I knew, so as long as he was on my team he was a friend in my book.

I walked out of my room into the common area of our dorm where my roommate, Steven was tweezing his nose hairs. 

“I’m going to Paul’s to fix his computer, I’ll be back in a sec,” I told him. 

“Ok just be back before we start the game, this is a big expedition tonight!” He said as he examined a particularly long nose hair he’d pulled. 

“Of course,” I said and walked down the hall to Paul’s room.

Paul let me in and explained the issue, “Thanks for coming man, I don’t know what it is my PC just keeps glitching for some reason.”

“No worries, man, I’ll take a look at it.”

I worked on his PC for about 10 min while we talked strategy for the expedition tonight until I finally finished. 

“I think it’s good now man, I’ll see you tonight!” I got up from his computer chair to leave. 

“Wait! Dan, before you leave, I have to tell you something.” Paul said with a concerned look on his face. 

I was a bit annoyed because I’d been here for 10 minutes, he could’ve told me then. I was also a bit uneasy because as I told you before, he wasn’t like most regular guys so the next words out of his mouth could be anything. 

“Uhhh sure what is it?”

He leaned over in his sitting position on his bed and stared at me for a few seconds before he continued, “You may have heard the rumors that I like guys… and I have to tell you that it’s true.” 

I gulped and fidgeted in my chair, “Yeah it’s cool man. Why are you telling me this?”

“Because I have to tell you that I think you’re cute.”

My face got red hot, and I started to sweat. “Oh uh… thanks man but I’m not gay.”

He smirked, “That’s what I thought until a guy sucked my dick for the first time. Tell me, who do you think knows how to suck a mans dick better, a woman or a man?” 

I stared down at my feet, “I don’t know man. I’m just not attracted to guys.”

“Because you’ve never experienced it! Dan, if you let me suck your cock, I bet I can make you cum in 5 minutes.” Paul raised his eyebrows and stared at me with the most serious look on his face.

I chuckled to break the tension, “No you can’t. No one’s ever made me cum that quick from a blowjob.”

“No GIRL has ever made you cum that quick,” he corrected. “I tell you what, if I can’t make you cum in 5 minutes I’ll buy you whatever League of Legends upgrade you want. But if I do, you’ll have the best experience of your life. What do you say?”

I actually thought about it for a second. There was this one upgrade that I’d wanted for the longest that would basically secure my dominance in almost all our League of Legends matches until my buddies could catch up. But then I snapped back to reality as I realized I couldn’t have another man suck my dick, that’d make me gay, and I’m not gay.

“No man, I’m not gay.”

“It won’t make you gay, Dan. It’s just for fun. No one will know and I won’t tell anyone. Trust me it’ll be the best experience of your life.” 

Paul got up from the bed and walked toward me. Under the pressure, I didn’t know what to do. I wasn’t gay but I won’t lie and say I wasn’t curious about this 5 min blowjob. He made it sound so enticing. 

Paul got on his knees in front of me and slowly pulled down my pants. A knot was stuck in my throat and I couldn’t speak. He pulled down my pants to reveal my semi-erect cock. 

“Ah your dicks half-hard, that’s a good sign,” he said with a smile as he slapped my dick against his cheek. 

“Let me start the timer.” He pulled out his phone and set the timer for 5 minutes. He looked me in the eyes behind my cock and smiled, “I’ve been waiting to do this for a long time.”

With that, he started the timer and enveloped his mouth on my cock. What followed was a barrage of the most vigorous tongue-swirling, saliva-drooling, hand-twisting, and ball-sucking, techniques that I’d ever experienced. I squirmed in my chair and bit my finger, trying to do anything not to cum so easily. But Paul was a man on a mission and slobbered on my cock with an intensity that no one had ever gave me a blowjob with. No GIRL.
 
4 minutes and 32 seconds later I couldn’t hold it in anymore. Semen exploded from my cock as Paul didn’t miss a beat and kept sucking my cock. White goo spilled from the side of his mouth on my cock but he licked it up, making sure not to miss a drop. I closed my eyes as he continued to suck my cock until it softened. Then the alarm went off.

He gave me a cocky grin with my dick still in his hand. “How was that?”

“Amazing,” I uttered, trying to process what just happened.  

He looked pleased. “I told you. But that’s not even the best part.” His tongue glided over my balls and down to my butt. Then he stuck his tongue down my butthole. 
“Whoa,” I said, uncomfortable with the new sensation.

He pulled back and grinned, “Ever done butt stuff?”

“What? No.” This was all going so fast, but I was too high on pleasure to object. He proved me wrong with the blowjob, what else could he be right about?

He pulled me closer to allow better access to my hole. He licked it some more than sucked on his finger and stuck it in my hole. I grunted with discomfort but soon it slid back and forth with ease and felt kind of nice. 

“Lay on the bed,” he told me.

I paused for a second, unsure of what to do, so he grabbed me and pulled me onto the bed to help me with my decision. I laid on his bed face down as he stuck two fingers in my butthole then three. After I could take three fingers easy, he got up to get something from his drawer. I heard him squirt a liquid on his cock then spread the liquid on my asshole. 

I got up with a panic, “No, I’m not gay man. I’m not letting you stick your dick in my ass.”

He gently pushed me back down and calmly stated, “Listen, I wasn’t wrong about the 5 min blowjob. This is going to feel even more incredible. Trust me.” He looked me in my eyes with the utmost conviction and continued lathering his cock. 

I laid my head on the bed incredulous that I was in this situation.

He propped my ass in the air. “It’s going to hurt at first, but then it’ll feel amazing.”

He stuck his head in my hole and I moaned. He stuck it further and I squealed. He slid it slowly into about halfway and my ass was on fire. He pulled it out, slathered more lube on then stuck it in again. The first half went in smoothly but the second half of his dick was even more painful than the first. I shrieked and he stuck his t-shirt in my mouth for me to scream into. Eventually, his whole cock was in my ass. I didn’t even know that was possible. He kept it in there for a bit, I guess for my ass to mold to his cock, then slowly pulled it out.

“Now we can have some fun.” He lathered his cock with more lube then stuck his whole dick in again. The pain still felt like a raging fire, but with each thrust it lessoned. After a few minutes of screaming into his t-shirt, the pain subsided and gave way to pleasure just like he promised. 

He heard me begin to moan with pleasure, so he leaned over and kissed my neck as he penetrated me. “There we go. I knew you would like it,” he whispered in my ear. 

He began pummeling me fast and stroked my cock with speed at the same time. I couldn’t believe it, I felt like cumming again. “Paul, I’m gonna cum again!” He thrusted and stroked my cock harder. “Go ahead baby,” he crooned. 

White spunk sprayed all over his bedsheets as I let loose once again. Seeing me cum again must’ve made him hot because the next thing I knew, he pulled out and ejaculated all over my butt. 

We both panted to catch our breath. Then he leaned over, turned my chin, and kissed me. Like the rest of the night, I threw out any rationality and just went along with it. 

He pulled away and grabbed a towel to wipe my butt off. I turned over and sat on the bed with disbelief.

“Awesome, right?” He said with a grin.

“Yeah,” I said dumbfounded. 

After a few moments of silence, he said, “Hey I know this can be a lot to take in. You can sleep over at my place. You can ask me any questions you like.”

I nodded. He ushered me into his bed and spooned me under the covers. I laid there in deep thought as he kissed my neck and stroked my arm until I fell asleep. 

When we woke up, we both had class to go to. I still didn’t have any words to say. But as we were getting dressed, he said with a smile, “Meet back here tonight?”

I gave a timid smile back, “Yeah sure.” Still unsure how I felt about the situation but certain that it felt amazing. 

I left his dorm room with my face pale like a ghost and walked back to my room. When I walked in, my roommate heard me come in and immediately stormed out of his room into the common area.

“Bro where were you last night? You told us to get on the game! We were down a player and lost the battle!” Steven complained angrily.   

I was speechless, I hadn’t expected to get ambushed so soon. He stared at me for a few seconds waiting for answer until his frown turned to a beaming smile. 

“Wait a minute… were you having sex last night? 

“I-I uh,” I nearly joked. 

“Was it that Jessica chick? Bro, respect! All is forgiven man!” He dapped me up—as if my asshole wasn’t still sore from Paul being inside me—then walked back to his room.

I let out a deep exhale after dodging that a bullet. I sprawled onto my bed, finally releasing all the stress. I didn’t go to class. 

~~~

Paul and I continued our routine every night for the next few weeks. I got better at taking dick and even started giving him blowjobs using his masterful techniques. And Steven still thought I was smashing Jessica. It was a great set up… until it wasn’t.  

“I want to go public,” Paul told me as we were spooning one night in bed.

“What do you mean?” I said. 

“I mean we keep having to do this in secret. But I want to be able to hold hands in public and go on actual dates. I love being with you and I don’t want to hide it anymore.”

“No way, I’m not ready to tell people I’m… I’m not even gay I just enjoy having sex with you. But there’s no way my friends can know about this. I’ll never hear the end of it, they might not even talk to me again.”

“You know, I’ve never had a public gay relationship. Everyone always wants to keep me hidden,” he said with a sniffle.

I don’t know if he was tearing up or not, but I didn’t care. “We’re not going public and that’s final,” I said defiantly. 

“Fine, if we’re not going public, at least suck my dick before I go to sleep. 

“What? I just sucked it earlier.”

I’m sad, suck it again.”

I groaned, “fine.”

I laid him on his back and began sucking his cock when suddenly there was a flash of light in my face. I looked up to see Paul recording me on his phone. 

“Hey what are you doing! If” I shouted angrily. If people saw that, my life would be over.

“What? Since I can’t have you all the time, I want to take a video to jerk off to when I’m alone.”

I rolled my eyes disgusted. “Fine, whatever,” and continued sucking his cock.

He continued recording then called my name, “Dan.” I looked up. “I love when you suck my cock.”

“I love sucking your cock,” I flirted back. 

“Let me get a quick video of you on my cock.”

“What? No let’s go to bed, it’s late.”

“Since you’re not going to tell them, the boys are expecting us to be on the game tomorrow. So if I can’t have you, I want something to jerk off to.” 

I let out a grumble of annoyance, “Fine, really quick.” 

He remained laying on his back as I sat on his cock and rode it. The flash from the recording illuminated my face and I tried to make some attractive moans for him to look back on later. 

“You like Paul’s big cock in your ass?”  

I moaned extra loud for the camera, “Yeah I do.”

~~~

The next morning, Steven barged out of his room and banged on my door. “Dan!”

“What do you want?” I shouted irritated.

“Just open the door!” He shouted back.

I got up and opened the door and Steven shoved his phone in my face. “Is this really you?”

I took his phone my jaw dropped in horror as I saw the videos I made for Paul last night all over his snapchat. My heart sank to the floor and my face flushed of any color. I handed Steven his phone back, closed the door, and laid on my bed in disbelief. I didn’t need to answer Steven’s question, from my reaction, he already knew.
I didn’t leave my room for days. I skipped class and survived off ramen noodles for breakfast lunch and dinner. I was too ashamed to show my face in public, I felt like everyone would know. Worse, I don’t know what I would do if I saw Paul. I’d been betrayed. Would I lash out in anger or break down in despair?

On day four, I heard a knock on my door. “It’s Paul.”

My face boiled with rage. “Go away!”

“Steven let me in. He told me you haven’t left your room for days.”

“Yeah, maybe because I was stabbed in the back.”

He sighed, “I’m sorry about what I did. I was wrong. But you can’t live like this forever. Let me explain myself at least.”

I didn’t say a word.

He sighed again, “I’m not going to leave until you let me in. Please Dan.”

I let out a frustrated grunt as I got up and walked toward the door. I knew I’d have to let him say his piece eventually, why not get it over with? Plus, I did want to tell him how much he hurt me. 

I thought I would open the door and cuss him out, but when I opened the door and saw his face, I broke down in tears. I left him standing by the door and went to cry on my bed. 

He sat next to me and put his arm around me, “Hey baby I’m sorry. I know I messed up. I should’ve never done that. But when you told me you didn’t want to go public, I was hurt and wanted to force you to go public with me. I know now that was a terrible thing to do.”

“You were hurt? How about how much you hurt me? I trusted you, and you ruined my life!” The rage was starting to come out.

“I know, I know. Again, I’m sorry. But I guess I let my emotions get the best of me because,” he lifted my chin to look into my eyes before he said his next words, “I love you, Dan.”

When he said that, my anger went away. That was the first time either of us had said we love each other and not a sexual sense. And once he said that, all our pleasant memories rushed back to me and I realized I loved him too. 

“I love you too, Paul.”

We stared into each other’s eyes, then he leaned in to kiss me. When our lips touched, I’d forgotten how I’d missed kissing him. His tongue swirled in my mouth, and I bit his lip. Saliva dripped onto the bed as we made out with ferocious intensity. 

“I want your cock in my ass,” I whispered as I started unbuckling his pants.

He stopped me. “If we’re going to do this, what I want more than sex right now is to hold your hand as we walk around in public. That’s all I want.”
 
I sobered up as I thought about if I wanted to go through with this. If I walked around in public with Paul, I would be committing to a relationship with him, and my life would never be the same. Was I ready for that? 

“Paul, you’re the only person who really gets me. I feel I can be completely myself around you… So, if you want to go public, let’s go public.”

He gave me the biggest smile and a big smooch. “Really? Let’s go then, I can’t wait!” He grabbed my hand and rushed me out my room. 

When we opened the door, Steven was standing there. Apparently, he’d been listening the whole time. 

Paul and I were holding hands but suddenly I felt uncomfortable holding his hand in front of Steven and wanted to let go. 

“Steven, Dan and I are official!” Paul said proudly. Then, he leaned over to kiss me. I instinctively leaned away since Steven was watching, but once I saw the look of anguish on Paul’s face, I leaned over and kissed him. 

“Yooo! I’m happy for you guys!” Steven said with a grin. Then, his brow furrowed as a realization hit him, “So, this was Jessica?” 

I laughed, “Yes, this was who I was spending all those late nights with.”

We walked around campus holding hands and kissing. Sure we got some concerned looks and snide remarks about the snapchat videos, but we also gained the respect from other gays who inspired by us being so open.  

Going public had its perks: We could finally hang out in the real world without hiding anything, we were seen as like the symbol of gay pride on campus since almost everyone had heard about our love story which meant constant free drinks at gay bars, and gay couples on campus always wanted to hang out with us which led to more than a few orgies. 

~~~

After one of these particular orgies, we were all laying on Paul’s bed and talking. I was naked lying on Paul’s chest, and the other couple was spooning each other next to us. One of them brought up the question of, “What would you do if your partner cheated?”

Paul answered first with an arrogant smile, “I don’t have to worry about that because Dan’s only gay for me. My dick was so good, I basically turned him gay.” 

The couple laughed, “I heard about that. Your dick is legendary Paul.” 

“Yeah, I don’t think he would even get hard around other guys if I wasn’t there.”

They laughed again, “You’re so lucky, Paul.”

I know we were talking about cheating, and I don’t agree with cheating, but that was more because of my morals not because his immaculate dick. Was he going around bragging telling people that he ‘turned me gay?’ Something about that upset me. He was bragging like he owned me, and I didn’t like that one bit.

Once the other couple left, I asked him, “Paul, are you going around telling people that your dick turned me gay?” 

He shrugged as he twirled his keys around his finger, “It basically did.”

“It did not!” I said with fury. “I chose to be with you, just like I could choose to be with anyone else.”

He gave me a look of doubt, “Every time we have these orgies, it’s like you’re scared to take other guy’s cocks, you definitely wouldn’t be in a gay relationship without me.” 

I huffed and stormed out of his room. He didn’t own me or my sexuality. And I was going to prove it to him.

I downloaded Tinder, and swiped right on the biggest guys I could find. In no time, one of them hit me up telling me he wanted to pound my little ass so hard. I asked him how big his dick was, and he replied with 8 inches along with a dick pic of his large veiny cock. 

“Perfect,” I thought. I asked if he could meet tonight, he could, so I packed my things and went to his spot.

When I got to his place, I rejected any small talk and followed him straight to his bed. I pulled down his pants to reveal a thick black cock. I gulped. This was the biggest cock I had dealt with, but I was determined to show I could take it. 

I began slobbering on his dick. He closed his eyes and moaned. 

I gave him my phone, “Hey can you record me? I want to look at this later.” 

He started recording and I resumed playing with his dick in my mouth. Then he stuffed my head down on his shaft, so I could deepthroat it. I only got about halfway before I gagged and coughed up saliva. I sucked on his balls and tried my best to please him in any way I could. 

Then he tossed me on my back and lifted my legs. He spit and licked my asshole to moisten it then he poured lube all over his cock. His rock-hard 8-inch member glistened in the light, displaying its bulging veins.

I gave him my phone again, “Record me. And give it to me rough.”

“Careful what you wish for,” he said with a toothy grin. He began recording as he slid his cock in my ass. 

As his cock went deeper and deeper, I felt like I had less and less room to breathe. When he’d stuck his whole cock in, I felt like his tip was puncturing my lungs. I didn’t tell him this, nor did I have time to because he quickly began penetrating me with an aggression I hadn’t experienced before. I began to tear up from the pain, but he was recording me so I let out moans and squeals to mask my discomfort. 

“Yes daddy! Give it to me! Your dick is so big, daddy!” I only called Paul daddy when he was giving it to me good. I knew calling this man whom I didn’t even know the name of would infuriate him. 
 
After a few minutes of pumping, which felt like an hour, he pulled out and told me he was going to cum. 

“Quick record this too!” I said as I got into position on my knees under his throbbing cock. 

The flash turned on to record just as his white sperm spewed all over my face. I liked my lips then sucked his cock clean of anymore white liquid. 

“Thank you, daddy,” I said looking straight into the camera.

I’d hardly gotten back into my room when I sent the videos to Paul. Then texted him, “Oops didn’t mean to send you those.”

Within minutes, I heard a furious banging on the door. “Dan let me in!”

I casually strolled to the door and opened it to see Paul’s face red with rage. 

“You little—” he didn’t finish his sentence as he shoved me into my room and tackled me onto my bed. I fought back and tried to wrestle him off me. But he somehow knew how to wrestle and put me in a chokehold. 

“You like black cocks in your ass huh?”

“Yeah, it felt better than yours!” I mustered between gasping for breaths. 

“Oh yeah? His cock was better than this?” While holding me in a chokehold with one hand, he took off my pants with the other and stuck his dick in my ass. Once his dick was in my ass, he pinned my hands to my back and penetrated me with a fury. I squirmed and tried to wiggle out of it. But then he wrapped his armed around me and put me in a cocoon while he continued thrusting. 

I moaned, “Stop it!” 

“You know you love it. Tell me you love it!” He demanded.

“No!”

He slapped my ass and pounded me harder, “Tell me!”

I squealed in ecstasy and couldn’t hide how much fun I was having. After a few good pumps, I gave in, “I love it daddy!”

“There it is.” He slowed down and kissed me on the neck. He flipped me over and we made out with a deep passion. He kissed my chest, abs, until he made his way to my dick. And began pleasuring my cock and balls with his most advanced blowjob techniques. Within minutes, I yelped, “I’m gonna cum!”

He continued sucking until I ejaculated the biggest load into his mouth. He held the cum in his mouth and went to kiss me with it. We swirled the cum and saliva mixture between our mouths until he swallowed it. Then, he came in my mouth and, after further kissing, made me swallow his. 

With his cum still on my breath, I smiled as I said, “I think I’m gay.”

We laughed and kissed some more.