Journal Entry: My husband’s straight brother fucked me

I hadn’t seen Ruben since the lake house and it’s been almost a month. I picked up a few extra shifts at work, upped my time at the gym, and even joined a book club just to stay busy. Was he doing the same thing? Or was I just another fuck for him? I constantly wondered what would happen when we saw each other again, each time my stomach in knots, hoping he’d stick his fucking tongue down my throat unprovoked. I wanted unlimited access to him, everyday, the severe pounding I deserved, the hunger in his voice wrapped around my tongue, his body slamming itself deeply into my hole, filling me with daily doses of himself. It was my most important thought, how could I move forward not knowing the future, not knowing if I’d ever have him again? The decision to erase the memory and completely forget about it wasn’t an easy one. I didn’t have a choice, I needed my life to be back to normal, back to where it was before, thinking straight and not fucking obsessing over an accident. 

My new journey lasted for about 10 minutes before Ruben and his girlfriend walked into his sister’s bridal shower holding a case of beer in one hand, and a gift in the other. I knew he’d be there but I wasn’t expecting him to look so damn hot, his curly Italian hair and beautiful dark beard made him look like a fucking god. It didn’t help that I knew what he was packing below his belt, a thick hairy cock waiting for the opportunity to fuck an open hole to no end. My nerves got the best of me so naturally I panicked, immediately excusing myself to the restroom, trying to avoid the awkwardness of having to greet him. I slipped past a few people, closing the bathroom door behind me and counted down from one-hundred as I squeezed my growing cock, hoping I could get it down before anyone came knocking. I contemplated just rubbing one out to take off the edge but I knew my nerves would get the best of me. I couldn’t take the sight of him, it was an immediate reaction, my cock stood tall, ready to be milked as Ruben pulverized me in the middle of the living room. I took a deep breath, turning the water on and wetting my face, hoping it would do the trick, hoping my dick would stay down and not at attention. Minutes passed while I listened for the chaos of Ruben’s arrival to pass, giving me permission to go back out there and blend into the party. I was cool, calm, and ready to stand strong through the rest of my time there. I had a plan and was ready to stick to it.

The smell of marinara filled the air as I walked into the kitchen. My husband approached me with a beer, letting me know that he’d be helping set up a few canopies and tables out back. I nodded my head, reassuring him that I’d be ok as I opened the beer bottle and took a sip. It was exactly what I needed, something to take the edge off, something to keep me nice and relaxed for the remainder of my time here. I was able to mingle with a few familiar faces, hoping they would assist with keeping me busy, keeping me from grabbing Ruben and pulling him into the nearest empty room, but that was almost impossible. I couldn’t get him out of my fucking sight. It was as if he had been planted and instructed to be in my line of view no matter where I was. I couldn’t tell if this was on purpose or not, but the more I drank, the more I’d find him only a few feet away from me. Was I being crazy or was this purposely happening? Ruben was willfully following me throughout the party, sneaking looks in my direction when he thought I wasn’t paying attention. It turned me on more than I’d ever imagined, him hunting me like an animal, waiting for a right moment to attack. We hadn’t said one word to each other the entire night but I knew exactly what he needed. I knew he needed to nurture his natural instinct and satisfy his need. 

The living room began to clear out as the canopies and tables were almost completely set up in the backyard. I threw away my empty beer bottle, making sure I was one of the last people to leave. I could see Ruben hanging back, telling others that he’d be there in a minute, that he wanted to watch a few more plays of the game. That shouldn’t have turned me on but I could feel my dick responding immediately, hoping I’d get even a sliver of what I so desperately needed. I took my time, watching as the last person closed the door behind them and then started my own journey towards the back. I could see Ruben shake his empty bottle, immediately walking in my direction and towards the trash bin. Our eyes locked for a second as we passed each other, my stomach folding into itself as his beautiful green eyes pierced through me. And then, I found myself walking in the opposite direction, Ruben’s hand wrapped around mine, leading me into a small laundry room just behind the kitchen. The world stopped and it was just me and him. My cock instantly grew as Ruben closed the door and grabbed me, forcing me into him and sticking his fucking tongue down my throat. My arms threw themselves around his neck as our mouths allowed us to taste each other, audible growls released from within me as I sank into his fucking arms. I grabbed his beard, pulling his face closer. I needed all of him, I needed to be engulfed in every part of him while I had the chance, while we were there. Ruben’s hands made their way to my ass as he backed me into the washing machine. I could feel his strength, his power, and his dominance as he took control, towering over me with a hard dick and his muscular arms wrapped around my body. 

“You’re gonna drive me fucking crazy” Ruben said, turning me around and instantly ripping my pants down, allowing my cock to flop out freely. I could feel him against my ass, his bare cock placing itself in between me, rubbing against my hole. I loved that Ruben was a fucking master at making me feel small, making me feel like I was just a toy and he was there to throw himself into me. I could feel his beard on my neck as he instructed me to stay quiet while I took his fucking dick. I nodded my head, obliging to his command, reaching back to spread my ass for entry. “Don’t you fucking scream” Ruben demanded, placing a hand over my mouth and the other around my waist, immediately pulling me completely onto his dick. I couldn’t imagine a better fucking feeling. My hole was being stretched and filled by my gladiator, my master, my fucking beast of a man. He was all mine and I was able to feel every inch of his cock enter my body, ready to ravage me inside of that laundry room. Ruben’s hand covered my open mouth, preventing sound from exiting as he stayed balls deep, allowing my hole to adjust to the size of his cock. He held me there, pulling my ass as close as possible, making sure to reach every part of me before pulling out. The feeling was so fucking intense, having him sit inside my hole, feeling him breathing on my neck while he continued to pull me closer onto his cock. I turned my head, meeting Ruben’s lips, letting him know that I could take it, that I could be whatever he needed me to be. Ruben’s tongue entered my mouth as he slowly slid his cock out and re-entered, driving himself into me even deeper than before. I didn’t know how that was fucking possible. I gasped as he sucked my bottom lip, placing a hand around my throat and adjusting himself behind me. “Take daddy daddy’s dick like a good fucking slut” he ordered, completely balls deep in my ass. I reached down and grabbed my throbbing cock, feeling the gallons of precum pouring out as Ruben rubbed against my prostate, milking it with the head of his dick. I knew if I continued to stroke it, I would explode everywhere at any moment's notice, and Ruben would punish me so fucking hard for cumming first. But I couldn’t help it, the way he allowed his cock to sit inside of me, and the feeling of his balls pressed against my ass drove me insane. My breathing grew heavier as Ruben continued to nurse my lips, his hand still around my throat, I couldn’t fucking take it any longer, he fucks so well how could anyone? 

“Don’t you fucking cum!” Ruben demanded, noticing how heavy my breathing had gotten, I couldn’t respond to him, all I could do was reach back and pull him closer, our tongues connecting once again as the feeling intensified. “Don’t you fucking cum boy!” he said, breathing inside of my mouth, but that turned me on even more, causing me to spiral, causing my cock to release buckets of cum, hands free, onto the washing machine right in front of me. I gasped, moaning as Ruben covered my mouth, feeling my ass grip around his cock as the cum spilled out of me. I couldn’t control it, there was no way. I needed it, I needed to explode so fucking bad. “Fuck boy you just can’t seem to control yourself can’t you?” Ruben whispered in my ear, his dick slowly fucking me as the final drops of cum leaked out of my cock. I shook my head, admitting to my lack of self control, admitting that I was a fucking slut that couldn’t control my own cock. Ruben wrapped both arms around me as he slid his cock out and immediately drove it back deeply into me. He needed to punish me for fucking up, for being a defiant cum slut. I deserved it. I could feel my cock immediately waking up again as he began to pound me against the fucking washing machine. His dick was so big I’m not sure how I was able to take the entire thing, fitting him inside me until his shaft completely disappeared. I tried to hold my growls as he fucked me senseless, feeling his cock drive deeper and deeper with every stroke. I needed him to empty himself into me, fill me with his fucking seed, make me his very own human flesh light. At this point I didn’t care how long it took, as long as it happened, as long as I was able to walk around the party completely filled with his seed. 

Ruben slammed himself into my ass repeatedly, with no mercy and no regard for my well being. I could feel his breathing increasing as he grabbed my waist, pulling and pushing me onto his cock, coming to the very edge of an explosion. I grabbed my dick, stroking it harder and harder as Ruben released a deep growl from his mouth. “You want daddy’s fucking cum don’t you?” he said, pressing himself into me. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as continuously fucked my hole, the feeling of his hairy body drove me insane as he rammed my ass balls deep. Ruban became an animal, not caring who heard us fucking, the sound of his balls slapping my ass filled the room. His growling intensified as his cock thickened in my ass, squeezing my sides with his hands as he fucked me faster, releasing hot cum deeply inside of me from his long cock. It took everything in me not to scream as I jerked my dick, shooting another load of cum, stroking aggressively as Ruben continued to milk my prostate. God, how could I ever come back from this? How could I ever let another man fuck me and actually be satisfied? Ruben reached around, grabbing my cock and squeezing the rest of my cum out of me. I adjusted myself, feeling his cock slowly fall out of my ass, immediately turning around to face him. Ruben reached down and grabbed his pants, his fat dick still semi hard as he tucked it into his boxers. I stood there, waiting for him to say something, hoping he’d let me know if he wanted this to happen again, wishing he’d just fucking let me know. 

I zipped my pants, watching Ruben fix his shirt and checking his clothes for any cum splatters. I could see his mind racing, trying to figure out what he should do next, knowing he wasn’t able to just run out and leave. Ruben took a step closer to me, “this has to stay between us, do you understand?” he said, looking back at the door, listening for anyone on the other side. I immediately agreed, reassuring him that I would never open my fucking mouth about it. With both hands, he grabbed me, satisfied with my answer, and pulled me in for a kiss. His tongue entered me one last time before leaving the room, allowing me to feel the comfort of his beard surrounding my lips once again. I had no idea of the next time we would fuck but I enjoyed how much my ass ached with his cum so deeply inside of me. I belonged to him, it was my job, my duty, my mission to give him what he needed. I’ll dream of our next time together, everyday, I’ll be waiting for my gladiator, my daddy, my furry bull to fuck me once again.