Brother Joe

Since I was a kid I had lusted after my brother Joe. He was good looking and had a big cock that he always seemed to be displaying round the house. He always paraded in those skimpy underwear that left little to the imagination. He was my senior by about 7 years. And when I realized that I was gay at 8 years of age he was 15 and was dating girls. That's when I first started to notice that he was sexy. He was looking great even at 15. But it was when I was 5 years old that I really started to notice how hot he was.

Our parents house was big and we had rooms on the southern end of it, his was next to mine. I would always stay up late when he had dates to see if he came home drunk. He would usually jerk himself off at night if the date didn't go well. I would hear him moan lightly as he stroked on his big dick. I would on occasion creep from my room and look through the slightly ajar door to see him jerking himself under the blanket, his hand flailing under the covers.

When he was really drunk he would pass out on his bed a lot still fully clothed or just in his underwear. One night I was as bold as can be. He had come home and passed out on the bed in his underwear, only the bedside lamp on. I crept into his room and watched him sleeping for a while. He was already 21 by then and I was 14, starting the old puberty fazes. So I was always horny. I would lay in my bed at night and jerk myself to orgasm. Well anyways that one night I had to get close to him. Knowing he was out I figured I would be bold. I crept into his opened room and looked in on him as he lay there, the lamp of his bedside table on.

I looked at the big lump of his cock in his briefs. His legs were spread and he had a hand on his leg. I got down next to his bed and looked at his bulge. I wanted it more than anything in the world at that moment. I drew up the courage as I moved in closer to him. I lend over the bed and was just inches from his big crotch. I could see the lump of his cock on the left leg. Then I looked between his legs and saw the lump of his big balls. I never knew he had big nuts until then. The lump was very impressive. I got up more of my nerve after seeing that. I lifted my hand and slowly placed it on his large lump. The minute I touched the soft material and felt his flaccid cock I had to have more.

"Shiit!" I huffed softly next to him.

That big cock felt wonderful under my hand. I could feel the heat of his body rising from his crotch. I gently rubbed his cock up and down. The sensation as his cock began to twitch from what I was doing was also getting to me. My cock was rock hard by now. I could feel it uncomfortably between my legs. So I got on my knees to lessen the strain. I slipped as I did and I fell over. My hand fell between his legs and my face just centimeters from his thigh. I froze, afraid I might have woken him. But he was snoring like a bull horn.

That's when I found that he slept like a stone. I was so close to his crotch now. I stayed in that position for a few more seconds. I turned slightly so I was staring right at his crotch, one hand between his legs, the other at his side. I could smell his crotch now as I was so close to it. I looked at the large balls below his cock. My hand went to the mound where they lay. There was heat emanating from them. I gently squeezed at them. I looked up to see his cock throb in his briefs. And noticed the lump was bigger than before. I moved my hand to the shaft and rubbed it as well. It was getting harder by the second. I had to have it now as I felt wetness in between my legs. I gripped his shaft under the material and squeezed it harder. it started to bloat in my hand. That was all my cock could stand. My body began to shake and I blew in my shorts. I had to remove my hand as I collapsed on the floor in spasm.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck" I huffed almost loudly

I crawled from the room to clean myself up, feeling defeated that I went no further than I did. Crwaling into my bed and leying ther with thoughts of that dick and how it had felt just in those briefs. I wanted it more than anything now.

Weeks later he came home in a mood at 2 am. The girl he went out with would not put out. I could here him cursing her name in his room. Bitching at how much of a cunt she was. He continued to curse as he moved around in his room. Then it got quite after a short while. I wondered if he had to sleep. I crept from my room to the crack in his door again. He was looking at a porn magazine and stroking his big cock, he didn't even have the covers on. I watch in awe as his big cock moved in his hand. He had a thick uncut head on it, and I could see the clear precum at the tip. It dripped down his shaft as he pulled on his cock. Then he put the tip of his finger to the head of his dick and pulled a gooey trail off and I saw him actually press it to his mouth and suck.

I grabbed my already hard dick in hand. Then he resumed his jerking off. I watched as his cock grew to a fat meat stick. He started to breath heavy as he continued to stroke his growing cock. I had taken my own dick out and was furiously pumping myself as I watched Joe whacking in his dick. I watched his big dick flailing in his hand as he wanked himself. He moaned lightly as he jerked his big cock. Then his moans grew as his jerk off intensified.

"Fuck. awe fuck" I heard him moan. "fucking pussy. need pussy"

Then as he accelerated and it looked like he might blow, he got up off the bed.

"Shiit" I silently huffed.

I rushed into my room and threw myself on the bed. He passed my room and finished his business in the bathroom. He came back out moments later and stopped at my door. Pausing as he somehow heard me at his door, or at least that's what I presumed. Was he going to come into my room and interrogate me? I had left my light on and maybe that was the tell. Again I cursed myself.

"Hey bro are you awake?" I heard him say as he opened my door.

I feigned sleep as to not arouse suspicion. He came in and turned off my light and went back to his own bed. I turned around when he was gone. Looking at the door in the darkness. I pondered Joe and that big thick cock I had caught sight of. So big and thick in his moving hand. The dampness at the tip and how delicious it looked. Wishing I could be there to suck on his fat cock and let him cum in my mouth. I had seen it in porn before and found it hot. So I jerked my self off to satisfy my desire. Spitting up in my hand.

"Fuck me" I huffed "Maybe next time I will see more."

The images of his dick and the bulge I had seen prior to it had me hornier than I had ever been up to that point in my young life. Hell my brother and his big thick dick was the essence of sexual horniness that would consumed me for even years after...