The Evolution of Friendship: A Love Story

I know it has been a while, but I am back at this story. I'm taking things in a bit of a different direction and some of the writing style might be slightly different. This chapter is a flashback that Jason tells up about. It is some background on Axel and Scott. Jason is not Axel's first. Scott's story goes even deeper. I hope you enjoy.

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Our larger group of friends went on these ski trips a couple of times a year. Sometimes even the girls would go. I rarely went. If I did, it was because Axel insisted. Even then, Axel could convince me to do anything. 

I didn’t ski and I just didn’t like being around these horny guys talking about all the pussy they allegedly get. They were always drunk or high and hanging out in the one hotel room they all shared. Sometimes, there would be six or seven of them. Being a gay 16 year old boy around a bunch of rowdy, horny 16 year old boys was too much. It made me too horny to be there and I was always afraid I would say or do something I regret. 

Which is what happened to Axel and Scott on one trip. Here’s what happened. It definitely explains some things. This took place about three years before Axel and I came out to each other.

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It was just four of them on this trip - Axel, Scott, Dave and Ray. They usually would ski all day and drink all night. Sometimes they would try to be really cool and meet women. Not surprising, Axel was the only one who ever got lucky on one of these trips.

On the second day of the trip, Dave and Ray tried to ski down the toughest hill on the most expert trails. They were decent skiers, but not that good. Plus, they were hungover from the night before. Dave was a hot shot who thought he was invincible. Ray was just dopey. They ended up off trail and falling down the mountain through the woods. Both of them ended up in the hospital with multiple broken bones. That left Scott and Axel alone in the hotel room.

They managed to score a case of beer and a bottle of vodka. So, they ordered a couple of pizzas and hung out in the room. The TV was busted, so they needed to talk with each other to stay entertained. They sat on one of the double beds together, eating, drinking and talking. They talked about school, their friends, girls, the usual teenage boy stuff. 

As the night wore on, they were pretty drunk - drunk enough to let their guards down. Scott knew he was different, but wouldn’t dare come out. Being gay was not an option for him. His right-wing, religious family would never tolerate it, so he just kept it to himself. Occasionally, Axel found himself thinking about guys. He didn’t think much of it since he was also thinking about - and having lots of sex with - girls. He just chalked it up to wanting to experiment. He was just a straight boy who wanted to try different things.

Scott had a crush on Axel. He frequently dreamed about him. He was always checking him out. He adored and idolized Axel. How could he not? Axel was the superstar at school. Everyone loved Axel. He was great at everything and had great grades. Teachers, students, administrators all loved Axel Andrews. Scott wanted to be like him. In fact, it is what motivated him to be the star player he was on the soccer team, which is about all anyone liked about Scott Weston.

They had finally eaten all of the pizza, finished all of the booze and didn’t have much more to say to each other. They were both sitting on the bed, leaning against the wall. They were as close to each other as they could be. Scott was resting his head on Axel’s shoulder. 

“Hey bud, I was just wondering, were you checking me out earlier?” Axel asked.

“When? Where? What? Fuck no.” 

“No, really. When I got out of the shower and was getting dressed. I swear you were looking over your book and checking me out. It’s cool if you were.”

Blushing, Scott admitted that he was checking Axel out. ''Yeah, I'm guilty of checking you out, sorry.”

“Oh no, don’t be sorry. It’s cool, really.”

“I have more than just today...checked you out I mean. I don’t know. I just…like checking you out. Fuck. I’m not gay man!”

“Scott, dude, it’s cool. I know you’re not fucking gay. I’m not gay either. You should have said something. We’re buds. We can tell each other stuff.” 

“I just never said anything because I didn't know how you would react.''  

Axel rested his hand on Scott’s leg, just inside his thigh. Scott was nervous, shaking a little. He put his hand on Axel’s thigh.

“I would tell you that it was cool. I am the hottest fucking guy at school. I’d be mad if you weren’t checking me out.”

“You’re a dick. I’ll bet you check my ass out too.”

“I might have. You’re a hot dude. You do have a hot ass.”

“What the fuck man. What is going on?”

“I know we both like girls, but also the thought of being with another guy seems good too. I’d give it a try.'' 

“What? Really? Ax, please don’t fuck with me. I kinda want to try it with a dude and I really only trust you.”

“I’m not fucking with you. Well, not yet. We probably won’t be alone like this anytime soon, right?”

''This could be so cool. We need to keep this thing a secret, it will cause problems.”

Axel turned to Scott and looked at him, while running his hands up and down his thighs. Scott began trembling and almost shaking. Axel noticed this said, '' dude, calm down, its okay, I'm nervous too, but I really want to do this.''

Scott stared back at Axel for a brief moment, looking at him with deep passion in his eyes. Axel thought this would just be purely sexual fun, but Scott was more invested. 

“I’m glad you do man. I’ve been wanting to do this for a while. I didn’t know how to ask you.”

Axel gave Scott a deep kiss, the kind that went beyond just a couple of drunk guys experimenting. It was sensual. There was more behind it, but neither of them would admit it. This was Scott’s first kiss and he was thrilled that it was from his best friend. The shell of fear was gone and he was no longer too shy to touch him or anything. Axel was more turned on than ever before. He had kissed a lot of girls before, but this was very different. He wasn’t just kissing Scott as a means to an end. He wanted to kiss Scott.

The kissing went on for a while. Both boys kissed and touched each other, rolling around on the bed. Every once in a while one of them would pull back and smile at the other, or just stare. Scott was especially overwhelmed by this intimacy with his friend. He was so desperate to feel something more than just disdain for his family and his life. 

“Fuck. I can’t believe this is happening.” Scott said breathlessly.

“It is buddy, it is.”

Axel reached down to Scott’s crotch and felt around on his dick. He rubbed on Scott’s hardening cock through his sweats. He moved up to the waist and slid his fingers in. Slowly, he moved his hand to Scott’s cock and wrapped his hand around it. It felt good, it was a decent size. It was the first dick he’d ever touched other than his own. Scott shuddered as Axel stroked it gently. It was everything he thought it would be plus some.

While Axel was slowly jerking Scott off, still kissing him and rubbing and touching his body with his free hand, Scott moaned and sighed with pleasure. Scott moved his hand to Axel’s shorts and just went for it. He shoved his hand in and grabbed Axel’s cock. He knew it was big, but now he could feel it in all its length and girth. He slowly stroked Axel and ran his other hand in Axel’s long blonde hair.

This went on for another 15 minutes or so, then Scott asked Axel to stand up. When he did, he pulled his shorts down and tossed them across the room along with everything else he was wearing. Scott smiled seeing Axel’s perfectly toned body in front of him, and not casually in the showers or as they were getting dressed. Scott stripped off his clothes and tossed them aside. Axel reached over and pulled Scott close. They continued to kiss some more before then got back on the bed.

“Do you want to do more?” Scott asked.

“Yeah, sure. What do you want to do? Do you want to blow me?”

“I was hoping you would blow me.”

“Dude, you should go first. Then I’ll do you.”

“Axel. Look how fucking big your dick is. I can’t get that in my mouth.” Scott stroked Axel’s giant cock, now completely hard and standing at attention.

“Man. Fine. I’ll go first. Your dick isn’t exactly small, you know.”

“Go figure. The guys with the biggest dicks in school are trying to blow each other.”

They both laughed as Axel tried to get into position to suck Scott’s cock. 

“I don’t even know what the fuck to do.”

“Come on dude! How many chicks have blown you? You should be able to figure it out.”

Axel was staring at a cock, right in his face, for the first time ever. He held it at the base and just looked at it for a minute, thinking of how to approach it. Scott’s nine inches wasn’t exactly going to slide in easily. 

He tried to think of things girls had done to him that he liked. Then he went for it. Axel ran his tongue over the head of Scott’s throbbing cock. He licked around the head, slurping up the precum that was dripping from it. He stroked the base of Scott’s cock while he licked his way down the shaft. He licked up and down for a bit, sucking on the shaft as he went. After several minutes of licking and stroking, he decided he would try and take it in his mouth. He opened as wide as he could and took the head in. Suddenly this all felt weird. He was playing with his friend’s cock and he liked it. This bothered him a bit. He was a straight dude who got blown, not the other way around. 

These were new tastes and smells for Axel. He’d eaten girls out, even though he didn’t like it. This felt better, but he didn’t want it to. He eased his mouth down a little and gagged a bit. Axel was no slouch in anything he did, so he was going to do this and do it right. He continued to work his mouth over Scott’s cock. It took him a while to take most of it. Scott didn’t care, he was hornier than he’d ever been watching his hot best friend suck him off. Axel finally got a rhythm going. He was giving Scott a pretty good blow job, even if he could only get about 6 of Scott’s 9 inches in his mouth without wanting to puke.

"Holy fucking shit, dude! YOU MUST HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE.'' Scott said while gasping for breath

"No fucking way, dickhead. I just know what it's supposed to feel like. You want this to be good, or do you want this to suck?”

“I want you to suck.” Scott chuckled at his attempt at humor.

“Fuck you, Scott.” Axel went back to his blow job. He was really enjoying it. He hated thinking that. A lot was going through his head. How could he like having a dick in his mouth? Why was he actually good at this? He kept repeating to himself ‘I’m straight. I’m straight.’ He even tried to think about the last few girls he banged. None of it was working. He was into this.

He kept at it, jacking Scott’s cock faster and faster while sucking it harder and harder. Scott was out of his mind. Axel was bobbing up and down on Scott’s cock as if it were life support. Scott was so into Axel’s servicing that he almost forgot he was going to cum at some point. He didn’t know if he should say something or not. Should he cum in Axel’s mouth? He didn’t have time to think about it. His cock pulsed once or twice and then he was exploding into his buddy’s mouth.

Axel took the first few blasts and swallowed them. Then, realizing he was gulping down a dude’s cum, he pulled away while Scott kept shooting and got it on his face. He jumped up and spit, shaking his head and wiping cum from his face. 

“Fuck you asshole! You’re supposed to warn me you’re gonna spooge.”  

Scott was trying to catch his breath. “Oh, fuck. Sorry man.” He was panting like he’d just finished a soccer match. “Dude, that was so fucking AWESOME! Did you really fucking swallow?”

Axel jumped on the bed and gave Scott a punch in his shoulder. He did swallow a lot of Scott’s cum and he wasn’t grossed out by it. Again, he was uncomfortable with this notion that he enjoyed this. “It was fucking gross dude. Blech. No wonder bitches won't swallow.”

"Holy shit, Ax, I've never came so much or so hard in my life. You got skills!”  

“You’re such a dick. I did you a favor. Don’t make a big deal out of it. You’re up next, you know.”

“Ax, I can’t suck on that. It’s too fucking big!”

Axel grabbed Scott by his hair and pulled him right up to his face. “Listen here buddy. I just gave you the best fucking blow job of your life. Oh wait…It’s the only fucking blow job of your life! You need to return the fucking favor. Do whatever you have to to make me feel good. Stroke it. Lick it. Kiss it. Whatever, but get me off. If you want to do anything else tonight, you gotta do that first.”

“Hold on, you wanna do more? Like all the way more? Ax, you’re for real, right?” 

Still holding Scott’s head in his hand, he pulled him in and kissed him. Once he let go, he and Scott were writhing together on the bed. They kissed even more passionately than before. 

“Does that answer your question?”

Scott smiled and nodded. He knew he needed to take the next step, so he began kissing down Axel’s chest. He rubbed his hands on it and licked the sweat off him. He was super nervous and shaking. He loved the feel of Axel’s body. As he got closer to Axel’s cock, he was sweating and shaking even harder. This was his first time doing anything with a guy - or anyone at all.

“Dude. Chill. You’re gonna do fine. It's ok. Just do whatever. I’m gonna like it.”

Scott laid between Axel’s muscular legs, running his hands up and down them. “God damn Ax, you are really fucking hot.” He looked up at the giant ten plus inches of very thick cock staring him in the face. It was dripping so much precum, there was a strand of it from his cockhead to the bed. “Holy shit. That is so fucking big.” He wrapped both hands around the monster cock and brought face down to Axel’s crotch. He began to fondle, lick, suck and kiss all over his best friend’s glorious manhood. Just seeing Axel’s cock alone gave him chills. 

Scott did make a few futile attempts at getting Axel’s cock in his mouth. It just wasn’t going to happen. He knew when Axel winced and pulled back when his teeth hit the head, he had to do other things to pleasure him. He continued to lick and suck all over his huge balls and stroking the shaft, making Axel moan uncontrollably. Scott knew he was doing something right, especially when he felt the giant tool start to tense up. He was excited to get his first load of cum, ever. 

“Gahhhhhhhhh fucckkk…I’m gonna blow…..” Before he even finished the sentence, Axel was showering Scott with a massive load of thick, creamy spunk. I was all over Scott’s face, his hair, all over the bed. It shot so far it was on his back. Scott managed to get some in his mouth too. He licked his lips to get even more. He had no idea what cum was supposed to taste like, but he liked it.

“Oh my fucking god. Duuuuude. That was fucking amazing. I think you were trying to drown me.” Scott said as he tried to wipe the cum from his face. “But fuck, my eyes are burning. Shit.”

“You won’t believe me when I say this, but you look kinda fucking cute right now.”

“Fuck off Axel. Did I do a good job or what?”

“I made you look like a glazed donut. I moaned more than I would with any bitch. Yeah, you did a good fucking job.” 

Scott went and washed his face. He threw a towel to Axel so he could wipe up. Scott got back into bed, Axel wrapped his arms around him and cuddled him close. “How do you feel, buddy?” 

“Axel, I have never felt better in my whole fucking life. Does this make us gay?”

“No fucking way. We’re just drunk dudes experimenting. It’s cool.”

“Did you mean it when you said you wanted to do more?”

“Do you want to do more? What do you want to do?”

“I wish I could take your cock man. I want to know what that is like.”

“Really? You been thinking about a guy fucking you?”

“Never mind. That’s fucking gay.”

“Scott. Come on. We just ate each other’s jizz. We can talk about this.”

“This all feels weird now man.”

“Do you want me to fuck you or not?”

Scott leapt up and turned to Axel, “Yes! I want you to fuck me. God dammit! I want you to fuck the hell out of me! But you’re a fucking mutant with a baseball bat for a dick and I’m scared you will tear me in two!”

“Ok, ok! Calm the fuck down. I would do it, if we could. I can’t help that I was given a horse dick.”

“You really would? Fuck. Should we try?”

“Get on your knees,'' Axel demanded.

“What? Wait. Are you gonna try to fuck me?”

“Bend the fuck over.”

Scott reluctantly bent over on all fours on the bed. Axel got out of bed and went digging through his duffel bag. He pulled out a bottle of KY Jelly. “I have this in case I get lucky.”

“I don’t know man. This is gonna hurt. You’re too fucking big dude.”

“Shut the fuck up and spread em.” Axel barked before he ran his lubed up hand in the crack of Scott’s ass. He was thinking of a girl in school who liked it up her ass, pretending Scott was her. He found his asshole and rubbed it a little. He couldn’t keep the girl on his mind. He really liked Scott’s tight ass. “Damn buddy, all that running around on the soccer field gave you a perfect ass. Damn.” He began inserting his finger.

"Ahh fuck no!'' Scott shouted. “Your fucking finger is too much. I’ve never had anything in there before.''

“Ok, sorry. Can I try again?”

“Just once dude. If it hurts like that again, then we ain’t doing this.”

Axel licked his finger before putting it back in Scott’s ass. Scott tried valiantly to take it. Axel got no deeper than just past his first knuckle before Scott jumped off the bed. 

“Fuck!” Scott yelled, grabbing his ass and doubling over. “God fucking damnit!!”

Axel laid on the bed on his back. “It’s ok dude. Maybe another day. Come here and chill.”

“Man, that was fucked. You don’t know how much that hurt man.”

Axel and Scott laid there quietly for a few minutes. Scott looked over at Axel, who looked back. They smiled at one another and Scott leaned in to kiss Axel. Once again, they kissed for a while. Eventually, Scott was on top of Axel and they were just looking at each other.

“What.”

“What?”

“Yeah, what are you thinking?”

“Don’t be mad at me for asking this Axel, but…”

“You want to fuck me, don’t you?”

“Can I? I know you can handle it. You’re stronger than I am.”

“Fine. You can fuck me.”

“SERIOUSLY????”

“Yes. You better be good.”

They kissed some more and then Scott lifted Axel’s legs over his head. He lubed up Axel’s ass, taking his time to feel it, rubbing the hole for a while. Axel purred while Scott explored. He slid a finger in, slowly, gently. Axel didn’t wince or cry out, he continued to moan as Scott eased his finger deeper. He worked Axel’s ass for a few minutes with that one finger. Axel was getting those mixed messages in his head again. ‘I’m straight. I’m straight,’ he kept repeating to himself.

“Are you ok, Ax?”

“Yeahhhhh….”

“Can I…um…do it now?”

“Yeahhh…easy, ok?”

“Yeah buddy, nice and easy.”

Scott eased up to Axel’s ass, slowly guiding his cock to his asshole. He rubbed it up and down the crack. He watched Axel’s face, flush with anticipation. Scott was living a dream he had been having for years. He gently pushed against his hole. Axel winced and let out a short yelp. Scott pushed again, this time a little harder. Axel’s ass was so tight. He got more resistance. He pushed a little more and still hadn’t gone in. “Dude, just fucking shove it in. This is killing me.” Scott pushed with no mercy and the head slid in, followed by a few inches of his fairly thick cock. "OH OH OH OH FUCKKK" Axel grunted. His head lurched up with his eyes wide.

Scott started to pull back. Axel grabbed his leg, “NO! Dude, don’t fucking stop. Just get it in there.” A little unsure, Scott kept going, easily, until he had gotten all 9 inches deep into his buddy.

“Ok? Axel?”

“Yeah…just…stay…thhhhere. FUCK!!!” Axel slammed his fists on the bed. “FUCK this fucking hurts fucking god fucking damn!!! AAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHH!!!” he yelled with tears coming from his eyes.

“What do you want me to do now, buddy?”

“It’s ok now. Just do it man. Fuck me. Don’t go too fast, ok?”

“Yeah, ok”

Scott started to slowly fuck his friend. Axel still winced and gasped at the pain of it, but as Scott kept going, Axel felt better. He started to feel much better. Scott sped up a little and was getting into it himself. He looked at Axel’s face, the face of someone loving what was happening to them. Sweat dripped off Scott as he leaned forward to get a better angle. Axel was losing his mind, panting and grunting. “Oh fuck, Scott. Fuck yeah. Feels so fucking good.”

Axel reached up to touch Scott’s chest, rubbing through the sweat all over it. Scott leaned down and kissed Axel and they locked themselves into that position, Scott’s hands flat on the bed and Axel’s legs wrapped around Scott. He started to pound more furiously, lifting himself up and looking down at Axel. “You’re so fucking hot Axel. SO FUCKING HOT!!”

“Keep going, buddy, you’re fucking awesome. Keep going, dude.”

The fucking continued for at least 10 minutes more. Axel grabbed his cock and started jerking it. He was stroking at a feverish pace, desperately wanting to cum. Scott increased his pace and was now really pounding Axel hard. Both boys' bodies got tight and began to pulse and shake. Axel shot first, with Scott Immediately after. Axel’s cum shot onto his and Scott’s faces. Scott just pumped his load deep into Axel’s ass. 

“God fucking damn! Holy shit Ax! Holy fucking shit.” Scott was barely able to speak, he was so out of breath.

“What the fuck? You sure you never fucked anyone? That was some level 10 shit. I fuck like that. Dude.”

“You’re my first, Axel. For everything.”

“It’s cool buddy. I’m glad I could be the one.”

Axel got up out of bed and jumped in the shower. Scott jumped in when he came out. He climbed into bed and cuddled up to Axel, who held him tight. They fell fast asleep. Scott was happier than he’d ever been in his life.

This wasn’t as glorious a moment for Axel as it was for Scott. He didn’t sleep well. He kept waking up and thinking about what he’d done. As the drunkenness wore off, he felt more and more awful. He was angry with himself for letting this happen. He rolled away from Scott and put on his sweats and went to the other bed. He hated that he felt so good getting fucked. It made him sick to think he had Scott’s cum in his ass, that he swallowed it. He started thinking of the girls he would fuck as soon as they got home. ‘I’m straight. I’m straight. He kept repeating in his head.

When Scott woke up and saw Axel in the other bed, he knew what was up. Axel woke and they both got out of bed. There was a chill in the room between them. Scott was worried this would hurt their friendship. He felt guilty for doing what he did.

“Hey Ax, I…” Axel cut him off abruptly.

“So, we’ll go get breakfast and then we’ll go see Dave and Ray before we drive home, ok?”

“Yeah, sure bud.”

It never came up again. 

For Scott, this was the best and worst moment of his life. He finally got to be with his best friend, the boy he adored. He lost his virginity to Axel Andrews and it was the most amazing sex he would have for years. He desperately wanted to do it again. He thought about it all the time. For at least six months, it put a space in between him and Axel. Scott felt guilty that he coerced Axel into having sex with him. The chill between them thawed. Their friendship was stronger than they knew. Scott eventually hated himself for being gay. He repressed those feelings for a long time. It made him bitter and angry. He also resented Jason for having a relationship with Axel that was so intimate. 

Axel buried that moment in time deep in his head. He wasn’t gay. It was just a drunken fluke. Scott took advantage of him. Scott is probably gay and he made Axel do it. After he dropped Scott off, he drove to a girl’s house and fucked her senseless. When he was done with her, he went to see another. He had to prove to himself he was straight. He fucked around like a breeding stallion. He felt bad for Scott, but wouldn’t talk about it. He was always afraid of what could happen. All of which was ironic considering his intimate relationship with Jason that went on for years. ‘I’m straight. I’m straight.’ He kept repeating to himself.

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Axel and Scott have a much more complicated relationship than anyone knew. Axel has a story he's been keeping from Jason. We'll soon find out the outcome of Axel's visit to Scott's. The one he made that got Jason so upset.

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